Leave Me Alone.

Takecare (:

2010-12-24T16:30:00.004+08:00

HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! MISS ME, ANYONE? :D

Anyway, i will be deleting this blog very very soon, i don't have the time

to update because i am simply too busy so i hope y'all will understand,

thankyou very much. However.. i will be updating my tumblr - http://supersonic-lover.tumblr.com/ ,

more often instead, so yeahs (: I am still very busy, with school, work and my social life,

but i will try to update my tumblr whenever possible. This blog is too... troublesome?

Hahahaha. So yupps, i am done here, takecare everyone! Wishing y'all a

MERRY X'MAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Toodles ~

will be away.

2010-10-10T14:35:00.002+08:00

Surprise surprise! Hohohoho. Surprised i can update today? HAHAHA, okay lame. Lol. Anyway, i love this picture above. CherylLove, i love you more than any other persons in this world. You've become sucha important person to me in my life. I wouldn't know what to do if i were to lose you. I'm sorry i know i am not really sucha good friend of yours, but just so you know, i am doing my best, honestly, i am. (': I don't want out friendship to ever die away & i promise you, i will do my best to always be there for you when you need me. Just remember, i'm just a call away or text away! Okayokay, enough about all this emotional distress stuff. Lol. Yesterday, i met up with Tassya. Omfg, like finally huh! Lol. Tassya came over to my block, slacked under my block for awhile, then i went back up to change pants. Hehehe. Walked to WS, roamed around aimlessly, slacked at library for awhile, read magazines, yada-yada. Then off to buy bubble tea, peach milktea! ^^ Yumyum. Haha. Took bus 21 to Rais crib. Watched Vampires Sucks DVD. -.- OMFG, most stupidest movie everrrrrrrrr! Doesn't make sense at all, and yeahs, it is funny, but it's corny & cheesy. & WEIRD. Those who actually went or want to watch it at the movie theatres, isn't it just a waste of your money or please, it is a total waste of your friggin' money mansxz! Hahahaha. I love vampires, and the guy in the who was just a spoof of Edward Cullen is HOT, but the movie totally sucks. Hahaha. After watching, Tassya & i went to buy food, then head back to Rais crib. Ate, then watched Gegebo 2. Hahaha. Funny yet kinda scary, but it was pretty hilarious uh. Its about ghost pranksters playing scary pranks on certain people.. HAHAHA. At 7.30pm, we left to slack. An hour later, we all went home. Tassya, i admit eventhough it was a pretty dull day, i'm still happy i get to see you and i hope to see you soon yeahs? (: Today, i'm staying home to use the comp the entire day. Woohooooo ~ Lol. Eventhough i have nothing much to do on the internet, i'm just gonna leave it on till 7pm. Abg might wanna use the comp later once hes awake, haha. Oh, and Abg's posted out already, hes gonna be a Racky ( I don't know hows it spelt uh -.- ). I don't really understand his role, but atleast hes gonna work than go out partying everyday, haha. Well, i guess i am pretty much done for today. Tomorrow school reopens ALREADY. SO FAST HUHH!? SHITZ YKNOW!! Pfffft. I might not be able to update so much anyway, don't miss me when i'm gone, hahaha. Ciaosxz ~

2NE1 - Go Away

2010-10-08T14:51:00.002+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO ^^ Miss me much? Hopefully not, LOL. Anyway, i have been busy with work since the holidays began for me. Almost every week i work at least 4-5 times a week, and next week, apparently, school reopen already. Awwww. Back to dull life. Back to studies and blahblahblah. Oh yah, and NAPFA too -.- Lol. Anyway, i'm so disappointed that 3 of my colleagues are quitting.. Wardah, Dini and Hariz. It upsets me because i do enjoy working with them. Wardah, the hyperactive and bubbly tiny girl. Dini, the newcomer i trained which actually learnt quite fast and Hariz? The annoying blur sotong who always gets scolded by Queenie Meenie. Hehehehe! Now that they're quitting, there are lesser Barista's which means i have to work longer hours during the weekends when school reopens and i HAVE TO work on the weekends, no choice. Baaahhh. Its okay, i will work my ass off for money's sake. LOL. Oh oh, and my bestest workmate, Shakina, is getting ZoukOut tickets for us colleagues so we can all go together.. Still considering whether to go or not.. 11 Dec, if i am not mistaken? -.- $68 oiiiiii ! Abg will be going, thats why i am having second thoughts about attending cause i don't wanna see me hym ther, it'll be SO awkward..... HAHAHA. Tomorrow theres an overight cycling event which i could actually go, but CherylLove can't make it cause shes working so therefore, i change my mind and i won't be going either. Apologies Fish, for the changes, hmmm. Without Cheryl, i don't see the point of going uh. My main purpose of going is to actually spend tyme with CherylLove, hahaha. Oh well, its alright, school's starting anyway, by then i can see her lor. ^^ Can't wait can't wait! Oh yeahs, i got my GPA results already. CherylLove checked for me, 3.1 . Is it good? I don't even know. Whats shocking is i got an A for ILT!? WTFFFFF seriously. I thought i screwed up.. got B's for OFA and Bev, and a C for CFB -.- Hahaha, expected lah. That teacher dislikes us whaaaaat, LOL. Don't give a shit uh eyh. Pfffft. Now that the new semester is beginning soon, i am so not looking forward to it yknow. I'm wondering how many projects they're gonna bomb to us mansxz, but i am happy that i will be learning new things this tyme lor (: But please, i don't want so many presentations, project works and crappy assignments or case studies. ARGH. Or esle, i will be so stressed out again. I find myself not having enough tyme for MYSELF, for my FRIENDS. And worse, Shrzal's disappointed in me and hes fckin leaving.. Lol. Its okay dude, imma wait alright. I told you i will wait, i mean it. You're the perfection to my heart. I will give you your tyme off kay? (': Well readers, imma end here for today, enjoy the video below ~ ^^

kelly rowland - commander

2010-09-26T12:39:00.003+08:00

Hello Readers. Miss me? Hehehe. Anyway, as usual, been busy with work, LOL. Apologies to my friends for i know i am neglecting you guys, especially Cheryl & Sam dearest. ): You know i didn't mean to, you know i have my reasons for packing my schedule full everyday, haha. I don't have a choice yknow -.- Sighsxz. Well, i'm supposed to work today too, but i went to take 2days MC. Meaning, i am not working tomorrow either. Theres a gathering with the new MRS CHEE tomorrow with some other 5N1 students, but i doubt i can make it. Will consider though. (: On Tues, Bro will be having his POP and i am going with my family to go watch him, lol. Bro must be really happy that he is finally free from booking in & out of camp every week, lol. I'm happy that Bro is out too, atleast now i get to see hym more often, i guess? HAHA. &, i have 1 more person to teased at home as well. Ofcourse, his teasing is worst than mine, lol. On Wed, i will be out with Cheryl & Sam? Is it confirmed uh dear Cheryl? :D On Thurs, i will prolly rest at home. Hehehe. I need rest, i feel so lethargic everyday mansxz, -.- School is starting soon and i am definitely not looking forward to it. New modules and all -.- Okayyyyy ~ No choice huh. Well, i guess i am done for today, till here then, ciaosxz ~

Keri Hilson - I Like

2010-09-12T17:50:00.001+08:00

Keri Hilson's the NEW Beyonce/Rihanna ^^ ENJOY ~

Cher(ish)

2010-09-12T13:33:00.005+08:00

Hiiiii (: Surprised i'm updating today? Hehehe. Well, Dad left the modem at home, so i just took the opportunity to use ^^I know i am supposed to be revising for my exams tomorrow and Wed's exams too, but!! Its not lyke ain't gonna revise, hmmm. Maybe about 4pm or 5pm i will proceed to do my revision kay. For tomorrow's exam, i'm left with 3units to revise, so no worries, i am sure i will be able to handle. I know its lyke im cramping everything into my brain within lyke what? 3 days, lol. Anyway, for today's post, i have decided to dedicate this post to my beloved Cher(ish), hehehe. Yeahs, i know its pretty random but i just want her to know how exactly i feel about her. (: So my dear, hope you will read this :

I still recalled, my first impression of you was a typical ah lian lah. With so many ear piercings, dyed hair and etc.. Hehehe. However, somehow, because of some spot check, i think, we suddenly became close. Because of one reason - ciggies. LOL. I never have sucha close chinese friend before, where i share all my secrets, problems, and unhappiness with. Also, i feel we have so many things in common. ^^ I seem to be able to share anything with you, and ofcourse i would help you in whatever way that you need, be it in studies or relationship issues. I know i always have PMS, showing some asshole attitude which somehow affects you. However, i know you'll still love me, right? ;) Hehe. Sometymes, we even have some kind of 'arguments', but i will always love you and i will always forgive you for being sucha bitch. HAHA. We have our ups and downs, we even have to hide from certain things, hehe, doing things secretly, lyke as if we're having an affair -.- but i wanna assure you that i will never wanna lose a friend lyke you. I feel that i cannot be compared to you yknow, in terms of our friendship. I ain't tryna' say i take advantage of our friendship which i am obviously not, but somehow, i feel you are a better friend than i am. :/ You treat me lyke a VIP, you treat me lyke your own sista, you treat me lyke nobody can ever be compared to you. Its lyke, you have become a very important person in my life and i don't wanna ever lose contact with you. I have never texted with a girl friend daily, except you yknow. Seems lyke we can talk about almost anything! :D Gossip, complaints, calling one another names and many others. You make me realize that you are totally different from many other chinese girls whom i know, you make me realize what a great friend you are and mostly, you make me realize what it feels lyke to be loved by a bestfriend. I would sacrifice anything for you and i know you would do the same for me too, right? Its been half a year we have known each other and it seems lyke i know you eternally already. Every tyme we have to be seperated from each other (yknow what i mean -.-), i feel so lost, i feel lyke things are different without you around me. I hate to be away from you cause i will end up missing you so darn muchie. :D Ofcourse, we both know how much Sam means to us. VERY IMPORTANT PART OF OUR LIVES AT THAT. ^^ Cheryl AMK, you're my bestest friend/sista/love/listener/advisor and everything else and i love you very much. Cheers!

P.S- I think i am in love :/

LGK ^^

2010-09-11T11:59:00.002+08:00

Anyway, i have been busy with school & work, as usual -.- Exams are this Mon & Wed, wish me luck people. Hopefully, i can get a good GPA score :/ After exams, 3weeks of hols! Wooooo ~ Can't wait oiii. But, i have decided to work during the hols, so i won't be free. Hahaha. Only have off days for 4 days. Well, i think i will stop here, gotta get ready, gonna meet Cheryl at her West Side. -.- Lol. Till here then, will update again, ciaosxz ~
OMG, I'M IN LOVE WITH LEE GI KWANG!!! :PPP ENJOY ~

Neyo - Beautiful Monster

2010-08-29T16:57:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. I know i have been uploading videos and rarely update whats going on with my life and etc... Well, today is the last day for my 2weeks hols. And for the past 2weeks, i have been really busy with work, i was working my ass off for most of the days. For my other off days, i was busy attending OFA remedial lessons and i had CFB group discussion with my CFB groupmates. Having to cope both my work and studies is pretty difficult and i really, i mean seriously, really, i HATE travelling to school every weekdays. -.- My pay is a monthly pay and lately it seems lyke its not enough for me cause its only about $100 to $200 plus. Its not alot right? However, i worked more days and hours during the 2weeks hols, i should be able to get more than $300. Having to travel from east to west everyday for school is a torture yknow! Arggghhh. I spend so much for my transport expense -.- is lyke wtfffff. I have to pay myself and my parents are killing me because the allowance they give me every week for school is never enough. And now, whats worse is that they want me to support myself on certain weeks, lyke this coming week when school reopens -.- Mum says shes financially tight so she can't give me allowance. Okayyy, i am lyke wtfffff. Since thats the case, i don't mind not eating, i can fast with my malay friends. However, i am just fckin worried about my transport expense! :/

Dad spoked to me about 3weeks ago, saying that if i cannot cope with school and the travelling journey, i might as well quit and work full time ^^ Dad supports me for that yknow! I don't know if my Mum does though.. I suppose she does lah, haha. But... I know some of my friends don't want me to quit school. I have been thinking a lot about it. I don't mind working and not schooling actually because i am beginning to feel so depressed with all the assignments, projects, presentations and what not in school. Sounds lyke i am not in ITE yknow, lyke i am in Poly -.- wtfffffff. Also, because of the travelling journey, i am also starting to hate school. Pffffft. Yeahs, doesn't sound lyke myself eyh? I currently am enjoying certain modules, but the upcoming modules would be getting more difficult and after hearing that, i feel so discouraged to study already -.- so sianz ~ Now is the exams period too, i have to hand up my 2 case study tomorrow and i have a test as well. Then Thursday i have an exam. On the 3rd week of September, its the exam week for me. Pfffft. I cannot wait for it to be over no matter how i fare for my exams, i just want the next hols to begin again so that i can work to get my $$$$$. Hahahaha. Anyway, i have nothing much to update about except schools. Friends in school have been really great, expeically Cheryl&Sam. Never felt so delighted whenever i have tons of stuff to share with them, love them both so much ^^ Hehe. About love? :D Ermm.. Guess i am seeing someone? I don't know how to put it, lazy to say more anyway. Well, guess i am done here, will update again yeahs. Ciaosxz ~

Katy Perry - Teenage Dream

2010-08-28T17:02:00.002+08:00

I'm totally in love with this song and the video. Katy Perry and her 'boyfriend' in this video are HOT!!! :DDD I am living a teenage dream right now and i am afraid, i am falling back into love. SR, you light up my life. Hehehehehe :PPP

Maroon 5 - Misery

2010-08-14T12:32:00.002+08:00

guys, its best you stay away from me or i am gonna start torturing you just like how this girl does in the video, or maybe, even worse. (: i mean it. well, enjoy ~

for you know who

2010-08-14T11:59:00.001+08:00

Love The Way You Lie - Rihanna ft Eminem

[Chorus - Rihanna] Just gonna stand there and watch me burn Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry Well that's alright because I love the way you lie I Love the way you lie

[Verse 1 - Eminem] I can't tell you what it really is I can only tell you what it feels like And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off on love, drunk from my hate It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it The more I suffer, I suffocate Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates Me, she fuckin' hates me, and I love it, Wait! Where you going? I'm leaving you. No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back

Here we go again, it's so insane Cuz when it's going good, it's going great I'm Superman with the wind in his back She's lois lane when and it's bad, it's awful I feel so ashamed, I snap "Who's that dude?" I don't even know his name I laid hands on him, I never stood so low again I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna] Just gonna stand there and watch me burn Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry Well that's alright because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie

[Verse 2 - Eminem] You ever love somebody so much, you could barely breathe when you with 'em? You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills used to get 'em Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em

It's the fate that took over, it controls you both So they say, you'd best to go your separate ways Guess that they don't know ya cuz today, That was yesterday, yesterday is over and it's a different day Sound like broken records playing over But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint You don't get another chance Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again Now you get to watch her leave out the window Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

[Chorus - Rihanna] Just gonna stand there and watch me burn Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry Well that's alright because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie

[Verse 3 - Eminem] Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean And we fall back into the same patterns, same team But your temper's just as bad as mine is You're the same as me When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby please come back, it wasn't you. Baby it was me. Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk? Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall Next time? There won't be no next time I apologize, even though I know it's lies I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again, Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire Just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna] Just gonna stand there and watch me burn Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry Well that's alright because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie

Party Party Party!

2010-08-09T16:55:00.002+08:00

When can i party till the music stops? When can i drink till i drop? :DDDDD Enjoyyyyy ~

Much Misses

2010-08-09T14:45:00.003+08:00

Love this song and the video, too It makes a lot of sense to me & it really is very meaningful to me. AH, i am dedicating this to you. I've had enough of all the verbal abuse and your neglection. Eventhough i've missed you and i believe what we had was undescribable, I hope you can leave me for good soon. I love you. Enjoy ~

Hello Everyone & Happy 45th Birthday to Singapore! ^^
I know my blog seems to be very dead and i rarely update, that is because i have no internet at home and i am too busy with school, work and friends, so apologies :D Anyway, i won't be out watching fireworks or celebrating Singapore's birthday or whatever today, will be staying home to revise for tomorrow's ILT common test. Yeahs, sianz ~ Pfffft, oh well. I've nothing much to post either, will update again okay? My hp prepaid is currently low, if anyone of you wants to get through me, just call. Don't bother texting me because i won't be able to reply, haha. Thanks for understanding peeps ^^ Till here then, ciaosxz ~

Oh oh, & HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY IQEK!
&&, HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY to my dearest Arthur! ^^

Finally legal ^^

2010-08-05T11:38:00.000+08:00

Apologies for not updating recently & for sucha long tyme,
have been really busy with school & work. Anyway, i've turned legal already ^^
Happy Belated 18th to me (: Hehehe! Thankyou to my beloved classmates
for the surprised birthday celebration. &&, thankyou Samuel,
Cheryl & Jass for the gifts, love you all ^^ Well, i will try & update again
soon. Don't miss me too much when i'm away, hahaha, ciaosxz ~

much misses

2010-07-25T16:24:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, i am in love with this song all over again, do enjoy ~ (:

Hello Readers :D Missed me? Yesyes, i realized my blog has full of dust already, apologies for not updating, have been really busy with school, work and others :D Well, i gotta admit, i wont be able to update much already, hope you all can understand. My course ain't as slacked as other courses, cannot skip lessons neither can i come late, -.- Pfffft. Yeahs, i am in a business course, so must be discipline. No choice, haha. Work? I can only work noon shift on Fri and Sat, maybe Sun too, depends. Maybe Wed too, since i end early? I need to earn lots of bucks man. Gotta support myself -.- And, i miss Cheryl AMK ): Can't wait to see you tomorrow at school. I feel so sianz when you aren't around in school for 2days cause you're sick, hope you feeling so much better now and you've got your voice back (: I really don't know what i am without you, i think, i miss you more than you miss me. When you're not around, i feel something seems amiss. Sighsxz, see you soon love. (':

Plus, i am missing AH♥ )': Your prepaid low, cannot get to text with you, neither can we make a date to meet up, sianz ~ I know i always complain that my prepaid will run low whenever i have to call you late at night, and talk on the phone till 2am which deprives me of my sleep , but now i realized, when i don't get to talk to you on the phone late at night, i miss you so much more. ): Well, i know everyone of your friends keep telling me you're a player, you're contacting lots of other girls.. But, it doesn't matter as long as i know where i stand in your heart. I guess, only we both know? I have been making lots of sacrifices between us and i know lots of people are gonna speak ill of me and say i am gullible and i am so foolish. Nobody will understand this relationship we are having cause i gotta admit, its kinda complicated anyway :/ But seriously, if you wanna play around, i can jolly well do the same so don't mind me okay? But, ofcourse, you should know that i love you and i honestly care for you. Please, i am waiting for you to change for the better. I know you've changed a lot, compared to last tyme, and i am so glad for that mansxz :D I am proud that you are working too, very hardworking in your job at that. (: Well, i hope to atleast see you around in my school coincidentally some tyme and i hope to speak to you soon. Miss you Amirul Hayat )':

FamiLCy

2010-07-11T12:49:00.007+08:00

Pictures taken during LCs Chalet Cheryl AMK, Jaslyn Outram near Chinatown, Fishmonger. xD Hidayat Mr Sejok Hougang and Alfian Sepet Teperanjat Tampines

Hello Readers! Missed me? Hehehe. Anyway, its been a week since school reopened and its been a week that i have started lessons at ITE CCK. And omg, the school is freaking huge i tell you, it seems that we always get lost easily or we are either late for lessons as our classes are at different blocks and everything. Hahaha. However, we're getting the hang of it and hopefully we are able to adapt to our new environment asap. Because, i am totally not used to seeing so many mats&minahs in school youknow? Theres this event plaza right smack in the centre of the school, all the mats/bengs/minahs/lians are all checking each other out. Maybe its also a place for them to exchange numbers too? LOL huh. Okay anyway, school just began next week and i have loads of things coming up. Test, presentations, case study and project works. All within the next few weeks except case study which dues at the end of August. But test? 2 test!? Pffft, are they out to depress us? Goddamit, i feel damn depressed actually until i have thoughts of quitting school youknow. Argh. Also, i'm heading back to work next week. Yeahs yeahs, i know i shouldn't since i have loads school things coming up but how am i suppose to live with no salary pay when my momma doesn't even give me that much $$$$$ to survive? Thus, i have to fckin survive on my fckin own -.- Actually, even momma asked me to do that, lyke WTH lah. However, Dad say if i cannot cope with school as he knows i have to travel so much, i might as well quit. But then, momma said i should quit work instead, hahaha. If you want me to quit work and not put too much pressure on myself, caaaaaaan. Give me more money lorr..... its as simple as ABC. (: I barely have enough to survive for a month okay. Pfffft.

