gave up hope =/ on Sunday, May 23, 2010, 3:07 PM
But what am i to do since you have disappeared?Don't bother coming back, we are through.
HELLO READERS [:
Missed me? Hehehe. Apologies for the late updates, i have been extremely busy you see! Been busy with school and work, plus research for project works. I barely have tyme to socialize around already, what a bore! -.- Anyway, heres some update about whats going in my life lately. First & foremost, my ♥familia in class LC have been very supportive & encouraging towards me, i really wasn't in the mood for anything much and i was afraid of offending others at the same tyme as well. Why moody you may wonder? Because someone in particular ( won't mention the name, you should prolly know who is it already -.- ) disappeared outta my life. Literally disappeared, literally neglected me & i have no idea what the hell happened to hym. No texts/calls, no point being worried sick about hym either because he doesnt really give a shit anyway -.- We had our first & most hurtful argument within this week, concerning his lil' sister, cant recalled what day, afterwhich he practically ignored me because he was mad at me, and then POOF! He disappeared a few days later -.- Pelik kan? Well, what am i supposed to do, but to assume that we are no longer together right? Well, we're through Khai. Get out of my life, dont ever come back or pretend that everythings back to normal already, you are so bothersome. Gave up waiting for you to appear again for the past few days. Felt so dumb lah -.- You made me feel so lost & i am sick and tired of crying till my eyes swell and hurt. You ain't worth it uh. Sighsxz. Althought, deep down inside, somewhere somehow, my heart really literally aches, but what can i do righttttttttt.....? Oh well, no more 020310 lah okay, pfffft.
Anyway, i have been working on Tues, Fri & Sat. Depends when i wanna work xD Hahaha. Worked midnight shift with Monci 2days ago, and it was fun! Hehehe. Gossiped gossiped gossiped. Hahaha. xD I always work with Elaine on Tues. Obviously, shes the best lah xD HAHAHA! Next week, im working on Tues, Thurs & Sat. Work on public hols ( Vesak Day mah -.- ) means 2x pay leyh! ^^ Hehehe. But the disadvantages of working midnight or on Tues also leads to me being extremely lethargic as i dont get enough rest, honestly. I've been so tired lately, which affects my mood, and then affects others also. I no likey, but what to do, i'm like that. Sorry folks =/ Tomorrow im schooling lah, so sianz. Argh. I hate the travelling journey the most i tell you. Sigh. &&, theres been quite a lot of discrimination going on in class which i really abhore. Hmmm. Especially the 2 groupmates of mine, i already have enough probs to handle, they're making things difficlut for me as i get stuck in between the both of them. Always like that. I'm washing my hands off you both lah, argue/fight all you want, none of my business, i dont wanna get involve. I just want good grades & proceed to Poly okay? The End -.- &&, my exams are coming soon already, if i am not mistaken. =/ I barely know my ILT modules lah! -.- Importantly, I can't wait for the hols too. ^-^ I need to spend tyme with my ladies lah! )': Soon kay girls? Apparently, June hols also mean i will be working more. ]: Oh well, for $$$ sake lah xD I am starving now, wanna go search for food. Will update again soon okay? Don't miss me too much xP Lol. Ciaosxz ~
