no apologies. on Monday, November 30, 2009, 7:58 PM
Grabbed from Kak Hanis blog.Sorry if i did not ask for your permission Kak,
i just got attracted to this quote.
Twilight Saga : New Moon. on , 12:07 PM
Rating : 4/5.
Hello everybody (:
I've been working my pants off the past 2 days, which leads to this late update. :D Anyway, on Saturday, i was supposed to work for hosting where i had to do the balloon twisting. However, just about an hour after i began work, i was pulled aside to help out with the arrangements of the night event. That way, i managed to know my new colleagues as well (: Elaine has been a great colleague & shes extremely hyper & talkative & bubbly, but i still adore her to bits & pieces. Hehe. Shes 19, so i suppose im kinda youngest amongst the rest :D There were lots of new lifeguards there who were pretty annoying, most of them just get on my nerves, especially the older & senior ones, pffft. Morons. Oh, & Azzli works there & now we do get along slightly better eventhough he still picks on me for no reason. -.- I hate all hys stupid tattoos, so UGLY. HAHA. Well, I was supposed to end work at 6:30pm, but i was requested to stay on further for the night event, so i did. I stayed on till 11pm, & by then, i was really worned out. :D My legs were aching like hell & i wanted to get home to my bed asap. When i got home, i washed up, and off to bed. :D
Yesterday, i was supposed to work for hosting again, but... I was requested to help out for the party hosting for 30kids, so i was really happy i did not have to do my hosting job because it was really getting boring for me, haha. I love party hosting though, so i really enjoyed myself, playing with all the Caucasian kids with their guest and all. After the party ended, i did my hosting for about an hour or so, i had to helped out at the foam pit and then i slacked with my senior, Zuhaila till 6pm. Walked around WWW aimlessly until 6:25pm, then i went to the office and got ready to meet Love (: Met Love at 7:45pm, he accompanied me to eat Fish&Co Express ( thankyou for paying for all my expenses all the tyme, Love (: You practically pamper me too much :D ) then, went to buy tickets for NEW MOON! So yeahs readers, i have finally watched New Moon. It is the sneak previews actually, & i think it is only opened at Ehub. :DD It wasn't as awesome as Twilight actually, but still love this Romance-Vampire series. Hehe, Can't wait for Eclipse now :D After watching, Love walked me home & then he went home & off to bed. Hahaha. Hes always even more tired than i am, i wonder why. Im glad that no matter how much we bicker/argue/fight, when we meet up, it will be slightly back to normal. (: Gosh, i miss you so much. It doesnt matter how mean you want to treat me, i will still wait for you to get your old self back. I supposed, i was the one who made you become like this, so i guess i deserved your mean treatment. I know its SUPER difficult to gain your trust back, but i will still do my best to get it back. Although i hate how you treat me, but screw it. I still Love You, very much (':
Today, i will be staying home the entire day. Too restless & listless to get out of my house, eventhough i have some cash with me, lols. I would prolly be on the comp for a few more hours, and then i would spend the rest of the day reading my novel, watching tv, playing my PSP & doing housechores. I can't wait to work next weekend again, get lots of $$$$$! :DD Wooohoooo ~ On the other hand, i get slightly tanned as well. But, i thinki i have sun burnt too. My arms are all slightly red, & its awful :D But, i love being darker. Everybody knows that ;D Well , till here then, ciao ~
10monthsary (: on Friday, November 27, 2009, 11:53 AM
A Women's Heart Is A Deep Ocean Of Secrets.Hello Readers.
Anyway, my younger brother, received his PSLE results yesterday, & he is as bad as my older brother, he only got 159. -.- Extremely pathetic eyh. Hes better than my older brother by 4points. :D I know i didnt do that well either, but atleast im better than them, i got 165. :D Yeahs, i know it isn't that great, but i am the only one in the family whose gonna get an O level cert, my younger brother opted for the Normal Technical stream. I am not looking down on NT students, but i just think that NT students take a longer route in education and its simply a waste of tyme for me. Well, its my younger brother decision anyway, hes opting for Greenview Sec as a Normal Tech student. Sigh, weird. I just hope he dont get badly influence, because hes character is getting worse day by day and i am obviously hating it :D Anyway, yesterday i went to watch 2012 with my Aunt & Cuzzies, & it was awesome i tell you! Those who havent catch it yet, better do so quick :D Instead of crying, because the entire world came to an end and all, i was practically laughing away, i have no idea why. Looking at how the world becomes ... empty & land-less ( is that even a word :D ) was pretty funny to me, because it was weird altogether. Anyway, after watching, we headed to Tamp Mall, ate Ajisen Ramen, then went to Tamp One, Aunt bought 2 novels for me ( as my Christmas Pressie, YAY! :D ), afterwhich we went to Coffee Bean, we bought our ice blends, sat down, took some pics & all. Then, my Aunt sent me home (: Thanks for everything Aunt Yew Sin! Hehehe. I watched America's Next Top Model last night, & the Winner, Teyona, is simply gorgeous! I love her to bits & pieces lah. :D I know, i am late in watching only now when everyone else knows shes the winner already, hehe. Well today, i will be going out with my Aunt, Cuzzie & younger brother, will be going swimming at some place then have dinner at my Grams place. This weekend, im working as Parkhost from 12pm - 6.30pm, argh. Its alright, im nervous to get back to work because i forgotten the procedure and all. :D Hopefully i dont screw up. Wish me luck fellas. Till here then, ciao ~
Happy 10monthsary Love.
Lets pray for the years to come.
I love you more than anything else,
Azri Faiq (:
get away. on Thursday, November 26, 2009, 11:29 AM
I'M A LOSER.
GO AWAY.
GOODBYE.
random. on Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 5:21 PM
Facebook quiz ; What State Is Your Heart In?Results : Heart Of GlassYour heart is made of Glass, so it's very fragile and sensitive. People see you as quiet and you keep your feelings hidden as you are afraid of revealing them to anyone. Perhaps you were hurt in the past and are terrified of being hurt again so your afraid of falling ...in love. To you true love is something unknown and trying to find it is frightening, you need someone to come along and touch your heart so stronly it will never break.Hello, I'm at my Grams place now. :D I will be starting work this Saturday & Sunday, so wish me luck people! Don't bother to ask me out by then, because i would not have tyme, haha. Perhaps next week huh. And my 6 ladies, i miss you all oh so much! Please please, we must meet up soooooooon D': Kay bye ~
miss grammy! on , 11:34 AM
Picture Yourself ; Find Out Who You Are.
today's horoscope : Physical and emotional energy are high today, so this is a fine time to undertake any project or challenge that confronts you, especially if it involves competition or asserting yourself vigorously. You are inclined to take charge or assume a leadership role at this time. With so much emphasis on relationships these days, Leo, you may not have been getting the kind of self-directed caring that you deserve. Consequently the planets have aligned to make a pattern of revitalization and sustenance for you. Today you need to take care of your own needs, and try to smile inwardly, to smile within your heart instead of just the face. Do something for yourself, even if it is only enjoying a catalog full of things you like to look at. Today needs to be about things that sustain you. You'll be discussing healthcare and the way that health affects your job performance. You could be coming down with the sniffles or suffer from a headache today, but is most likely just stress, overwork or some temporary malaise that is responsible.
