HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY HUDAA!! Finally, you've turned a year older, can watch NC16 movie with me already. Haha!! Actually, i think you can watch already in the first place, because of your mature look & everything, btol tk babe? Hehehe. Your birthday same with Mubarak too, so HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO, MUBARAK! I'm gonna bash you later, although i've promised i won't. I mean, can't be helped right? Hehe. Anyway, later meeting Hudaa, so excited! ((: Can't wait to meet Tassya too, dahh lame tk nmpk seii. Well, i think I'll stop here. Got nothing much to say already. &&, i can't wait for Sunday!! Hehe. Toodles ~

I know i'm not doing good enough at all, but knowing that i give in easily due to
my soft-heartedness, you're taking me for granted as well. Why? Perhaps those promises you made are lies? I mean, do you ever meant what you say? Talk is cheap you know, & sweet talkers are what i despise. Everything seems fine to you, but definitely not to me. You're just a boy, you don't understand how it feels to love a girl. You don't even care how it hurts. When you lose the one you wanted, everything you had will be destroyed. But love is blind, i've fallen too deeply for you. I kept giving in to you just because of everything you say that seems to make me feel alright. I guess i trust you for no reason, i've been feeling really unappreciated by you. All i know is, i can't let you go, period. ily.