Apologies for not posting the past few days,
have been really busy lately with my art coursework
which is apparently due tomorrow!!
hahaha. plus, busy with soccer as well.
and, preparation for prelims. ]:
i'll update soon yeah, toodles ~

thankfully, things between us are settled.
And we are back together again.
Once we lose something, we will start to realize
how much that somethings means to us and how important it is to us.
Though i have said i would not want to go back to the past,
i admit i cannot bring myself to to accept that
you were gonna be my past.
I still had strong feelings for you then and
i was so reluctant to let you go, but you wanted to leave.
Please never let history repeat itself again,
please do not hurt me again.
And, please never leave.
I love you, Azri Faiq.
Prove to me, that i did the right choice in accepting you back.

Promises are meant to be broken. I guess it was never meant to be.
Apologies will not mend my heart. After everything we have been through,
this is how things have to end. Its extremely unfair and uncalled for.
I recalled you saying that breaking up is not an option in your list,
and that it is usually unnecessary. You broke all your promises,
if you do not realized that, now i decided not to trust any promises.
If i knew the commitment would not be for long, i would not even risk
to be in the relationship. I think i have to learn to accept reality
and move on. I will stop hoping, stop wishing, stop dreaming and
stop crying because it is all worthless and useless.
Relationship was never a setback for me, but because of you,
my views in love has changed drastically and i would think twice
before going into a serious relationship again
as i wont be a gullible fool once more. I'm never going back to the past
and i should look forward to the future. Just remember,
we were so in love once but you had to ruin everything.
Theres no turning back already, and since this is the outcome, fine.
I will not expect anything anymore, its tyme to let go of the burden.
I know you want the best for me, so thanks for the memories,
the everything and the broken heart. I'm not blaming you but myself,
cause i guess i deserve this. You were always right,
and i was always weak, wrong and naive.
I never regret being with you but i hate it that this has to happen.
I forgive everything but i will never forget it.
GOODBYE AND TAKECARE, AZRI FAIQ.

tyme will heal my wounds and mend my heart.
i'm sorry my girlfriends and guyfriends for being unlike myself.
i will get back up on my feet and move on.

" You are not a toy, Demi. "
This is true, so deal with it.

today's horoscope : There are times when being slightly vague about what you're doing does not pay off, but this is not one of them. You may find that embroidering the truth with appealing imagination will be just what it takes to get others to accept what they might otherwise refuse.
You are sharp, clear, decisive, and articulate today. This is a good time to assert your own needs and desires, to communicate to others what you really want. They'll never know what how you truly feel if you don't speak up.


Hello readers.
Apparently, i still am moodless to post. I am freaking lost and confused and i cannot find myself anymore. Yesterday's match against Nanyang Poly, SP won 3-1. Shidah's a great player, she scored two. And the ohter particular goal, was put in by ERA FAZIRA. Am truly proud of, and so are the other players. Finally, your desire to score has happened. Hehe. Score more kay girl? (: Well, i'll be going to play badminton with my family in the evening, so after using the comp, i'll probably be studying Geog and do some English work. Till here then, toodles ~

p/s - nobody treats me the best except you. thanks for everything (:
i'll pull myself together and find myself back.

today's horoscope : It's a day full of luck and charm and you are likely to be lax or extravagant with your money. Material benefits probable at this time, but beware of being overly generous. Emotional well-being and contentment characterize this time period. You feel quite relaxed and carefree.
This is an excellent time to have company or to give a party at your home. You are feeling hospitable, loving, and feel the need to share comfort and affection with close friends and family. Go on a date with someone you care for, make it simple and enjoy the adventure.

Hello readers.
I have completely no mood so no post today. Sorry and thankyou.


I never felt so uneasy before.
Change my mind before its too late.
I'm becoming confused and lost.
I can't find you anymore,
i shall pick up the pieces
and try to mend them.

Plus, i'm coming back for you. :D

today's horoscope : Something you've awaited can now be successful. You've worked hard and played just as hard as well and in any case you can start to reap the benefits of your efforts and the investment of the past few months. Take care of your health at this time as there's also a need for relaxation and time out from the daily grind.
Warning signals are in the air today, and trying to get the final word on anything will be virtually impossible, and no matter how right you feel in your side of an argument any loose ends turn up that won't be silenced. Try to keep your words positive, but leave the last word for later.