Small, persistent messages through normal lines of communication can mount up to a bigger picture in a relationship, so listen well. Don't try to understand it all at once, just let the pieces of the puzzle put themselves together until everything is clear. There is nothing to hide and nothing to expose, all will be revealed in the end with a little patience. You will be able to use some intuition to your advantage during this period, Leo, and this will bode well for you when it comes to matters of the heart. It may be that you are experiencing sudden realizations of what is expected of you when it comes to love. If you are single, this may come in the form of a revelation on some changes that you need to make to better position your romantic endeavors. Attached? You may come across some demands from your partner today, but you will be able to meet these easily and this will give you clarity on exactly where you stand with this person. If you feel like you are coming across limitations when it comes to love, you will be able to overcome these with ease, or better yet, use your intuition to eliminate them all together.
HELLO. HI. HEY. WHATS UP? :D
I dont know whats wrong with me, i keep annoying Love & i keep making hym worry & i keep making hym mad. Love, sorry about my emotional behaviour, i just cant control it ): & yes, every word i say, i mean it kay, i am doing my best to regain your trust back. In the meantyme, please have faith in me & believe in me ): Youknow i love you, so i mean it this tyme that i will be faithful to you alright? Please never mentioned about leaving again. Our tiffs/arguments can always be resolved, we do not have to resort to leaving one another. Youknow how i would react whenever you mentioned about leaving, my heart will start to ache like HELL & i will get emotional & cry when i'm alone & i can't breathe properly. I'm sorry for giving you so much pressure, i assure you i will do my best to stop my nonsensical behaviour okay? (: Thankyou so much for giving me another chance, i truly cherish & treasure you B. love you so much (:
Anyways, yesterday i brought Fazli & hys 3 other members to Wild Wild Wet for interview as the parkhost post. Shida interviewed them & all 4 of them were hired! Yay, i get to work with my bestfriend. :D lols. One of them couldnt get the parkhost post as he has tattoo's on hym & he was suggested to work as a slide operator or a lifeguard. Not bad huh? Haha. Well, i am still waiting for my Manager to schedule me to work. Fazli & hys members havt to go through training first, haha. Honestly, i have forgotten how to twist the balloons. Dammit. Didnt meet up with Edaah yesterday either because apparently, i cannot find my Eclipse novel. I think its still with that Fadli, argh. When you gonna return it back huh? Sigh.
Anyhoos, im going to my grams house later on, in the late afternoon. Will be having dinner there too (: Hehehe, cant wait to see my grams. Youknow, i havent really carried on to read my novel. have been busy with the computer, hahaha. I doubt i will be posting for the next 2 days, will be out with my Aunt & cuzzies, will be watching 2012 :D Woohooo ~ Cant wait cant wait! Love & i have also made a date to watch New Moon together, so Love, you better not go back on your words huh. Hehe. Youknow, how much i want to watch New Moon, & i am dying to watch it! ;) Mum didnt cook lunch today & i am too lazy to go downstairs to buy food, so i have to endure my appetite till dinner tyme, lols. Well, i want to carry on playing my fb games, till here then, ciao ~
I Miss Love Oh So Badly! )':
immature dude. on Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 11:38 AM
There is only one happiness in life ; to love & to be loved. today's horoscope : Take it one step at a time. Make time for spiritual moments. Give yourself an edge by clearly defining what you want and then going for it. Your courage is strong but impulsive today. Communications with neighbors may be necessary but not welcome at the moment. Get clear about your intentions before entering long winded conversations. Today is a day for speculation and finding new opportunities, Leo. This Quarter Moon favors joint ventures, and the utilization of shared resources to maximize your opportunities. At the same time, the planets carry an important message for you not to risk more than is reasonable, so it might be a good idea to avoid any time of margin-secured investment or gambling. But your greatest advantage lies in taking a chance, so maybe the biggest effort will be to convince the partner that your idea is worthwhile, and you will do that. You have to make some changes or adjustments in your lifestyle soon. You have to put your foot down with someone who wants you to carry their share of the workload. If you want fair play, you'll have to insist on it, because they are decidedly unmotivated right now.Both friendship and material benefits could come to you at this time, it may feel like you've won the lottery in many ways. You feel very sociable and gregarious, it's a time to spend with people who really know how to have a good time. Leo, there is a yearning inside you that you are having problems controlling. You want someone so bad that you can almost taste it. You just have not found the means yet to express this without coming across too strong. If you are single, a little goes a long way, so use your skills of charm with a little more finesse than you normally would. A subtle smile may be all that you need today. Attached? Try not to be too critical of your partner today. Asking for what you want in a cooperative manner will get you your hearts desires much faster than bulldozing in with your requests.To Rais : Excuse me, but i am not intefering with your relationship with Tassya. I have my own relationship to handle, i simply do not understand why you are making a big fuss when i am actually truly happy for the both of you? & Don't worry, i no longer think about you because i am way over you so please stop assuming or accusing me about something which i no longer do, & that is thinking about you. You think i wanna think or dream or fantasize about you, HAHAHA, you are so wrong. Stop being sucha immature dude & spam my tagboard, you have nothing better to do then go find something important & wortwhile to do. Stop being stubborn because you will end up making Tassya's life difficult & i do not want to see her being hurt or being in a difficult position. By spamming my tagboard, you are simply letting my readers or 'taggers' know that you are being nonsensical by tagging things that i do not even bother, but i am just saying my piece here so as to stop you from being an immature person okay? I'm not ruining your reputation or whatever, i just want you to open your eyes & stop spamming me when actually there is nothing wrong or stupid going on. Whydon't you just pay attention to Tassya instead of my blog huh? Its my blog, so i can post whatever i want, you do not have to interfere, seriously. I am truly happy for both of you & i am just congratulating the both of you, Tassya is not making a big fuss about what i wrote, why are you? Why are you afraid of people knowing that you both are together when there are pictures of you both in fb? -.- Please grow up. I have had enough of you & i don't see why i should be a friend to you anyway. For goodness sake, stop spamming & find something better to do okay? Fyi, i am much happier without you interfering my life, so i do not have to think about you. Thankyou very much.Hello readers.Will be meeting up with Edaah at downtown to pass her the Eclipse novel that she wants so badly, & after that i would have to bring Fazli & hys friend for interview at Wild Wild Wet. So yeahs, i wanna have my lunch & play fb games, till here then, ciao ~
Random Twenties on Monday, November 23, 2009, 5:41 PM
1. I Miss My Teammates. )':2. I Miss Herdawatie, Ziey, Arina, Amira, Yanaa & Ayin. )':
3. I Am Super Bored.
4. I Have $6 With Me Only.
5. I Was Dump Back Home.
6. I Want To Work, Soon.
7. I Miss Baby because We Only Met Up for 2hours. D':
8. I Want To Play Soccer.
9. I Want To Watch 2012 & ofcourse, New Moon.
10. I Need To Eat.
11. I Want to Kick Soccer Balls.
12. I Miss My Sengkang Punggol Teammates. )':
13. I Miss 5N1 )':
14. I Don't Want to Change School, Argh.
15. I Don't Want to Make New Friends & Teammates.
16. I Want to Lock Myself Out & Cry.
17. I Want to Go For a Health Check Up.
18. I Love Chocolates & Oreo's.
19. I Dont Bother About Who I Have Hurt.
20. I Can Go To Hell.
confused on , 12:07 PM
I hate arguments/tiffs/fights because my heart will slowly break intolittle tiny pieces which aches a hell lot. I just want us to kiss & make up.
