hatred on Friday, October 9, 2009, 2:07 PM
I Love Them All (:I was naive to have listened to you and head to Sec5, though it has been a wonderful experience for me so far and i keep reminding myself not to regret this decision that i made. In certain terms, such as in Soccer, i never regretted anything though we only get second place, when we could actually achieved champions, but i guess i have come to terms with it. For academics? I still gotta perform and get the results next year, so wait and see. But you are an utter disgrace. You came to Sec5 for? You completely did not give a hoot about your academics and basically turn up for lessons whenever you feel like it. Yeah, i know you are ill, but did you even take good care of yourself to recover? NO! You smoke your life away like a heavy chimney, trying to end your life faster and easier? What is wrong with you!? Because of your ignorant, irresponsible and selfish attitude, almost everyone despises you. Seeing you become this good-girl-gone haywire you, it does hurts me but i hate you for becoming like this. Now i understand Amirah's hatred. Who on earth is sucha bad influence on you? I do not care and will not care what you do outside, i just hope you can take care of your health lahh. You are dying for christsake! You know it but you simply do not care. So what for you whine about it to others who cannot be bothered cause you cannot be bothered yourself? My ladies know how mean and blunt my words can get when i want to. I am being v nice already. If possible, i would want to post all the hurtful and mean things in my mind now but i had better not. I know about Karma, so i have limits. I know you might read this, and you might not care. I just hope you can wake up to reality! I know you are suppose to live life to your fullest, but definitely not this way that you are living. I do not care if you are someone i used to care for or love, i just hope you know what you are doing and wake up before its too late. Deal with that, girl.
Hello readers.
Im going for night class later on. Tomorrow, i will be going for Math class and in the evening, i will go for SP's dinner celebration. I miss my SP's teammates, its been weeks since i last saw them and played soccer with them. I hope they understand my reason for not being able to turn up for trainings lately. O's are in about roughly 2weeks tyme, and i am kinda nervous and afraid. However, i will do my best to get my self fully prepared and complete all the papers by Addiie's birthday, 11Nov. Afterwhich, its party tyme. Will focus on Soccer and Job at WWW. (: Plus, i cannot wait for my Soccer girls chalet! Miss spending tyme with them )':
Asukaa ; Please remember to cheer up. Do not do anything stupid,
and you know what i mean. You know what i know. Any troubles,
must speak up okay? No point keeping them insede your heart.
Anybody can tell that you are sad yah. Get your cheery side back,
i miss it. Though we are not that close, you are still my friend (:
