AWAY ): on Thursday, December 24, 2009, 12:39 PM
Love is busy with duty today ): && the following 2days, he will be away from S'pore. Took 2weeks leave, but he can onlyy end up spending tyme with me next week. How sad & pathetic ): Knowing that he will be busy/away for the next 3days, just tortures me. Am gonna be extremely bored to death & lonely -.- Dammit. Doesnt matter, i have a Christmas Dinner to attend to tonight at my Grams place. My younger cuzzies will help me occupy my mind instead of thinking too much about Love.. For the next 2days , i will be working mascoting with JR. I know for sure he will definitely cheer me up with hys plain stupidity & lame jokes [': I cannot wait to work with hym, atleast he will prevent my moodswings from appearing :D Furthermore, he promised to treat me to an X'mas dinner, perhaps on Saturday, when i am waiting up for Zamir till 11pm. I have about 4hours or so to have my KFC meal treat, then go back home with Zamir, since he lives nearby. :D Anyway, i want to find something to do, to occupy my mind before i start thinking negative & become paranoid for no reason. I hate it that Love is always busy, i know he has no choice, but do i always have to understand hym & give in to hym, when he does not do the same for me?? This 2 questions always pops up in my mind which then will make me weep away for no fucking reason youknow. I'm so depressed, damn ]:{ Whatever, i am done here. Will update whenever lah kay, ciaosxz ~
HAPPY X'MAS DAY EVERYONE!