` Mother Tongue O level results : C6
` Mother Tongue O level Orals : Merit ( Surprisingly )
` O level English Orals today, i think i screwed up
` I think things between me and Tassya, should be resolved.
` Lessons were pretty much a bore today.
` Enjoyed every moment with Arthur, you're my laughing pill dude (:
` I can drop Mother Tongue already, lyke finally :D
` Tomorrow having Art extra lessons and Night class
` Saturday have match against NYPGA? HAHAHA.
` Bby passing out from camp tomorrow! Woohoo!
` Bby seems like he cant meet me .. anymore )':
` Bby never understand how much i miss hym )':
` But, i still love Bby.
` THE END.


Babe, i still want to say the same thing,
although things betwwen us seems better..
I forgive, but i will NEVER FORGET, note that.

today's horoscope : Arguments and general disagreements are becoming a thing of the past in your household, and largely to do with someone's intervening or a different approach to discipline. Turning your back on a problem won't get you anywhere. In fact, you could do everyone an injustice by not getting involved here.
Reflect on the yearning you feel for security and stability now, as this suggests the kind of compromises you may be willing to make to accomplish these objectives. If you can make a plan and find a way to realistically follow through you may just get everything your little heart desires.

Hello readers.
Supposed to attend a class where we gotta do the Mother Tongue practice paper. But, i decided not to attend like everyone else because it was like a complete waste of tyme as we have completed our Mother Tongue O's and the results is actually tomorrow. :D On Thursday, i will be having my English O level orals, hopefully i can do well because i have faith in myself. Heh. I'm praying the conversation they would talk about will be about sports, since i'm more into that topic. Heh. Also, i wanna congratulate Bby for passing and doing extremely well to get one of the highest in hys law test and i am looking forward to the day hys passing out which will be this Friday, if i'm not wrong. Unfortunately, i cant attend hys passing out parade lyke all hys friends can, cause i have school to attend. Pffft ~ Sad eyh? ): Oh well, its alright, i'm just so relieved that hys officially passing out. But, hes still working under them. Haiyoo, torturing man. Hopefully he still remembers hys promises. Heh. Today lessons were alright, i doubt i managed to focus at all today, cause the lessons were all so mundane lah. But, i enjoyed myself during the English period. Heh. After school, went straight home with Radd & Syaff. Such cute little girls ya'know? Heh. Tomorrow, will probably be home late as i will be having interclass captain's ball game between the 4E's and 5N's. (: Anyway, i will be attending SP training later at 6:30pm, so will be meeting Era at 5:30pm. I think i wanna go play farmville now, keep myself occupied. Haha. And, why is Justin Bieber, the young kid, is SO HOT? Argh. Heh. Till here then, toodles ~

AND, i forgive but i never forget.
So, please do not think we're ever gonna be okay.
Its not going to be lyke before,
and i think thats the best way for me.
Do not think i am jealous as well when i'm not,
i'm over it and you can do whatever bullshit you want.
You are not worth to get upset or annoyed over,
you are just wasting both our time
and please, live without me.

Its hard to wait around for something
that you know might not happen but
its even harder to give up, when
you know its everything you wanted.
i love you, Azri Faiq. (:

today's horoscope : Expect support for your wish-fulfillments and be ready to take it all in when it's offered. Your tastes are favored, so spread them around and make yourself available for whatever perks may come as a result. Just saying yes is the way to go, and even requests for seconds and thirds will not be denied.
You find that there are unexpectedly positive consequences to an argument, disagreement or misunderstanding today. You could make a new friend by coming to the defense of a stranger today. You are someone's "knight in shining armour" and they will be grateful.

Patience : 85% left.
Hello readers.
Today lessons were pretty alright, was revising Social Studies the entire day with Nadeem helping me. Thanks dude, so much (: And, i managed to do whatever i can for the essay part during the Social Studies test, and for the source based part, i did my best. I didnt do one question though that has 6marks. Wasted eyh? Oh well. :D Anyway, after school, i went straight home, so thats about it. Heh. Well, till here then, wanna play game. Toodles!

thankgod you left me alone,
i could live a day without you.
thankyouverymuch.

today's horoscope : You could be feeling a little angry and uptight today, and things may not be going the way you'd planned them to just now. Be on guard for time wasters who divert your attention from the matters at hand by leading you to believe that their agendas are far more important. You will be getting a lot of interesting phone calls or emails. You may have shared your spiritual beliefs recently and someone wants to challenge you on what you believe. You will find the encounter enjoyable and stimulating if you keep an open mind. Let your mind expand as creative thoughts and new concepts broaden your outlook and introduce you to new games to play with that special someone. An element of mischievous fun is the very thing to turn the ordinary into the extraordinary, and your ability to put your finger what makes their heart go pitter pat is what it's all about today.

Apologies for yesterdays post, but i do meant what i say, please take note, thankyou.
I stayed home all day, cause plans to meet up with Bby was cancelled, because he had to spend quality tyme with hys scouts boys. So, i didnt get to see hym at all, neither do i get to speak to hym on the phone. But, oh well. I should let hym off, no point getting so frustrated or annoyed, besides, i totally understand, so yeah. We'll meet, whenever we can lor, cannot meet, no need meet lor. [: Basically, i didnt do much yesterday, did study alittle social studies, on globalisation, thats all. Turned in at 10pm, but couldnt sleep till midnight, cause i was tearing lyke fuck. And, made a mess in my room. -.- Yeah, stupid tears. Arggh. Today, went out earlier on to Eastpoint, had lunch, and now im back home. Later will be going out with my family again, so yeah. Have something on. -.- Well, i just wanna wish Dorcas, my Sengkang Punggol teammate, to have a safe and wonderful trip to idk what country :D Hopefully, she'll come back soon and play for us [:

And and, heres my prelim schedule :
Monday 24Aug - CME
Wednesday 2Sept - Science Practical
Thursday 3Sept - English Paper 1 & 2
Friday 4Sept - Social Studies
Monday 14Sept - Mathematics Paper 1
Tuesday 15Sept - Mathematics Paper 2
Wednesday 16Sept - No school for me :D
Thursday 17Sept - No school for me :D
Friday 18Sept - Chemistry
Tuesday 22Sept - Elective Geog. Art.
Wednesday 23Sept - Physics
Thursday 24Sept - No school for me :D
Friday 25Sept - Science Paper 1 ( Chem/Phy )

As you can see, i have a tight schedule coming up in September. I guess, after my prelims, i will be busy with my prep for O's as well. And, this week, i will be receiving my O level Mother Tongue results, please pray that i'll pass :D Then, i wont have to take MT again! Woohoo! Hehe. And, this Thursday, is my O level English orals. Hopefully, i will do well and not screw up. So, i'd lyke to apologize for any late updates in the future. Till here then, toodles ~

I'm the type of girl that can be so hurt,
but can still look at you and smile.
The type of girl who is willing to brighten your day,
even if i cannot brighten my own.
I love you, Azri Faiq, as always.

TELL ME TO GET LOST & I PROMISE YOU I WILL.
TELL ME TO GET MY OWN LIFE & I PROMISE YOU I WILL.
TELL ME YOU NEVER WANT TO SEE ME AGAIN,
& I PROMISE YOU I WOULD NOT BOTHER YOU EVER AGAIN.
PEOPLE, TELL ME YOU DO NOT NEED OR WANT ME,
AND I WILL LEAVE YOU FOR GOOD.
TELL ME I AM NOTHING & FOREVER I WILL REMAIN THAT IN YOUR HEART.
JUST TELL ME HONESTLY, WHAT AM I?
I HAVE FUCKING NO IDEA & I GOTTA BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL
TO FIND MY TRUE SELF, EVEN IF I HAVE TO BLEED TO DEATH.
I HAVE COMPLETELY NO FUCKING MOOD SO LEAVE ME ALONE!!
THANKYOUVERYMUCH.


p/s - i don't have to go through this,
but yet, i chose to do so. Why???
Murder me, GOD.

And, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY FARAHH!
May our 8years of friendship last.
Love you to bits & pieces. (:

GOODBYE PEOPLE.

today's horoscope : Personal power and control are issues for you now, and if you take too much power (i.e. are manipulative and tyrannical) or too little power (i.e. are overly passive and easily victimized), then you will become embroiled in power struggles with others. You may see value in or feel love for an older person in your family or social circle. Support from close friends, family, and the women in your life gives you confidence now and a greater appreciation of who you are. This is also a good time to mend fences and repair problems and issues in your home life.

TO DO LIST :
` Revise Geog & cover one topic every 2weeks.
` Revise Chemistry & cover 2 topics every 2weeks.
` Revise Physics & cover 2 topics every week.
` To complete 1 English situational writing/free writing every week.
` To complete 1 comprehension every week.
` Revise Social Studies & cover 1 theme every week/2weeks.
` Revise Maths formulaes.
` Practice Maths & cover atleast 1 topic every week.
` Start focusing on O's.
` Finish up my Art prep boards & batik work by 31st August!
` Clear my room of all the unnecessary items.
` Start saving money!
` Focus more on Soccer after O's. ):

Hello everyone.
Quite a long list of to-do's huh. Haha. I decided to make my stand and know exactly what i want after meditating for 30mins and after hearing the advice given by Mr Chow. Actually, hes an awesome teacher. (: Anyway, probably i will begin on my to do list by next week. It has gotta start asap, cant drag any longer and i shall not procrastinate! Argggghhhhh. After my O's, i have more free tyme, and by then, i shall focus more on soccer, work, friends, and Bby. Can right? Haha. Well, today, school was pretty alright. Nothing spectacular or awesome happened. Haha. Tomorrow, i will have Art in the afternoon and then have Physics Night class. I gotta stretch my attention span, Hahaha. Hopefully, i can meet Bby after my night class tomorrow, cause i swear i miss hym a hell lot. And, i should just let the matter about my birthday gift to rest, i wont question Bby about it anymore kay kay? I trust you, you know? Hehe. Plus, i will not, i repeat, i WILL NOT post too many negatives things about Bby again. Only occasionally. HAHA. And, i just realize, Taylor Lautner ( Jacob in Twilight ) is super hawt! Seems like Robert Pattinson, and i cant stop drooling when i think of hym.. Hahaha. Fantasy fantasy, never a reality. Hehe. Bby's a reality though. Kay kay, that was random. Haha. Well, till here then i suppose, will update whenever, toodles ~

Friendship is delicate as a glass,
once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks.
Sometimes your closest friend is your greatest enemy.
Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesn't seem to crack.
Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces.

I Love Azri Faiq.

today's horoscope : You take life very seriously now. You question major commitments and decisions you have made in the past, such as career choices, place of residence, marriage and other major relationships. This is a time of self-analysis and questioning about the direction you have taken in your life.
Your intuition is on the mark and your reactions fit in with all around you. It's easy to agree with any plans or goals in your relationships, and most people will if you let them, so spread as much good energy as possible. Any agreements now will be a benchmark for cooperation in the future.

hello readers.
today, chemistry mock paper was pretty alright but i know i'll still fail because i didnt study at all. Actually, i did, but all last minute, so yah. :DD Anyway, lessons were pretty much the same everyday, just simply mundane. During PE, we played netball and thankgod i managed to sweat it out. I mean, i usually do when i play sports lor. Active mah. Heh. And, Mr Anwar said that next week, the sec4E & 5N's have inter class activities. Girls might be playing Netball and Floorball. Boys play soccer and volleyball. Why must the guys always play soccer seyh? I wanna kick balls too, cause that way i can vent my frustrations out and sweat it all out. :DD Anyway, i gotta finish up some chores now. I'll update whenever i can, toodles ~

p/s - i'd rather not bother, i'll lead my simple life.
And you get your own life. I'm sick & tired.
Don't bother speaking with me, its different already.
You are not the only one with problems.
I have my own problems, and its enough.
I don't know what else to do already.
Theres no other options or way out already.
GOD YOU DECIDE LAH. )':
The End.

I Don't Regret The Things I've Done,
I Regret The Things I Didn't Do When I Had The Chance.

