Hello everyone. I know i have been uploading videos and rarely update whats going on with my life and etc... Well, today is the last day for my 2weeks hols. And for the past 2weeks, i have been really busy with work, i was working my ass off for most of the days. For my other off days, i was busy attending OFA remedial lessons and i had CFB group discussion with my CFB groupmates. Having to cope both my work and studies is pretty difficult and i really, i mean seriously, really, i HATE travelling to school every weekdays. -.- My pay is a monthly pay and lately it seems lyke its not enough for me cause its only about $100 to $200 plus. Its not alot right? However, i worked more days and hours during the 2weeks hols, i should be able to get more than $300. Having to travel from east to west everyday for school is a torture yknow! Arggghhh. I spend so much for my transport expense -.- is lyke wtfffff. I have to pay myself and my parents are killing me because the allowance they give me every week for school is never enough. And now, whats worse is that they want me to support myself on certain weeks, lyke this coming week when school reopens -.- Mum says shes financially tight so she can't give me allowance. Okayyy, i am lyke wtfffff. Since thats the case, i don't mind not eating, i can fast with my malay friends. However, i am just fckin worried about my transport expense! :/

Dad spoked to me about 3weeks ago, saying that if i cannot cope with school and the travelling journey, i might as well quit and work full time ^^ Dad supports me for that yknow! I don't know if my Mum does though.. I suppose she does lah, haha. But... I know some of my friends don't want me to quit school. I have been thinking a lot about it. I don't mind working and not schooling actually because i am beginning to feel so depressed with all the assignments, projects, presentations and what not in school. Sounds lyke i am not in ITE yknow, lyke i am in Poly -.- wtfffffff. Also, because of the travelling journey, i am also starting to hate school. Pffffft. Yeahs, doesn't sound lyke myself eyh? I currently am enjoying certain modules, but the upcoming modules would be getting more difficult and after hearing that, i feel so discouraged to study already -.- so sianz ~ Now is the exams period too, i have to hand up my 2 case study tomorrow and i have a test as well. Then Thursday i have an exam. On the 3rd week of September, its the exam week for me. Pfffft. I cannot wait for it to be over no matter how i fare for my exams, i just want the next hols to begin again so that i can work to get my $$$$$. Hahahaha. Anyway, i have nothing much to update about except schools. Friends in school have been really great, expeically Cheryl&Sam. Never felt so delighted whenever i have tons of stuff to share with them, love them both so much ^^ Hehe. About love? :D Ermm.. Guess i am seeing someone? I don't know how to put it, lazy to say more anyway. Well, guess i am done here, will update again yeahs. Ciaosxz ~