Piss Off on Saturday, January 2, 2010, 12:02 PM
In Reality, Everything is Going Wrong, Especially Between You & I.What i Want is to be Needed. What i Need is to be Indispensable to Somebody.
Who i Need is Somebody that will Eat up All my Free Time, my Ego, my Attention.
Somebody Addicted to me, a Mutual Addiction.
Took the Fb Quiz : How easy is it to hurt you?
Results >> You are gentle hearted and loving, yet easy to hurt. If someone close to you gets hurt or passes away, you do not hold back your tears. When you are extremely happy you tend to tear up and sometimes let it all out. You are a regular soft hearted human. Stay that way and keep the tears where they should be. You are the perfect cryer.
In fact right, i'm a cry babyy. :DD What to do, i'm always crying over little things, because i'm way too over sensitive, too paranoid. -.- Pffft. Well, i'm like this, if people cannot stand me, seriously, don't bother to even know me man because its practically wasting my goddamn tyme. Anyway, yesterday evening i went out with Tassya, Rais & Fir. Went for a BBQ pit. The weather was pretty cooling, it was raining in the late afternoon at the area where we went, but during the BBQ, obviously the rain has stopped :D Didnt ate much because i was too shy to get the food myself. Fir had to help & take & serve, hahaha. At about 10:30pm, we all headed home. Reached home an hour later, bathed, otp & off to dreamland. Today, i am suppose to meet up with Love. However, he fell ill yesterday so i'm still unsure if he feels slightly better already. He ended up not wanting to meet up with me because hes afraid his moodswing will affect mine & blahblahblah... -.- Basically, he just don't want to see me, end of story, okay Love? I could make tyme & just come over & spend tyme with hym, but he made up all sorts of excuses. I'm absolutely sick & tired of his reasons/excuses/games already, seriously just do whatever you want. You don't want to see me, then neither do i want to kay. So i will just see you WHENEVER. If not, no need to ever see each other again, end of story again, alright? (: &&, seriously, so much for wanting to spend tyme with me this week when in fact, i feel you never really want to & you are just saying it without doing it. Love promised to spend tyme with me today, but what happen? Yeahs, i know his illness was unexpected & uncalled for. But, still could meet since it a promise right? Well, whatever already, I am not believing you that easily already okayy. Sorry readers for my foul mood, i swear i have no mood at all todayy. Sorry for whining & complaining about Love, i just cannot stand his moronic attitude & behaviour towards me. Hes a complete change person, therefore, don't blame me if i have a complete change of heart yeahs. I totally feel you have a change of heart hymself, thats why hes treating me like BULLSHIT (: Anyway, i wanna play my fb games. Hafta wait for Love's call, so yeahs. Till here, ciaosxz ~