And I Have No Mood Now. GOODBYE.

Today's Horoscope : At this time you have important discussions with women and with people you are (or once were) very close to. You may wish to visit, write, or make a telephone call to someone from your past. Connecting with your past is the feeling now, with an emphasis on seeing the past objectively. Memories and old feelings surface very clearly now. Maybe time to clear up some old issues.
Tension in your home life, conflicts between work demands and personal needs, or unresolved emotional issues are likely to happen now, calling on your ability to compromises on your part. A side of you which is usually hidden or in the background could also emerge now, and this may be positive or negative.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SERY SULASTERY! May all your dreams come true and i love you a hell lot!! You're one true friend i'll always treasure and cherish. Hope you'll lead a happy and carefree life, and take good care of yourelf and Alysha yah? Hehe. Love you babe! ((:


I almost gave up, but i could not bring myself to.
I will do my best to salvage this relationship
like i have always done so because it means so much to me.
Although we have a few arguments here and there,
my feelings for you has never changed and never will either,
instead it just keeps growing stronger.
Though there are tymes, which i feel so depressed
cause of you and i felt lyke ripping you apart. :D
And you, on your part, i just hope you will
put in effort in our relationship
and know clearly and exactly what you want.
You are all that i want and need.
I am still waiting for you and your promises.
I love you and nothing has changed in me
for the past 6months. But anyway,
i should be prepared for anything.
Miss You So Much Azri Faiq,
lyke how a child misses her Mum.


p/s - And girl, you think you know hym better than i do huh?
Well, so be it. I guess i should not bother. Whats the point?
You think your life is the only difficult one? Thnik about others kay.

today's horoscope : Solid and steady progress in achieving career goals is highlighted now. If you are not happy with the kind of work you do, then investigate the possibilities of a change in your assigned duties at this time.
Your close relationships with others can undergo some abrupt changes at this time. The driving force behind these changes is your impatient, demanding need to achieve greater sincerity, honesty, and understanding between you and others.

Happy 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Hello Everyone. Today is National Day. [:
Anyway, Friday's training was pretty alright. Not so tough and i had a lot of fun. After training, went straight home with Era.
Yesterday, went over to Bby's place at 12noon, slacked till 2:30pm, then left for Tamp inter to meet up with Arthur. Waited for hym for 30mins, then we went to buy tickets for the movie G.I Joe. Thankyou Arthur, for treating me. Love you so much lah. Hehe. We watched the 3:30pm show, after the movie ended, we went back to whitesands. Arthur accompanied to Giordano, i went to try on some clothes and i bought a blue tee. Hees. Afterwhich, we went to Ananas cafe to have our dinner. $1.80 chicken rice siols! Cheap right? Hehe. We went to Town park for awhile, waited for Rohaizad. Then, they both sent me home. Sweeeeeeeet. :D Thanks guys. I had a wonderful tyme with Arthur. And somehow, you fell sick when you're out with me. :DD Well, get well soon kay dude? Its your big day tomorrow. Heh.
Today, im not sure what i'll be doing. Might be going out later with family. Hopefully i can stay home and watch the national day live telecast celebration, cause Bby will be on TV. Although i don't really feel lyke seeing hym on TV cause i'll feel so miserable, but atleast, its something to be proud of. Well, i have nothing much to post. Will be having match against the police team at Old PA tomorrow, i might be posting again. Till here then, toodles ~

love you Azri Faiq (:

today's horoscope : Recent events are likely to bring some minor changes in your everyday activities. Women are apt to play an active role in personal affairs, or new acquaintances may enter your life. You may decide to alter conditions of your living quarters, consider new occupational offers, or make travel plans for the near future.
If you can say it then you can have it, so don't hesitate to voice your desires and you can get whom you want. Chances are you'll be hearing news that make not only your heart go pitter pat but the person of your desire as well.

