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my goodness, so true yknw! take it take it take it! ^^
this feeling.. it kinda sucks. i cannot believe i still think of you. i cannot believe i still miss you. at the same tyme, i realized you've moved on. so, i shall do the same. (': - Hello Little Muffincakes.
- will be having a short post today,
- because i have no mood to post actually, haha.
- i just had KFC for lunch not too long ago.
- am extremely full already, phew.
- parents attended some church thingy,
- while my brothers & i stayed home.
- hahaha, we should actually go to church, since we're christian's.
- but, oh wells, my brothers & i find it simply too boring. :D
- older brother's going to work, gonna earn hys $2000++ pay -.- awesome huh?
- younger brother's going out to play soccer.
- me? pfffft. i'm left all alone again, at home.
- i don't wanna get myself stuck to the comp again,
- because daddy will nag at me.
- but, i also hope my parents won't come home anytyme soon.
- hehehe. oh yah, i miss Zabir. i miss hym loadsxz, i tell you. dammit.
- tomorrow might be another day for me to rot at home,
- if i'm not assign to work, that is.
- i'm so typical. Always. Staying. Home. To. Rot.
- Hahahaha! Okay lah, i think i am done here.
- I am getting kinda bored with the comp. HAHAHA.
- Till here then, ciaosxz ~
FUCK EVERYTHING. (: I AIN'T GONNA GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE.Hello Everybody (:
Yesterday, i was supposed to work from 8am to 8pm. Met up with Tassya at tamp inter, then meet Khai for awhile. Smoked and off we bused to Expo, while Khai went off to school with hys friend. Upon reaching, we didn't know where our outlet was, so we asked this security officer. It was at Hall 2, 2nd level. We walked all the way there, & then we reported for work. But apparently, the Manager told us that we weren't starting work until 12pm. f%@*&T&(@*#)$&*@&! Tassya & i were so pissed, but we still managed to joke around about the timing lah. We had like 4hrs of nothing to do, since we begin work at 12pm, so off we went to the blocks around Eastpoint area & slacked there till about 10:30am. Then, we bused back to Expo & begin work. Work was pretty slacked, we managed to make some friends at work as well, overall i enjoy working there as there was more IB job to do than EB. Hahaha. Instead of ending work at 8pm, we ended at 6pm. So, Tassya and i bused back to Tamp inter, met up with Ayid and off we went to slack. At 8pm, i bused back home, bathed, washed up & watched tv. :D What a tiring day it is for me yknw. Working 2days straight, having not enough rest. Today, i would be staying home all day to rot. Don't really have the mood or interest to get out of my house, since i've been out for work for the past 2days already. I think, i would prolly stay home & rot for the next 2days as well. That is, if i am not working on Monday lah. Tues i would be out on a date with Khai. Can't wait can't wait! Hehehe. Hopefully, Tassya can join us for the movie date, together with Ayid ^^ On Wed, i would be going to watch the girls match against GVSS. Hopefully, this talented ex teammates of mine would thrash them again, hahaha. Okay, i sound mean, apologies. On Thurs, i would be heading to ITE Clementi together with AbgAlf to register our ITE course thingy or whatever shit. There was a plan organized by ZieyBby to celebrate WatieBby's birthday on Thurs, but i'm sorry girls, i am not too sure if i can make it. The registration will end about lunchtime, if the plan is carried out after that tyme, then most prolly i can make it yah (: Anything, lemme know again okayyyyy? Anyway, i think i am done here, i wanna find something else to do, till here then, ciaosxz ~
Nadee, Jamie, Shabby, bitch & Shikin :D Graduates!
Awwwwwwh. I miss this. *sobsob*
Hehehe, starting line up. Candid shot, girls!
Our greatest Mummy in the team. Mrs Shirley Goh. Shes freaking awesome, i tell you ^^
* left over pictures taken on my first midnight shift .. notice how dull i am? :D
This is what you made me realized so far. You were there all along.. (':
ENJOY. (: * ignore the part where Jamie Foxx speaks :D *
- I am too lazy to type out too long, so i will post in bullet form
- I will be staying home to rot all day today.
