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wtf!? on Saturday, February 20, 2010, 3:29 PM

My body isn't perfect.
I don't walk with confidence.
I might get into fights with my parents,
& maybe with friends too. Depends on my mood.
Some days/nights i'd rather be by myself than out partying/enjoying.
Sometymes, i cry over the slightest things possible.
There are days that i get through with forced smiles & fake laughs.
Sometymes i try to convince myself that things are okay when in fact, they're not.
I get really paranoid over any thing possible.
Somehow, i enjoy assuming all the negativities.
I get kinda sensitive over words that are being said though i try not to.
I get really demanding over any matters.
Somehow, i'm stubborn eventhough i don't want to be.
I am not a good decision maker.
I tend to believe what people say very easily, although i try not to.
I'm not ugly but i'm not beautiful either.
I don't look as good in real life as i do in pictures.. Okay fake.
There are some nights that i cry myself to sleep.
Sometymes i think my mood gets in the way of others.
Occasionally, i think i'm better off without feelings.
I think some people takes advantage of me just 'cause im forgiving.
I ain't trying to seek attention here, absolutely not.
For fuck's sake, I ain't like those typical bitches/sluts/whores/minahs.

Perhaps i fall in love too easily. I ought to harden my heart, seriously.
I want a model's figure - slim, sexy & hot. Duhhh ~ who doesn't want?
Aneroxia or Bulimia, both doesn't seem like the good choice to be skeletonly thin.
I want to kick soccer balls all over again. Maybe i wanna try volleyball.
I feel like boozing, asap. I feel like becoming a smoke machine.
Sometymes i like to lie on my bed & stare into space.
I enjoy daydreaming. But not nightmares at night.
Someday, i should head to the beach, alone.
I constantly think i'm not good enough. I'm kinda tired with my life, HAHA.
I honestly think i need to upgrade myself in any way possible.
I'm imperfect, but i'm perfectly me.

honestly, LOVE is just a WORD to me now. unless i get proven what love is, love will always be just a word to me. Tyvm. (':





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