Anyway, on Monday, lessons end at 5pm if theres no assembly after that. Yeahs, ITE also have assembly hor, how funny is that. Hahaha. After lessons end, went home with AbgAlf, Barak, Ibrahim and Iwan. Tuesday, lessons at 6pm because of PE. Afterwhich, i went home with AbgAlf and Yat. &&, I will be having swimming lessons during PE starting from next week ^^ 6weeks of swimming lessons, hahaha. Wednesday, lessons end at 2pm ^^ Hehehe. AbgAlf didnt come to school so i head to school alone then meet Cheryl AMK. Hehe. But, i went home with Yat and his friend, Alep. On Thursday, lessons end at 5pm. Head home with AbgAlf again. Friday, lessons end at 12pm ^^ Met ♥AH near the LRT station there for awhile, then headed home with AbgAlf, Yat, Cheryl AMK, Jass & Syaz. Then at about 5pm, met up with AbgAlf again, did some BEV together, then followed hym to the takraw court where he played sepak takraw with his friends. Zamir & Aizad came since i asked them to come and slack. Yadayada and off i head home with Zamir at 10plus. Yesterday, took bus 88 to ToaPayoh to meet ♥AH at 2plus. Meet his friend then took bus 232 to idk where. Slacked under some block then went to ♥AH crib to meet his Dad -.- yeahs, totally wtf. Slacked at his place from about 6pm to 8.30pm, then ♥AH sent me off at the bus stop where i took bus 88 straight back to P.Ris . Today, i am doing nothing much, just gonna slack all day at home and do some revision on BEV & ILT. Actually, i am pretty tired and lazy to start work next week :/ I might be quitting soon lah, i really cant cope man. Well, i think i am done here, will update again soon kay, ciaosxz ~

away

2010-07-03T15:30:00.002+08:00

Apologies for not updating for sucha a longgggggg tyme, have been really busy lately. With my Bbygirls, FamiLCy and Boyf. Hahaha. Besides, Dad wont allow us to use his internet modem at home already, and i have no idea why. Pfffft. Doesnt matter. -.- School is starting next week and i cant wait to explore my fckin huge school at ITE CCK. Hahaha. What i hate the most is the travelling part. Still tryna' figure out a way to get to my school in the fastest route and transportation. But, AbgAlf and I are still in a dilemma about it, pfffft. Anyway, i will update whenever possible kay. Dont miss me too much when i'm gone. xD Anyway, enjoy this song below. (: Will update again, Soon. Toodles ~

)':

2010-06-20T12:36:00.002+08:00

Fuck that one boy who put you through hella bullshit that you don't deserve.Fuck
him for making you wait for his calls.Fuck him for making you feel like you're
not good enough and fuck him for making you believe that he was one down ass
nigga at first,only to find out in the end that he wasn't the boy you once
thought he was.Ladies,I'm not saying all guys are like this but you know we've
been associated with a guy like this at least ONCE in our lives. Now we're
smarter than that.So hold on to that guy who would go out of his way to give you
the best that you deserve,hold on to that guy who misses your calls but calls
you back as soon as he can. Who makes you feel like you're good enough for once
in your life and who re-assures you he's always gonna be down for you no matter
what.So once you've got someone like that, try your best to keep him cause
'finer things' like him don't come very often.

Apparently, after reading this, i had to tear. Silence is perhaps, a girl's loudest cry.

Satisfied?

2010-06-20T11:27:00.003+08:00

Hello readers! Miss me righttttt? Hehehe. Well, i have been busy and i am so sorry to say this, but Dad will never ever pay the phone bills which leads to no internet connection at all for the rest of my life -.- Yeahs, pretty dumbfcuked but what to do, parents are having some financial crisis so now we have to rely on his rarely-at-home-vodafone-internet-modem. Uh huh, its kinda pathetic huh.. Oh well, Dad so happened to leave it home today so therefore, i am so gonna make a good use out of it then allow my adek to use later on (: Anyway, i miss AH ): Where the fcuk are you, you cute lil boy? -.- Drunk then forget about me right, confirm one. Pfffft, nevermind.. I WAIT xP Hmmm. If you not gonna appear, our outing cancel hor, :P Meet Cheryl better lah -.- But anyway, i have plans to meet CherylBby on Monday already ^^ Am going to watch The Karate Kid with her, YAYNESS! Hehehe, free tixs dokk. Love you lah CherBby, love you love you! Hehehe! On Tues & Wed, will be having some training job and then working at Marina Bay Sands Grand Opening. $7/hour, wooohooo ~ Thursday? Heading to Syaz's cribs at Marsiling, having a discussion with class committee, hehe. Might have a movie marathon too. Afterwhich, would be free on perhaps Friday & Saturday. Next week? Chalet! Can't wait can't wait. Lets get loud & drunk, lovelies. Hahaha! This current hols i am having, my entire schedule is lyke packed with class outings and plans, i like it, ofcourse. But, i have no tyme with my ladies, my bffs and i guess, boyf too? -.- Hahaha. Well, i think i am done here, gotta go do the laundry first, will update again whenever yeahs, till here then, dont miss me too much xD Ciaosxz ~

Late Updates

2010-06-15T11:24:00.009+08:00

Okay, this was random -.-

Cher & Samuel ^^

Samuel so CUTE. Lyke Teddy Bear, right right? xD

FamiLCy ^^ without AbgAlf ):

Mama Ida ^^

My Cinoneh Bbygirls

Loads more pictures uploaded at fb (:

Miss me much bloghoppers? Hehehe. Yesyes, i know its been super long since i last updated =/ Well, the reason is because, i have no internet at home. Besides, my Dad rarely leaves his wireless modem at home, but apparently, today he so happen to leave it at home xD Hahaha, so i used it lorr. Anyway, i have been spending loads of tyme with my usual FamiLCy cliques, usually just the 5-7 of us, it depends actually. Hahaha. But i know, i have been spending more tyme with the usual 4 girls. I lyke it though, they put a smile on my face everytyme we meet up. Well, i am going over to Tassya's crib in awhile, afterwhich i wanna go shop for some items. I just received my pay today. Plus, i am working midnight shift tonight and tomorrow night. I wonder who am i working with =/ Hahaha. Oh yeahs, i made a new friend from the West. His name? Amirul Hayat. ^^ Hehehe. Cher, yknow i know lah eyh. Sssssshhhh. Well, i think i am done here, i will update again whenever possible yeahs. But, i know i wont be updating that often, so do take note. Don't miss me too much when i'm away yah. Toodles ~

Oh yeahs! I saw this from Cher's Blog, so cuuuuuuuuuute! xDDDDD
Christine Ida Jumahat:
"Cheryl coconut ang mo kio™
Seri braces kembangan abis™
Syaz Santan kara harbourfront™
Lenny screamer bukit timah™
Demi montana beverly hill™
Jaslyn outram near Chinatown™
Nab distress pasir ris™
Fish ball soup cantonment™
Li jun choa chu kang™"

Ida? - Ida Prata Kampong Glam™ :DDD

tattoos and clubs xD

2010-06-08T10:46:00.005+08:00

I can't wait to turn legal. >.< Cher, remember you promised to go with me hor? xD
And Cher, you promised to the above thing with me yeahs. Don't forget!

Well, Hello Readers. Missed me? Perhaps not :D Anyway, i am currently in school. Having OFA, but its free period, because our CA test are over, and this week is the last week of school. Will be starting school again on the 4th of July at ITE CCK. -.- Yeahs, so freaking faaaaarrrrrr. Pfffft ~ I received my results for the BEV CA test and i ain't gonna post it here. Although it isn't the ideal grade that i wanted, atleast its better than nothing and i know i did my best and i know thats the expected grade, actually xD Hahaha. Not bad lah huh. And Jas Bby, please cheer up okay? I am very sure you will achieve better results, have more faith in yourself. Your efforts will eventually be recognized, we all know you did your best in studying yeahs. Don't give up just yet, it's just the beginning. Keep going hor! ^^ Well, this week, i doubt there will be any teachings done during lessons, since the tests are over. I haven't received my OFA test results yet, i am eager to find out actually. Also, i am extremely sexcited for tomorrow's LC outing! NAM and Sentosa babyyyyy! I am so gonna get myself tanned (if possible, that is -.-) Hahaha. And i am so gonna enjoy myself with the LC family girls! ^^ I feel so carefree now that i have no one to burden me, or make me worry or bring me down. I am actually enjoying my current status. I'm glad, it helps me be more independant and i definitely learn more with each of the experiences that i went through. Thankyou so much losers. Phew! Anyway, i worked yesterday after school, from 6pm to 11pm. Today also =/ Today leyh, working with SpringOnion. Lyke so.. OMG. HAHAHAHA. Nevermind, just go through it lah. Pfffft. Then tomorrow is my OFF DAY to enjoy! ^^ Hehe. I guess i am done blogging for today. Will update again soon okay? Don't miss me when i'm away! Ciaosxz ~

surprise surprise!

2010-06-06T13:48:00.004+08:00

thank you so much for leaving me and letting me hang in mid air.

Surprised to see me blog today? Hehehe. Well, my Dad left his Vodafone wireless thingy at home, so, i took the opportunity to use it lah. Haha. I was supposed to go to work last night, but about an hour or so before i leave for work, i suddenly had this strong and bad gastric pain. It started when i was having dinner at my grams place. Weird huh? It was sucha a sharp pain too, and i could barely move about when i arrived home. I had to bend my body when i walk. Cannot expect me to go to work in that state right? Hmm. So, i informed the afternoon Manager and the outlet Manager. They excused me from coming to work, afterwhich, i fell asleep, in pain. Woke up this morning, and i felt slightly better. I know Nab had to rush through the project while i sleep in. I'm so sorry =/ I wish i could honestly help more, but because of my tight schedule and the disadvantage of not having internet at home, i tire easily and i feel lyke a zombie lah. Pfffft. I did my best though, atleast better than the other group members. HAHA. Anyway, i won't be going out out today, too lazy. I'm broke too. I can't wait to get my pay next week ^^ Planned to head to Ajisen Ramen with my 2 Bby Cinonehs. Since my other friends are Muslims, i can't invite them since its non-halal. Hehe. Apologies. Besides this plan, i must plan to meet up with my 6 lovely ladies as well. Also, must meet Tassya, Arthur and Fares. Hopefully, they can make tyme to meet. =/ Another person that booked me some tyme ago is Geraldine xP Hehe. Must make plans to meet her too, and perhaps, Avril as well. Aiyoo! I wanna meet so many people lah! Much misses lah ): Sighsxz. Meera might wanna meet me later, after 4pm, but i am not too sure if i am able to go out actually. I think i am done here, will update again kay, dont miss me too much xP Ciaosxz ~

LClicious

2010-06-05T15:29:00.012+08:00

I have 2 great cinonehs, Jas & Cher. First tyme i have such close friendship with Chinese girls yknow? And yknow why? Because they are really different from other Chinese girls and they are really funny and fun to be with. They practically rock my socks lah ^^ I love and adore them both so much, i dont want any other cinonehs to replace them in my life. Love you both!!!

Pictures above are taken during one of the days where we went to IMM ^^ Hehe.

Currently at Grams place. Suddenly, i miss Irsyad Zabir. When are you gonna talk to me again uh, dekk? Hmmm. Yesterday worked with Wardah and Monci. They're pretty alright lah (: Hehehe. It was really busy last night, hopefully it wont be that busy tonight, when i begin work at 11pm. Will be working with messy Spring =/ pfffft. Wish me luck man, sigh. Last night, i only arrived back home at 0015 or so, and only get to turn in at 1am. Up till now, i am still worried about my ILT project. Poor Nab, she has to finish up the entire editing & i understand she did the most work. Honestly, i appreciate your massive efforts. Somehow, i hope to change my ILT group in the future, if possible. Theres so many discrimination recently, all thanks to these freaking porject work, till its piling upp on my problem list. I just want everyone to give way, give and take, cooperate and understand one another better, but apparently, none of it is happening. In fact, day by day, it just gets worst. And, the only person that Nab could ever share all her problems/complaints/unhappiness/discrimination is towards me, and then, i am always stuck in between, as usual, as the middle person. I dislike it, but it seems, i have no choice anyway. -.- Pffffft. Nevermind, persevere and endure lor. I have been spending so much time with my LC girls, i dont ever want to have a boyf yknow. Funny eyh? Its lyke, they are an awesome bunch of happy pills who never fails to let me laugh till i weep and get stomach cramps xD Especially Mummy Ida and Sista Cher ^^ I adore and love them all so darn much lah. Now, i am already missing them so badly. =/ Nevermind, see you bunch on Monday! Cannot wait for LC's class outing. To Sentosa! Must Camwhore!!! ^^

Ofcourse, i have never forgotten about my 6 lovely ladies. I miss all of you so darn much. When wanna meet up? Promised to have our WWW outing, remember? xD Hehehe. Ziey must be so sexcited, since shes been waiting for this plan organized to be carried out for a few months already. Hahaha! Also, its been SO damn long since i last saw my ladies, and tell them all my woes! xP Hehe. Ofcourse, i miss Tassya too. Bile mau jumpe nie? -.- Busy jek. Dah ader member baru, lupe member lama pulak, siakk betol. Hahaha. Joking joking. You dare forget about me, you see what happens! xP Hehe. And not forgetting, my dearest Arthur and Fares. When can i meet the both of you at the same tyme? Atleast, one won't get 'jealous' over the other when one gets to meet me while the other can't. HAHAHA. They're so cute lah i tell you. I love sharing my problems with them because they always side me, because i know they love me. Right right? Hehe. And, i love listening to their stories as well because its always so fun and exciting. ^^ Haha, okay, lame. But, its factual mah. Anyway, i think i am done here. I wanna finish my part of the project, but the comp i am currently using only has Microsoft Word 2003, not 2007. Fcuk big tyme lah. Sigh. Cannot do my work. Pffffft. Well, i will update again whenever possible kay. Ciaosxz ~

updates (:

2010-06-04T12:29:00.003+08:00

Recent Updates:
Fyi, I'm through with Khai, thankyou very much. (:
You made history repeated itself, and you've shown me what an 'incredible' guy you are.
Well, don't you come finding me back again. Because i won't repeat the same mistakes again. I have seen through you, so i am done with you, for good.

Been busy with school. This week is the exam week, and i just had my BEV test 2days ago.
Having OFA test today as well, which is about an hours time :D hahaha.
Besides school, i am also busy with work. Worked just 3days ago, and it was pretty alright.
I am working today as well, supposed to begin work at 4pm, but changed to 6pm because
i have OFA test which will only end at 3:30pm? Hmmm. I'm actually kinda scared for my test.
Hehehe. Also, next week is the last week of school. Afterwhich, the following week will be
the hols already. So sexcited, no need to travel to freaking Clementi. -.-
However, i will be busy with work. Gonna quit my WWW job soon, somehow. Needa focus
on my current job, haha. Plus, i am taking up another job that allows me to work on Sunday
only (: Hehehe. Together with my Cheryl Bby ^^ &&, i am SO sexcited for my outing
next Wednesday to the National Arts Museum and then, to Sentosa! Wooohoooo ~
Can get myself tanned and bond together with my class, together with Ms Yani. Hehehe.
Oh yah, when school reopens on July 4th, i will have to head to ITE CCK already.
Its like dammit lah, it is an even worse and troublesome journey to the West. ZOMG huh.
Well, atleast, it will be a new environment, can see new people, and the school is so much
more advanced and have better facilities. So damn happy actually! Atleast, it won't be as
bad as my current campus. Hahaha. Anyways, hopefully i won't bump into that Jerkass
once we move to ITE CCK. -.- I so don't wanna see hym ever again. Pffffft ~
Well, i think i am done here, gotta get on with my work. Will try to update whenever
possible kay. My internet at home is currently down, so i am unable to update anything.
HAHAHA. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

Pyromania!