- Am too lazy to go out, & besides, my parents are home -.-
- Was home, & will be back home soon as well
- So i cannot use the comp for too long
- Will be going for the girls match tomorrow,
- am very exciting to watch & support them! ^^
- Am working on Thurs & Fri, afternoon shift. Pffft.
- Idk when can i see my beloved again, sigh.
- Lastly, i miss Zabir )': *sobsob*
- Well, i think i am done here, using Tumblr better :P Haha. Ciaosxz ~
Yeahs, YOU. Pathetic, immature, attention seeking moron. Pfffft.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
ƸӜƷ : You are down-to-earth
ƸӜƷ : People like you because you are so straightforward
ƸӜƷ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
ƸӜƷ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƸӜƷ : Smart
ƸӜƷ : Determined people
ƸӜƷ : You don't judge a book by its cover
ƸӜƷ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
ƸӜƷ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
ƸӜƷ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:
ƸӜƷ : You have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex
ƸӜƷ : In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive
ƸӜƷ : So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨ƸӜƷ : Education is very important in life
ƸӜƷ : You want to study hard
ƸӜƷ : Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:
ƷƸ̵̡ƸӜƷ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƸӜƷ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
ƸӜƷ : Knowing what you like to do is important
ƸӜƷ : Find a regular job doing just that
ƸӜƷ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
ƸӜƷ : You are afraid of failure
ƸӜƷ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
ƸӜƷ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
ƸӜƷ : You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
ƸӜƷ : You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
ƸӜƷ : Independence is important to you
Check out who is your Perfect Match?
For Demi Huw : Leo, below are their perfect match criteria :
Perfect Partners: Aries, Sagittarius
Nearly Perfect Partners: Gemini, Libra
Like Minded Souls: Leo
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Capricorn, Pisces
Learn From Your Differences: Cancer, Virgo
Not Your Destiny: Scorpio, Taurus
Astrological Hell: Aquarius
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!
Satisfied? (:Apologies about yesterday's post okay. Didn't mean to flare up or anything, hahaha. I just couldn't take it, so i wrote everything down (: Anyway, the entire problem is settled. Wan, you jolly well leave me alone & stay out of my fucking heart & life. You're the most fuckin biggest liar that i have ever come acrossed who definitely knows how to twist & turn your stories. I don't care if i am bad-mouthing you here, & i definitely don't give a hoot if you come find me because if you seriously dare to come & lay a finger on me, i make sure i give bck more than you can never think of, got it? &, if you dare pester my bestfriend again, i make sure you will get hell. No matter how soft hearted i am, theres still a limit to it & i can be as hard as i wanna be as well okay (: i cannot believe you actually lied to me all this while, Wan. Although i am pretty heartbroken, i am pretty much pissed with you as well & i am glad you are out of my life already. Oh, & i don't care if i am ruining your reputatione here as well, because many people pretty much know how bad your reputation is with girls already, so it makes no difference right? (: Everything was settled yesterday, thanks to my bestfriend, Tassya. Thankyou so much for standing up for me, i have never really seen you that furious before. Hahaha. Yesterday, i was out with Tassya & Zeeq slacking in the afternoon till about 6pm. Afterwhich, Zeeq went home & us girls met Khai.B & we carried on slacking till 8pm or so, & Khai.B went off home. Did meet up with that jerk for awhile, & i guess i regretted meeting hym after all -.- Pffft, stupid me. Nevermind nevermind, officially over already. Hahaha. After everything was settled, he actually tried to patch things up with me yknow. -.- But, i couldn't be bothered. Wasting my tyme only, haha. Ended up telling me, we're still close friends. Wtf lah, i don't need a friend like you kay WAN! Argh, fuckin pissed lah! To prevent dearest Zab, AbgAlf & all my bestfriends from worrying about me, i think i have decided not to trust any fuckin morons out there. They're only out to treat my heart like a soft toy & slowly rip them apart. I don't wanna fall in love that easily with any Tom, Dick or Harry either already. All fuckin losers. Hahaha. Zam, i ain't talking about you, dont you worry. (: Honestly. Btw, thanks alot eyh AbgAlf for letting me know that such an asshole like Wan exists. Hahahaha! You owe me eyh :P Hehe. Anyway, i got home at 11:45pm last night, bathed & washed up all, & went to call Zab. He wanted to know the entire story, so i told hym lor. Hes one guy that i can trust for sure. (: Plus Arthur & Fares kay, hehe. I kinda miss Khai.B. Hes the only one who sincerely loves me *melts* sigh.. Besides, my bestfriend approves of hym too leyh! HAHA! You know i know eyh babe? :P I guess, i am done here, going to go check on my tumblr account, ciaosxz ~
yeahs, whats past is past. it's done, it's unchangeable. move the fucking on. stop harassing me,i have no intention of hurting you, neither do i have the heart to make you miserable. we can never be like before so stop inteferring in my life. i'm sorry readers, i have no fucking mood to post today. i need cigarettes, lots & lots of em'. i cannot believe it, does every guy wants to ruin my close friendship with my bestfriend? one guy after another guy.. this is fucking useless & stupid. instead of admitting yr deepest darkest secrets to me, you chose to admit to my bestfriend instead? are you trying to ruin our friendship or whaat? tyme & tyme again, this kinda bullshit has to happen. yknw whaat? i so fucking give up. do whatever you want lah. i don't have all my life to tolerate with all your nonsensical shits. i can be very patient with anybody, but my patience can wear off as well. i'm through with all you one pathetic losers who are out to ruin friendships & break innocent girls heart. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk all you heartbreakers. get out of my heart, get out of my mind. most importantly, get out of my fucking life. get it, you son of a bitches? i am fucking sick & tired of you arseholes. my heart's not a toy or a doll to be played around with & then chucked aside. apologies for my crude language, readers. dislike it? leave my blog immediately. thankyou very much! anyway, i would be using my tumblr account most of the tyme. dont worry, will still update this bloggie of mine whenever kay. tumblr is way easier to blog, so yeahs. haha. kay, bye mamafckers.My body isn't perfect.
I don't walk with confidence.
I might get into fights with my parents,
& maybe with friends too. Depends on my mood.
Some days/nights i'd rather be by myself than out partying/enjoying.
Sometymes, i cry over the slightest things possible.
There are days that i get through with forced smiles & fake laughs.
Sometymes i try to convince myself that things are okay when in fact, they're not.
I get really paranoid over any thing possible.
Somehow, i enjoy assuming all the negativities.
I get kinda sensitive over words that are being said though i try not to.
I get really demanding over any matters.
Somehow, i'm stubborn eventhough i don't want to be.
I am not a good decision maker.
I tend to believe what people say very easily, although i try not to.
I'm not ugly but i'm not beautiful either.
I don't look as good in real life as i do in pictures.. Okay fake.
There are some nights that i cry myself to sleep.
Sometymes i think my mood gets in the way of others.
Occasionally, i think i'm better off without feelings.
I think some people takes advantage of me just 'cause im forgiving.
I ain't trying to seek attention here, absolutely not.
For fuck's sake, I ain't like those typical bitches/sluts/whores/minahs.
Perhaps i fall in love too easily. I ought to harden my heart, seriously.
I want a model's figure - slim, sexy & hot. Duhhh ~ who doesn't want?
Aneroxia or Bulimia, both doesn't seem like the good choice to be skeletonly thin.
I want to kick soccer balls all over again. Maybe i wanna try volleyball.
I feel like boozing, asap. I feel like becoming a smoke machine.
Sometymes i like to lie on my bed & stare into space.
I enjoy daydreaming. But not nightmares at night.
Someday, i should head to the beach, alone.
I constantly think i'm not good enough. I'm kinda tired with my life, HAHA.
I honestly think i need to upgrade myself in any way possible.
I'm imperfect, but i'm perfectly me.honestly, LOVE is just a WORD to me now. unless i get proven what love is, love will always be just a word to me. Tyvm. (':
ZOMG, the official video is out! If you're at my blog, this is for you Zam (: Enjoy ~
(': " kiss our tomorrow's goodbye.. " this is my blog's current song. enjoy the video ~
Hello Dickheads :D Yesterday, i had an awesome tyme with Zab & Arthur. Zab met me under my block with hys cuzzie, then he accompanied me to one of the shops at central as i need to purchase somethingg for Wan. Headed back to my block where Zab's cuzzie was waiting for us, & off we headed to Atlantis. Slacked there with both of them, soonafter Tassya came along with Ayid & Haniz. Slacked there for sometyme, then Zab's friend came. Soon, there seems to be more people showing up at Atlantis to slack :D Fares came. Had a good chat with hym. Thanks for telling me about that guy's deepest darkest secret, now i know that looks can be deceiving. SERIOUSLY. ]: Anyways, saw Azmi with hys girlf, Rizal, Ein, Rau & another girl slacking under one of the blocks at Atlantis. Soon, Arthur showed up. Chat with my 2 besties, & soon, Arthur & Zab accompanied me home as i needed the loo. HAHAHA. We bused to Zab's crib as he needed to get changed & get hys wallet. So foolish lah, wallet also can forget :D After that, we bused to whitesands. Bought my stuff, & we ate at KFC. Hehehe. This 2 guys that i hung out with, they really have wild imaginations in their minds which actually fascinates me. They both basically think alike, & its simply humorous lah. Hahaha, okay lame. Anyways, after eating, we headed to townpark. &&, i guess i was really dumb or something, i was reading a magazine while walking & i didn't look at the steps. So yeahs, i tripped & fell -.- Wtf huh? && now, my right ankle is sprained. AGAIN. I'm kinda used to sprained ankle actually, since i sprained both at least thrice, each. Annoying loose ankle lah. Argh! I was limping then, couldn't walk properly, so i had to held onto Arthur. We sat near the pond there, slacked for awhile. Afterwhich, we went to the pondok near the blocks there to meet Tassya & Ayid. They slacked till 7pm & they went off to whitesands. I carried on slacking with the 2 guys, at we headed off to central at 7:40pm. They sent me home until the lift, & off they went to central to buy foodie. I got home, bathed & watched tv. Didn't want to tell my parents about how clumsy i was to sprain my ankle while reading my magazine :D Therefore, i just tahan the pain lor. Hahaha. Today, i won't be doing much. Since my ankle is sprained, i decided to just stay home & rot. In the evening, i have to go over my Aunt's place for dinner, together with my family. Hopefully, my Dad could drive us all there. I don't wanna walk, my ankle could get worse. Hahaha. Well, i guess i am done here. I wanna find something else to do, ciaosxz ~
SEXAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D
HELLLLLOOOOOOOO AWESOMELISTS!
Hopefully this won't happen to me. Am not gonna let it happen either. So, come try me (:the lyrics of this song tells exactly what i think & exactly how i feel. i've decided to remove what i posted earlier on, i don't wanna hurt his pride/ego/dignity. you know i still care about you because i love you right? i'm glad, we parted amicably. but but, nobody knows this feelings i still have for you. its something only we both know. takecare Zam. ily (':
"In all my life, only few were mine. Those people were great ones, the best in a million. But none of them last. Because i think our forever was not long enough and was not strong enough to lengthen the forever. After all those times, here i am now keep having doubts about falling in love again. The world is cruel now, so don't ever blame love just because you have been hurt by the one you love or like. It has already happened so many times, so don't expect it to be perfect." Carya is right. Like her, i have doubts about falling in love again. &&, Love ain't perfect, i ain't blaming it. Blame those who gets involve in all these relationships, including myself. No more relationships, period. Tyvm. (:
This is what i call, Love at First Sight (: &&, this is what i sincerely call Love, because he took every initiative he could to win over the girls heart. Girls love small but cute actions, right? (: Way to go, JB! ( clearer look of hym :D ) *melts*
HELLO ANGELLLLLLLLLS. I am currently not feeling that well, am having a throbbing migraine & my body feels really weak. I think it's all thanks to the midnight shift i did earlier on. Omfg, i was super bored at work. There weren't many customers, all i had to do was basically clean the outlet & re-stock the items. Afterwhich, it was super slack. && during that tyme, i couldn't even take a nap, had to do my very best to stay awake. -.- It was only like 4am then, so i had practically nothing to do & i seriously wanted to doze off. But, i know if i did, it would be absolutely rude & i don't wanna get lectured either, therefore i forced myself to be awake. Argh. After work ends at around 7:30am, headed off home. Bathed, & immediately i needed my heavenly bed. Thank goodness there weren't any bed bugs (: If there was..... I think i would sleep on the sofa in the living room. HAHA. Anyway, i ended up not being able to rest, because there was no air condition & there was sunlight penetrating through the curtains in my roomwhich was directly infront of me. I couldn't sleep with bright lights around, so i just rested peacefully. Tossed & turned in bed, plus, i kept going to the toilet. Was so annoying lah, so i ended up getting out of bed at 12noon & switched on the comp. Hahaha. Then, i rested on the sofa instead. I think, i can only have a proper rest & sleep tonight. Persevere lorr. Hmmm. Someone doesn't really seem to bother about me anymore.. So sad? Long tyme never see hym either lorr. Sighh. Oh wells. Endurance huh. Hahaha. Oh yah, i won't be working for the next 2days because the manager cancelled my schedule. Reason? Haha, i don't know why either. Nevermind lah, atleast i can have a good rest. Or maybe go out with my friends ^^ Well, i think i am done here. Suddenly, i'm feeling moodless, restless & listless. I better go take a rest. Till here then, will update whenever. Ciaosxz ~
Zomg, SO SWEET & TOUCHING laaaaah :')
ZOMG, Robert Pattinson!!!!!!!!!!! *melts* ^^
This next 2 movies are SUPER DUPER SWEET. I don't care what you others think about romance movies or you may think i'm very mushy or whatevs, i am very much in love with them all. I'm up for teary eyed movies yo! MUST WATCH!!!!! :D
Cigarettes - the model here is HOT :D
Tattoos - ZOMG, i'm so in love with body art now! ^^HELLOOOOOOO MUFFINCAKKKKKESS :D
Apologies for not updating the past 2 days, was busy with CNY visitings. Actually, not really busy after all, but i was out with family the entire tyme, so couldn't find the chance to use the comp. Sorry :/ Anyway, on Sunday was CNY & apparently, Valentines Day as well -.- Oh oh, && Happy Belated Birthday to SITI HANNAH & SERI YUSREEN ! :D I already managed to wish Hannah dearest, but not Seri as i didnt have her contact number ): Nevermind. Wishing you both all the best in your life & always be happy kaykay? ^^ Dah 18 seyh, dah boleyh amek driving license, dah boleyh gy clubbing. Woohooooo ~ Hehe. Kay lame -.- As i was saying, i went to visit my Dad's Aunty's place in the noon, afterwhich went visiting to my Grams place. Somehow, i am not satisfied with the amount of cash that i received. The amount barely reach $2oo, BARELY OKAY -.- Argh. However, i am still thankful though. Atleast, its better than nothing lah huh :D Hopefully my pay can help top up the amount of CNY cash that i received, i wanna buy a new cellphone!!!!!!!!! Any suggestions on what phone to get, readers? I don't want Iphone, or Blackberry or whatever expensive eyh :DD Anyway, after visiting my Grams place, went off to Sentosa with my family. The casino opened on that first day of CNY, so we wanted to become one of the typical busybodies to check out the casino & the rest of the hotels there. There was Hard Rock Hotel, Festive Hotel, Micheal Hotel, Resort World Hotel. All so beautiful inside lahhhhhhhhhhhh ^^ Feel like staying in one of the hotels like that. Hehehe. I can't wait for The Universal Studio to be opened as well. It will definitely be better than Escape Theme Park lah :P Oh oh, & there was Victoria Secret Shop there as well ! Its the only outlet in S'pore, and it's only at Resort World. How sad but special right right? I was so mesmerized by the models pics all on display in the shop, i didnt feel like leaving lah. I want the Angels to come to S'pore ): I so wanna meet them, my inspiration. Arghh! Anyway, after touring round Sentosa, we headed off home to rest & after that went to Grams place for dinner. Yesterday, there was no more visiting for more my family. Pathetic much eyh? Thats why i only recieved little cash -.- Hmmm. However, i went to Coach Tan's place for visiting together with the rest of my SP teammates. Met up with Era then took the train to Potong Pasir. Met up with the rest of my teammates, but not all were there. So sad )': Went to Coach Tan's house, had pizza & chicken for lunch. Camwhored with the girls, pictures will be uploaded another tyme kay. (: Afterwhich, took the train back to P.Ris with Era. She stopped at Tamp, while i stopped at P.Ris. Night tyme, went over to Grams place with family to have dinner. Today, i will be staying home till night tyme. Am working midnight shift tonight -.- Hahaha. Last minute was being called up by Syafika, and requested if i could replace to work midnight. So yeahs, i agreed lor. :D Nevermind lah, for money's sake i would just work my pants off ( macam paham :P ) Well, i think i am done here, suddenly have no mood to carry on typing. Till here then, ciaosxz ~
Life is short, seriously short. Find that chance to love with all your heart, courageously.
*please ignore me, muke masai :D* &, i know Zam won't like hymself in this pic, HAHA!HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOO MAMAFCUKERS :D
Sorry for the crude language. But, whatevs. Anyway, yesterday work was AWESOME. I was practically stuck to the gourmet section, while Tassya was kinda stuck to the cashier section. I did managed to learn the cashier part abit, but there were lots of buttons that needs to be keyed in & blahblahblah, so it was kinda difficult also, but fun lahhhhhh :D Yesterday's manager, Joanne was also GEREKK lahh seyhhhhh. Hehehe. She's so slack, so easy going, so funny. However, shes not the manager for our outlet. Shes from another outlet which got transferred over. So sad right? Nevermind. Hehe. Anyway, after work, went off to smoke & we bused home in different buses. On my way home, spoke to Zam otp ^^ So happy lah! Okay, i know i'm nuts. Happy because longg tyme never talk to hym otp for THAT long mahh. Hahaha. Arrived at the bus stop at central, then Zam asked me to search for hym at one of the blocks. Hahaha. Now i know where he stay! Hehe. Waved goodbye to hym, & walked home while talking otp with hym. Reached home, bathed & washed up. Otp with AbgAlf to talk about some personal issues, & off i went to dreamland by 1:30am.
I can honestly say, i'm in love with Zam ^^ HAHAHA. Happy i post it here for everyone esle to read? Somehow, he just managed to capture a place in my heart. Hes incredible to me in hys own ways, & somehow i think he understands me pretty well though we know each other for idk how longg only. The first tyme we met at work, i instantly felt that somehow i seem to know hym for sucha a long tyme already. I still recalled how it all started, Zam. & recalling it, just makes me wanna laugh out loud. HAHA. I won't type it out, to save you from the embarrassment. Hehe. I remembered how the 40mins with you just practically made me opened up to you, & i immediately felt i wanted you for myself, ONLY.. Hehehe, cheeky but you know what i mean kay :DD We both know you cannot be committed, i totally understand that. I ain't asking you to be committed anyway, but you gotta know that i sincerely am falling head over heels for you. Eventhough, you love your comp games more than me. HAHAHAHA! Okay, lame -.- I know i am not suppose to be too in love with you, & we both know exactly why. But hey, c'mon.. It's my feelings, so i will learn how to control em' alright? (: I don't expect you to be 100% perfect, everyone has their flaws. In fact, i don't give a hoot about yr disadvantages or whatevs, because we're almost the same in that sense yeahs. So, *high-5*! Hahaha, okay lame again.
I am currently waiting for my McSpicy meal to be delivered over. Hehe. Too lazy to go downstairs to get lunch for myself, so i ordered Macs. Will be having reunion dinner at Grams place later on, woohooooo ~ && anyway, i won't be going out today but just staying home to rot. I had difficulty getting out of bed this morning as well, too tired i guess. Hahaha. For the next 2 days, i think i will be busy due to CNY visitings, so might not be updating. Might only uh. Haha. Plus, i miss Zab lah. Come back to S'pore quick. My personal consultant! :P HAHA. Well, i think i am done here, my lunch is here already. Till here then ciaosxz ~
I need Zam, pronto )': *sniffsniff* I miss you so darn muchy )':Yesterday i met up with Zab. He wants to lepakk with me since hes leaving for malaysia at midnight & only be back on Sunday. Therefore, i agreed to meet hym together with hys cuzzie & friend. Went off to Atlantis, then came along AbgAlf. Slacked there for a few hours, smoking quite a few sticks, then Zab & i left for the CC near my place there as i needed the loo. Hehehe. After using the washroom, we headed off to block 213 there & slacked. Then, Zab went off home while i went off to meet Wan for awhile. Smoked & slacked, & off i went home. Today, i would be working with Tassya at Terminal One Transit Departure at 3pm. It's my first day of work there, & somehow i have butterflies in my stomach. Hahaha, kay lame -.- Gonna meet Tassya at 2:30pm later, so yeahs. Am missing Zam so badly, i wonder when can i see hym again. Wonder when can i work with hym again. I miss hys mesmerizing smile, i miss his cheeky look, i miss his warm embrace, i miss his pouty lips, i miss his dimple smile, i kinda miss how he annoys me too, basically i miss almost everything about hym. I miss hym calling me on the phone, i miss hym texting me lahhhhhhh. Aiyaa, i cannot tahan lah, i just miss hym uh. Aiyoo, i'm going crazy like that lah. Sighh. Hes always so engrossed with his comp games, he can literally chuck me aside & forget about me siaaaa. I'm talking serious, not picking on you or blaming you okay. I know you're into the game, therefore i completely understand. But but, you never talk to me right... I feel so neglected lah ): Like whatever you said to me before, were all untrue. Is that it? You always go missing, then i would worry for nothing because actually nothing happened to you -.- Yesyes, i am annoying in my own ways kay. Hahaha. Anyway Zam, i know you would be reading this ( somehow lah ) , please spare a thought for me also can? Hehehe. I don't expect much actually, but you should prolly understand how i can be a pessimist in an instant snap of your fingers, how i would assume all the negativities, how i would become some paranoia maniac. Okayokay, i'm being overboard. :D But, i am honestly stating the fact kay. Once again, I Miss You Zam. )': *sniffsniff* Well, i think i am done here, gotta find something else to do to keep my mind occupied. Till here then, ciaosxz ~
...that every time you pretend to love, you impoverish yourself more and more. Love has great potential to enrich your life. But if you are just playing a role, pretending to love, it's only going to poison you. Because you are teaching yourself that it's just a game, and slowly but surely you will lose the capacity to open in love.
Let's just see who has the guts & heart to come after me. Try me (:HELLOOOOOOOOOO CUPCAKKKKKKKKKKKES :D
Must be surprised that i could update in the morning right? Hahaha. I know i am supposed to be at work at 7am, but there was some change of plans because my manager couldn't confirm whether i need to report for work this morning. Yesterday ; Aniz, Tassya & i helped to set up the shop at the airport, together with Hamizan, Dean & Adam. Us 3 girls helped out till 8pm while the guys helped out till evening only because they helped out since morning while we girls came at 3pm. (: At 8pm, we were given permission to leave, so we went off from the airport. Tassya & Aniz went off to lepak with their friends at Tamp, while i went back to pasir ris to meet a friend, Wan, for awhile. After slacking for some tyme, i walked back home. Bathed, washed up & off to dreamland. Today, since i won't be working, it's best i go out to meet some friends rather than stay home & rot. I've been so busy with work, i have not much tyme left for my friends. So, i'd better spend my tyme wisely with them lah XD I would be meeting Zab later, afterwhich, maybe meeting Wan for awhile, not too sure yet. Gotta be home for dinner, so yeahs -.- &&, i miss Zam ): I doubt he misses me, he practically forgets about me once hes on the comp. &&, with a snap of his fingers, hes mind switches off & focus on his game. Its kinda cute & funny, but also sad right? Aiyoo, nevermind lah :D Game addict mahh, hahaha. Well, i think i am done here. Zab's on the way to come meet me already, i'd better go get ready. Till here then, will update whenever yeahs, ciaosxz ~
Call me dumb, naive, gullible, stupid, clueless, or crazy,Hello readers...
I'm actually kinda moodless today, because Zam didn't text me almost the entire day yesterday. I wonder whats he up to, i wonder what on earth happen to hym, i wonder if he's deliberately making me worried, i wonder if he's ignoring me on purpose, i wonder what the hell did i do wrong, i wonder if he will ever talk to me againnnnn ): I shan't put hopes on hym because in the end, i am afraid of getting the hopes crushed as well. I shall just go with the flow lorr ... ]: Anyway, yesterday Tassya & i helped out with the receiving of machines & whatever things at our outlet at terminal one transit departure area. There were lots of workers around who were practically kinda like ogling at Tassya & i. They think watching us is for free uh? Pay money lah. Hahaha, okay i know i'm being lame -.- We helped out at the outlet from 2pm till 9pm. Gosh, were we tired out man. :DD However, spending tyme together with Tassya was actually fun. Shes the mischievous one while i'm the serious one. Shes always trying to make jokes & all sorts of nonsense to make our job more fun. Hahaha, so funny lah. After we ended, we bused home. Reached home, bathe & washed up, & off to bed. Today. i will be meeting Eva outside school to collect some SP form from her. Tassya will be meeting me outside school, afterwhich we will head to airport to help ot again, from 2pm to 11pm. Woohooo, long hours huh? I guess we get paid anyway, so okay lah :D Well, i wanna find something else to do instead of waiting for Zam's text. Waiting for hys text/calls is like waiting for the sky to fall uh -.- Okay lame, again :D I'm done for now, till here then, ciaosxz ~
"Wish we could switch up the roles, & i could be bad.."
HELLO READERS. This will be a short post for today, because i gotta go get ready for work soon. Tassya's meeting me under my block, hehe. Well anyway, yesterday i had a wonderful tyme with my colleagues, especially with Zam ofcourse. We were kinda like so obvious & close, till all our colleagues knows about us -.- Even our manager wants us to take picture together, how embarrassing lah! Aiyoo. But, nonetheless, Zam was still obliged to take picture with me, & yeahs, we looked exactly like a couple already. Nothing to hide already Zam :DD All know already. Hahaha. The pictures are with Tassya, will grab the pic & post it once shes updated her bloggie kay (: Anyway, after touring around in the transit area in Terminal One, we had our dinner at Fish&Co. where our manager treated us! Yummmmmmmmy ;P Actually, i reall wasn't up for it because i don't really like eating fish. I'm kind of a fussy eater. However, i still managed to eat whatever i wanted since i didnt consume any food since morning. Obviously i was paired up with Zam, Tassya with Aniz, & Sufyan with Hamizan. The others were practically too mature for all this 'pairing up' thingyy. Okay, lame -.- Hahaha. After feasting, went off to smoke. Came back to the restaurant, & then bid our goodbyes to the manager, & off we went home. Bused back home with Aniz, Zam, Sufyan & Hamizan. Zam behaved so gayish with hys 2 buddies, indeed it was hilarious :DD Sorry Aniz for not paying much attention to you! ): Thankyou for understanding me as well. Hehehe. Arrived central bus stop, Zam, Hamizan & i alighted. Bid goodbyes, & walked home with Hamizan. Chatted about some stuff & we went our seperate ways afterwhich. Reached home, bathed & washed up, & off to lalaland ^^ I know i know, was suppose to be a short post, but i typed & typed till this post became kinda long. Anyway, i really gotta go now, till here then, will update whenever, ciaosxz ~
Emmett Cullen ; Edward Cullen ; Jacob Black - THEY'RE ALL SO EFFING .. *melts!*
This is a HOT HOT HOT post from Taylor Lautner! ;D
HELLO PEOPLE (:I am sure, many of you must be wondering, who on earth is Zam. How is he related to me & blahblahblah.. All the assumptions made by many people, all the questions asked by all kinds of busybodies. Well, i will satisfy your questions then okay? (: Zam is my bestfriend ; my one hellov an annoying lover ; my romeo :P ; my listening ear ; my adorable&sweet hottie ; my 100% sweet, chocolate, sugar-coated candyman ^^ Basically, hes mine lah okay. Hahaha. Enough of the wishy washy, hes just mine. So buzz off stealing-boyf-bitches. Thankyou verymuch. THE END kay (: Anywayyyyyyy, today i will be heading off to Terminal One Transit Departure with my colleagues. We'll be touring there & getting our passes as well, since we will be starting work there this week. Woooooo, excited ^^ Hehe, kay lame. :D Will be meeting Zam before heading to downtown's outlet to meet manager and the rest of my colleagues. Luckily dont have to wear uniform :DD Alright, i'm having gastrics now, i think i need to find food to fill my tummy, till here then, will update whenever possible kay, ciaosxz ~
