Gamble with Desires,

Misses ~ on Tuesday, March 30, 2010, 2:28 PM

This goes out to the ones that were left out of the blue. The ones that woke up one day and heard their significant other say, “I just don’t love you anymore”, and like that they were gone. This goes out to the ones that found out about all the lies, cheating and deceit, but still wanted to work everything out. This is for the ones that fought tooth and nail to keep everything together, and to retrieve the love they thought was real. This goes out to the ones that loved another without even bothering to notice that the feelings weren’t returned.

This goes out to the ones that had to pick everything up by themselves. Despite your friends and loved ones best efforts, the constant “It’s going to be okay, time will heal everything” just wasn’t enough to mend a broken heart. This goes out to the ones that spent months sifting through everything they had done and said, seeing where they went wrong. This goes out to the ones that had to dry their own tears and clean up their own wounds.

This goes out to the ones that had trouble moving on, despite their best efforts. Even when they had accepted the final concept of, “It’s all over. Move on.” they still found themselves drowning in nostalgia. This goes out to the ones that had to take the hit whenever their Ex came back into their lives only looking for small talk, and listen to the typical “I just wanted to hear how you’re doing”. This goes out to those who had to fake being happy and display a huge front for their Ex when they stated that they found someone new, and that they were happy. And shit, that was the final shot wasn’t it? Just like that, theres no way of fixing anything. Just like that, all the shit you went through amounted to nothing in their eyes.

This goes out to the ones that survived hell. This goes out to the ones that sucked that bullshit up, and realized their self worth. This goes out to the ones that learned through experience that love is going to hurt sometimes, and when you’re willing to love openly, you’re willing to take a shot through the heart. This goes out to the ones that walked away after sometime, and realized that it was all for the best. This goes out to the ones that know that someone, somewhere will love them the way they should be loved.

This goes out to you.

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Hello Bloghoppers ^^
I am staying home all day today. Because i am working midnight shift later on, so its best i stay home & rest. I'm working midnight shift tomorrow as well & i won't be updating tomorrow because when i get home tomorrow morning from work, i will need to rest till prolly about 12pm & then get ready to head to school as i am following the girls to their match at Bowen Sec. && apparently, i have to be in school by 1:30pm, so yeahs. After their match, i need to get home. Then about 10pm i have to leave for work again. Hahaha. Yupps, this week is pretty hectic for me. The only day that i can take a proper rest is on Thurs. Fri i am meeting Khai after his work. We're meeting on the 8th, but he wants to see me this Fri since its our monthsary. Awwwh, so sweet right? NOT! -_________- I just wanna see hym because i miss hym. Its not because of our monthsary or whatevs. Hahaha. On Saturday, am meeting Tassya. I totally understand she feels extremely lonely since her beloved is away at Cambodia already. Babe, try to keep your mind occupied alright, don't think so much. Sorry i cannot spend much tyme with you this week yeahs? You're strong, i am sure you can get through this for a week alright? Be happy! (: Well, i have something to say to my ladies, so read this my ladies! I know we agreed on a plan about heading to Wild Wild Wet as a gathering for us girls. But i hope you girls can understand that each & every individual of us are busy with our own things, ranging from work to family to other important things.. The plan is still on, thats for sure. Perhaps now we aren't able to carry out the plan, but that doesn't mean we can NEVER carry out the plan, okay girls? We all should prolly understand that school is nearing already, & we are left with not many days to carry out the plan or even, to just meet up. If we cannot carry out the plan now, how about we bring the plan forward and perhaps carry out the plan during our next hols? How does that sound? I hope you girls understand upon reading this & hopefully text me about your opinions okay? Ayin, Amira & i will definitely still be paying for it, so don't you girls worry about a thing okay ( especially ZIEY! -.- )? :DDDDD I hope, all seven of us will never part. It breaks my heart whenever i think about you girls leaving for other schools & whenever i miss all of you )': *sobsob sighsxz, oh wells. We all have to go through new phases in our life. I am looking forward to seeing all of you girls soon, please takecare yeahs ^^ Well readers, i guess i am done here. Till here then, ciaosxz ~

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