well hello readers.
once more, i can update. hehe. went to discovery centre in the morning, and guess what? its super BORING! We had to roam the place by ourselves, and we were lyke lost lor. Then, there was this huge group of older guys, whom i think they're going to enter NS or they're NS dudes, they kept hitting on us girls. Especially Yanaa, since shes so gorgeous. Heh! We did our best to steer clear away from them and avoid them, but somehow they wanted our attention. So typical right? Already so old, then want to hit on younger girls. Pffft ~ Weirdos. Had an awesome tyme with my Bbygirls, eventhough the excursion was mundane. Atleast, i get to camwhore with they girls&guys. Hehehe. We left the centre around 11:20pm, and in the bus, whoa! The guys are really kechoh lor! Singing all kinds of songs, and i couldn't even take a peaceful rest. But oh well. Upon reaching school, we took our souvenirs and left for whitesands with tassya. Bought my lunch, and headed home. I swear my Bbygirls are all so adorable, so caring and so thoughtful. I'm really contented to have them, and they're always there for me. (: They make me smile and they're definitely a part of my happiness. True friends is what i call them. Love them so muchy! Heh. Anyway, will be meeting Era later and attend SP's training. So i guess, i'd better take a rest now. Pretty tired. Haha. Tomorrow, idk whats the plan yet. Pffft ~ Well till here then, toodles ~


quote of my life :
Don't let someone become a priority in your life,
when you are just an option in theirs..


love you Azri Faiq.

today's horoscope : This could be a fun time socially, but much depends upon the effort you put forth into motivating and influencing others. They are apt to rely too much on your personal energy and expertise in the planning of social gatherings.
Relationships can get a bit weird right now or at least take an unexpected turn. The need for more freedom, independence, or novelty on your part, or on the part of someone close to you, may disrupt the status quo in an important relationship. Expect the unexpected in your relationships! ( sounds true :P )

Hi readers.
Apologies about yesterday's post. I can't be bothered to delete it, so whatever. Anyway, school was alright today. Attended school alone at 8am today (: Began reading my storybook, Mounting Desires and finally i finished it during Form teacher contact tyme and i lent it to Farahh. During Physics lesson and Humanities lesson, i didnt pay attention at all. Didnt feel lyke it cause i was still moodless, apparently. Hmmm. Spoke to Yanaa and i felt much better. Atleast theres someone who understands what i'm going through, and i guess she went through something far worst than me and i sympathize her. Well, i should stop tearing and weeping and making my eyes swollen cause as what Yanaa mentioned, its all worthless and wasted. Shes right in a way, so i will control everything and see how things go. If its meant to be, then awesome. If its not, then i'll accept that fact & screw it.. Cant force things right? I can't control fate but let me control my destiny please God? Argh. God you're killing me. Pffft ~
As i was saying, after Humanities, it was Math. Did some sketching revision, than went for Art, when i was supposed to attend MT lessons. But O level MT over already mah, so go for Art lor. Did my batik and i'm a quarter through already. Heh! After art, went back to class. Had English Mock Paper 2 and the passages were about Cats and it was really interesting, it wasn't that difficult actually. Haha. Afterwhich, i headed straight home.
Tomorrow, will be having an excursion to Discovery Centre for some National Day thing. And i think i'll be attendind SP's training tomorrow. Gotta occupy my mind so i will stop thinking negative and pessimistically about Bby. :D And thanks Arthur, for hearing me out. Bestfriends will always remain (: Well, till here then, toodles ~

you never know how strong you are..
until being strong is the ONLY choice you have.
don't let someone become a priority in your life..
when you are just an option in theirs.


Love you Azri Faiq.

today's horoscope : You'll be excited about a new beginning occurring in your working world or in connection with your family life. Don't deprive yourself of the special things that really keep you happy because, in the scheme of things, you will ultimately be depriving everyone else of you-in-a-good-mood.
This is an excellent time for personal relationships and friendships. You are able to share feelings, interests, and concerns openly and honestly with others. You can see connections and possibilities you may have overlooked before. Now is a time for communicating and sharing your plans and dreams.

I'm demanding and bossy in a relationship.
I'm the troublemaker and i'm a nuisance as well.
Obviously i'm imperfect.
I should stop worrying, stop caring so much,
stop being bossy and stop being demanding.
You made me fell so freaking deeply in love
and head over heels for you, and
i can't turn back anymore cause i can't bear to
neither do i want to.
I assume you don't need me anymore
You're not the same as before either.
But i don't expect anything anymore
neither do i want anything.
All i know is i'm falling deeply for you
with each passing days.
And i need to be happy.
THE END.