2010-06-02T16:06:00.001+08:00

My New Fav Music! ^^ Enjoy ~

now you're gone.

2010-05-26T14:58:00.004+08:00

I miss those moments, love. Where have you been? Why'd you have to let history repeat itself again? Why do you always go MIA? Why do you have to ill-treat me? Why do you have to make me feel that i don't exist in your life anymore? Why'd you have to neglect me, thrice? What on earth do you want from me? What, you were planning this all along? To hurt me & rip me apart? Well congrats asswipe, you succeeded. You happy now? Thanks so much for everything.

Hello readers!!!

Am currently in school, having OFA lessons but teacher's not teaching as we discussed about our test already. I passed my first OFA test! Hehehe. Btw, i have a BEV practice test tomorrow, and i also have my CA1 BEV test next Wednesday =/ Stress oi. Hmm. Yesterday i worked from 6pm to 11pm, it was pretty tiring cause there were quite a lot of customers. Me no likey actually, but still have to deal with it, argh. &&, I pity Monci. Because when i wanted to leave for work last night, Hairi didnt turn up for his midnight shift, which he was supposed to come and work with Monci. -.- Then, if im not mistaken, she has to work alone. Idiot, cannot come dunno how to inform is it? Asswipe siaa. Anyway, i brought home lots of muffins, cakes and puffs from work. I almost missed the last bus home, and when i arrived back home, i was so damn sleepy, but i had to eat first since i didnt eat my dinner. I made my own dinner at work and i brought back home. (: Hehehe. After eating, i went straight to bed. xD Woke up this morning, my entire body is aching man. Seriously. I feel lyke an old women lah xDDD hahaha. I've been going to Clementi for the past 2days, then head to school with J & C ^^ Hehehe, my 2 cinonehs leyh. Damn gerek lah! Hehehe. Anyway, tomorrow i'm working midnight shift with Elaine! ^^ Saturday i'm working midnight shift as well. Fri is a public hols, and i might be watching movie with Adam. His treat yo! ^^ Hehehe. Well, i think i am done here, am going home at 4pm. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

cinta?

2010-05-23T17:42:00.001+08:00

Love.
What each kiss means:
Kiss on the forehead = We’re cute together.
Kiss on the cheek = We’re friends.
Kiss on the hand = I adore you.
Kiss on the neck = I want you now.
Kiss on the shoulder = You’re perfect.
Kiss on the lips = I love you.

What each gesture means:
Holding hands = We definitely like each other.
Holding you tight, pressed against each other = I want you.
Looking into each other’s eyes = I like you for who you are.
Playing with hair = Let’s fool around.
Arms around the waist = I like you too much to let go.
Laughing while kissing = I am completely comfortable with you.

Advice: If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you’re definitely in love.

There are things we easily forget. People we think are easily replaceable. Relationships we throw away because we think it’s not worth our time & effort. And then there are those that we can’t let go of at all, no matter how bad the memories were. We hang onto them because when all is said and done; when people leave & relationships weaken, memories are all we would ever have.

Hearts never truly break; they just go temporarily out of business for awhile.

Pyramid

2010-05-23T17:39:00.002+08:00

The Original Music Video (: Enjoy ~

gave up hope =/

2010-05-23T15:07:00.005+08:00

But what am i to do since you have disappeared?

Don't bother coming back, we are through.

HELLO READERS [:
Missed me? Hehehe. Apologies for the late updates, i have been extremely busy you see! Been busy with school and work, plus research for project works. I barely have tyme to socialize around already, what a bore! -.- Anyway, heres some update about whats going in my life lately. First & foremost, my ♥familia in class LC have been very supportive & encouraging towards me, i really wasn't in the mood for anything much and i was afraid of offending others at the same tyme as well. Why moody you may wonder? Because someone in particular ( won't mention the name, you should prolly know who is it already -.- ) disappeared outta my life. Literally disappeared, literally neglected me & i have no idea what the hell happened to hym. No texts/calls, no point being worried sick about hym either because he doesnt really give a shit anyway -.- We had our first & most hurtful argument within this week, concerning his lil' sister, cant recalled what day, afterwhich he practically ignored me because he was mad at me, and then POOF! He disappeared a few days later -.- Pelik kan? Well, what am i supposed to do, but to assume that we are no longer together right? Well, we're through Khai. Get out of my life, dont ever come back or pretend that everythings back to normal already, you are so bothersome. Gave up waiting for you to appear again for the past few days. Felt so dumb lah -.- You made me feel so lost & i am sick and tired of crying till my eyes swell and hurt. You ain't worth it uh. Sighsxz. Althought, deep down inside, somewhere somehow, my heart really literally aches, but what can i do righttttttttt.....? Oh well, no more 020310 lah okay, pfffft.

Anyway, i have been working on Tues, Fri & Sat. Depends when i wanna work xD Hahaha. Worked midnight shift with Monci 2days ago, and it was fun! Hehehe. Gossiped gossiped gossiped. Hahaha. xD I always work with Elaine on Tues. Obviously, shes the best lah xD HAHAHA! Next week, im working on Tues, Thurs & Sat. Work on public hols ( Vesak Day mah -.- ) means 2x pay leyh! ^^ Hehehe. But the disadvantages of working midnight or on Tues also leads to me being extremely lethargic as i dont get enough rest, honestly. I've been so tired lately, which affects my mood, and then affects others also. I no likey, but what to do, i'm like that. Sorry folks =/ Tomorrow im schooling lah, so sianz. Argh. I hate the travelling journey the most i tell you. Sigh. &&, theres been quite a lot of discrimination going on in class which i really abhore. Hmmm. Especially the 2 groupmates of mine, i already have enough probs to handle, they're making things difficlut for me as i get stuck in between the both of them. Always like that. I'm washing my hands off you both lah, argue/fight all you want, none of my business, i dont wanna get involve. I just want good grades & proceed to Poly okay? The End -.- &&, my exams are coming soon already, if i am not mistaken. =/ I barely know my ILT modules lah! -.- Importantly, I can't wait for the hols too. ^-^ I need to spend tyme with my ladies lah! )': Soon kay girls? Apparently, June hols also mean i will be working more. ]: Oh well, for $$$ sake lah xD I am starving now, wanna go search for food. Will update again soon okay? Don't miss me too much xP Lol. Ciaosxz ~

LClicious xD

2010-05-21T06:06:00.003+08:00

My Daily Intakes (: Friendship can last for a lifetime, unlike relationships.

2010-05-17T11:44:00.004+08:00

the opposite of love is not hate. its indifference. i have decided, to be ignorant.

so, deal with it, Khairul Anwar. thankyou.

asswipe xD

2010-05-11T18:00:00.003+08:00

would you regret what you promised? hopefully not, asswipe.

HELLO READERS!!!!!!!!! ^_^
Surprise surprise! xD Surprised i can update today huh? School ended at 3pm, and then i took the train back home with Nab & AbgAlf. Today, we received back our first BEV test paper that we took last Friday, & i am proud to say i got A's for both papers xDDD Hehehe. I ain't boasting or anything, but i just wanna prove that i am capable of doing well when i put in extra effort, and see how i fared? (: Yesyes, i will definitely keep up the good work & ofcourse, i prefer writing out my own notes rather than listening to my CA blabbering about the modules of the subject. It doesn't really help me, especially group work too. But, ofcourse, i know group works are often done in ITE's and all. So oh wells, i have to bear with it and go throught it although i dislike it. Hahaha. I'd rather study independantly because i will force/push myself to absorb more. Nuts huh? I know xD Hahaha. Anyway, i have been on the comp ever since i arrived back home. And apparently, nobody at home, thats why i have the privilege to use the comp with no interruptions/disturbance ^^ Hehe. Oh yah, i haven't really decided whether i should join the Girls West Soccer team. I want to join only when our school move to ITE CCK, since there will be a field there, which is more convenient for me. Rather than i join now, and my trainings are at ITE Bukit Batok -.- So the pemalas lah, aiyoo. Stress lah. The teacher IC called me up this noon and asked me and my 2 other friends who signed up to attend their training tomorrow.. But, school ends at 5pm tomorrow sia -.- I know i can request for early leave, but lyke.. So far lah. If i stay in the West, i wouldn't mind attending lah. But i live in the East okay! Argh, so pissed man. I don't care uh, i will only join after we have moved to ITE CCK. By the way, Ahmad, Congrats on getting the girl of your dream. Must treasure & cherish her hor. (: Goodluck! Well, i think i am done here, have to carry on with my research for my ILT project, will update again okay. Till here, ciaosxz ~

Miss me? xD

2010-05-09T15:09:00.002+08:00

Miss me readers? xD Been busy lah, sorryyyyyyyy xP Hehehe. Anyway, i watched Iron Man 2 with Khai. He treated me to the tickets and the popcorn. I find, he pamper me too much and its not that i dislike it, but i am just afraid i will take advantage of hym lah =/ Hmmm. The movie ratings? 5/5 i tell you! It is an exhilarating movie and it was simply exciting and awesome! Robert Downey JR is just so ... HOT yknow! Argh. Plus plus, Scarlett Johansson was super cool & flexible in the movie, with the fighting moves she got. AWESOME lah. I won't type more, go and watch the movie yourself. It is definitely worth watching to me ^_^ After the movies at Tamp Mall, went off to Tamp One as Khai wanted to go to Times Bookstore. Shocking right, that he wants to go to the bookstore!? I find it weird, because he never reads one, but i do. I thought he wanted to purchase a book for himself, but in the end, he bought the book that i wanted to buy -.- See, i told you, he likes to pamper me so much lah. Aiyoo, *headache i tell you. Already told hym to not buy for me, but he stubborn. I dislike hym spending money on me actually. Hmm. Afterwhich, we went our seperate ways and headed home. Saw Herdawatie ^_^ Finally, i get to see her. Hehe. Then, walked further down at Tamp Inter, and bumped into Ms Raine. xD Hahaha. Bused home, used the comp for project for about 2hours, had dinner and then got ready for midnight shift.

Bused to work at 9pm, worked with Monci. Shes alright lah. Shes quite hostile but shes also quite nice & friendly lah xD Worked till 10am yknow. Very very tired i tell you! At 4am plus, i became extremely sleepy, i couldn't keep my eyes open siaa. However, customers began streaming in at about 5:30am, then i began to be active at work and i was awake all over again. After work, bused home & rested for about 3-4hours only, then woke up to watch tv -___________- Yeahs yeahs, im weird. Hahaha. I couldn't sleep well cause it was so humid lah. Sighsxz. Meera came over my house, i got ready & off we went to Tamp. Went to food culture, then to CBTL, thanks Meera for the treat. Bused back to P.Ris area, meet Zamir, bought ciggies for me with Meera's money. Thanks again Meera, i owe you! xP Slacked for awhile, then arrived home before 9pm. Yadayada, then off to bed. Today, woke up early in the morning, went to church with parents and adekk -__________- Another suffering period. Hahaha. Joking joking, cannot offend my Lord. (: Had Lunch at Eastpoint, parents sent us home, then i have been on the comp ever since xD Hahaha. Doing research for my project okay. Am really doing my work hor! And, i am almost done researching. Tassya's over at my place, gotta go accompany her to go smoke, so i guess i am done here. Am gonna meeet Adam later on as well, regarding my phone xD Will update again whenever okay? Don't miss me too much now xD Ciaosxz ~

iron man 2 ^^

2010-05-05T19:44:00.003+08:00

Monday : School > Home
Tuesday : School > Tamp Inter > Love's home > Met his Mum & siblings > Home
Today : School > Home

Am gonna watch Iron Man 2 with Love this Friday. Yippppeeeeeeeeee! ^_^
Till here then, will have a proper update soon. Ciaosxz ~

Never Let You Go

2010-05-02T14:05:00.004+08:00

Why on earth is this young, Canadian pop male artiste so darn adorable & hot!? Give me a second while i melt..... xPPPPP

Happy 2nd only? xD

2010-05-02T13:26:00.003+08:00

Happy 2nd Baby! I know we have only been together for 2months, but it is more than enough for me to love you even more with each day passing by. I admit, i've been feeling neglected by you because i feel you don't spend enough tyme with me. However, i know deep down, everything you do is for me. I don't want you to do everything that you are doing currently for me, i want you to spare a thought for yourself also. I am looking forward to the months ahead for us, and ofcourse, the years to come as well. I can assure you, no matter what happens, i will choose to be with you & no other will be able to replace you in my heart. I hope the both of us will look at things in the optimistic side & everything will be okay, alright love? Don't think about our past no more, it will keep bringing you down. Cheer up love. I promise you, everything will be alright and i will be there for you whenever you need me okay? Baby, i've missed you. We'll meet up soon yeahs? Patience (: I love you Khai ^_^

Hello readers (:
Am gonna meet AbgAlf at P.Ris MRT station at 3:20pm, then head to Bugis MRT station to meet Ahmad & Lya. We're gonna do our ILT project at the National Library. Nab won't be able to join us as shes down with a heavy fever. Yat will be joining us late as he has soccer training, so we understand understood uh xD As for me, my rashes sorta subsided already. I need to contribute in this project, if not i will feel guilty uh. Hmmm. Anyway, i won't be able to update during weekdays as i am always ending school very late. Arthur is so frus with me, because he is dying to meet up with me but then i always end school late. ): I feel so bad, i feel like i am not a good bestf towards hym. Sighsxz. Obviously, i miss hym as much as he misses me, but i am so effing busy with the damn school schedule & then work also. I no likey also i have no choice, still must go through all these. So, oh wells, endure lor xD Went to church just now, & as usual, no offence, i find it kinda boring lah =/ Oppps, sorry. However, i did absorb what the pastor talked about lah. Hahaha. Afterwhich, went off to have lunch with parents & adekk. Now, i am back home. Abg still asleep, adekk went out -__________- He like very daring lorr, go out also no need to inform my parents one. Last tyme, when i was at hys age, i do not even dare to do that siaa. :D Well, i think i am done here, if not i will continue blabbering nonsense xD till here then, ciaosxz ~

Late update =/

2010-05-01T14:20:00.005+08:00

My Class ; LC (:2 Days, 1 Night Camp at the Singapore Discovery Centre. Fond Memories xD

With our OFA & CFB teacher, Ms Yani (:Our Class 2nd Mummy xD ( first is our CA lah, ofcourse, hehe )

WOW, this blog is filled with lots of dust xD Apologies readers for not updating my bloggie for almost 2-3 weeks. My home computer is down, no internet because Daddy didn't pay the bills or something. Thus, there was a lack of updates. Well, i am not gonna update about what i did the past 2-3 weeks, because it might prolly be a really very long post & i don't wanna be long winded. Besides, i have short term memory, so i cannot remember much xD Right now, i am using the comp at home with the help of my Dad's Wireless thingy called Vodafone :D Lols. Tyme flies by really fast huh? Its already May yknow! My first exams will be at the end of May, if i'm not mistaken. There are tons of project work given recently, & my ILT group mates really aren't working out. Having some conflicts here & there because of bad attitude problems & whatever not. Not gonna mention the names here, i don't wanna be so mean =/ See those pictures up there? Yupps, they are my new found friends. They're my classmates. Obviously, i adore them & each & everyone of them are really special in their own ways. (: I have like my gossip Mama/joker ; Wahidah. I have my brother/buddy/pal ; Ahmad. I have my very own laughing cliques ; Seri, Syaz, Nab, Lenny. My camwhoring clique ; Hidaya, Wani, Fidi. && not forgetting, our 3 annoying/foolish/crappy/entertaining musketeers ; Alfian, Ahmad & Yat. However, no other could ever replace my ladies, my bestfriends ; Tassya, Arthur & Fares ^^ I miss them loads i tell you! Hopefully i can make it for the 5n1 outing next Sunday. Anyways, i had a 2days1night camp the past 2days. It was fun yet horrible -_________- I especially abhore the showering tyme on the first night.. The annoying OGL's only give us 5mins of showering tyme in a tiny shower cubicle. There were like thousands of girls lah, so i understand why we only had 5mins of showering tyme. But it was soooooo.. argh!! I also dont know how to explain lah. Just plain stupid. Yesterday, i began to have rashes. See lahhhhhhhh. Improper yet unhygienice bathing tyme.. Leads to me having rashes! -.- Thats why, i am so pissed. Sighsxz. Tomorrow, i have to meet up with my ILT group mates to do our project work, but my face like strawberry, macam maner nak kluar? -________- Babs taws. KNNCCB. Hmmm. Thankyou Mama Ida for your medicine & cream, plus your deep concern for me. You're sucha great Mama lah, hahahahahaha! xD Its true okay, hehe. Well, i think i am done here. Will update again whenever possible yeahs. But, obviously i won't be updating so often already lah. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

BUSY

2010-04-17T15:10:00.002+08:00

Hello readers. Apologies for not posting for a whole whaat.... week? Hahaha. Have been extremely busy with school. All i can say is that i am really satisfied that i made it to the same class with AbgAlf. ^^ Plus, same class with Nabz also. (: Hehehe. But anyway, besides this 2 secondary classmates, i managed to make friends in my class LC also ^^ There weren't many malay students, but still, they're alright. Punctuality is such an important factor in school, which makes it quite difficult for AbgAlf, Nabz, Barak & i to be punctual for lessons. Besides this factor, attendance also damn important. Wahliaw leyh. I thought my ITE will be like the other ITE's, but i was wrong -.- Dammit! My school is extremely strict in the disciplinary lah.. Sighsxz. WTH. -____________- The only thing i hate about going to school, is the travelling part. From east to west yknow! Shitty lah. Argh. Nevermind, patience (: Hahaha. Well, besides being busy with school which leads me to late updates of my blog, my comp at home also have no internet for the tyme beine because dad didnt pay the bills. I'm at grams place now, so i'm using the comp at her house. Its kinda laggy, so i'm gonna have short post today. I'm working midnight shift tonight also. See how hardworking i am? xD Cheyy, prasan eyh. Kay stoppit. Yesterday, i attended the girls match at Bowen Sec & they're their opponents as well. Whats the score? They trashed Bowen 13-1 ! Impressive righttttttttttt? Unfair lah, wahliaw ): Last year we couldn't thrash them, but finally this year they they managed to beat them xD I am happy for them, ofcourse. But, i wish i was still in the team, and then i can hold on to the champion trophy :D But oh wells, its Addiie's year. So yeahsxz :/ Nevermind, haha. Still proud of them. I'm sure they can be champions this year. This coming Monday, there will be a CCA fair in school. The girls are having their semi's again GVSS, so i still am not sure if i can make it for their match. Hmmm. Hafta see how kay girls (: Speaking of CCA fair, if they have girls soccer, only then would i join. If not, no CCA for me :DDD Everyday i end school at 5pm, damn tiring. Except Monday, i end at 12pm. Am gonna make tyme for my other friends then (: Well, i think i am done here. Tassya's on her way already. Till here then, ciasoxz ~

liars.

2010-04-11T15:25:00.003+08:00

You said you would call. Its been 4days.. And you never did call. Its like you are disappearing again, & history is repeating itself. You must be real contented with yourself that you are hurting me huh? Repairing your cell is just a plain ol' dumb excuse which i actually believed. Guess i'm too gullible & naive, thats why you are another BIG FAT LIAR.

HELLO BLOGHOPPERS.
Work with Josephine last night was pretty alright. When it ws about 5am or so, i became extremely listless, restless & tired .. And i have no idea why! I was really tired & i felt like falling asleep lah, hahaha. There were quite a lot of customers after 5am like that, i had to do the gourmet station so it was tiring & hectic uh. End work about 8am plus, bused home, showered & washed up then off to lalaland. Woke up at 3pm, & i am going off to Mum's salon at 4:30pm. Am gonna trim my hair ^^ Afterwhich, am meeting up with Avril. (: Need to do some catching up with her lah, hehehe. Am gonna iron my school skirt when i get home later. School tomorrow laaaaaaaaaaaaah! So fast *sobsob. I haven't had enough fun yet & i still am in the damn holiday mood. Sighsxz. I'm so gonna miss my ladies, Tassya, Arthur, soccer mates.. *sobsob. Howwwwwwwwww? Oh wells, i will not forget them anyway. Am meeting AbgAlf & perhaps Mubarak tomorrow morning & go to school together (: Must be in school by 8:30am siaa. Therefore, must wake up damn early since the school's all the way at Clementi -.- Hopefully i same class with AbgAlf *cross fingers. I want to be same same with hym so badlyyyyyyyyy lah. Hmmm. Well, i think i am done here, have to go get ready soon. Will update again, SOON. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

sweet ^^

2010-04-10T15:57:00.005+08:00

Sweet right? Why can't there be a real guy like hym here? :/ *sobsob.

Absolutely True :/

HELLO BLOGHOPPERS ^^

Apologies for not posting the past 2days, missed me? Hehehe. Prolly not huh. :DDD Okay i know i am lame, sorry. Anyway, on Thursday, i went out with Khai. Met up at P.Ris MRT station at 12pm. Sorry for being late for 10mins -.- Hahaha. Took the train to Cathay & booked tickets to Date Night at 1:10pm. Ratings? 5/5! I give this movie a two thumbs up because its not only hilarious, its also quite meaningful & sweeeeeeet ^^ Hehehe. Its sorta a romance-comedy show. You all should go watch it eyh. (: Anyway, i was totally cashless, so Khai treated me to the movie tickets & the snacks, plus topping up my ez-link for me. Thankyou so much Khai ^^ Hehe. After movies, we walked off to LJS which was opposite dhoby ghaut's MRT station. Accompanied Khai to eat since he was starving. Afterwhich, we took the train to City Hall since Khai wanted to go to Marina Square as he wanted to go to the Rastafari( correct spelling or not? :D ) shop. Then we train-ed to Bugis. Khai wanted to purchase a new bag from Bugis street, so yeahs. At Bugis MRT station, some female approached the both of us & gave us her name card & requested for us to give her a call & check their website for more info. What info? Its some kind of modelling agency, & this female wanted us to be face models for some bridal photoshoot. WTH right!? -______- I have no idea what this female was blabbering about but Khai understands. Hahaha. Well, i guess weird people understands thier own kind :D HAHAHA! Joking joking. Yknow i love you right? Hehe. :P After buying hys things, Khai has to go home early because hys Mum wants hym to *sobsob. Sighsxz. I hate last minute changes siaa, you were supposed to go home with me before 10pm, not 6pm seyh! Argh. Geram nyer aku, tak fair tak fair :/ You owe me, i dont care :P It always has to happens, it makes me think negatively all over again yknow. Aiyoyo, stress gue. Since Khai went off home, i went to meet Ayisha. Its been idk how long we've never met :DDD && i realized, she has lots of problems. Lots & lots of it, *shakes head. We slacked at block 454, which was near my area. At 8pm, i went off home while she slacked with her boyf.

Yesterday, followed the girls to Bowen Sec for their match. Tassya tagged along ^^ However, the match was postponed, AGAIN! Argh, fucking 3 tymes already. Does the weather really dont want the girls to compete? Wth man. Ofcourse, no matter how many tymes the match gets postponed, i will still turn up lah. But but.. School's beginning next Monday already & the girls next match is on that day. I suppose, i won't be able to make it. *sobsob. Oh wells, what to do. Sighsxz. School start already ): I still am in the holiday mood siaaaaaaa. I shouldn't have agreed to start school this year, should have opted to start school next year since my Dad approves of that idea anyway. Argh. Nevermind, whats done can't be undone. :/ After the match got postponed, went off to slack with Tassya till 6pm. Headed home & chillax. At 10pm, i left for work. Midnight shift with Joan was, i gotta admit, pretty awesome ^^ Hehehe. Shes so funny & outgoing lah, haha. Ended work at 8:15am, then bused home. Slept till 3pm, & i have been on the comp eversince. Hehe. Am working midnight shift again, but with Josephine. :D Okayokay, i just realized i have sucha long post today. Will update tomorrow again if possible, since school's starting, i might not be updating that often lorr ): Till here then, ciaosxz ~

past 2days

2010-04-07T12:28:00.005+08:00

Should i watch this...... or this instead? Khai, which one do you want? :DDDDD Copy & Pasted from KakHaniz's bloggie. * Sorry for grabbing without your permission :/ I can't wait to watch this, i seriously cannot wait! I've read the book, so i know Bella's decision :P Go vampires go! Wooohooo ~ Hehehe. Okay, lame :D I need to begin on Breaking Dawn soon lah! I wanna be updated first. Haha!

Hello Bloghoppers (:
On Monday i worked midnight shift with Russel. However, i had to begin work early so its counted as OT. I had to report at 8pm, which is 3hours earlier yknow! So means, 3hours of OT. Wow huh? :DDD Its okay, i am working for $$$ sake anyway. Khai knows that really well :P Since i began work early, i managed to finish up the cleaning up & restocking by 1am. Afterwhich, i basically had nothing else to do.. So, i read my novel lah. Hahaha. Customers began to stroll in at around 4-5am or so. But, its not like there was lots of customers uh. Our usual busy period was at 7am, however there weren't much customers actually. Weird lah. Hahaha. After work, bused home. Showered & washed up my, then off i went to rest. So you see, i slept in before 9am & Tassya called me up & woke me up at 11:30am. Wow righttttt? So basically, i managed to have roughly about 3hours of sleep only lah. -_________- So pathetic huh? For my bestf's sake, i just followed her & the rest to pick her beloved up lah. Bused to terminal 1, then went to the arrival hall. Saw that annoying brat, Ayid -.- Then off we took the skytrain to terminal 2, & Tassya treated all 5 of us to Swensens. I know it was kinda rude for me to not order a proper main course meal, i really had no appetite & seeing food i felt like puking lah. I was too tired & sleepy as well, im sorry kay babe? Didn't mean to reject your offer anything. Atleast, i ordered french fries. Hehehe. After eating, off we went to smoke. Then i go seperate ways from them.. I bused to P.Ris inter while they took another bus off to Ayid's place. Reached P.Ris inter, meet Khai then bused to SSS. I accompanied hym to settle some financial issues, so yeahs. I don't really understand so therefore i didn't want to get involved either. Hehe. Afterwhich, we went off to WP. Took bus 109 then stopped at central which was near my area. He bought some bread & bought drinks for the both of us, then off we went to slack under one of the blocks. Yadayada. Then he sent me home before heading home. Hes a weird dude yknow -.- After he get home right, he completely ignored me. Hahaha. Perhaps not ignore lah, maybe he just fell asleep. I don't really know but thats the way he is. Sleepy piggy mah -_________- Pfffft. Hahaha. Its okay lah, i am equally contented to be able to spend some tyme with hym because its not like i get to see hym everyday seyh.. Hehe. ^^

Today, i am staying home all day. I need to rest. Supposed to have a WWW outing with my beloved ladies, but it was cancelled. I guess, another tyme okay girls? Perhaps we should carry out the outing during one of the upcoming ladies birthday.. Hehehe. && we all should prolly know whose birthday is coming up.. Hehehe ^^ I miss all of you all so dearly!!!!! )': Sighsxz. Meet up soon please. *begs with tears flowing down cheeks. Hehe. Tomorrow, i am gonna spend quality tyme with beloved Khai ! Even if it's just the both of us, it's definitely good enough ^^ Hopefully i don't screw up with any of my insecurities.. Like how i usually do. HAHA. Khai finally admitted i was irritating because i was always so pessimistic & thinking negatively. -_________- Now i know lor! Good uh you, i irritating. Then you? -.- Pffft. I ain't gonna say anything uh, i just shuddup. Hahaha. I know i irritating, so nevermind. :D I cannot control my negative thoughts lah, sorry laaaaaaaaaaaah, okay? :D I TRY to keep it controlled for your sake lah. Nanti awak tinggalkan saya sebab saya irritating -__________- Okay, i know i am lame. Hahaha. Today is Khai's last day of work & i feel so relief. Atleast, he can give me more attention already (: Hehe. Am going for the girls match on Friday noon. Even of the match gets postponed like the last 2matches, i am still alright with it because i'd do anything for these girls. They're sucha a special team to me lah ^^ Am working midnight shift with Joanne that night. On Saturday, i am prolly meeting Avril in the noon. Doing midnight shift with Josephine that night. Hectic week this week huh? :D I need to rest on Sunday because i need to get ready and all for school which begins next Monday. Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh! So fast ): *sobsob. Well, now you see how hectic my this week's been? :D Anyway, i think i am done here, my tummy's growling. I think i wanna go eat! Will update again, SOON. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

tiff? -.-

2010-04-04T16:24:00.002+08:00

Hello Bloghoppers .
Had a minor tiff with Khai yesterday. Well, its not really a tiff.. But i guess i was being too hard on hym because i was being so pessimistic when actually theres nothing for me to worry about.. He ended up saying some harsh words which honestly hurt my feelings. He said i am always creating a big hooha & i am always fretting over minor matters. Its the first tyme he really reprimanded me which caused me to lose my focus at work. Yesyes, everythings my fault okay Khai? I am the one who always think negative & assuming all sorts of wild imaginations.. I am the one who always fret over minor matters & creating problems. I am always like that & whenever i tell myself i wanna change, i can't seem to be able to. You think its easy to change my mindset towards males? If you dislike it so much, then you might as well leave. I somehow know for sure you cannot handle me, not many people can anyway, thats what i realized.. I understand its not easy to handle me, so i guess i am not good enough for you. I just gotta say whats on my mind, if not i won't feel at ease. All you can come up with are apologies after hurting me.. HAHA. Is that the best you can come out with? Pfffft.

Anyway, yesterday working with Russel was pretty alright. He isn't that mean or anything, was pretty slacked. There weren't many customers the entire midnight shift either.. Not even during the usual busy time which is at 7am.. Hahaha. After work, bused straight home, bathed, washed up & off to dreamland. I woke up at 3pm just now, hehehe. I am currently still very tired actually, haha. Well readers, i won't be posting for a whole week. Tomorrow afternoon, i am going to watch the girls match against Queensway sec. Can see Rozita & Misha! Hehehe. My ex SP players (: Am working midnight shift at night. On Tuesday, am going out with Tassya and the rest during lunchtyme. We're gonna pick Ayid up at the airport. Damn, the irritant is back so soon already -_________- Hahaha! Wednesday, i MIGHT be having a WildWildWet outing with my ladies. Its not yet confirmed, am still waiting for Ayin's confirmation text. I have no money to follow you girls actually.. So, i have to really see how. I only get my pay the following week ): Where schoo begins already, boohooo! ): Hahaha. On Thursday, i have a date with Khai ^^ Hehe, I feel like going Sentosa.. Amaciam bie? :D && Tassy, nk join? Bawak Ayid uh.. Double date again, hahaha. Apape picit gue :P On Friday, i am going to the girls match where they compete with Bowen Sec. Our all time rival :D Then that night, i am working midnight shift. On Saturday, i am working midnight shift also. Sunday.. I am not too sure :D Can't believe school's starting the following week already. SO fast lah! ): Sighsxz. I just hope i am in the same class with AbgAlf uh *cross fingers* Well, till here then, i wanna find something else to do. Ciaosxz ~

1st

2010-04-03T14:01:00.002+08:00

Its been a month with you & i gotta admit i am loving you more deeply & affectionately each day. I ain't gonna bother or care what others say about or think about you because we both know one another better than anyone else. They can all judge you in any way that they like but i ain't gonna follow suit because in my heart, i know what exactly you are & i know the changes you went through because of me. As long as we both know what is going on honestly & truthfully between us, its more than enough & no interference can ruin what we have. Happy 1st ^^ I love you KABO (:

Hello Bloghoppers (:
Its been 3days since last updated, apologies about that. Hahaha. Was very busy with work & other things as well. On Tuesday, i had to work midnight shift. When i got home on Wednesday morning, i only had 2hours of rest before getting up & heading to school to follow the girls for their match. However, the match was postpone yknow! Why? Thanks to the weather, duhh -.- Hahaha. That night, i had to work midnight shift again. Imagine me working with not enough rest. I was practically like a walking zombie lah, hahaha. Luckily i worked with Elaine & that night there was a lot of cleaning to do, so i was extremely tired. After work, i went straight home. Showered & all & went straight to bed at 10am. &&, i woke up at 5:30pm. Hahahaha! Afterwhich, i had to go over to my Aunt's house with my parents & adek for some party. -.- Hahaha. Weird. Had some yummy food, played some games then watched a DVD. Hehe. Was really funny. Went home at about 10:30pm, & i watched the TV till 12:30am before heading to bed. On Thursday, i stayed home the entire day, i think? I can't really recall. Hahaha! STM uh. Hehe. Yesterday, i woke up at 12:30pm & when to meet up with Meera. Bused to Tamp, went to eat LJS. ^^ Satisfying dokk! Hehe. After that, we went off to slack. Meera then went off home while i meet Khai. He accompanied me to the loo at Tamp One. Guess who we had to bumped into? My BROTHER with Aadiyat. Khai was practically loss for words and embarrassed, hahaha. He was kinda panicking as well. Hehe. So cute lah. I assured hym that my brother's not gonna give a damn so he need not worry. Hahaha. Should have seen hys face lah. :DDD Anyway, after using the loo, we went off to slack at Sunplaza Park from 4:30pm till 8:30pm. It was just the both of us, so i felt peaceful yet contented. I really enjoy every single second spent with hym. My Happy Pill uh, my Ecstacy ^^ Hahahaha. Okay lame -_________- The both of us bused home. Reached home, bathed & washed up all & watched tv. Talked otp with Avril from 11pm till 1:30am. :DDD Long huh? Hehe. We always had so much stories to tell mah, so yeahsxz (: Today, i will be staying home all day. Am doing midnight shift tonight. I decided to replace Fayyadh (: You owe me dude! Hahaha. Am doing my shift with Russel. Hopefully hes not mean & pick on me, hahaha. && hopefully i don't screw up as well, hehe. Well, all this midnight shift is helping me to earn lots of cash ^^ I created a list of items that i need to purchase, hahaha. Semangat eyh? I know i know. Well, i think i am done here. I wanna use my tumblr. Till here, ciaosxz ~

Through the Rain

2010-03-30T16:23:00.003+08:00

My Favorite All Time Song By Mariah Carey ; Through The Rain. Its an extremely meaningful song & the video currently relates to what Love & I are planning to do :/ Hahaha. Well, enjoy the video ~ ^^

Misses ~

2010-03-30T14:28:00.003+08:00

This goes out to the ones that were left out of the blue. The ones that woke up one day and heard their significant other say, “I just don’t love you anymore”, and like that they were gone. This goes out to the ones that found out about all the lies, cheating and deceit, but still wanted to work everything out. This is for the ones that fought tooth and nail to keep everything together, and to retrieve the love they thought was real. This goes out to the ones that loved another without even bothering to notice that the feelings weren’t returned.

This goes out to the ones that had to pick everything up by themselves. Despite your friends and loved ones best efforts, the constant “It’s going to be okay, time will heal everything” just wasn’t enough to mend a broken heart. This goes out to the ones that spent months sifting through everything they had done and said, seeing where they went wrong. This goes out to the ones that had to dry their own tears and clean up their own wounds.

This goes out to the ones that had trouble moving on, despite their best efforts. Even when they had accepted the final concept of, “It’s all over. Move on.” they still found themselves drowning in nostalgia. This goes out to the ones that had to take the hit whenever their Ex came back into their lives only looking for small talk, and listen to the typical “I just wanted to hear how you’re doing”. This goes out to those who had to fake being happy and display a huge front for their Ex when they stated that they found someone new, and that they were happy. And shit, that was the final shot wasn’t it? Just like that, theres no way of fixing anything. Just like that, all the shit you went through amounted to nothing in their eyes.

This goes out to the ones that survived hell. This goes out to the ones that sucked that bullshit up, and realized their self worth. This goes out to the ones that learned through experience that love is going to hurt sometimes, and when you’re willing to love openly, you’re willing to take a shot through the heart. This goes out to the ones that walked away after sometime, and realized that it was all for the best. This goes out to the ones that know that someone, somewhere will love them the way they should be loved.

This goes out to you.

via thehieroglyphics

Hello Bloghoppers ^^
I am staying home all day today. Because i am working midnight shift later on, so its best i stay home & rest. I'm working midnight shift tomorrow as well & i won't be updating tomorrow because when i get home tomorrow morning from work, i will need to rest till prolly about 12pm & then get ready to head to school as i am following the girls to their match at Bowen Sec. && apparently, i have to be in school by 1:30pm, so yeahs. After their match, i need to get home. Then about 10pm i have to leave for work again. Hahaha. Yupps, this week is pretty hectic for me. The only day that i can take a proper rest is on Thurs. Fri i am meeting Khai after his work. We're meeting on the 8th, but he wants to see me this Fri since its our monthsary. Awwwh, so sweet right? NOT! -_________- I just wanna see hym because i miss hym. Its not because of our monthsary or whatevs. Hahaha. On Saturday, am meeting Tassya. I totally understand she feels extremely lonely since her beloved is away at Cambodia already. Babe, try to keep your mind occupied alright, don't think so much. Sorry i cannot spend much tyme with you this week yeahs? You're strong, i am sure you can get through this for a week alright? Be happy! (: Well, i have something to say to my ladies, so read this my ladies! I know we agreed on a plan about heading to Wild Wild Wet as a gathering for us girls. But i hope you girls can understand that each & every individual of us are busy with our own things, ranging from work to family to other important things.. The plan is still on, thats for sure. Perhaps now we aren't able to carry out the plan, but that doesn't mean we can NEVER carry out the plan, okay girls? We all should prolly understand that school is nearing already, & we are left with not many days to carry out the plan or even, to just meet up. If we cannot carry out the plan now, how about we bring the plan forward and perhaps carry out the plan during our next hols? How does that sound? I hope you girls understand upon reading this & hopefully text me about your opinions okay? Ayin, Amira & i will definitely still be paying for it, so don't you girls worry about a thing okay ( especially ZIEY! -.- )? :DDDDD I hope, all seven of us will never part. It breaks my heart whenever i think about you girls leaving for other schools & whenever i miss all of you )': *sobsob sighsxz, oh wells. We all have to go through new phases in our life. I am looking forward to seeing all of you girls soon, please takecare yeahs ^^ Well readers, i guess i am done here. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

Kardashians! ^^

2010-03-29T14:48:00.002+08:00

I'm suddenly in love with the reality show, Keeping Up with the Kardashians. &&, its all thanks to my older brother who began watching it first. But now, i am keeping tabs on every episode & i wanna watch all the episodes if possible. Amongst the 3, whose your favorite? (: Mine is Kim Kardashian! Hehehe, shes gorgeous. Atleast, shes not as skinny as the models that i adore like Adriana Lima & Alessandra Ambrosio, her size is just perfect & her facial features are stunning as well, especially her lips.. :D

Hello Bloghoppers (:
Worked midnight shift with Josephine last night. Usually when i worked midnight shift, i would get sleepy around 3am or so. But during work yesterday, i only began to feel sleepy at 5am plus. I was kinda baffled as to why i was still energetic & active at around 3am plus. Basically, i just did the cleaning of the different stations & just sweep & mop the entire outlet. By the tyme i finished the cleaning up, it was only 2am plus. Still early yknow, & during that tyme there weren't many customers so it was extremely boring! Thank goodness i brought my novel though, & i managed to read atleast 4chapters. Hehehe. Now, i am already halfway through the novel. Pretty fast huh? :D Well, today i will be staying home. Am too restless to go out, hahaha. I reached home before 9am just now, bathed & washed up all, then off to bed. Woke up not too long ago, & immediately switched on the comp. Hehehe. The comp is always very tempting lah, always like request for me to use it, hahaha! Okay lame -________- Anyway, Ayid's leaving for Cambodia at dawn. Have a safe trip, you irritating brat. It'll definitely be peaceful & relaxing for me with you being away, HAHAHA! I won't miss a thing about you, especially your irritating & nonsensical & racism remarks at me, hmmm. But, come back quick anyway or else your sweetheart will suffer, & i have to take care of her because i know i should take care of her (: Anywayyyyyyy.. I am working midnight shift on tomorrow & Wednesday again. The girls are having their match against the 'lucky' Bowen sec on Wednesday. Obviously i would be turning up & supporting them lah! ^^ Eventhough i am working midnight shift that night, i guess i would sacrifice my resting tyme in the noon to go support them girls. I cannot give much except my moral support & cheer, yknow i will always support you girls yeahs ^^ On friday, is my monthsary with Khai. Hahaha. But hes working, so sad. Cannot see hym or anything Its been 2weeks since i last saw hym yknow.. Now can everybody see that i can actually be very patient & tolerant? (: Not bragging about myself, but i know i can be patient anyway because i have been through the same shit before, so its not really a huge deal for me. Just endure only lor, what more can i do eventhough i miss Khai loadsxz like hell, haha. Oh wells. He promised to spend tyme & $$$ on me on the 8th of April. Hehehe. Hopefully he remembers his promise & fulfill it, :D Oh yeahsxz, school's starting pretty soon already, how soon? In 2weeks tyme dokk! Hahaha. Fast siaa. Aiyoo. Hopefully i same class with AbgAlf uh, if not i might be lost man. I am so not used to the environment in ITE. Totally different atmosphere, sighsxz. Well, i guess i am done here. My mind's blank already, hahaha. Till here, ciaosxz ~

Past?

2010-03-28T14:35:00.002+08:00

This song reminds me of the past... So painful yet so meaningful (:

Well Hello Bloghoppers

On Friday, my family celebrated my Mum's birthday in advance at one of the coffee shops -.- Pathetic huh? Hahaha. But it was good food altogether, especially the butter crab.. Mmmm, yumyum dokk :D Anyway, my older brother paid the bill yknow! Shocking huh? Well, ofcourse hes willing to pay lah, since he has sucha a high salary received at work. Hahaha. Yesterday, went to play pool at Ehub with Tassya, Ayid, Fauzy, Fird & Killa. Tassya's youngest brother, Haiqal tagged along as well. Hahaha. So cute lah the brother, heh. Played pool for almost 2hours, then off we went to eat at KFC. Afterwhich, walked to P.Ris park. Played truth or dare under one of the pondok's. Well, i wouldn't say that i find the dare's to be unreasonable uh. But there was one dare which i found totally unnecessary & its between Tassya & i only. I know for sure, she would definitely agree that the dare that we had to do together was pretty awkward & weird, but we still managed to do it anyway. Yknow i know what the public don't know lah, kan Tassya? :D Hahaha! Around 8pm, we left the park. It was pitched dark already, and we were kinda unlucky to have encountered some unwanted spirits. Well, i am just glad its over & Tassya' perfectly fine already (: I arrived home around 8:45pm, bathed and washed up, then watched tv. Managed to talk otp with Khai & thankyou for making me feel so much better ^^ After hanging up on hym, i talked otp with Avril till 1:30am. :D Afterwhich, i went to dreamland. Today, woke up at 11plus. Will be working midnight shift tonight, hopefully i can hold out :D Hahaha. I wonder who am i working with. Hopefully not one of the fierce manager. Hehe. & Yknow what? I might be quitting my job at WWW. I can't find the tyme to work for them no more. Sighsxz. We'll see how lah. Anyway, i think i am done here, gotta finish up some chores. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

heartbreakers (:

2010-03-26T13:24:00.002+08:00

I am getting sick & tired of you. You're actually worse than before. You can jolly well leave my life for all i care, i ain't gonna play your games no more. It ain't fun, instead it is hurting me deeply. I ain't gonna let you take advantage or climb all over my head. If you ain't gonna give a damn about me, i would do the same & not give a hoot about you as well. You don't wanna talk to me, i won't either. You talk to me, i am just gonna entertain you. I am too young to play with love or get involve with relationships either. I have made up my mind, i ain't gonna be serious with you or anyone else already. Guys don't take me seriously, so i won't either. Thankyou (:

Hello heartbreakers (:

Yesterday i went over to Tassya's crib to slack from 2pm till 3 plus. Afterwhich, we bused to Tamp inter. Tassya bought some personal items :DDD I took out 20bucks from my POSB account, and we went over to Times bookstore at Tamp One. Obviously i was the one who wanted to get new novels, so therefore i did managed to choose 2 novels, Accidental Virgin, & It Must Be Love. Hehehe. I wanted to purchase more actually, but i didn't have enough cash with me. I cannot wait for my payday in about.. 3weeks tyme? :D Anyway, after buying our necessaties, we headed to Ayid's crib. Then we slacked around hys area, together with Fauzy. Tassya & i were famished, so we headed to the CC to get some food. Got back to where the dudes were, & Tassya's brother joined us together with.. hys girlfriend? HAHA. I slacked till 7:30pm, & off i cabbed home. Yes yes, i know i have been taking cab home loadsxz of tymes. Hahaha. I don't really like to travel back home in bus already uh, take so long siaa. Hahaha. Anyway, i only cab home when i have cash with me whaat, hehe. Got home, & had dinner with the entire family. Its been a long tyme since we all sit down together and eat as a family youknow. Hahaha. Afterwhich, i watched tv till 12:30am. Watched 'Behind Closed Doors' on channel 5, and it was about abortion. My goodness, i realized that there are loadsx of girls getting preggies below 16years old yknw! So .... Aiyoo. Undescribable, sighsxz. Watched America's Next Top Model as well. Hehe. The petite model series.. Hehehe. I adore Nicole & Sundai uh! ^^ Anyway, after watching tv, off i went to bed. Today, i woke up at 12pm. Its actually pretty later than the usual tyme i wake up, hahaha. Weird. So, i've been on the comp till now. Zab hasn't texted me for the past 2 days already, i wonder why. Sighsxz. Idiot. Wanna ignore me, then fine lah. Aiyoo, i can't be bothered with dudes already lah.. All so pathetic -__________- Morons siaa. Suppose to celebrate Mum's birthday in advanced today, but apparently shes at work. I suppose night tyme lor :D Well, i think i am done here, i am famished. Need to find food. Ciaosxz ~

trey songz mine :P

2010-03-25T14:12:00.003+08:00

I AM IN LOVE WITH TREY SONGZ. ^^ Gimme a minute while i melt...

420 post.

2010-03-25T12:34:00.002+08:00

Aaron Johnson as Robbie in the movie Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging. Perhaps he isn't good looking in pictures, but in the movie..... ZOMG. I think i fell in love with hym ^^

Yesterday, i watch this movie up here. It was on one of the movie channels, & i simply adore the show! It's so sweet, so humorous & so cool lah! Hehehe. Well, its just like any other ordinary teenage movie, but i still loved it uh. The main actors inside are so HOT. Especially the brothers, Robbie & Tom. Okayokay, enough about the movie. Hahaha. I was having a foul mood yesterday till i offended my adekk & he got annoyed with me. Today, i'm going over to Tassya's crib. Gonna slack there. I am currently still in a foul mood, & my moodswing was all affected because of a certain reason, thanks to Khai ofcourse (: Hes always the troublemaker, making my life so difficult & fucked up. HAHA. And and, theres been a lot of constructions going at my block. All the bangla workers are all over my corridor, even now. -_________- Whenever i leave my house, they'll give me this devouring look. Pathetic sex maniacs, i tell you. Besides this, because of all the construction & renovation going on, theres been a lot of noises all over my block in the morning which makes it difficult for me to sleep in till lunch time. :D Prangai tk babi eyh, abg saya lagy terokk. Hehehe. Well, i guess i gotta go get ready soon. Tassya's waiting for me..... If i am not mistaken, haha. Till here, ciaosxz ~

i need sleep.

2010-03-24T16:54:00.002+08:00

I Hate How Much I Love You, KABO )': SIGHXZ -.-

Yesterday met up with AbgAlf & hys friend, Shahrul. Bought ciggies, then they sent me back home. Soonafter, went out again to meet Azura. Slacked, went to WS to eat KFC. bought some items, bumped into Ziey & Aliyy. In the evening, went off home. Before attending work, met up with Tassya & hys adekk. Slacked for about 15mins, then i left for work while they went off home. The midnight shift wasn't as bad as my first midnight shift :D Worked with Elaine was pretty slacked, was pretty awesome altogether. Hehehe. Shes very lively & bubbly, spoke a lot to keep me awake. Hahaha. After work, went off to the book store around the corner to take a look. There weren't any of my favorite books, so didn't managed to buy any books. Hahaha. I finished my novel already, am gonna begin on the novel that Arina bought for me during my bday last year. So long then i start to read on it eyh? Sorry lah, i still will read one mah. Hehehe. After finishing on this novel, am gonna finish up on the thick thick Breaking Dawn. ^^ Hehe. Then, i gotta begin purchasing new novels lor! (: Anyway, i did managed to sleep when i arrived home from work. Slept from 9am till 2pm? Yeahsxz, around that timing lah. Hehe. Can't sleep too longg, later at night cannot sleep siaa. :D Well, hopefully i can meet Tassya tomorrow. Missed her already -__________- Fast eyh? What to do. I see her like.. lots of tyme uh, used to her presence, thats why. Haha. Kay lame -.- I wanna play pool. And, i can't wait to watch the girls match next Monday. Yknw i will always be supporting you girls yeahsxz? Don't be nervous, don't worry. Just do your very best & go all out. Have faith in yrself and the entire team taws! ^^ Love you girls!! Hehehe. Okayokay, enough enough. I think i will stop here. Actually, i have no mood to update today. But.. Hahaha. My fingers itchy uh -_______- Kay lame. Hmmm. Anyway, it has begin to rain. Awesome tyme to take a nap. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

images

2010-03-23T18:52:00.002+08:00

Penguins of Madagascar. I love the smallest one in this group. So adorable lah! Hehehehe.

apparently, i am tired of love

2010-03-23T13:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i didn't go to work, i have my reasons. Slacked at Tassya's crib with Seri, Ziey & Aliyy. In the late afternoon, Tassya & i went off to meet Ayid. In the evening, the 3 of us, together with Fird, went off to meet Fauzy at bedok. Tassya had to do tutoring, while i slacked with the 3 guys. Ayid had some sort of model photoshoot, with Fird becoming the photographer. Big joke i tell you, it simply cracked me up :D Afterwhich, cabbed home at 11plus. Had bad migraine. Knock out soonafter i bathed & washed up. Woke up pretty early today, because actually i couldn't sleep well. I just tossed & turned in bed till 11am plus. I've been on the comp till now. Am meeting AbgAlf soon, then perhaps meet Azura also. (: Miss Abg so much. Now can finally meet hym after sucha long tyme. Sighsxz. I'm gonna cry my heart out at you Abg, so hear me out eyh :D Hahahaha. Supposed to meet Zab, but i suppose hes still asleep because he hasn't replied me. Oh wells. If he wants to meet me, he'll text me later lor. I need to but ciggies. Hmmm. Apologies if my post today seems alittle dull. I have completely no mood uh. Hahaha. And and, i am working midnight shift tonight. Its awesome because i can get that jerk out of my mind. Hopefully i can stay awake. Currently waiting for Abg to come over my block.. Hes always late -__________- Idiot btol. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

Much Misses

2010-03-22T13:15:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, i miss my ladies & the rest of the girls oh so much.

Ladies, i really wish to spend more tyme with you all.

I really hope i can see all of you again & give you girls a hug.

I love each & every single one of you very very dearly.

Please takecare. See you girls soon (':

Blues

2010-03-22T11:59:00.002+08:00

Hello Monday Blues
As i mentioned yesterday, i was gonna stay home & rot. Well, i really did rot at home. :D All i did was read my novel & explore my china phone. I'm left with a few more chapters before i finish my novel. &, my china phone is pretty okay but i hate the lightings surrounding it. Like whenever i listen to songs, the lights will be played like some kind of disco lights yknow -_____- its freaking annoying lah, aiyoo. Nevermind, hopefully i get used to it. So anyway, Khai finally called me up yesterday & all my insecurities gradually fade away. Its pretty normal & easy for me to feel insecure, become paranoid & think about all the negativities. I don't know about Khai, but i am getting used to all my paranoia. Hahaha. I mean, i won't feel insecure if there aren't many girls coming after my love. But apparently, tons of girls seems to be interested in Khai & i get so frus because of all guys, they had to come in between the both of us. Eyh, wrong timing lah -_________- Thats why, i always feel so insecure. Aiyoo. Annoying typical whores. Pfffft. Anyway, i am working at 3pm today. But before i head to work, am meeting Tassya for awhile. Somehow, i really miss her, hehe. &&, Hopefully i won't get hell at work today *cross fingers* &&, am meeting Zab tomorrow. Woohoooo! Like finally! Hehehe. Well, i have to go get ready now. Till here, will update whenever. Ciaosxz ~

Carry Out

2010-03-21T13:11:00.002+08:00

HELLO PATHETIC SUNDAY -___________-

Yesterday i didn't managed to meet up with Zab, he was too busy :D Doesn't matter, someday we'll still meet lah kay. Eventhough we have promised to meet atleast once every week, but it no longer happens. Why eyh? Sighsxz. Anyway, i won't be going out today. I am staying home all day to rot. I wanna finish up my novel, Perfect Image. I have been reading it every night before i go to bed. I received no calls or texts from Khai at all. He wants to disappear again -______- Sucha a disappointment. Makes me worried & fed up for no reason yknow. Well, i choose to be ignorant. I ain't gonna be that serious lest i get gurt again. You believe its a game between us, you may be right.. But if you think you can play it better than me, think again. I ain't gonna be as soft hearted & forgiving as before. You wanna play the fields, bring it. I will break lose if i cannot tolerate yeahsxz (: Oh yeahsxz, i am currently using a a Prada phone. Its a China phone -.- Hahaha. Well, hopefully it isn't a screwed up phone uh. Well, i wanna find something else to do. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

Sleepover for 2nights.

2010-03-20T14:44:00.009+08:00

HELLO AWESOME COOLING WEATHER ^^
Apologies for not posting the past few days, was away sleeping over at Tassya's crib. ^^ I enjoyed every moment spent with her. See the pics above? Its taken on the first day at her crib with her lappy's webbie camera (: Actually, there are loads more yknow, over 5o pics. Hahaha! This is only 1/4 of the pics, i am too lazy to upload 50 over pics. The rest are in my fb okay? :D Anyway, lets summarize what happened between the past few days spent at her place, shall we?

Well, on the first day, 17 March, Wednesday, i practically just slacked at her place. That was when we took all these webbie pics, hehe. In the evening, accompanied her to pick her adek up. At night, Tassya, her adek & i went off to Prime to get some necessaties. Met up with Ayid, Fauzy & another gut whose name idk :D Slacked near Prime area. Afterwhich, we headed back at 10pm plus. Reached home, washed up all & went otp with Avril. Hung up at 11plus, & Tassya & i didnt managed to sleep till 5am, hahaha! We used the comp, then we gossiped & yadayada lah. Tassya saw something which i won't mention, which caused her to freak out alittle, & she freaked me out even more with tears forming, which caused both of us to not sleep, hahaha. It was freaking eerie with us having goosebumps lor! Eventually, we fell asleep at 5am lor.

