Gamble with Desires,

friends are important on Friday, November 6, 2009, 12:01 PM

The words that escapes a friend's mouth are "I'll be there when you say you need
me" but the words that are unheard from a true friend's heart are"I'll be
there... whether you say you need me or not."

I miss my girlfriends, so much, so badly, so deeply. I want all of us to reunite, i want all of us to put the grudges behind and be together. The sentosa trip is something that would build our friendship back again. I blog hopped to Hannah's blog, and she seemed depressed. I want to know, what is bothering her? What is wrong? Who is she referring to? Why does she despise her classmates and friends so much? I hate to see her in this state, i know how it feels to be alienated, and all of us think that shes the cause of a certain friendship to break apart. Yes, to me, it really do feels that she is the cause of it all. However, we should not put all the blame on her, no matter what she did and no matter how much she destroyed a ceratin friendship. We girls have all been in 5N1 for a year, although we do not know Hannah that well, do no know her inside out, but perhaps what she did, she must have her reasons. Whatever her reasons is, we should all forgive her and give her another chance to repent. Yes, my girlfriends could say im too soft hearted and too nice after what she did, but it doesnt matter. She is still a friend of mine, eventhough somehow i feel she doesnt like me anyway, but we have been friends for a year. All the memories , all the happiness all of us shared, shouldnt we treasure it? Perhaps what they all said is true, shes not a person who treasures friendship, if that is the case, then thats her fault. She ought to change? But i know she needs tyme. Honestly, i feel we should not abandoned her, shes still a part of 5N1. My girlfriends might be thinking i am a hypocrite, but after some thorough thoughts, and after reading her blog, i feel we should not leave her. Hannah, secondary friends are the ones that last, they are the ones that you should treasure. I am not asking you to listen to me or whatever, but, nobody in the world must be friendless. Nobody can live without their friends, i tell you. Friends are an important essence in your life, you must cherish them. Perhaps whatever i just typed out, doesnt really matter to you, i just hope 5N1 can be together on that particular outing. My ladies have forgiven whatever is needed to be forgiven, and let go of all the grudges. We ought to enjoy ourselves, together. I hope, everything will be fine. [:

Hello everybody (: ( p/s - today no horoscope updates eyh :D )
Its raining again, and the weather is so cold, brrr. Well, im staying home all day again to rot. :D I will be clearing up my books and notes, wanna pass them to either Azima or Carya, since they want to go to Sec5 (: So, i gotta keep them safely, before my Mum thinks they're rubbish and throw them all away. Haha. Anyway, woke up today and i had to immediately do chores. Had to change my bedsheets, which gave me a bad flu afterwhich, and i suppose its because of the dust that was aroung my bed area. Yeah, gross huh? :DD After changing my bedsheets, i had to do the laundry. At that point of tyme, i couldnt even go and shower and brush my teeth yet, had to finish up that chore first. Then, i went to brush my teeth and shower. Now, im on the computer, hehe. Later, i will clear the books and notes, and have to change my brother's blanket cover, mop the floor, wash the dishes and do more laundry. I seem like a maid huh? I wonder why my Mum doesnt want to hire a PROPER MAID to do the chore. Maybe because i am a maid who doesnt need to get paid huh .. Hmmm. Oh well. Anyway, my Grad night clothes are settled (: I dont need to buy them, because my 'modern' Mum has all those clothes for me to wear. Even the heels are hers :D I feel shes not my Mum, but like sister uh. Hahaha. Youknow, i want to go out uh, but, im cashless, so i dont want to get out of my house. Besides, the weather is getting bad nowadays, sigh. Well, i want to search for songs and play games, hehe, till here then, toodles ~

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