SCREW US on Thursday, January 21, 2010, 5:55 PM
YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL. YOU WILL ALWAYS THINK FOR YOURSELF,& NOT FOR ME, NOT EVEN ONCE. IS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU. YOU WILL NEVER SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME AGAIN. EVERYTHING ABOUT US IS MINOR, NOTHING MAJOR. I AIN'T GONNA CARE ALREADY, I DECIDED TO BE IGNORANT, SINCE YOU CANNOT BE BOTHERED EITHER. EVERY EFFORT I PUT IN FOR US, ITS ALL GOING TO A WASTE! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH YOU HAVE DISAPPOINTED & HURT ME, DO YOU!? THEN, I KEPT BEING SOFT HEARTED, GIVING YOU COUNTLESS CHANCES. WHY DO YOU KEEP TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME!? WHY DO YOU KEEP STEPPING ON MY HEAD, JUST BECAUSE I AM FORGIVING & WEAK HEARTED!? I HAVE TO ADMIT, I FEEL I DESERVE BETTER. THIS IS TOO TOUGH FOR ME. I AM SICK & TIRED ALREADY. I'M CLOSING BOTH MY EYES, TIGHTLY. I AIN'T GONNA CARE LESS!!
People, please stop asking me about my boyf & i, because my answer will always be the same, "Oh, nothing much, as usual." In fact, that is really the truth. So, don't even bother to find out anything about us, its useless & pointless, because to me, this love doesnt seem to be going anywhere. If he wants to treat us like crap/bullshit, so will i. I swear, i ain't gonna bother already. No more cries, no more fussing, no more caring, no more nothing. SCREW US.