However, we had to get up at 8am as Tassya need to head to terminal one to get her pay cheque slip. Therefore, we only managed to have 3hours of sleep -_________- Uhhuh, we were like zombies when we left the house, hahaha. Bused to terminal one, met up with Haniz. They both went off to change their passes & collect their cheque, while i waited for them at the bus interchange. While waiting, bumped into Shamira! ^^ Chatted with her, till her bus arrived & she headed home. Soon, Haniz & Tassya settled their cheque already & off we headed to tamp inter as they both wanted to bank in their cheque before 12pm. Afterwhich, we walked back home. Reached home, showered & we got ready to go out again. Bused to Tamp inter, met up with Teeny to get my ITE skirt from her. Then went off to meet Khai (: Smoked, then went off to Courts to settle something then to Cotton On. Bought a shade each for Khai & Tassya. Went back to Tamp inter to meet Ayid. Bused to Ehub, bought tickets to Remember Me. ^^ Treated them to Burger King, went off to smoke then went back to the theatres to catch our 4:15pm movie. Rating for the movie? 3/5 lah, it isn't that bad. Kinda meaningful, enjoyed it uh. Unlike AYID -________- Pfffft. Haha. After the movie ended at 6pm, the 3 of them played Daytona at the arcade -.- Then, we took the train to Bugis & walked to Arab street. We smoked sheesha.. Apple & Mint ^^ Fuyoooooo. The ambience was so relaxing & cooling, i felt like falling asleep somemore yknow. I gotta admit, sheesha doesn't have as much effect as cigarettes lah, hahaha. But, Tassya & i wanted to try, so yeahs. At 9pm, we left the place, i payed for it. See, i treated them to loadsxz of things lah. Hahaha. Pakai duit gaji pe! Lols. Okay lame -____- Went to 7 eleven, bought Glen's, a bottle of Sprite & plastic cups. Went off to somewhere which idk where lah. Tassya & i drank atleast 5shots. & yeahs, i gotta admit, i was way drunk than Tassya. I know i didn't managed to control myself as much as she did. I couldn't walk straight & my head was swirling like hell. Hahaha! However, it was fun. With Khai & Ayid around, obviously both of us girls were perfectly taken care of lah. Sorry kay Khai, now you have seen my drunken side, i know it is awful yeahsxz :D But, wtf, who carez!? -________- Hahaha. We took the train back to tamp & cabbed back to Tassya's crib. The 2 gentleman sent us home then they went off home at 11pm plus. Both of girls throwed up, what an ugly sight. Hahaha. Soon, we fell asleep. Thank goodness, i didnt get a hangover the next day. (:

On the third day, we basically slacked at home. Because of the previous day's drunk state, we were feeling restless & listless somehow. Hmmm. Weird lah. In the afternoon, the both of us went to meet Ayid for awhile. Went back home, i packed my stuff and all then we headed back to Ayid's crib again. Slacked there, then left hys place together with Fauzy. Soon, Ayid's older brother joined us & off we went to slack under some block. Yadayada, at 7:45pm, i cabbed home while they went off to somewhere else. Arrived back home, bathed, then watched tv. I was so worn out and having a throbbing headache, i went to bed early.

Woke up at 12pm today. Its the latest tyme i woke up lah, cause usually i will be awake at 10:30am plus. I guess it was because of the dark weather due to the heavy downpour, which made my room dark & i thought it was still night tyme, hahahaha! Woke up & used the comp till now lor. Today is Khai's day off, but hes out with i don't know who & i don't care who either. When we're both free, you'd rather spend your tyme with someone else. Sighsxz. I ain't stopping you from spending tyme with your friends, but spare a thought for me also lah. When i busy, then you wanna find me & spend tyme with me. -_________- Pathetic & dumb yknow? Pffft. I don't wanna find you anymore lah, find me when you feel like it lorr. I couldn't care less -.- Anyway, Zab's finally speaking with me all over again. Please don't think you will be inteferring with my r'ship with Khai lah okay? Yknow Khai & i won't be thinking that way one right? Aiyoo. Don't you worry about us kay? (: Hehehe. Well, either i am meeting Zab for awhile later on or i am just staying home to rot. Am currently just waiting for hys message again. Apparently hes busy cleaning up hys house yknow! Hahaha, okay lame -.- Well, i think i am done here. What a long post i have today, haha. Till here, ciaosxz ~

Wheres My Daddy At? ;D

2010-03-17T16:13:00.000+08:00

Cheating -________-

2010-03-17T12:21:00.000+08:00

When you hear the word ‘cheating’, what first comes to mind? The simple act of someone foolishly having an affair with another individual, while they themselves are still the other half of a whole relationship, right? Does the image of some dude fucking a girl come to mind, and do you feel hurt when you imagine him ignoring phone calls from his concerned and loving girlfriend to continue fucking the brains out of this cheap excuse of an individual? Or do you imagine a stunningly gorgeous young woman flirting and driving around with every dude on the block. Giving out her number, sharing a few kisses and maybe even more than that.. only to come back home to her boyfriend and act as if nothing had happened? Fidelity, trust and communication are the key components to a healthy and open relationship, but why do some individuals enter relationships only to fool around while still occupied with them? Why not just cut them loose then fuck around right? I believe it’s because these people are afraid to be alone. They want someone around constantly, but they’re too scared of commitment, much less true love. So they keep a back-up in supply for someone to come home to, and they still feel the need to fulfill their sexual desires by seeking others as well. These individuals are scared.. they’re scared that no one would really love them for who they are, so they fool around constantly to boost their ego and assure themselves in this disgusting manner that they are good enough. But what is the price for the other individual involved? The cost is dire, and the cost may even cause the other person involved in the relationship to become a cheater themselves. Cheaters want love, not emotional love, but the physical form of love. But all physical forms deteriorate one day, and all that is left is what is inside. Keep in mind that love runs deep, but sex only requires to go no further than a few inches.

via cremedelacreme

Dedication (:

2010-03-17T11:33:00.003+08:00

Hello Readers (: Yesterday work was actually kinda enjoyable. I only screwed up once at the cashier section, thank goodness my manager didn't give me hell. Hehehe. She even allowed me to bring home 3 Spicy Puffs home. Obviously i gave the snacks to my parents & brothers lah. Because i have eaten it before, so yeahsxz. Haha. My parents have given me the green light for the ovenight, so our plan is successful eyh Tassya? :D Hahaha. Am going to her crib in about 1hour or so. (: && I can't wait to meet Khai tomorrow, hehe! Missed hym lah. Oh yah, Zab's giving me the silent treatment -_______- He suddenly don't text me anymore. Pffft. I have no idea what i did wrong to hym till he has to ignore me. So much for sticking with me, Zab! Why'd you have to disappear? There can only be one reason. That is you have some other girl already lor, righttttt? Hahaha. Think you can hide from me uh? Yknow that i know you well enough hor. Don't give me crap that you're busy. HAHAHA! Yknow me well as much as i know you well okay? If i did anything wrong to you, i'm sorry alright? Yknow i won't neglect you just because i have a boyf, right? Remember the promises we made buddy ; through thick & thin? I miss you loadsxz. Talk to me soon. )': Anyway, i have nothing much to post. For the next 3 days, i will try to update at Tassya's crib okay? If i have the tyme lah, haha. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

I just realized that Iyaz is pretty cute. Hehehe!
Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh)
We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)
Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love
[chorus]
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)

Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery (yoh!)
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love

[chorus]

Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms I will never go,
Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

[chorus]

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh

Payday!

2010-03-16T11:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday work was pretty alright. My Manager was still kinda hard on me, but not that bad because i was better at the EB section & i am still improving in the cashier section. Bumped into Shamira at work as well, she was working at the Perfume & Cosmetics section which was just next to my outlet. Hehehe. She looked so petite, like in primary school. So cute cute like that, like a doll :D She came forward to my outlet & came to chat up with me. Hehe. Checked my pay yesterday as well, and i received over 2oobucks! Yayness! I wanna get a new cellphone, i don't care :P Anyway, i am starting work at 3pm today as well. Working with the same manager, hopefully i don't make her blood boil like yesterday :D Well, i have nothing much to post about actually. The video above is just a random one, its for no particular reason. Its just meanigful lah, enjoy ~ Ciaosxz ~

R.Pattz :D

2010-03-15T13:11:00.002+08:00

MUST WATCH MUST WATCH! I can't wait to watch this when it comes out in 18March. Even if i am cashless, i will somehow still find a way to get cash to watch this movie. Yayness! ^^

Telephone?

2010-03-15T11:53:00.002+08:00

i don't really understand the video, but it seems kinda interesting, but obscene as well. haha. the title is called 'Telephone', but.. haha. weird. anyway, just enjoy the video. (:

HELLO GLOBAL WARMERS :D

i'm starting work at 3pm today. hopefully my manager doesn't give me hell, i've already revised my EB notes quite well. *cross fingers* today is my pay day as well ^^ i do hope, once again, then my pay is the full amount & not just half. because my first pay, i only got 48bucks -.- yeahsxz, pathetic eyh? pfffft. so this tyme, i just hope i get my full amount which prolly sums up to about 200bucks. i need cash for thursday's outing (: hehehe. i have nothing much to post today, will update again tomorrow or something yeahsxz. till here then, ciaosxz ~

fanatic ker pe? :D

2010-03-14T14:27:00.002+08:00

Sweet nyerrrrrrrrrr. (': What a happy family ^^

HELLO LITTLE MISSES (:

Yesterday's outing with my 'fanatics' (HAHA! lols) was a blast! Bused to Tassya's crib and reached there at 1:50pm or so. Slacked at her place for awhile, then bused to tamp inter. Ayid board the same bus as us. Reached tamp inter, then met up with Ali. Went to a jewellery shop with the 3 of them, as Tassya wanted to clean her necklace chain or something. Afterwhich, trained to City Hall. Met Sheela, then went off Marina to eat and then play pool. But it was too expensive for us, so we planned to play pool at Bugis. While walking towards City Hall's MRT Station, there was a sudden heavy human traffic. & When i mean heavy, i really literally mean as heavy as road traffic. We could barely moved within the crowd. So in the end, Ali lead the way infront & just cut in between people. Hahaha! Sheela was behind hym & i was behind her. She grabbed hold of hys arm while i grabbed hold of hers. So the three of us managed to cut through people & in the end we reached out of the crowd first. Tassya & Ayid were still lost in the crowd then, soonafter, they appeared. There was another human traffic at the underpass, so we ended up taking a flight of stairs then walked out of the mall. I was so glad to breathe the fresh air outside lah, i swear i could die in that heavy crowd man. Hahaha. We walked till idk where actually, then we bused to Bugis. Walked, yadayada & we reached the pool shop. I didn't want to play because firstly, i didn't know how to, & secondly, i don't find the game interesting or fun at all. However, in the end, that annoying Ayid forced & threaten me with our Sheesha plan -.- So, in the end, i ended up playing & i guess i pretty much enjoyed the game alittle & i guess i am getting the hang of it, thanks to Ali ^^ We played tagged team, Ayid with Tassya & Ali with me. Both Tassya & i were beginners, so it was pretty fun. Hehehe. We played for almost 2hours, Ali treated us to the entire game ^^ Thankyou AbgAli :D Afterwhich, we walked to idk where also, & we settled down at one of the muslim shops to have our dinner. Again, Ali treated us. Thankyou so much taws! ^^ Hehehe. After eating, we went off to slack for 30mins around Bugis MRT station area. Yadayada, & off we trained home. Reached home, bathed, otp with Avril Dearest till 1am or so & off to bed. Today, i am staying home to rot. No interest to go out at all. The weather seems pretty cooling & it seems like its gonna rain. Yayness! Hahaha. Am working the next 2days with my hell manager -.- I'd better go revise my notes for EB, i don't wanna get lectured by her for 2days straight, pfffft. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

changed shifts -.-

2010-03-13T12:01:00.002+08:00

HAHA.

Yesterday work was AWESOME. Yknow why? Because it was super slack! Hahahaha, okay lame. Worked with Mard yesterday. She doesn't pressure me or make me do alot of work. Thankyou for that, hehehe. There weren't many customers either, so both of us were extremely bored, seriously. I handled gourmet while Mard handled EB most of the tyme. Hehe. After work, i went home straight. Today, i know i am suppose to work but my manager cancelled my shift -.- So yeahsxz, am going out with Tassya, Ayid, Ali & hys girlf i suppose. Fauzy tk ikot. Busted siaak :D HAHAHAHA! Gotta be at Tassya's crib by 2pm. Yknow what? I am beginning to hate Tamp. Because hor, i always must travel there one. People cannot travel to P.Ris for my sake -.- Wth right? I know, nevermind lor. I travel lah i travel lah. Hahaha. No complaints kay. I don't know where we're heading to today, i heard Ali's treating us to movies or whatever. Go sheesha lah boleyh? Hehe. I miss KhaiBby )': Sighsxz. Nevermind, see you next Thurday taws. Double Movie Date ^^ Haha, okay lame again -.- I seem to be typing crap here, wth lah. Hehe. I'm working AFTERNOON shift on next Monday & Tuesday. Sickening manager go change my shift. Suppose to work midnight shift yknow! Double pay taws! Hahaha, okay stoppit. -.- Well, i think i am done here, gotta go get ready soon, till here, ciaosxz ~

lapan - kosong

2010-03-11T12:57:00.003+08:00

Understand, ladies? (:

The famous french philosopher Albert Camus once wrote “Blessed are the hearts that bend, for they shall never be broken.” But without all the broken hearts and failed relationships, no one would learn anything. If love really lasted for as long as we actually wanted it to, she would still be with him, and he would still be with her. So I suppose this means that all hearts are destined to be damaged one day, right? But from the ashes, we’re all reborn. From our tears, we actually wake up and realize that tomorrow is still going to happen and the sun will still shine just as brightly, and rise and set the same exact ways. No one really knows where they start, and where the others begin. And we’ll never figure out where we’ll end up, and who’s ever going to stop. But that’s the beauty of it.. We never know when love is going to find us again, and when it does.. we forgive and forget all the past hurt and we try all over again. Yes, I know it hurts to the point where you have to literally clutch your chest and wish for the pain to stop, but just know that this phase won’t last forever. Everyones destined to have their hearts bruised, broken and damaged.. because without all the rips and tears, our hearts wouldn’t be able to truly appreciate it when someone comes along and takes care of it the way it should be cared for. You may not believe it now, but your broken heart is a blessing in disguise.

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Yesterday's match was AWESOME! Siglap girls thrashed Deyi Sec 8-0! :D I am really impressed with the team & i am really proud of them. Hopefully they can keep up with their outstanding performance & make it to the finals. You girls know i will make it to all your matches right? Anything for my ex teammates ^^ Hehehe. Anyway, after the match, i headed home with Radd. It's been so long since i had a good chat with her & it's been so long since we last met & gossiped. Hahaha. Arrived home, then went out again to get dinner for adek & i. Nothing much happened yesterday actually, Hahaha. Well, i am staying home to rot today. I have no mood & no interest to go out to do anything. I am too lazy as well, i have no bus fare. So want to go out for what right? Aiyoo :D I'm working tomorrow & on Saturday. Am working morning shift tomorrow, so won't be able to update yeahsxz (: On Saturday, i am working evening shift. Hahaha, weird. Next Monday & Tuesday, i will be working midnight shift. Means double pay! :D Okay lame -.- Next Wed, Thurs & Fri , i will be staying over at Tassya's crib. Will be staying overnight for 2 nights (: Hehehe, can't wait can't wait. Mcm slumber party gytu kan! :D Kay lame again -.- On Thursday, we'll be having our double movie date ^^ Tassya with Ayid, Khai & I :P Hopefully the plan will go on successfully uh, hahaha. Well, i think i am done here, am cooking porridge for myself. Hahaha. Have to control the fire uh, kay ciaosxz ~

stupid bus fares

2010-03-10T12:30:00.001+08:00

Dangerous as Hell

HELLO COOLING WEATHER ^^
I was supposed to rot at home yesterday, but i decided to meet up with Tassya to go slack. Therefore, i didn't managed to update yesterday yeahsxz :D I had no bus fare with me, even now & i am extremely frus & lazy to travel around, so i had to use whatever amount of coins i can find all over my house yknow -.- I hate adult fare, knnccb. Use up the money so fast, argh! Anyway, yesterday i bused to tamp inter then bused over to Tassya's crib. Slacked there till about 3:15pm, then off to meet her friend, Amira. Walked to Ayid's block, & i went off to the bus stop to pick Khai up. Slacked at one of the halls. Soon, Ayid came. Yadayada, then Fauzy came. At 5:45pm or so, Khai & i went off home. Bused home, bathe, prepared dinner & watched tv. Otp with Khai then off to bed. Today, i would be going to watch the girls match against Deyi Sec. Will have to report to school by 2:45pm. Again, i have to use fckin annoying coins to travel. Whenever i use coins, the bus driver looks at me as if i am trying to cheat them or something -.- wtf lah. I'm still a student lah, not an adult. Don't expect me to pay adult fares can? Knnccb. Sighsxz. I will be working on Friday & Saturday. On Sunday, i might be working at WWW. Not too sure yet though. :D Hopefully can work same same with my bestie Fazli , hehe. It's been so long since i last seen hym or work with hym lor. Hahaha. Well, i think i am done here. Gonna go search for coins as bus fare -.- Ciaosxz ~

Trading Places

2010-03-08T15:40:00.000+08:00

Let's switch up the roles & trade places, shall we? (:

Cancelled.

2010-03-08T13:36:00.002+08:00

In a relationship, there is always going to be a constant give and take action. You’ll have to compromise often, and along the way you may find yourself truly developing strong feelings for this person. But don’t forget, you should never make them your entire world. You weren’t their first, and they might not be your last. Understand that, a relationship is shared by two seperate people. You will have your journey’s together, and grow together as a couple, but you two will also grow seperately as individuals. If you grow more in love with eachother, that’s great. But if you don’t, that’s fine. They were yours for a certain time for a reason. Love them wisely, but don’t lose yourself in them. Don’t make important decisions and choices based off of them, but based off of what you need/want. I’ve seen close friends make foolish mistakes, just because of love.

Boy: What do we do now, where do we go from here?
Girl: You know I love you, we’ll find a way to make this work.. I’ll move too if I have to.
Boy: I don’t want you to make such a big decision just because of me.. If you want to move, move for yourself and your needs. Not for me.
Girl: Why the hell would I move if it wasn’t for you? For us? Don’t you want us to work out anymore?!
Boy: I don’t want you to give up so much, and expect something back in return. Things change for a reason. If we were meant to be, everything will work out later on.

Be smart. Love your significant other, but love yourself more. Have your own opinions aside from theirs, do things without their help, and care more about yourself than you care for them. Don’t change anything about yourself or your life to stay with them. Be proud to be your own person outside of your ‘us’. Be strong enough to go for what you want out of life, with or without them.A relationship consists of two different people. Not two people trying to be one person. Two halves may make a whole, but when one half leaves, you’re not whole anymore.

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Yesterday, i was supposed to attend work. I already got ready & was about to leave my house in 15mins tyme, in the end? They cancelled out on me, telling me that i don't have to turn up because theres not much customer around anyway so i rest at home better. WTH? I already siap all siaa, then they cancelled out on me, LAST MINUTE. & I abhore being cancelled out on last minute, seriously. Aiyoo. But anyway, since i actually was suppose to go to work, i went out instead with my working uniform to meet up with Azura ^^ It's been soooooo long since we met, & now i realized shes really under a lot of pressure & shes going through a hell lot of bullshit. Poor thing yknow, i really sympathize her. Anyway, met up with her then went to Loyang Point to change as i brought extra clothes, hehe. Changed, then headed to DTE to meet her Mum to get cash. Met her Abg angkat, who helped to buy ciggs for us (: Went off to eat Macs, then headed to Tamp library area there. Slacked there, then Khai came to meet me ^^ Happy lah dokk! Like finally, hahaha. We slacked under one of the blocks, afterwhich we moved over to Sunplaza park. Slacked there till 8:45pm, sent Khai to the bus stop & he headed home. Azura & i then headed back to P.Ris, around WSPS area there. Bought cup noodles & drinks, ate & slacked till 11:15pm. :D Late eyh? I've been slacking a lot, which leads to spending more cash on ciggs & more smoking & dying early, HAHAHAHA! Okay lame -.- But factual, ain't it? Hehe. Anyhoos, I walked home while Azura bused home. We talked a lot & i realized she has lots of problems, tons & tons of them & really hate to see the state that shes in. I hope she will be fine anyway (: Cheer up babe, remember your promise to Khai :D Well, i reached home, bathed & wash up & off to bed. Hehe. Today, i'm not doing anything. Am staying home to rottttttttt. Hahahaha, home alone, again -.- Oh wells, i think i am done here, wanna find something to do, ciaosxz ~

scorching weather

2010-03-07T13:08:00.002+08:00

Hello Fckin Scorching Weather

The weather's so effing hot today. Nowadays there seems to be no rainfall lah, it's killing me day by day & worse still, it even contributes in my moodswings siaa. Aiyoo, i hate it lah. Sighsxz. Anyway, i had a splendid tyme yesterday with Tassya. I enjoyed every moment spent with Ayid, Fauzy, Ali & Tassya. It was Tassya's birthday yesterday, so we decided to spend tyme with her to celebrate her birthday. In the afternoon, met up with Tassya & Ayid. They ate KFC, afterwhich Fauzy turned up. We went to P.Ris Park. Tassya rented roller blades & a two seater bicycle for us. Thankyou babe, it's your birthday but instead of us spending cash on you, you had to spent it on us instead. I appreciate what you did yeahsxz ^^ I owe you a pressie (: Hehehe. Tassya & Fauzy roller blade while i had to cycle together with Ayid since the both of us were relunctant to roller blade as we don't know how either, hahaha. We took a break under one of the shelters, & the three of us gace Tassya a birthday bash using baby powder & water. HAHAHA. It was kinda a last minute plan, especially the water part. Hehehe. I took some videos of the entire scene using Tassya's camera, so pictures & perhaps videos are all in her bloggie yeahsxz. After the bashing, we went to shower & wash up ourselves. Met Ali, then walked to DTE, met up with Rais cousin as she has a gift for Tassya. Next, we went off to Atlantis to meet up with Haniz. We had bread with canned tuna's for dinner under one of the blocks. It was Ayid's idea :D Poor people food, like we're homeless like that yknow :D Hahahaha. The table where we sat at was kinda small, so we moved to the opposite block & slacked there. After awhile, Haniz brought something which Tassya & I never tried before. It was pretty tempting to me, so i had a shot or two, sharing cups with Ayid as we mixed the mixture with sprite. It tasted like children's panadol drink lahh. But the after effect was pretty sensational. I can't wait till i turn legal, then i can officially drink alcohol without worrying about my parents knowing, hehehe. At 10:30pm, we all headed home. Arrived home, bathed & washed up & off to bed. Today, i would be working from 3pm to 11pm. I never cabot work today okay :D I feel guilty whenever i use work as an excuse to go out with friends. Sighsxz, oh wells. I think i will stop here, gotta go get ready for work soon, ciaosxz ~

Pics

2010-03-06T13:02:00.003+08:00

Aston Merrygold from JLS. Now excuse me while i melt. ........In Love, you can only keep trying & trying. Get back up after every heartbreak (:Get it, BIMBO'S!? -.- Pfffft.Awwwwwh. This reminds me of Lion King , hehehe.Apologies, i am born this way. Accept me for me kay, tyvm.

bff's bday ^^

2010-03-06T11:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST!

You've finally turn legal huh, happy right right right? :D

Now that you're officially legal, can buy ciggs already, must buy for me hor! :D

I know you're getting your license as well, once you get a car, must drive me around kay!

Hehehe. Yknow i am not gonna get myself a car since i have a phobia for it,

so you must drive me around kaykay? Hehehe.

I know we've been through a lot for the past few years, ups & downs, major & minor

arguments, but you should prolly know that no matter what happens, deep down

inside of me i still genuinely care about you & i will always love you. You're one person

who honestly understands me, inside & outside & i am sincerely thankful to have an

incredible friend like you & theres nothing more that i would want to ask for.

We're heading to different institutes in April & i do hope you won't forget about me

& still make tyme for me because i know i will do the same for you.

6 years of friendship babe (: lets keep it up & make our friendship stronger, alright?

i wish you all the best in everything you do & i hope you will always be happy.

take good care of yourself & enjoy your day today! see you later ^^

JLS ^^

2010-03-05T17:22:00.004+08:00

OMFG! I am totally in love with the main singer of this group who always begin every song first. *melts* i tell you!! His eyes is just too gorgeous. Hes my new boyf! :P

dear john

2010-03-05T13:10:00.001+08:00

- Dear John

lets all go 'awwwwhh' . :D

summarising

2010-03-04T19:15:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, apologies for the late updates or whatevs eyh.
Anyway, i will summarise what happened for the past 2days & today (:

On Tuesday, watched Dear John with Khai.
Ratings? 3/5. Perhaps those couples should prolly watch it.
Thought it would make me teary eyed & all,
but apparently i didnt cry at all. Hahaha.
After movies, went off to meet Tassya & Ayid to slack.
& off Khai went home, while i had dinner with the couple.
Yesterday, i went to watch the B girls match against GVSS.
It was a tough match, i gotta admit though,
the girls weren't performing at their best. But, i could tell they did their best.
& i am very proud of them altogether (:
Although they didnt managed to thrash their all tyme rival,
i am still satisfied with the score of 5-3, where our girls beat them.
I suppose the girls aren't really satisfied with the score,
but don't worry okay girls, you did your very best, seriously (:
Just win the next match & you'll move on to the next round. Keep it up! ^^
Hehehe, Today, met up with AbgAlf at 8am under my block.
As usual, he was late, all the tyme -.- hahaha.
Bused to P.Ris inter, took the train to Clementi, & then bused to ITE Clementi.
The entire journey took about 1hr and 30mins or so, quite longg huh. :D
Went to do our registration, took our photos -.- & bought our uniforms.
Afterwhich, we go back all the way to P.Ris, ate BK at WS.
Went home with AbgAlf, took a shower & then i went out again.
Meet up with my ladies, without Arina ): so sad, sigh.
Had a mini celebration for Herdawatie's birthday.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY 'ONEW'!!!!! ;DDD
Bought drinks, then bowled at Ehub. Pics are all with the birthday girl & Ziey ^^
After bowling, went to have dinner at KFC. HAHAHA, fastfood again.
I think, i am getting kind sick of fastfood because thats what i always eat uh, hehe.
After dinner, we headed to WS to take neoprints. Hehehe.
I know i know, its so old school, but soooooooooo cute laaaaaah! ;DDD
Afterwhich, we all went home. Meera & i went off to Ehub.
She met her sys, while i took my house keys from Dad.
& yknow what? Mum's been getting on my nerves for the past few days.
I feel like strangling her to death, seriously. No, wait, i feel like leaving my house.
HONESTLY. I AM SICK & TIRED OF MY FCKIN HOME. -.-
So, now i am back home. I've been out for 3 consecutive days, & i am beat!
Will be working for the next 3days, so i won't be free to update yeahs.
Till here then, will update whenever, ciaosxz ~

ransom letter (:

2010-03-03T11:55:00.003+08:00

this means that much to you huh? (': i guess it does to me too. what memories.. but please, stop singing it to me, because it will get stuck in my mind & then i won't be interested in other songs like that, hahaha. i've missed you Khai. i hope i won't regret this decision that i made. yknow what i've been through, i hope you won't let history repeats itself again okay. yknow how much i believe in you & how much faith i have in you. you somehow managed to change this whole concept i have towards love, thankyou very much, seriously. thankyou for your undying feelings & your strong determination to win me over. i love you very much (':

selfish

2010-03-02T11:15:00.002+08:00

Being selfish is defined as : devoted to or caring only for oneself ; concerned primarily

with one's own interests, benefits, welfare .. etc. regardless of others.

What foolish human hearts we have. We give the best of ourselves, to individuals who don't know any better. When it comes to the matters of the heart, we must take a step back & look at the emotions that are at hand. Forget about what people want for you, what your friends want for you.. & remember what you want & deserve. Love is definitely a luxury & everyone wants it, yearns for it, & may even hurt people for it, but not everyone deserves it. You must willingly give one heart to receive another, & sometymes you have to play the game wisely if you ever want to come out with the prize ; someone genuine. You must protect your heart, for everything flows from it. Don't willingly pass it around to whomever asks for it, you must give that part of yourself to individuals who truly deserves to hold a part of you that they can easily break, but love you enough to never consider breaking it. Always be selfish with your heart. Not everyone deserves it.. Not everyone deserves you.

After reading this from a source i found in one of the tumblr blogs, i truly understand already. It definitely is a good advice for me. It definitely will help me in whatever state i get into. I hope this will help the other girls, because it seriously is very meaningful & it will definitely help you girls. I will decide when to be selfish with my heart ofcourse, but at this very moment, it has already belonged to someone special. I have my reasons for giving my heart to this someone special. I love someone who makes me feel safe, someone who makes me feel that whats inside of me is worth a second glance, someone who has never given up on me, someone who show his entire interest in me, someone who would go out of their way to show me that i am special, someone who would always pull when i push away.. (': i've never told you this before, but i genuinely appreciate your determination for me, Khai (: i thank you for everything you've done for me, everything that you've sacrificed for me for the past 2 years. lets take baby steps together okay, & see how everything goes. everything would be alright, trust me (': well readers, i think i am done here, i gotta go get ready now. am meeting Khai for our movie date soon, ciaosxz ~

......

2010-03-01T15:57:00.001+08:00

K.B ^^

through with you!

2010-03-01T13:04:00.003+08:00

i'm so relieved that we're through. (: Rihanna's my inspiration, i shall be as strong as her.

HELLO 1st of Marchhhhhhhhhhhhhh! xD I can't believe that it is already the beginning of March. Tyme flies by so fast huh? In a month's tyme, i would be begin school already. Sighh. It's too damn fast lah, unbelievable man. I haven't had enough fun yet yknw. Hahaha. Oh wells, i guess life's like that, unfair one mah, whaat to do :D Anyway, yesterday i was supposed to meet up with Zab but he last minute cancelled out on me. Thanks eyh dekk! Next tyme i take my revenge, you watch out eyh, you sepet. xD Joking joking, hehehe. Since i ended up not meeting hym, i went off to meet Khai at 6pm at tamp library there. Went off to slack at Sunplaza Park. I have phobia's of all the scary spirits and all, & since i heard stories about that park, i felt so afraid that i practically glued myself to Khai. Hahaha! I feel, hes simply too nice to me, i am afraid of taking advantage of hym. Hopefully i won't uh, hahaha. As i was saying, we slacked till 9pm, then off we bused home in different buses. Reached home, bathed, washed up & off to rest on my bed. Otp with Khai, then off to dreamland ^^ Today, i make sure i am staying home to rot. For the next 6days, my schedule is simply full. Hahaha. Tomorrow, i would be out on a movie date with Khai. Wednesday i will be attending the girls match against GVSS. Can't wait to watch my talented girls thrash them. Okayokay, i shouldn't be so mean, apologies xD Thursday, i would be heading all the way to ITE Clementi with AbgAlf for our registration and whatever bullshit uh. Afterwhich, i have something on in the noon as well. Plus plus, it's somebody's birthday that day! Hehehe, yknow who you are :P Friday, Saturday & Sunday i would be busy with WORK -.- Dammit uh, 3days in a row. Goodness, i hope i don't get tired out lah. On Saturday, is my bestie's birthday as well, i hope i can still have the energy to meet up with her & atleast spend some tyme with her. I miss her loadsxz )': I miss Shahaniz also, i wonder hows she doing. Been quite sometyme since i last saw her, sighh. And, obviously, i miss my ladies!! All 6 of them, *sobsob* . I hope i can meet them soon. I feel so awful that i cannot spend tyme with them yknw, shitty feeling uh. Argh! Well, i think i am done here, ciaosxz ~

I took the "The Real You." quiz on fb and the result is ; The Friend.
You are a fierce friend. You care for others as if they were your own. You care deeply for everyone. You befriend people because you trust everyone. Your care exceeds everything. What ever your friends ask for, you get for them. Even if they've betrayed you before, you will still hold them close. You've been through ups and downs with every single one of your friends, and they understand you. You believe that there is strength in numbers, and you can't go through it all on your own. Your friends are what keep you going.

Personality Disorder Test

2010-02-28T14:23:00.003+08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Disorder:	Low
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

my goodness, so true yknw! take it take it take it! ^^

bulletins? -.-

2010-02-28T12:09:00.005+08:00

WRONG. I Never ever had you. I am letting you out of my mind & heart. For Good.this feeling.. it kinda sucks. i cannot believe i still think of you. i cannot believe i still miss you. at the same tyme, i realized you've moved on. so, i shall do the same. (':

Hello Little Muffincakes.
will be having a short post today,
because i have no mood to post actually, haha.
i just had KFC for lunch not too long ago.
am extremely full already, phew.
parents attended some church thingy,
while my brothers & i stayed home.
hahaha, we should actually go to church, since we're christian's.
but, oh wells, my brothers & i find it simply too boring. :D
older brother's going to work, gonna earn hys $2000++ pay -.- awesome huh?
younger brother's going out to play soccer.
me? pfffft. i'm left all alone again, at home.
i don't wanna get myself stuck to the comp again,
because daddy will nag at me.
but, i also hope my parents won't come home anytyme soon.
hehehe. oh yah, i miss Zabir. i miss hym loadsxz, i tell you. dammit.
tomorrow might be another day for me to rot at home,
if i'm not assign to work, that is.
i'm so typical. Always. Staying. Home. To. Rot.
Hahahaha! Okay lah, i think i am done here.
I am getting kinda bored with the comp. HAHAHA.
Till here then, ciaosxz ~

Dear John (:

2010-02-27T15:42:00.002+08:00

MUST WATCH!!!!!!!!!! Movie Date ^^

fuck it :P

2010-02-27T12:06:00.002+08:00

FUCK EVERYTHING. (: I AIN'T GONNA GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE.

Hello Everybody (:
Yesterday, i was supposed to work from 8am to 8pm. Met up with Tassya at tamp inter, then meet Khai for awhile. Smoked and off we bused to Expo, while Khai went off to school with hys friend. Upon reaching, we didn't know where our outlet was, so we asked this security officer. It was at Hall 2, 2nd level. We walked all the way there, & then we reported for work. But apparently, the Manager told us that we weren't starting work until 12pm. f%@*&T&(@*#)$&*@&! Tassya & i were so pissed, but we still managed to joke around about the timing lah. We had like 4hrs of nothing to do, since we begin work at 12pm, so off we went to the blocks around Eastpoint area & slacked there till about 10:30am. Then, we bused back to Expo & begin work. Work was pretty slacked, we managed to make some friends at work as well, overall i enjoy working there as there was more IB job to do than EB. Hahaha. Instead of ending work at 8pm, we ended at 6pm. So, Tassya and i bused back to Tamp inter, met up with Ayid and off we went to slack. At 8pm, i bused back home, bathed, washed up & watched tv. :D What a tiring day it is for me yknw. Working 2days straight, having not enough rest. Today, i would be staying home all day to rot. Don't really have the mood or interest to get out of my house, since i've been out for work for the past 2days already. I think, i would prolly stay home & rot for the next 2days as well. That is, if i am not working on Monday lah. Tues i would be out on a date with Khai. Can't wait can't wait! Hehehe. Hopefully, Tassya can join us for the movie date, together with Ayid ^^ On Wed, i would be going to watch the girls match against GVSS. Hopefully, this talented ex teammates of mine would thrash them again, hahaha. Okay, i sound mean, apologies. On Thurs, i would be heading to ITE Clementi together with AbgAlf to register our ITE course thingy or whatever shit. There was a plan organized by ZieyBby to celebrate WatieBby's birthday on Thurs, but i'm sorry girls, i am not too sure if i can make it. The registration will end about lunchtime, if the plan is carried out after that tyme, then most prolly i can make it yah (: Anything, lemme know again okayyyyy? Anyway, i think i am done here, i wanna find something else to do, till here then, ciaosxz ~

Victory to SSS.

2010-02-25T11:54:00.005+08:00

I've known this 3 siblings for 7years, adorable aren't they? ^^ Soccer runs in their blood. Freaking awwwwwwwwsome man! Their older brother's included too :D *pictures taken yesterday with Nadee's camera. Grabbed the pics from her bloggie (:Nadee, Jamie, Shabby, bitch & Shikin :D Graduates!Awwwwwwh. I miss this. *sobsob*Hehehe, starting line up. Candid shot, girls!Our greatest Mummy in the team. Mrs Shirley Goh. Shes freaking awesome, i tell you ^^* left over pictures taken on my first midnight shift .. notice how dull i am? :D This is what you made me realized so far. You were there all along.. (':

Hello Friendly Bloghoppers ^^

Okay random. Hahaha. Anyway, i wasn't able to update bloggie yesterday as i was busy. Woke up & got ready to meet up with Zabb. Slacked with hym for awhile, then off i went to school. Met up with Shabby outside school, & we entered the school premises afterwhich. Soonafter, Nadee & Jamie came. Sat at the canteen with all my ex teammates.. I felt so contented to be able to meet up with them because it's been so long since i spend tyme with my awesome mates.. Chatted & stuff, after that off we board the bus to Deyi secondary. When the match started, i had so much hype to cheer my mates on, watching them play also gave me the urge to put on my boots & the jersey & enter the field to play some soccer balls. Hahaha. But, obviously that couldn't happen because i am way too old to play for the school already. Besides, i graduated already. Oh wells, i still think 2009' batch of teammates was the best for me (: Anyway, this year, somehow the team seems to be seriously stronger. Although the team consists of juniors, i still could tell that the team improved a lot & i am really impressed with them. &, i would sincerely congratulate them for winning their first match this year. Not only did they win, they practically gain victory in their match against Zhenghua Sec, with a thrashing score of 7-0. Impressive rightttttttttt? My goodness, so envious of them lahhhhhhhhh. Hopefully, they can get champion this year (: Anyway, after the match, watched the B boys match for awhile, then off to Macs at Elias Mall together with Eva & Mas. Yadayada, then off we went home. Today, i will be working at T1TD, from 3pm to 11pm. I won't be able to updating tomorrow because i'm working at the outlet at Expo there, together with Tassya, from 8am to 8pm. What a busy 2days eyh? Hahaha. Well, i think i am done here, gonna use my Tumblr. Hehehe. Ciaosxz ~

We Are The World Video (:

2010-02-23T14:09:00.003+08:00

ENJOY. (: * ignore the part where Jamie Foxx speaks :D *

bullet points.

2010-02-23T13:33:00.002+08:00

Only you would think i am (': WOW.

I am too lazy to type out too long, so i will post in bullet form
I will be staying home to rot all day today.
Am too lazy to go out, & besides, my parents are home -.-
Was home, & will be back home soon as well
So i cannot use the comp for too long
Will be going for the girls match tomorrow,
am very exciting to watch & support them! ^^
Am working on Thurs & Fri, afternoon shift. Pffft.
Idk when can i see my beloved again, sigh.
Lastly, i miss Zabir )': *sobsob*
Well, i think i am done here, using Tumblr better :P Haha. Ciaosxz ~

random ~

2010-02-22T16:15:00.003+08:00

Trust No One.Yeahs, YOU. Pathetic, immature, attention seeking moron. Pfffft.

Awwwh. (': I swear i love this couple so much. *sniffsniff* the actor's especially loving. ^^

Personality Test

2010-02-22T13:52:00.007+08:00

Dear Demi Huw, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:
ƸӜƷ : You are down-to-earth
ƸӜƷ : People like you because you are so straightforward
ƸӜƷ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
ƸӜƷ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƸӜƷ : Smart
ƸӜƷ : Determined people
ƸӜƷ : You don't judge a book by its cover
ƸӜƷ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
ƸӜƷ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
ƸӜƷ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:
ƸӜƷ : You have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex
ƸӜƷ : In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive
ƸӜƷ : So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨ƸӜƷ : Education is very important in life
ƸӜƷ : You want to study hard
ƸӜƷ : Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:
ƷƸ̵̡ƸӜƷ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƸӜƷ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
ƸӜƷ : Knowing what you like to do is important
ƸӜƷ : Find a regular job doing just that
ƸӜƷ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
ƸӜƷ : You are afraid of failure
ƸӜƷ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
ƸӜƷ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
ƸӜƷ : You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
ƸӜƷ : You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
ƸӜƷ : Independence is important to you

Check out who is your Perfect Match?
For Demi Huw : Leo, below are their perfect match criteria :
Perfect Partners: Aries, Sagittarius
Nearly Perfect Partners: Gemini, Libra
Like Minded Souls: Leo
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Capricorn, Pisces
Learn From Your Differences: Cancer, Virgo
Not Your Destiny: Scorpio, Taurus
Astrological Hell: Aquarius

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!

losers exist.

2010-02-22T12:39:00.003+08:00

Satisfied? (:

Apologies about yesterday's post okay. Didn't mean to flare up or anything, hahaha. I just couldn't take it, so i wrote everything down (: Anyway, the entire problem is settled. Wan, you jolly well leave me alone & stay out of my fucking heart & life. You're the most fuckin biggest liar that i have ever come acrossed who definitely knows how to twist & turn your stories. I don't care if i am bad-mouthing you here, & i definitely don't give a hoot if you come find me because if you seriously dare to come & lay a finger on me, i make sure i give bck more than you can never think of, got it? &, if you dare pester my bestfriend again, i make sure you will get hell. No matter how soft hearted i am, theres still a limit to it & i can be as hard as i wanna be as well okay (: i cannot believe you actually lied to me all this while, Wan. Although i am pretty heartbroken, i am pretty much pissed with you as well & i am glad you are out of my life already. Oh, & i don't care if i am ruining your reputatione here as well, because many people pretty much know how bad your reputation is with girls already, so it makes no difference right? (: Everything was settled yesterday, thanks to my bestfriend, Tassya. Thankyou so much for standing up for me, i have never really seen you that furious before. Hahaha. Yesterday, i was out with Tassya & Zeeq slacking in the afternoon till about 6pm. Afterwhich, Zeeq went home & us girls met Khai.B & we carried on slacking till 8pm or so, & Khai.B went off home. Did meet up with that jerk for awhile, & i guess i regretted meeting hym after all -.- Pffft, stupid me. Nevermind nevermind, officially over already. Hahaha. After everything was settled, he actually tried to patch things up with me yknow. -.- But, i couldn't be bothered. Wasting my tyme only, haha. Ended up telling me, we're still close friends. Wtf lah, i don't need a friend like you kay WAN! Argh, fuckin pissed lah! To prevent dearest Zab, AbgAlf & all my bestfriends from worrying about me, i think i have decided not to trust any fuckin morons out there. They're only out to treat my heart like a soft toy & slowly rip them apart. I don't wanna fall in love that easily with any Tom, Dick or Harry either already. All fuckin losers. Hahaha. Zam, i ain't talking about you, dont you worry. (: Honestly. Btw, thanks alot eyh AbgAlf for letting me know that such an asshole like Wan exists. Hahahaha! You owe me eyh :P Hehe. Anyway, i got home at 11:45pm last night, bathed & washed up all, & went to call Zab. He wanted to know the entire story, so i told hym lor. Hes one guy that i can trust for sure. (: Plus Arthur & Fares kay, hehe. I kinda miss Khai.B. Hes the only one who sincerely loves me *melts* sigh.. Besides, my bestfriend approves of hym too leyh! HAHA! You know i know eyh babe? :P I guess, i am done here, going to go check on my tumblr account, ciaosxz ~

LEAVE ME ALONE

2010-02-21T11:54:00.003+08:00

yeahs, whats past is past. it's done, it's unchangeable. move the fucking on. stop harassing me,i have no intention of hurting you, neither do i have the heart to make you miserable. we can never be like before so stop inteferring in my life. i'm sorry readers, i have no fucking mood to post today. i need cigarettes, lots & lots of em'. i cannot believe it, does every guy wants to ruin my close friendship with my bestfriend? one guy after another guy.. this is fucking useless & stupid. instead of admitting yr deepest darkest secrets to me, you chose to admit to my bestfriend instead? are you trying to ruin our friendship or whaat? tyme & tyme again, this kinda bullshit has to happen. yknw whaat? i so fucking give up. do whatever you want lah. i don't have all my life to tolerate with all your nonsensical shits. i can be very patient with anybody, but my patience can wear off as well. i'm through with all you one pathetic losers who are out to ruin friendships & break innocent girls heart. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk all you heartbreakers. get out of my heart, get out of my mind. most importantly, get out of my fucking life. get it, you son of a bitches? i am fucking sick & tired of you arseholes. my heart's not a toy or a doll to be played around with & then chucked aside. apologies for my crude language, readers. dislike it? leave my blog immediately. thankyou very much! anyway, i would be using my tumblr account most of the tyme. dont worry, will still update this bloggie of mine whenever kay. tumblr is way easier to blog, so yeahs. haha. kay, bye mamafckers.

wtf!?

2010-02-20T15:29:00.005+08:00

My body isn't perfect.
I don't walk with confidence.
I might get into fights with my parents,
& maybe with friends too. Depends on my mood.
Some days/nights i'd rather be by myself than out partying/enjoying.
Sometymes, i cry over the slightest things possible.
There are days that i get through with forced smiles & fake laughs.
Sometymes i try to convince myself that things are okay when in fact, they're not.
I get really paranoid over any thing possible.
Somehow, i enjoy assuming all the negativities.
I get kinda sensitive over words that are being said though i try not to.
I get really demanding over any matters.
Somehow, i'm stubborn eventhough i don't want to be.
I am not a good decision maker.
I tend to believe what people say very easily, although i try not to.
I'm not ugly but i'm not beautiful either.
I don't look as good in real life as i do in pictures.. Okay fake.
There are some nights that i cry myself to sleep.
Sometymes i think my mood gets in the way of others.
Occasionally, i think i'm better off without feelings.
I think some people takes advantage of me just 'cause im forgiving.
I ain't trying to seek attention here, absolutely not.
For fuck's sake, I ain't like those typical bitches/sluts/whores/minahs.
Perhaps i fall in love too easily. I ought to harden my heart, seriously.
I want a model's figure - slim, sexy & hot. Duhhh ~ who doesn't want?
Aneroxia or Bulimia, both doesn't seem like the good choice to be skeletonly thin.
I want to kick soccer balls all over again. Maybe i wanna try volleyball.
I feel like boozing, asap. I feel like becoming a smoke machine.
Sometymes i like to lie on my bed & stare into space.
I enjoy daydreaming. But not nightmares at night.
Someday, i should head to the beach, alone.
I constantly think i'm not good enough. I'm kinda tired with my life, HAHA.
I honestly think i need to upgrade myself in any way possible.
I'm imperfect, but i'm perfectly me.
honestly, LOVE is just a WORD to me now. unless i get proven what love is, love will always be just a word to me. Tyvm. (':

baby, baby, baby..

2010-02-20T12:18:00.001+08:00

ZOMG, the official video is out! If you're at my blog, this is for you Zam (: Enjoy ~

kiss our tomorrow's goodbye..

2010-02-20T11:36:00.002+08:00

(': " kiss our tomorrow's goodbye.. " this is my blog's current song. enjoy the video ~

Hello Dickheads :D Yesterday, i had an awesome tyme with Zab & Arthur. Zab met me under my block with hys cuzzie, then he accompanied me to one of the shops at central as i need to purchase somethingg for Wan. Headed back to my block where Zab's cuzzie was waiting for us, & off we headed to Atlantis. Slacked there with both of them, soonafter Tassya came along with Ayid & Haniz. Slacked there for sometyme, then Zab's friend came. Soon, there seems to be more people showing up at Atlantis to slack :D Fares came. Had a good chat with hym. Thanks for telling me about that guy's deepest darkest secret, now i know that looks can be deceiving. SERIOUSLY. ]: Anyways, saw Azmi with hys girlf, Rizal, Ein, Rau & another girl slacking under one of the blocks at Atlantis. Soon, Arthur showed up. Chat with my 2 besties, & soon, Arthur & Zab accompanied me home as i needed the loo. HAHAHA. We bused to Zab's crib as he needed to get changed & get hys wallet. So foolish lah, wallet also can forget :D After that, we bused to whitesands. Bought my stuff, & we ate at KFC. Hehehe. This 2 guys that i hung out with, they really have wild imaginations in their minds which actually fascinates me. They both basically think alike, & its simply humorous lah. Hahaha, okay lame. Anyways, after eating, we headed to townpark. &&, i guess i was really dumb or something, i was reading a magazine while walking & i didn't look at the steps. So yeahs, i tripped & fell -.- Wtf huh? && now, my right ankle is sprained. AGAIN. I'm kinda used to sprained ankle actually, since i sprained both at least thrice, each. Annoying loose ankle lah. Argh! I was limping then, couldn't walk properly, so i had to held onto Arthur. We sat near the pond there, slacked for awhile. Afterwhich, we went to the pondok near the blocks there to meet Tassya & Ayid. They slacked till 7pm & they went off to whitesands. I carried on slacking with the 2 guys, at we headed off to central at 7:40pm. They sent me home until the lift, & off they went to central to buy foodie. I got home, bathed & watched tv. Didn't want to tell my parents about how clumsy i was to sprain my ankle while reading my magazine :D Therefore, i just tahan the pain lor. Hahaha. Today, i won't be doing much. Since my ankle is sprained, i decided to just stay home & rot. In the evening, i have to go over my Aunt's place for dinner, together with my family. Hopefully, my Dad could drive us all there. I don't wanna walk, my ankle could get worse. Hahaha. Well, i guess i am done here. I wanna find something else to do, ciaosxz ~

Enjoy ~

2010-02-19T13:04:00.000+08:00

SEXAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D

ByeBye :D

2010-02-19T11:47:00.003+08:00

You & I, Both, #1 ^^

HELLLLLOOOOOOOO AWESOMELISTS!

Anyway, i would be meeting Zab later. Can't wait can't wait! Hehehe. Miss hym so darn much. Actually, hes the one that misses me even more & wants to meet me so badly lah. Hahaha. We somehow only get to meet once a week, which is kinda pathetic to hym, but atleast its better than meeting rather than not meeting at all whaat. :D Am meeting hym at 2pm, not sure at where yet. Afterwhich, Tassya & Ayid would be joining us after their date. Hehehe. Know what? I seriously miss Zam lah. Hahaha. But oh wells. I'm glad we parted amicably, Zam, & somehow, we're still like the same actually. Hehe, so cute :P I suppose i won't be working for the next few days, so i would be free to meet anyone who wants to meet me kaykay. &&, I cannot wait to support my ex teammates next Wednesday! I'll make sure i will attend all their matches. ^^ I think i am done here, i have nothing much to say. Hahaha. I wann ahave lunch before getting ready to meet Zabb. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

Toyless

2010-02-18T18:50:00.002+08:00

Hopefully this won't happen to me. Am not gonna let it happen either. So, come try me (:

decisions

2010-02-18T11:38:00.006+08:00

the lyrics of this song tells exactly what i think & exactly how i feel. i've decided to remove what i posted earlier on, i don't wanna hurt his pride/ego/dignity. you know i still care about you because i love you right? i'm glad, we parted amicably. but but, nobody knows this feelings i still have for you. its something only we both know. takecare Zam. ily (':

"In all my life, only few were mine. Those people were great ones, the best in a million. But none of them last. Because i think our forever was not long enough and was not strong enough to lengthen the forever. After all those times, here i am now keep having doubts about falling in love again. The world is cruel now, so don't ever blame love just because you have been hurt by the one you love or like. It has already happened so many times, so don't expect it to be perfect." Carya is right. Like her, i have doubts about falling in love again. &&, Love ain't perfect, i ain't blaming it. Blame those who gets involve in all these relationships, including myself. No more relationships, period. Tyvm. (:

ill ):

2010-02-17T12:53:00.004+08:00

This is what i call, Love at First Sight (: &&, this is what i sincerely call Love, because he took every initiative he could to win over the girls heart. Girls love small but cute actions, right? (: Way to go, JB! ( clearer look of hym :D ) *melts*

HELLO ANGELLLLLLLLLS. I am currently not feeling that well, am having a throbbing migraine & my body feels really weak. I think it's all thanks to the midnight shift i did earlier on. Omfg, i was super bored at work. There weren't many customers, all i had to do was basically clean the outlet & re-stock the items. Afterwhich, it was super slack. && during that tyme, i couldn't even take a nap, had to do my very best to stay awake. -.- It was only like 4am then, so i had practically nothing to do & i seriously wanted to doze off. But, i know if i did, it would be absolutely rude & i don't wanna get lectured either, therefore i forced myself to be awake. Argh. After work ends at around 7:30am, headed off home. Bathed, & immediately i needed my heavenly bed. Thank goodness there weren't any bed bugs (: If there was..... I think i would sleep on the sofa in the living room. HAHA. Anyway, i ended up not being able to rest, because there was no air condition & there was sunlight penetrating through the curtains in my roomwhich was directly infront of me. I couldn't sleep with bright lights around, so i just rested peacefully. Tossed & turned in bed, plus, i kept going to the toilet. Was so annoying lah, so i ended up getting out of bed at 12noon & switched on the comp. Hahaha. Then, i rested on the sofa instead. I think, i can only have a proper rest & sleep tonight. Persevere lorr. Hmmm. Someone doesn't really seem to bother about me anymore.. So sad? Long tyme never see hym either lorr. Sighh. Oh wells. Endurance huh. Hahaha. Oh yah, i won't be working for the next 2days because the manager cancelled my schedule. Reason? Haha, i don't know why either. Nevermind lah, atleast i can have a good rest. Or maybe go out with my friends ^^ Well, i think i am done here. Suddenly, i'm feeling moodless, restless & listless. I better go take a rest. Till here then, will update whenever. Ciaosxz ~

RANDOM :D

2010-02-16T16:33:00.003+08:00

Can they be any sweeter? :') They're one of the most sweetest couple i have ever seen. &&, i'm sure all girls wish they could have someone as sincerely sweet as Troy. ^^

movies galore ^^

2010-02-16T13:21:00.001+08:00

Zomg, SO SWEET & TOUCHING laaaaah :')
ZOMG, Robert Pattinson!!!!!!!!!!! *melts* ^^

This next 2 movies are SUPER DUPER SWEET. I don't care what you others think about romance movies or you may think i'm very mushy or whatevs, i am very much in love with them all. I'm up for teary eyed movies yo! MUST WATCH!!!!! :D