I just want you to spare a thought for me & just be here for me
whenever i need & want you. Make tyme for me when i tell you i miss
you very desperately. It doesnt matter how long we dont see each other,
just do not ever forget about me or leave me all alone, because i swear
i cannot do without you. I love you sweetheart (':
today's horoscope : You are keenly aware of what you need both physically and spiritually. Changes in lifestyle may be in order. Possibly you've been hitting it a bit too hard and need some down time. If so, take some time off to reenergize. A day away from decision making may do you a world of good. For you, Leo, personal relationships are under focus, but there is an issue that underlies the situation, and that's freedom of speech. It seems that there is something you need to say that someone else needs to hear, and you may have been afraid of the consequences of saying it, until today. Although there is no value in being insensitive to the feelings of others, or need to attack others' beliefs, your success today lies in having the courage to be yourself. Don't let the viewpoints of others deter you from expressing your own. You are likely to hear good news about your health or the health of someone you "hang" with. You may even be the source of a cure or alternative therapy that greatly improves a companion's life for the better. You'll also hear good feedback from a coworker you critiqued recently.
Feelings of tenderness and love especially for family or children are very strong at this time. You want to show your loved ones just how much affection and appreciation you have for them. Your relationships are mellow and interactive at this time, enjoy them. To say things have been a little stormy for you lately, Leo is a bit of an exaggeration. Today you may find that the arguments and narrow attitudes that have been pervading your love life may come to a head. If you are attached, this will cause some misunderstanding at first, but the result will be healthy and favorable for all parties. Single? You are going to try and use logic more than romance today and it may well just backfire on you. A little self-indulgence may be all you need to get out of this very short lived funk.
I am confused! I am not sure if i am on Team Jacob or on Team Edward! :DD Yeahs, i really am crazy because i am just a big huge fan of the series! I watched Twilight on channel star movies & apparently, i fall in love with Edward agaiiiiin! Dammit! I swear i am falling head over heels over this 2 hotties! :D Edward is just so charming, so sweet, so protective & so thoughtful... While Jacob is just as sweet, caring & thougtful, plus, his body is tight yo! Hahaha! I seriously am in a dilemma, i know i cant be on both teams & i got to choose one in the end, but which?? Argh! I really am falling in love with Edward all over again. I dont care what other females may say about hym, i just cant control my fantasy dreams, hahaha! Kaykay, Edward & Jacob aside, i am currently bored to death at home. My older brother is still asleep because he has been going out almost every night and comes back like the next morning or something, hes like an owl already, hahaha. Mum didnt cook lunch & im so LAZY to go downstairs to get food, hehe. I am actually waiting to start work, & my post, as a Park Host, at Wild Wild Wet has some vacancy & i have asked a few if they would like to work there. Up till now, only Fazli is interested, some others doesnt want to work or they have already found jobs, so its alright. Zamir is also helping to get new workers, & hopefully the more Siglap people, the better :DD Right now, Azzli is already working there as a lifeguard & i hate it because he would definitely pick on me, argh. Whatever. Anyway, this week i am not working, i would be free everyday except for Thursday & Friday, as i am going out with my Aunt & Cuzzies. So, feel free to ask me out friends. :D I would only go out when i have the mood & when i am not lazy & when i have cash kay, thanks. Alright, i wanna play my fb games already, till here then, ciao ~
News on Sunday, November 22, 2009, 4:35 PM
HAHA. The denies all were true.Indeed you were a bestfriend huh.You sure are thick-skinned. lols.But anyway, i have learnt to let goof the bad feelings because i dont wantto have a black bad heart.Its great that you both end up together,though its pretty shocking for anybody. :DFairuz Natasha & Muhammad Rais,I am happy for you both, really.Last longlongggggg (:And, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY NADEE!last longlong with my AbgAlf & always be happy!Take good care of yourself & iloveyou! (:
Mundane. on , 3:22 PM
"Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you."today's horoscope : If you're trying to get business done, you'll be swimming against the tide, so if you have the option, just go with the flow. If you're working on a creative project, make sure you get the product preserved for posterity -- on paper, on film, on tape, on CD. If you're just going to be pleasantly out to lunch, don't bother, just enjoy. There may be some form of celebration today, Leo. It looks like a particularly good day for you relationship-wise, and you may feel especially inspired as you look forward to something happening soon regarding friends and family. As long as you don't get caught up in obsessing over details and appearances, or schedule more than you can possibly deal with, you can expect something really good to happen, maybe even a revitalization or renewal as far as your romantic interest goes. Just be prepared and make sure you don't forget something important. You will be a big kid today. You are full of playful, innocent energy, and your sense of humour has returned in full force. If you are a parent, get out to the playground with your kids. Any sporting event, art exhibition, or movie that you can explore will be seen with new eyes.
Feelings and internal visions can get a bit mixed up right now. Emotional miscommunication, either unintended or on purpose, may get in the way of how you really feel. Misunderstandings can snowball, so be ready to cut loose and try again later. Avoid long term commitments if possible, try to keep things open for negotiation at a later time.
Hello readers.
Today is back to another boring day for me. I woke up at 1pm, its really surprising because usually i would be awake by 11am. Hahaha. I guess i was simply too worned out, because the past few days, with my soccer girls, we have been sleeping in at 4-5am or so. :D At Changi Beach Club, where we stayed in a suite room, was awesome. It was like, us teammates living together. We swam, karaoke-ed, bowled, went to see transvestites & we roamed outside OCH. We took tons of pictures, but i think Nadee havent uploaded them yet D: I miss my soccer girls )': Sigh.. As what Carya said, going back home is like going back into jail, haha! So true for me too, simply too boring. I miss the fun, the laughters, the jokes, the annoyance in them. My teammates better not forget about me eyh, hehe. And, Mrs Goh, thankyou for everything you have planned and spent on us. You are simply too nice & kind towards us, but we would never take advantage of you because we all really appreciate you & you will always be the greatest soccer teacher in our hearts. (: Oh yah, i miss my 6 ladies too. So very freaking much! Meet up soon, okay ladies? (': We need to spend tyme with each other too. Hehe. Well, i will prolly be going back to work at WWW maybe next week, i have checked the schedule & my boss haven't put me to work yet. Anyways, i have to finish up some more chores & have to do some drawing work for my Dad. I will be home the entire day, thought could meet Love up but hes still asleep. :D So, i will prolly spend the day reading my novels. Till here then, ciao ~
Oh yeah, Twilight is on tonight on channel Star Movies, & I am watching it! Woohoo!
I miss AzriBby D': ~
Back! on Saturday, November 21, 2009, 1:22 PM
Herdawatie (:
Hello Readers! Miss me? :DD
I have been away from home because i attended my soccer chalet/tonning session. I'm too lazy to update about the details that happen at the club house, but its just a waste we didnt get to shower in the bath tub, right girls?? :DD Oh well. And, the Bbq was pretty unglam and not well planned too, but overall, i had an awesome hilarious tyme with my girls. Waiting for Radd & Nadee to upload the pics, & i'll update them soon yes? Im too tired from the ton, just came back few hours ago, still so sleepy and tired eventhough i rested. I'm too lazy to upload the pics from grad night too, sorry Shamira! :D I'll upload them another tyme yeah. Hehe. Oh well, i wanna play my fb games, till here then, ciao ~
I miss my ladies ; Watie, Ayin, Ziey, Amira, Arina, Yanaa
Before i forget, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO
NURUL HUDA &, MUBARAK! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE,
ALWAYS BE HAPPY & TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF!
MISSING BOTH OF YOU :DD
it doesnt matter anymore, as long as i know im serious about you,
that is all that really matters because i truly love you & i really
mean it. you may doubt me, but i do not doubt myself anymore.
i am sorry for being unreasonable, or insecure, i will try my best
to stop having those thoughts & feelings.
You have treated me the best & i have to admit,
only you could understand me well in ways that nobody else could.
Out of all those minor tiffs & arguments,
i still am sure about my feelings for you
i really am missing you every second, & i no longer care about
what others think or say because i love you, Azri Faiq.
Graduation. on Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 11:36 AM
Prom Night was a BLAST! Went over to my Mum's salon at 4:15pm, then she did my make up & then did my hair. &, I looked so different & matured! At 5plus, my ladies arrived. They looked kinda shocked when they saw me, i got up & took my dress & everything else, & they accompanied me to the toilet to get changed & they touched up their make ups too, except Ayin, who let my Mum did her hair. After i got changed, they were even more surprised & shocked. They kept praising me about how beautiful & different i looked, lol ! Well, waddya expect, its kinda like my first tyme wearing sucha a dress at such an event :D Anyhoos, after dressing up & touching up, we went to look for the place. & then, we roamed around the area & then registered. After some tyme, we went into the hall ( whats it called? idk :D ) We sat down, & slowly, the rest of the students came 'fashionably' late :D When everyone settled down, we had our buffet dinner, then came the presentations & speeches done by representatives of different classes. There were lucky draws too, & my ladies & i were hoping we didnt win as we were too shy to get up on stage to claim whatever prizes there was. Except, Amirah won an Ipod Nano! Omg, thats awesome siaa! :DD After the speeches & everything, the dancefloor was opened. Everyone was practically camwhoring & only some went to the dancefloor to do their thing, & slowly, when better songs were played, more students just went & do their thang :D At 11pm, everyone had to leave, the songs stopped playing, & thats when 5N1 took the picture ( above ^^ ) on stage. Then afterwhich, everybody went home. Currently, i miss 5N1 so badly already, we really had an awesome night last night, didnt we? I feel so forlorn that our class have to separate after graduating & after we get our results, im sure i will definitely miss each & everyone of them. They're the best class i ever been into in my 17years of life, & Ms Chin is one of the best teachers i have ever known & i will never forget her as well. I will always keep 5N1 close to my heart , & i will do my best not to lose contact with any of my classmates because its too unbearable. I will keep all the memories we shared together as class, from the bad ones to the great ones, all in my mind & in my heart. I am going to miss all of you! )':Anyways, today i will be going to school for the girls training. But! I am too worn out to train, so i am just attending the discussion about the chalet later. I cant wait to spend tyme with my B girls tomorrow, since it might prolly be the last tyme i can have a proper hang out session with them. I know for sure, i will definitely miss each & every individual in the team for sure, since they are the best batch i have ever teamed up with. (: Well, i guess everybody have to move on to a new phase in life, & next year, it will be a new phase for me. Am aiming for poly, so have to make new friends ( *yawns* ), have to attend lectures & whatnots ( boring seyh ) & prolly have to join a new soccer team in the school ( if the school has a girls soccer team, that is ) & team up with new teammates ( aw man ): ). Sigh, oh well, life. :D Well, i gotta have lunch & finish up the chores before going to school, but now, im gonna play my fb games, so till here, toodles ~I'm contented you came back.I'm relieved you forgave me.I'm glad you gave me another chance.I'm thankful for everything you did for me.I'm surprised you still want me.Most Importantly, I know I Love You.270109 (:I dont give a hoot about the rest but you.
devastated on Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 12:54 PM
Prom Night is tonight & i do not have the mood to enjoy.
After last night, my entire spirit just disappeared. I felt so
remorseful & devastated, but whats the point now? I cant
lick back the milk i spilled, whats done can never be undone again.
Thanks Arthur & Ayishaa, for accompanying me on the phone
till 2am+, i just couldnt fall asleep. I just couldnt stop thinking
about the mess i made. Im too listless, restless, moodless &
heartbroken. I guess i just have to go through prom with a
smile on my face. Goodluck in handling me people, ciao ~Regardless of one's ugly flaws, you should accept them the way they are.
Nobody's a perfectionist, everybody makes mistakes, even I do.
Everybody should be given atleast one last chance, why can't i have it?
As Edaah quoted, 'Just Forgive & Forget'.
Lost on , 11:48 AM
Woke up this morning & i felt i had no reason to get up. I felt so uneasy& lost without you. I have lost one of the most important person in my life
& hes never returning back. I SCREWED UP, BIG TYME. Theres no turning
back neither is there any hope already, because no matter how hard i tried to
get back, no matter how badly i need you in my life, your heart&soul, & most
importantly, your trust, will never be regained back. Even if there is hope,
it will never be the same again. I fooled around, & i know you will get back
at me because you mean what you say, i know you too well. I believe i
deserved this & earning your trust back would take forever, just like how
you tried to earn my trust back before, we are exactly the same. I guess there
is only one option left, & that is to leave you alone. You no longer love me,
you no longer need me, you no longer want me, & you no longer have faith
& trust in me. Well, i guess, i have to live with no you from now onwards.
My heart had to tear apart when you said those 5 words, but i really hate
it that this has to be the ending. I do not see why we cannot talk things out
politely & nicely & settled everything. Its extremely difficult to leave,
emotionally, but i have no other choice, i deserved it,
so i have to live with it.
THE END.
spooky on Monday, November 16, 2009, 5:33 PM
Youknow what? My older brother, he is sucha wimp.Many people should know who he is, because hes kind ofconsidered a 'Good-Looking Jock' in the school, for the past what..?2 years? So anyway, he watched Paranormal Activity last night, & he cameback home but he couldnt sleep. He was so freaked out by the movie, he couldnot sleep till about 4am in the morning. He even told me, he did not even dareto put his legs out of the blanket because he was afraid something wouldhappen to hym, like being pulled at the legs by a demon, as what he saw in themovie. He sleeps in the same room with my younger bro & last night,whenever my younger brother makes slight movements in his sleep, myolder brother would freak out & get up & look at my younger brother.He was afraid that something was happening, when actually, nothing wasgoing on. :D Well, im sharing this little encounter to all the readersbecause its just so hilarious. My brother, is actually afraid of all these.Those girls who ever liked/adored hym, would actually find hym a weirdo :DHAHAHA! He was so overwhelmed by all this ParanormalActivities, he even went to check out the actual ending for the movie in the net.And, if you people wanna know more about all this activities, check out thiswebsite, http://www.spi.com.sg/ . Now go! Even when i checked the website,i was scaring the hell outta myself, so i stopped reading the details. Till here,ciao ~
Happy Birthday Babe (: on , 11:21 AM
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!May all your wishes come true & i do hope you will
last with Luqman (: I've missed you & its been like
donkey years since we have seen each other ( exaggeration! :D )
I missed those tymes where we used to gossip a lot & always shares
secrets with one another & always talk bullshit too :D
Don't you worry babe, i have never forgotten you neither will i.
You have been a great friend & no matter where you are or what you do,
i promise you that you will always be in my heart (:
Please take good care of yourself & always stay happy!
Have a wonderful day ahead!
Hi. Hello. Hey. Ola. Howdy. Whats up? :DSupposed to meet up with Shaa later on in the afternoon, but Mummy didnt allow me to get out of the house today because this whole week my schedule is packed & im so busy with all kinds of things, so, she wants me to stay home and do the housechores, as usual :D Anyway, Prom night is tomorrow, & i am wondering if people are really gonna dress up ... Retro? -.- I doubt so. Its so difficult to find those kind of dress with a retro theme ( okay, idk what im saying ) Well, lets just hope the celebration will be a blast and hopefully, the songs are not .. outdated. :D The soccer chalet, its sucha a mess. Pffft. Because of Mrs Goh, argh. But, atleast shes paying for all our expenses and im grateful yet thankful for that. But really, the planning is a mess just because she would not be around on Friday night and blahblahblah... Wednesday the girls have training, & Mrs Goh requested for me to turn up to discuss about the chalet & everything else. I told her i would not turn up for training, but i agreed to come for the discussion. Hehehe, yeah, im very lazy to train lah, although my leg itches to kick balls, but oh well. Anyway, i wanna play my fb games now, so till here then, toodles ~
Boring on Sunday, November 15, 2009, 1:49 PM
"Love is Recognising Ourselves in someone else& Delighting in that Recognition."
today's horoscope : Now is not a good time to act like a lemming. If you're acting with friends in unfamiliar places, doing unfamiliar things should set alarm bells off. Don't necessarily follow others' lead today, particularly if it involves gambling money or time merely because you feel pressured. Not a good day to lose money just because others do it. Maybe it's deep cleaning, maybe it's redecorating or redesign, but something is happening at home that goes beyond dusting and straightening paintings, Leo. There is a strong desire to express yourself creatively through the home, so maybe painting or doing something with fabric is involved. It's also possible that this has to do with a special project you've been neglecting, but it certainly is not a project that has to do with work, unless you work from home and are in a creative or craft-oriented field. Guard against undervaluing your contribution today. Money seems to be coming and going at the same time today. There is good news coming from your work or job, but there is a group, club or union that you belong to that is demanding a piece of the action. Unexpected bills may pop up, but there may be unexpected sources of money coming in too. You may feel inclined to speak to others about your innermost feelings, your past, and other personal subjects, which builds closeness and trust in your relationships. You are also a sympathetic listener, drawing out others' feelings and personal experiences. You may hear from someone from the past or reach out to someone you have a long history with or who was once very important in your life. There is some energy in the air for you Leo that may work against you with romance if you are not careful. Whether you are single or attached, things are heating up for you right now so you will need to be extremely careful today in how you approach your matters of the heart. If a challenge or disagreement is presented to you today, you want to be sure that you approach this situation in a practical matter. This will ensure that you leave no room for misunderstanding and that you accomplish what is best for you and anyone in your romantic circle as well. You don't want to make too many waves or changes today, just go with the flow and know that this energy too shall pass.HELLO READERS.Prom Night is just another day away. And somehow, i do not feel much excitement within me. Hahaha. Well, maybe that evening i would probably be more excited and since i will be with my ladies (: And, today, is another boring day for me. Argh. I love my novel, The Chocolate Run, it is so interesting and i just cannot seem to take my eyes off it. :D I will probably be staying home all day today and tomorrow. I wanna visit my Grams, i miss her, damn. Well, i have nothing much to post already, till here then, toodles ~When you want to fight/argue,I want to make Love with you.
so what? on Saturday, November 14, 2009, 6:31 PM
So what if it hurts me?So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
I don’t care about all the pain in front of me.
Cause I’m just trying to be happy.
There is no guarantee that this life is easy
When my world is falling apart,
when there is no light to break up the dark
That's when you will always appear in my mind.
When the waves are flooding the shore &
I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I look for you because you will be there.
When I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth.
You love me for who I am like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong & I know I'm not alone.
Missing you is like a torment.
Missing you is like, God is torturing me,
within my emotions & i cant seem to help it.
In fact, i think it is the greatest pain to experience. (':
You will always be in my heart&mind&soul.
awesome outing (: on , 1:32 PM
Photographer : Sery Sulastery (:Yesterday's outing with my ladies was superbly gerekk! (: First, met up with Watie and Ayin at Mcdonald's at Whitesands, & Curly Wirly was there too. At first, i didnt know it was hym, until Amira came, & she told me when she accompanied me to toilet. Watie, hes hair ain't that curly what :DD Afterwhich, we had to wait for thw usual latecomers, Ziey & Arina -.- Hahaha! Then when they reached, they both didnt want to follow us because Curly Wirly was around, & apparently, Ziey cant stop laughing, & im still confused about it :D The rest of the girls followed me to Popular to get my novels with the $30 voucher i received for being the model student in 5N1. :D Eventually, i bought 2 novels, The Chocolate Run &, Perfect Image. & i am pretty satisfied with it. Hehe. After buying 2 novels, with a few sweets, i still left with the $5 voucher. Not bad .. Hehe. Then, we took the train, Yanaa met us in the train, & we all went to town. Went to Takashimaya, because Ziey wants to get her prom night dress there as she has a $50 voucher to be spent only at there. In the end, she bought a dress at Wisma & bought her accessories at Taka. The rest of the girls, excluding Arina & i, bought their accessories too at Forever 21 & some other shops at Century Square & Tamp One.
Bumped into Adawiyah at Century Square, & shes gorgeous! She slimmed down so much, especially her cheeks. Well, i suppose shes happy about it. She dont look like shes 19 anyway, :DD We browsed at the shop Chameleon at Tamp One for almost an hour ( what an exaggeration! :D ), we bought our friendship rings. (: Its so adorable, hahaha. Around 7pm, we all headed home as we were too tired, because we have been walking all day long since 12pm. :D When we were heading home from Tamp One, we all ( excluding Watie ) saw this sweet couple at Tamp Inter. 'SWEET'. Lets go awwwh, so shwit.. (: The boyf saw us girls, but not me :D , but too bad, the girlf never spot us lah! Ohh well, thank goodness anyway, i could puke anytyme. Hahaha! Well, i ought to be proud of myself, because when i saw them, i wasn't boiling inside. Was pretty surprised but thankful & satisfied as well. But, Yanaa and Amira were like.. Haha. idk how to explain. Girls, im obviously fine, i am so OVER it, yeah? No worries (: Loveyou all. ( no matter what, my heart always belongs to that special someone )
Well, i didnt buy anything for the grad night because its all settled by my Mum . But, the dresses i see in town, they were all so beautiful, but too bad, my Mum didnt allow me to buy. Pffft. :D Well, the dresses, heels, accessories given by her is also pretty stunningly black, but it does not belong to me -.- But, im grateful that my Mum would love to do my hair & make up for me, FOC leyh, hehe. :D Well, grad partner? Ofcourse im partying with my ladies, what for want to have guys as your grad partner? Its something .. unneccessary. That is my thoughts about it. Hahaha. But, Fazli Izhar came to find me because he has no partner, but hes brothers/mates/pals/friends/members all have their dates, except hym. How sadd and pathetic right? Lets go awwwh again, & give that pathetic face for hym. So, we both agreed amicably to become 'dates' for one another, but we ain't gonna dance together & neither is picking me up or blahblahblah.. He just want people to know, he has a date ( to satisfy his ego :DD ) However, hes offering to send me home, pretty sweet but cunning altogether, hahaha. So, i agreed. Better to have a companion to send home than going back myself at what..? Midnight? Unsafe dokk.. So yeah, haha. Thanks Faz :D
Anyway, today is another boring day. I have no plans because i feel so lethargic & tired to go out. Besides, i have like 4 novels, including Breaking Dawn ( aaaahhhh! :D ) to read, to occupy my boredom at home, so thats pretty much awesome for me, since i enjoy reading so much. :D Well, after Grad night, i can have some relaxation tyme with my B girls. Miss them loads man. Till here then, ciao ~
officially over (: on Thursday, November 12, 2009, 12:39 PM
YAY! YIPEE!O Levels are officially over!
Can throw and burn all the unwanted
books and notes already! No longer need
to revise or study for the next few months! Woohoo!
today's horoscope : Someone you haven't set eyes on for ages helps you out regarding a favor you are desperately hoping for. It'll be a real thrill to catch up on old times and reconnect in ways that use to make you smile. An unexpected piece of news may make a trip in order. You need to be very cautious in your communications today, Leo. A slip of the tongue (or the keyboard) could turn a potential ally into an enemy. If anyone is calling to ask you for a favor, even if they are a relative, do your best to avoid a commitment to them until you have had plenty of time to look into the matter, because there is a hint of exploitation in the air today. Nothing is really changing on the money front today, so it may be a good idea to stay away from major financial transactions, as well as gambling and investing. You will have a strong personal presence today, but you could come across as something of a steamroller, especially where it comes to relatives, especially your significant other and their parents, or your own. Be patient, they will be feeling unusually anxious today.Giving is a wonderful quality, but receiving is important too. This is a time when having your needs take the forefront is in order. Don't allow yourself to be just the provider of comfort and affection today. Let others dote on you, and show you the affection you truly deserve. Things have been a little intense for you when it comes to love, Leo, so today you are going to be searching for a release from all of that. You are feeling particularly magnetic and attractive today, and you will also find that you feel intensely loving as well. Whether you are single or attached, you can enjoy the feelings that come with today, as they will serve to remind you why you fight so hard when it comes to love. When you are feeling this harmonious and content, you are relaxed and in your loving center, and this is a potent reminder on how important love is to you in your life.Hello readers (: Today, i never attend the class outing to Sentosa. Last minute, my Mum disallow me to go. ]: But, for tomorrow's date with my ladies, is still on (: Yesterday's last paper was pretty easy, pretty do-able. I find the chemistry section pretty alright :D Anyway, the soccer chalet has been cut short too, to 2days1night. Yeah, extremely pathetic, but oh well, atleast Mrs Gog still booked a suite and all for us, and thats pretty good enough, hopefully all of them will turn up. Well, today i have nothing much to post, i wanna play my fb games, then have my lunch later on, till here then, ciao ~
NEW MOON :DDD on Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 10:15 AM
Love Me Without Fear.Trust Me Without Restrictions.
Want Me Without Demands.
Accept Me For Who I Am. (:
today's horoscope : The keys to getting your way likely lie in your ability to strongly project your own personality in such a way that it overpowers others. This can make you the dominant, alpha player in your surrounds, but you may pay the price of resentment by others who feel pushed out of the way. If you manage to keep your wits about you, Leo, you have a lot going for you in the money department today. You may be able to rein in some costs and make more optimistic plans for the future, but this is not a kind of planetary arrangement that makes for gambling luck or an unexpected multi-million dollar commission. You might have some good news as far as opportunities for fun go, and things are really optimum in the relationship department, unless you are trying to establish one. If that's your status, then don't expect others to be too cooperative. You are going to be forced to deal with some old stuff today - you know, the emotional baggage we all carry around with us? That's right, the inner child stuff that you have been ignoring, or thought you were immune to. The more honest you are with yourself the better.Not too much will run smoothly or go your way today in your relationships, but if you keep working toward a goal you will make some progress. A change at home will be beneficial to you and everyone around you. Stop being so hard on yourself and realize you are who you are and you're doing the best you can. There are some big changes on the horizon for you right now, Leo, and this may have an effect on your romantic affairs. Whether you are single or attached, you may find that you are put in the path of a major life event that will mark the end of a formative period for you as well as the beginning of a period where you will have more independence. Even if you are in a relationship, you will find now that in many ways you are on your own, and this will bring with it an increased sense of responsibility and accountability. You may want to spend today in some deep thought or reflection. Take a review of the situation and recognize that you can give yourself a new chance in life if you just take the leap today.Youknow what readers? New Moon is like the latest and current and newest buzz in like, almost the entire world? The entertainment channels i watch on tv, everything is about the movie. I have watched the trailer like, countless tymes already! If its not about the movie, then its interviews with the 3 main character, Edward Cullen, Bella Swan and Jacob Black. And the 2 main actors are super hot, and everytime i watch their interviews in the tv, i will start to swoon and drool over them. Argh, i cant take it. Why are this holloywood stars superbly yummy?? Hehehe. Im not annoyed by all this buzz going on, instead, obviously im extremely excited yet anxious about the movie. I heard its the blockbuster of the year and blahblahblah.. I cannot wait to catch the movie in theatres which opens on 3rd of Dec, in Singapore. Not 20 Nov or whatever, that is in the states, not Singapore. Get your facts right people. Pffft. My goodness, im having this over excitement feeling inside of me and im DYING to watch it, asap. New Moon, here i come!!! (: p/s - Jacob Black is the hottest new star :PPAlright, New Moon aside. Im having my last O level paper in about 3hours and 30mins tyme. My parents left for work early, so i took the opportunity to use the comp, so that i wont have to rush for school later :DD Well, i have waited for this day to come and finally it has arrived (: Now, i dont have to crack my brain so hard to search for answers for any subject, for the next few months :D Tomorrow is the Class outing to Sentosa, and the following day is my outing with my Ladies, but, not sure if they are confirmed or not, *scratches head*. Well, i wanna play my fb games before having my lunch and before its too late, till here then, ciao ~
Dilemma :D on Tuesday, November 10, 2009, 11:22 AM
"Maybe its true, Maybe we don't know what we haveuntil we have lost it, but, Maybe its also true that we
don't know what we are missing of until we find it."
today's horoscope : Someone who has been carrying on inappropriately in your family or inner circle will be put in their place. Be careful you don't cut off your nose to spite your face with a business or financial opportunity. A discussion with a professional is short and concise and will leave you with hope. If you overdid it, physically or otherwise, over the last couple of days, today may be the beginning of your "recharge" or relaxation, Leo. Because you have to focus on more practical matters now, you may be settling down after a couple of days' excitement. It is also possible that you have been made aware of something that has changed about shared resources or the place where you live that requires a more serious form of attention. At least, it looks like phone calls, emails and so on have to do with business matters or serious responsibilities. You could make money from spiritual interests or music, or save a lot of money while shopping for books and music that uplifts your spirits. You will find that you can motivate and encourage others to improve their lives and broaden their horizons today.An instinctive need to be powerful and in control, you want to be the one pulling the strings and calling the shots. Sexual needs are just one of the life issues emphasized for you at this time. Just make sure you don't take your control issues so far that your partner feels smothered. Your spiritual side is in good form right now, Leo, and this will bode well in your love life. Whether you are single or attached, your spiritual and creative planes are aligned and your inner life is feeling rich and blessed. You will need to find a medium to express this inner creativity, or you will feel dissatisfied by the days end. Today may be a good day to try something new on the social scene. If there is any venue that you have yet to explore with your wild party side, you can try this one out today and you will be rewarded for it.Hello Sugar Cakes. (:Tomorrow is my final O level paper, Combined Science Paper One, which are MCQ questions, and lasts for only an hour. -.- Yeah, pretty pathetic to me. Its wasting my tyme man. Argh. Anyway, after the papers, my schedule is immediately packed and i cannot start work until after the Soccer chalet (: Youknow, i feel Mrs Goh is like my Mum, the team's Mum actually :D Cute eyh? Era is saying that Azhen in my Club team, is like my Boss and i am her personal assistant. In school, im Mrs Goh's personal assistant. Hahaha, weird. But, it doesnt matter. Well, Shaa has been asking me out since this morning, i wanna meet her in the afternoon, but apparently, shes on the way to meet me or something. Hahaha. I would want to have lunch with her, but it means i have to spend money, argh. I hate that idea. :DD And, Arthur wants to meet me in the afternoon too, but he hasn't texted me yet. I suppose hes still asleep. Hahaha. I have the feeling of getting out of the house, but another feeling tells me that im too lazy and i want to stay home :D I dont know lah, i am so bored at home, but i am equally bored outside. I just want to meet my ladies, i miss them all so dearly )': I miss my B girls as well. Nevermind, soon, i can spend tyme with them, and perhaps, its the last tyme to be spent with them. :D Well, i want to play my fb games, till here then, ciao ~
A Wall on Monday, November 9, 2009, 11:54 AM
I've Built a Wall not to Block Anyone Out butto See Who Loves Me Enough to Climb Over it.
today's horoscope : It may seem that circumstances, other people, or the whole world is against you today! You could feel overwhelmed by demands, outside pressures, or your responsibilities and you are looking at your life with serious doubt or pessimism. Others don't seem to help, even if they try to; solitary activity or reflection is called for now. Someone within the home, or at work, may cause a disruption in the flow of affairs this week, Leo. During this Quarter Moon, things at home can get quite upset and emotionally charged. Your partner may receive some good news about career or status though. If there is some construction or other work going on in the neighborhood, this activity may interfere with you on a deep level, causing a personal upset or emotional reactivity. Spend some time on the phone with unusual friends, and use some relaxing salts in the bath: this will smooth out your energy. Communication with your loved ones is difficult, especially where it comes to siblings. But if you keep at it, you will find that you are able to break through the barriers together and rebuild a much closer and more loving relationship.Your intuition is what the energy is about for you today. Let your sweetie in on how you feel rather than to assume they already know. And if you've been keeping your eye on someone that you'd like to have in your life, it might not be so bad to take a risk and let them know, but do follow your intuition. You may need to pay special attention to the energy that is coming your way today, Leo, or your romantic affairs may be affected. Today is a day where good energy and positive feelings are in abundance, but your tendency to take these things for granted will be an issue today. Whether you are single or attached, there are some positive elements that you have simply not paid enough attention to lately and someone may be feeling a little under-appreciated as a result. Stop for a minute and let go of your need to rush every little thing, and simply enjoy the beauty that is right in front of you today.Hello Readers.Another boring day for me. :D I have basically nothing to post because i am super hungry right now, so i am going to search for food. Till here then, toodles ~Be more Concerned with your Character than your Reputation,because your Character is what You Really are while yourReputation is merely what Others Think You Are.
Dammit on Sunday, November 8, 2009, 2:31 PM
"Promises mean everything but once they're broken,Sorry means nothing at all."
today's horoscope : In a volatile situation you will need to have your wits about you as you will have a particularly high profile. The trick is to handle it with grace and not let it go to your head, as this too shall pass and you'll want to look back on a performance that maximized the opportunities dropped into your lap. Today is one of those days that on which you are filled with courage and the sense of adventure, Leo, but it is not necessarily a favorable day. Fortune does favor the bold, but sometimes being bold in an inappropriate situation is the same thing as being reckless. Be careful in all your activities today, especially if you are doing something that you haven't tried before. Today is not favorable for any type of investment, or for doing any work on the home, although outside work, such as gardening or lawn work is just fine, unless it involves machinery. Don't let a friend drag you off your budgetary discipline today. You could be all too tempted to break out the credit cards for something like a trip to the big game or amusement park, and that could be something you'll enjoy now, but regret later.
You care more passionately and respond instinctively and emotionally to whatever happens to you at this time. Emails, phone calls, and conversations that you initiate are both beneficial and productive at this time. If it feels right say it and don't regret the impulse or the answer. You are feeling a little emotional and self involved today, Leo, and this may play a role in your romantic affairs. Things have been far too intense than you normally appreciate, and today you may just need some alone time to sort through it all. If you are attached, your period of self involvement may alienate someone else so try not to appear too withdrawn or you will give them the wrong impression. Single? It will seem easy to jump to the wrong conclusion with a particular situation today, so take a few breaths and let this one sit until tomorrow. By doing so, you will give yourself the clarity you need, when you need it.
HELLO!
Today is another boring day for me :D I have nothing to do and im staying all day at home, AGAIN. Nowadays, there are some people who comes to our house to look at our flat. My parents might be selling the flat, and probably we will be moving to Punggol, no matter how relunctant my Brothers and i are about the moving. Argh, why Punggol? I am already so used to Pasir Ris's environment, and moving to another environment is a big change for me and i effing hate it. But, my parents have the say anyway. Dad is encountering some cash flow problems and some problems at work too or something, thats why they are planning to move into another cheaper flat or blahblahblah, i have no idea either. Grams say its too weird and screwed up for me to know anything, so pffft, i dont wanna know. Anyway, i want to play my fb games, till here then, ciao ~
Why do i even bother? Why do i even care?
I get nothing nice in return but just plain bullshit treatment,
i am washing my hands off you.
Boreddd on Saturday, November 7, 2009, 4:22 PM
Discover Girls Reality Through Birth DateResults :-You were born on 3 August 1992, Monday.POSITIVE : This girl is honest, tough, alert, not easy to give up independence and know how to manage your relationship. Pleased by others. She is generous, energetic, hardworking, precise and good in managing her financial matter. In love, she give her best and ready to sacrifice everything.NEGATIVE : Short temper, wouldnt back off in fight.What Animal Spirit Lives Inside Of You?Results:-Your animal-spirit is that of a butterfly. The Butterfly is a very fragile, soft and breakable animal.You feel breakable and fragile,too and are sometimes scared of being hurt. But the butterfly is also curious and adventurious, just like you. Try to trust in yourself a little more. Don't be scared of living.Take advantage of the strengths you've got. Just like the butterfly, who is so fragile and fine, uses his wings to fly, you should also take a look around sometimes. Life's nice!What is your Personality Type?Results:-The Loyalist, type SixEngaging, Responsible, Anxious, and Suspicious.Sixes are the most anxious type, and the most out of touch with their own sense of inner knowing and confidence. Unlike Fives, Sixes have trouble trusting their own minds, so they are constantly looking outside themselves for something to make them feel sure of themselves. They might turn to philosophies, beliefs, relationships, jobs, savings, authorities, or any combination of the above. But no matter how many security structures they create, Sixes still feel doubtful and anxious. They may even begin to doubt the very people and beliefs that they have turned to for reassurance. Sixes may also respond to their anxiety by impulsively confronting it— defying their fear in the effort to be free of it.Who is your alter ego?Results:-Your alter Ego is The Silent OneThey never say anything, don't even mutter a word. The just sit and watch. The silent you is slightly shy in character and hangs back in the shadows of your personality. Your alter ego usually comes out on occasions when you have been embarrassed or shocked. They are slightly more intelligent than you but only lie and wait.HEY readers, I am so BORED right now. Argggghhhhhhh.Cant wait for next week and the following week, atleast won't be so bored like now.-.- Kay, Bye ~
Let Go on , 11:11 AM
Friendship is a gift that is fair in all things.
It roots from one's heart and involves memories that stay not for a while but
for a lifetime. Friendship is like a violin ; the music may stop now and then,
but the strings will last forever. Your best friends are going to hurt you every
once in a while, you must forgive them for that , as Forgiveness is the key to your
Happiness.
The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him with friendship.
Well, I suppose i shall wash my hands off too, because Hannah doesnt seem to care, doesnt seem to know that things will get better, If thats the case, i give up too babe. I tried my best to make things right, but you feel that nothing will be resolved, you feel that giving up is the only solution left. Well, if you give up, then so would i. You said you will change, so go ahead, give yourself tyme to change. Eventually, i believe you will, somehow. I just hope, you will do it fast before its too late. And, to me, obviously everybody needs friends, including you. You said you are still happy-go-lucky, but i doubt so, i can clearly see what you are doing. Liyana said its Karma, well, i believe it is. Learn from you mistakes babe, wishing you all the best [:today's horoscope : You've probably been sweeping some of the unsavory chores under the rug, but today you probably feel that postponement isn't an option. You'll have to get down and get your hands dirty to not only complete the tasks but to set your mind at ease again. Before the day is over, you may be feeling free of a problem or worry that has been troubling you, Leo. This is not an indicator of a tremendous stroke of financial luck but of something internal, like an old annoyance has gone away and it feels like a new day for you. It is a feeling that could best be described as a burden being lifted from your shoulders, and you can expect others to notice, because they may notice a difference in your movement and your voice. Also, there may be some communication with medical personnel today, even if it is social in nature. You have a sudden opportunity to take advantage of the good will and positive energy of the past day or so. You have wonderful opportunities to make new friends. You'll be seen by others as charming, creative, and hard-working, a winning combination!Putting your feelings into words only enhances them, so don't be afraid to say what you mean from the heart. Your words will not fail you, and backing them with your emotions makes them seem all the more reliable. Honesty pays off now so take a risk and vocalize how you really feel. You may be going through some negative energy period in your romantic affairs, Leo, but this is a period that is short lived. Whether you are single or attached, you may be finding yourself somewhat distressed over the energy that is present in your love life, and this will lead you into some moments of withdrawal. If you are feeling like you need to avoid any serious discussions or potential arguments, then your instinct is telling you to take some down time for you today. Take a break from any major decisions or conversation when it comes to love. If it feels to heavy, just take a time out today and find something that fulfills you, even if it means some time alone.Hello (:Today, i have no plans. Yesterday i said i wanted to clear my books and notes, but i ended up not doing so because apparently i was stuck to the computer for hours. :DD Well, i will do it later on though, after lunch or something, hehe. I am so effing bored at home, with nothing much to do, i want to go out today, because my Grams came over to my place this morning, and she gave me some cash. So, now i have some cash and i feel like getting out of the house, hehe. But, at the same tyme, im kind of lazy too. My ulcer on my lips is killing me, its so difficult for me to eat, argh. Well, im off to playing my games now, ciao ~