Apologies for this post. I'm moodless. Goodbye.

p/s - i can't believe you're hanging out with that person.
you trying to spite me or what? asshole.
and i cant believe whats happening as well.
everythings just so incomplete. i'm so worn out,
but i guess i should not give up. [:

today's horoscope : This cycle brings a strong emphasis on asserting your personality and presence in-person. Life is very much live, not taped, and your successes will bloom from added self-confidence and the ability to catch your stride foremost among others. This is not an ego trip, but rather a blossoming of new internal energy
It may seem that circumstances, your partner, or even the whole world is against you today! You may feel overwhelmed by demands, outside pressures, or your responsibilities and you are looking at your life with serious doubt or pessimism. Others don't seem to help, even if they try to so maybe the best thing for you today is some alone time.

Whats up readers?
Hehe. Well anyway, been pretty busy eyh, so apologies for the late updates. Hehe. Anyway, lets recap what i did last 2 days yah.

Sunday 02 August
Woke up around 11 plus, afterwhich, went to prepare for my usual family outing. We went to Vivo City, and had lunch at the Nyonya and Baba restaurant. It's my birthday the next day, and my parents forgotten about it, so they chose to eat at some chinese restaurant. So, i spoke up and they let me decide what to eat, so yeah, i chose to eat Nyonya food lorr. Hehe. And, i did not regret choosing it as it was really yummy, i swear. Heh. My family also agreed that its a good choice i made, so phew ~ After lunch, we went to some Osim shop and stayed there for almost 2hours. :DD All of us tried all the massaging machines and all, so shiok! Heh. Afterwhich, we went to some shops and Mum bought me a new tee from Forever 21. (: Next, we went to Simei. From there, i took the MRT to Lavender Station and meet Era and the other Sengkang Punggol teammates there. Walked to Jalan Besar Stadium, warm up and i get to play the first half of the match against the Arions. It was a 45mins each half game, and by second half, i was worn out man. Kind of fainted, was having some severe migraine. Haha. In the end, we won them 1-0. Whew, thankgod huh. Shocking actually, but really contented. ^^ After the match, all of us showered and went to have dinner together at a coffeeshop. At 1015pm, Era, Izan, Mas & i left first. Reached home, washed up and pack my school stuff. In the end, i was super tired man. Haha.

Monday 03 August
My Sweet 17th Birthday! Happy birthday to me. At midnight, so many people already wished me. And in the morning, more people also wished me. I'd like to thank all those that wish me and i really sincerely appreciate it. Thankyou so much! ^^ Thanks Mia, Ayin & Heartss for all your cute cute gifts. Some of you still owe me gifts, hehe. You know who you are :DD No need mention names hor. Hehe! Thankgod i didnt get any birthday bash or whatsoever, cause i dislike all those surprises. Haha. After the super difficult killer Maths Mock paper which i screwed up and am gonna fail for sure, i went to meet Bby. And sadly, he forgot to bring my birthday gift you know. How coincidental uh? Haha. What i meant was, how could he forget right? Haha. But but, its okay lahh. Hes gonna give it to me one anyway, eventually lah. Hehe. He sent me home, and i gave hym his birthday gift i owed hym which i was suppose to pass hym last week but he was in camp -.- Hahaha.

Today 04 August
School was mundane as usual. Haha. After school, went to whitesands with Tassya, Hannah & Yanaa. Tried some Giordano red tees, and finally, 3 of us bought them as it cost $29 for 3. Now i'm back home, and Bby's extremely busy. Hopefully i'll stop feeling neglected uh, or i'll start to think all the pessimistic negative things. Hmmm. Anyway, tomorrow i'll end school late, and the next few days as well i suppose. National day is just 5 days away, and dearest Arthur's birthday is 6 days away and ZieyBby's birthday is just 7days away. Hehe. Cant wait to meet Bby again lah. He can never understand how much i miss hym, how much i need hym and how lonesome i am seyh ): Ohh well, endure lor. Till here then, will update whenever, toodles ~

my universe, my world, my everything.
i love you Azri Faiq (: