Gamble with Desires,

)': on Sunday, June 20, 2010, 12:36 PM

Fuck that one boy who put you through hella bullshit that you don't deserve.Fuck
him for making you wait for his calls.Fuck him for making you feel like you're
not good enough and fuck him for making you believe that he was one down ass
nigga at first,only to find out in the end that he wasn't the boy you once
thought he was.Ladies,I'm not saying all guys are like this but you know we've
been associated with a guy like this at least ONCE in our lives. Now we're
smarter than that.So hold on to that guy who would go out of his way to give you
the best that you deserve,hold on to that guy who misses your calls but calls
you back as soon as he can. Who makes you feel like you're good enough for once
in your life and who re-assures you he's always gonna be down for you no matter
what.So once you've got someone like that, try your best to keep him cause
'finer things' like him don't come very often.

Apparently, after reading this, i had to tear. Silence is perhaps, a girl's loudest cry.

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Satisfied? on , 11:27 AM

Hello readers! Miss me righttttt? Hehehe. Well, i have been busy and i am so sorry to say this, but Dad will never ever pay the phone bills which leads to no internet connection at all for the rest of my life -.- Yeahs, pretty dumbfcuked but what to do, parents are having some financial crisis so now we have to rely on his rarely-at-home-vodafone-internet-modem. Uh huh, its kinda pathetic huh.. Oh well, Dad so happened to leave it home today so therefore, i am so gonna make a good use out of it then allow my adek to use later on (: Anyway, i miss AH ): Where the fcuk are you, you cute lil boy? -.- Drunk then forget about me right, confirm one. Pfffft, nevermind.. I WAIT xP Hmmm. If you not gonna appear, our outing cancel hor, :P Meet Cheryl better lah -.- But anyway, i have plans to meet CherylBby on Monday already ^^ Am going to watch The Karate Kid with her, YAYNESS! Hehehe, free tixs dokk. Love you lah CherBby, love you love you! Hehehe! On Tues & Wed, will be having some training job and then working at Marina Bay Sands Grand Opening. $7/hour, wooohooo ~ Thursday? Heading to Syaz's cribs at Marsiling, having a discussion with class committee, hehe. Might have a movie marathon too. Afterwhich, would be free on perhaps Friday & Saturday. Next week? Chalet! Can't wait can't wait. Lets get loud & drunk, lovelies. Hahaha! This current hols i am having, my entire schedule is lyke packed with class outings and plans, i like it, ofcourse. But, i have no tyme with my ladies, my bffs and i guess, boyf too? -.- Hahaha. Well, i think i am done here, gotta go do the laundry first, will update again whenever yeahs, till here then, dont miss me too much xD Ciaosxz ~

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Late Updates on Tuesday, June 15, 2010, 11:24 AM

Okay, this was random -.-

Cher & Samuel ^^

Samuel so CUTE. Lyke Teddy Bear, right right? xD

FamiLCy ^^ without AbgAlf ):

Mama Ida ^^

My Cinoneh Bbygirls

Loads more pictures uploaded at fb (:

Miss me much bloghoppers? Hehehe. Yesyes, i know its been super long since i last updated =/ Well, the reason is because, i have no internet at home. Besides, my Dad rarely leaves his wireless modem at home, but apparently, today he so happen to leave it at home xD Hahaha, so i used it lorr. Anyway, i have been spending loads of tyme with my usual FamiLCy cliques, usually just the 5-7 of us, it depends actually. Hahaha. But i know, i have been spending more tyme with the usual 4 girls. I lyke it though, they put a smile on my face everytyme we meet up. Well, i am going over to Tassya's crib in awhile, afterwhich i wanna go shop for some items. I just received my pay today. Plus, i am working midnight shift tonight and tomorrow night. I wonder who am i working with =/ Hahaha. Oh yeahs, i made a new friend from the West. His name? Amirul Hayat. ^^ Hehehe. Cher, yknow i know lah eyh. Sssssshhhh. Well, i think i am done here, i will update again whenever possible yeahs. But, i know i wont be updating that often, so do take note. Don't miss me too much when i'm away yah. Toodles ~

Oh yeahs! I saw this from Cher's Blog, so cuuuuuuuuuute! xDDDDD
Christine Ida Jumahat:
"Cheryl coconut ang mo kio™
Seri braces kembangan abis™
Syaz Santan kara harbourfront™
Lenny screamer bukit timah™
Demi montana beverly hill™
Jaslyn outram near Chinatown™
Nab distress pasir ris™
Fish ball soup cantonment™
Li jun choa chu kang™"

Ida? - Ida Prata Kampong Glam™ :DDD

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tattoos and clubs xD on Tuesday, June 8, 2010, 10:46 AM

I can't wait to turn legal. >.< Cher, remember you promised to go with me hor? xD
And Cher, you promised to the above thing with me yeahs. Don't forget!

Well, Hello Readers. Missed me? Perhaps not :D Anyway, i am currently in school. Having OFA, but its free period, because our CA test are over, and this week is the last week of school. Will be starting school again on the 4th of July at ITE CCK. -.- Yeahs, so freaking faaaaarrrrrr. Pfffft ~ I received my results for the BEV CA test and i ain't gonna post it here. Although it isn't the ideal grade that i wanted, atleast its better than nothing and i know i did my best and i know thats the expected grade, actually xD Hahaha. Not bad lah huh. And Jas Bby, please cheer up okay? I am very sure you will achieve better results, have more faith in yourself. Your efforts will eventually be recognized, we all know you did your best in studying yeahs. Don't give up just yet, it's just the beginning. Keep going hor! ^^ Well, this week, i doubt there will be any teachings done during lessons, since the tests are over. I haven't received my OFA test results yet, i am eager to find out actually. Also, i am extremely sexcited for tomorrow's LC outing! NAM and Sentosa babyyyyy! I am so gonna get myself tanned (if possible, that is -.-) Hahaha. And i am so gonna enjoy myself with the LC family girls! ^^ I feel so carefree now that i have no one to burden me, or make me worry or bring me down. I am actually enjoying my current status. I'm glad, it helps me be more independant and i definitely learn more with each of the experiences that i went through. Thankyou so much losers. Phew! Anyway, i worked yesterday after school, from 6pm to 11pm. Today also =/ Today leyh, working with SpringOnion. Lyke so.. OMG. HAHAHAHA. Nevermind, just go through it lah. Pfffft. Then tomorrow is my OFF DAY to enjoy! ^^ Hehe. I guess i am done blogging for today. Will update again soon okay? Don't miss me when i'm away! Ciaosxz ~

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surprise surprise! on Sunday, June 6, 2010, 1:48 PM

thank you so much for leaving me and letting me hang in mid air.

Surprised to see me blog today? Hehehe. Well, my Dad left his Vodafone wireless thingy at home, so, i took the opportunity to use it lah. Haha. I was supposed to go to work last night, but about an hour or so before i leave for work, i suddenly had this strong and bad gastric pain. It started when i was having dinner at my grams place. Weird huh? It was sucha a sharp pain too, and i could barely move about when i arrived home. I had to bend my body when i walk. Cannot expect me to go to work in that state right? Hmm. So, i informed the afternoon Manager and the outlet Manager. They excused me from coming to work, afterwhich, i fell asleep, in pain. Woke up this morning, and i felt slightly better. I know Nab had to rush through the project while i sleep in. I'm so sorry =/ I wish i could honestly help more, but because of my tight schedule and the disadvantage of not having internet at home, i tire easily and i feel lyke a zombie lah. Pfffft. I did my best though, atleast better than the other group members. HAHA. Anyway, i won't be going out out today, too lazy. I'm broke too. I can't wait to get my pay next week ^^ Planned to head to Ajisen Ramen with my 2 Bby Cinonehs. Since my other friends are Muslims, i can't invite them since its non-halal. Hehe. Apologies. Besides this plan, i must plan to meet up with my 6 lovely ladies as well. Also, must meet Tassya, Arthur and Fares. Hopefully, they can make tyme to meet. =/ Another person that booked me some tyme ago is Geraldine xP Hehe. Must make plans to meet her too, and perhaps, Avril as well. Aiyoo! I wanna meet so many people lah! Much misses lah ): Sighsxz. Meera might wanna meet me later, after 4pm, but i am not too sure if i am able to go out actually. I think i am done here, will update again kay, dont miss me too much xP Ciaosxz ~

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LClicious on Saturday, June 5, 2010, 3:29 PM

I have 2 great cinonehs, Jas & Cher. First tyme i have such close friendship with Chinese girls yknow? And yknow why? Because they are really different from other Chinese girls and they are really funny and fun to be with. They practically rock my socks lah ^^ I love and adore them both so much, i dont want any other cinonehs to replace them in my life. Love you both!!!

Pictures above are taken during one of the days where we went to IMM ^^ Hehe.

Currently at Grams place. Suddenly, i miss Irsyad Zabir. When are you gonna talk to me again uh, dekk? Hmmm. Yesterday worked with Wardah and Monci. They're pretty alright lah (: Hehehe. It was really busy last night, hopefully it wont be that busy tonight, when i begin work at 11pm. Will be working with messy Spring =/ pfffft. Wish me luck man, sigh. Last night, i only arrived back home at 0015 or so, and only get to turn in at 1am. Up till now, i am still worried about my ILT project. Poor Nab, she has to finish up the entire editing & i understand she did the most work. Honestly, i appreciate your massive efforts. Somehow, i hope to change my ILT group in the future, if possible. Theres so many discrimination recently, all thanks to these freaking porject work, till its piling upp on my problem list. I just want everyone to give way, give and take, cooperate and understand one another better, but apparently, none of it is happening. In fact, day by day, it just gets worst. And, the only person that Nab could ever share all her problems/complaints/unhappiness/discrimination is towards me, and then, i am always stuck in between, as usual, as the middle person. I dislike it, but it seems, i have no choice anyway. -.- Pffffft. Nevermind, persevere and endure lor. I have been spending so much time with my LC girls, i dont ever want to have a boyf yknow. Funny eyh? Its lyke, they are an awesome bunch of happy pills who never fails to let me laugh till i weep and get stomach cramps xD Especially Mummy Ida and Sista Cher ^^ I adore and love them all so darn much lah. Now, i am already missing them so badly. =/ Nevermind, see you bunch on Monday! Cannot wait for LC's class outing. To Sentosa! Must Camwhore!!! ^^

Ofcourse, i have never forgotten about my 6 lovely ladies. I miss all of you so darn much. When wanna meet up? Promised to have our WWW outing, remember? xD Hehehe. Ziey must be so sexcited, since shes been waiting for this plan organized to be carried out for a few months already. Hahaha! Also, its been SO damn long since i last saw my ladies, and tell them all my woes! xP Hehe. Ofcourse, i miss Tassya too. Bile mau jumpe nie? -.- Busy jek. Dah ader member baru, lupe member lama pulak, siakk betol. Hahaha. Joking joking. You dare forget about me, you see what happens! xP Hehe. And not forgetting, my dearest Arthur and Fares. When can i meet the both of you at the same tyme? Atleast, one won't get 'jealous' over the other when one gets to meet me while the other can't. HAHAHA. They're so cute lah i tell you. I love sharing my problems with them because they always side me, because i know they love me. Right right? Hehe. And, i love listening to their stories as well because its always so fun and exciting. ^^ Haha, okay, lame. But, its factual mah. Anyway, i think i am done here. I wanna finish my part of the project, but the comp i am currently using only has Microsoft Word 2003, not 2007. Fcuk big tyme lah. Sigh. Cannot do my work. Pffffft. Well, i will update again whenever possible kay. Ciaosxz ~

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updates (: on Friday, June 4, 2010, 12:29 PM

Recent Updates:
Fyi, I'm through with Khai, thankyou very much. (:
You made history repeated itself, and you've shown me what an 'incredible' guy you are.
Well, don't you come finding me back again. Because i won't repeat the same mistakes again. I have seen through you, so i am done with you, for good.

Been busy with school. This week is the exam week, and i just had my BEV test 2days ago.
Having OFA test today as well, which is about an hours time :D hahaha.
Besides school, i am also busy with work. Worked just 3days ago, and it was pretty alright.
I am working today as well, supposed to begin work at 4pm, but changed to 6pm because
i have OFA test which will only end at 3:30pm? Hmmm. I'm actually kinda scared for my test.
Hehehe. Also, next week is the last week of school. Afterwhich, the following week will be
the hols already. So sexcited, no need to travel to freaking Clementi. -.-
However, i will be busy with work. Gonna quit my WWW job soon, somehow. Needa focus
on my current job, haha. Plus, i am taking up another job that allows me to work on Sunday
only (: Hehehe. Together with my Cheryl Bby ^^ &&, i am SO sexcited for my outing
next Wednesday to the National Arts Museum and then, to Sentosa! Wooohoooo ~
Can get myself tanned and bond together with my class, together with Ms Yani. Hehehe.
Oh yah, when school reopens on July 4th, i will have to head to ITE CCK already.
Its like dammit lah, it is an even worse and troublesome journey to the West. ZOMG huh.
Well, atleast, it will be a new environment, can see new people, and the school is so much
more advanced and have better facilities. So damn happy actually! Atleast, it won't be as
bad as my current campus. Hahaha. Anyways, hopefully i won't bump into that Jerkass
once we move to ITE CCK. -.- I so don't wanna see hym ever again. Pffffft ~
Well, i think i am done here, gotta get on with my work. Will try to update whenever
possible kay. My internet at home is currently down, so i am unable to update anything.
HAHAHA. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

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Pyromania! on Wednesday, June 2, 2010, 4:06 PM

My New Fav Music! ^^ Enjoy ~

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