stupid blogger. on Thursday, July 30, 2009, 6:19 PM
today's horoscope : Trying to stay on top of things this time of year may have you a little stressed because of extra ego drain. When in doubt, however, just drop out and give it a rest. Too-hot pursuit won't bring you any closer than sitting back, taking a breather, and diving back into the fray refreshed with a new vision.
You are receptive to beauty at this time and want to be surrounded with harmony, beauty, and kindness. Also, you feel tender and gentle toward others, and you want to please or to be of service to them in some way. Some selfless generosity or an effort on behalf of someone in need will make you feel very happy now.
hello (:
apologies for not updating the past few days, was extremely busy. let me share with you what i did yes? (:
Sunday 26July
Sengkang Punggol played against Young Women, and surprisingly, we won. It was really shocking for me yet unexpected. But but, it was a fair game and i really enjoyed watching, eventhough i didnt get to play as it was a crucial match. Overall, it was awesome. And obviously i was happy with the outcome. Good game Carya, Levis, Addiie. Anyway, after the match, coach treated us to Nasi Ayam Penyet outside the Jalan Besar Stadium there. Although Shida and i had to wait quite long for the food, it was still worth waiting cause it was yummy. I dont mind eating again. Hehe.
Monday 27July
Its my 6monthsary with Bby, but cant celebrate or meet hym cause hes back in camp in the early morning cause he has some shooting practice and all to do. Poor thing right? Ohh well, its alright. We dont celebrate by month anyway, but by year. Heh ^^ Came back late cause had to attend Humanities & Maths extra lessons. So basically, school ended at 4 plus for me. Pffft ~
Tuesday 28July
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! Hehe. Its Bby's 19th birthday, & yeah, cant celebrate it either. Hes really very pitiful, hes all alone inside, not celebrating or anything. Sighh. Ohh well, it happens once a year or something only lah. Its alright. (: Anyway, didnt have extra lessons after school so went to WhiteSands with YL & Pris. YL treat me to Sakae Sushi, its lyke an advance birthday treat. (: Thanks dude! Afterwhich, i rushed home, got prepared and all and cabbed to Tamp Inter to meet Era. Attended training with her, and it was alright. Afterwhich, we went home together.
Wednesday 29July
Attended Chemistry extra lessons after school. After that, went for art instead of PE cause Ms Jou wants me o finish up my art final combination. And yeah, finally, i finished it. Hehe. Now, can begin on my actual batik already (:
Today 30July
Start school at 8:30am. Attended school, and i wasn't late. Phew. Hehe. Lessons were pretty much the same, mundane and depressing altogether. Hahaha. After school, i attended English extra lessons, but we had English Mock Paper1 exams. And, it wasn't that difficult actually, it was pretty okay lah. Hehe. Afterwhich, i went straight home. (:
So you see, i've been coming back late almost everyday. And, i already said, i wont have much tyme to update daily. Tomorrow, will be having art extra lessons at 2:30pm to 5:30pm. Afterwhich, there will be night self study for Science from 6-9pm. My schedule's getting tight lorr. Haha. On Saturday, i have some oral workshop to attend to in the morning. On Sunday, i will have a match against the Arions and i know they're really very strong. So goodluck to us huh. Hopefully i get to play for awhile. Hehe. Well, till here then, i'll update whenever i can, toodles ~
Azri Faiq;
When i first met you,
i never would have imagined that
i would have such strong feelings for you,
i never would have thought that
i would have dreams about you,
or miss being by your side or
get butterflies in my stomach when
someone mentions your name.
When i first met you,
i never would have thought that i would love you.
4 more days to officially 17 (:
You are receptive to beauty at this time and want to be surrounded with harmony, beauty, and kindness. Also, you feel tender and gentle toward others, and you want to please or to be of service to them in some way. Some selfless generosity or an effort on behalf of someone in need will make you feel very happy now.
hello (:
apologies for not updating the past few days, was extremely busy. let me share with you what i did yes? (:
Sunday 26July
Sengkang Punggol played against Young Women, and surprisingly, we won. It was really shocking for me yet unexpected. But but, it was a fair game and i really enjoyed watching, eventhough i didnt get to play as it was a crucial match. Overall, it was awesome. And obviously i was happy with the outcome. Good game Carya, Levis, Addiie. Anyway, after the match, coach treated us to Nasi Ayam Penyet outside the Jalan Besar Stadium there. Although Shida and i had to wait quite long for the food, it was still worth waiting cause it was yummy. I dont mind eating again. Hehe.
Monday 27July
Its my 6monthsary with Bby, but cant celebrate or meet hym cause hes back in camp in the early morning cause he has some shooting practice and all to do. Poor thing right? Ohh well, its alright. We dont celebrate by month anyway, but by year. Heh ^^ Came back late cause had to attend Humanities & Maths extra lessons. So basically, school ended at 4 plus for me. Pffft ~
Tuesday 28July
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! Hehe. Its Bby's 19th birthday, & yeah, cant celebrate it either. Hes really very pitiful, hes all alone inside, not celebrating or anything. Sighh. Ohh well, it happens once a year or something only lah. Its alright. (: Anyway, didnt have extra lessons after school so went to WhiteSands with YL & Pris. YL treat me to Sakae Sushi, its lyke an advance birthday treat. (: Thanks dude! Afterwhich, i rushed home, got prepared and all and cabbed to Tamp Inter to meet Era. Attended training with her, and it was alright. Afterwhich, we went home together.
Wednesday 29July
Attended Chemistry extra lessons after school. After that, went for art instead of PE cause Ms Jou wants me o finish up my art final combination. And yeah, finally, i finished it. Hehe. Now, can begin on my actual batik already (:
Today 30July
Start school at 8:30am. Attended school, and i wasn't late. Phew. Hehe. Lessons were pretty much the same, mundane and depressing altogether. Hahaha. After school, i attended English extra lessons, but we had English Mock Paper1 exams. And, it wasn't that difficult actually, it was pretty okay lah. Hehe. Afterwhich, i went straight home. (:
So you see, i've been coming back late almost everyday. And, i already said, i wont have much tyme to update daily. Tomorrow, will be having art extra lessons at 2:30pm to 5:30pm. Afterwhich, there will be night self study for Science from 6-9pm. My schedule's getting tight lorr. Haha. On Saturday, i have some oral workshop to attend to in the morning. On Sunday, i will have a match against the Arions and i know they're really very strong. So goodluck to us huh. Hopefully i get to play for awhile. Hehe. Well, till here then, i'll update whenever i can, toodles ~
Azri Faiq;
When i first met you,
i never would have imagined that
i would have such strong feelings for you,
i never would have thought that
i would have dreams about you,
or miss being by your side or
get butterflies in my stomach when
someone mentions your name.
When i first met you,
i never would have thought that i would love you.
4 more days to officially 17 (:
on Saturday, July 25, 2009, 11:11 AM
today's horoscope : If someone else offers to pay, don't be polite, just go along with it. It's your turn to be treated, and why not? The joy of giving is not complete without a pleased and satisfied recipient, so try being on the receiving end for a while. You'll most likely make the other person happier and yourself as well.
Your thoughts turn to love and this is a favorable time to bring out any concerns you have in your personal relationships. Agreements and cooperation can be achieved easily during this time. You readily discuss your personal needs and desires. Also, you are more aware of beauty and may want to rearrange your decor or buy something to beautify your surroundings.
Hello once again (:
Yesterday the C girls lost to Woodlands Sec, 4-0. Its seriously a disgrace & pathetic news. I thought they could play better & all but i was wrong. Hmmm. Anyway, they did their best. However, Eva & i were extremely disappointed with their attitude. After losing, they still seem to be so happy & hyper, lyke losing is nothing to them & its something they already expected. Weird eyh? I guess different age group of girls have different thinkings, they're still very young after all. :D Well anyway, i will be home all the way till 4 plus, & i'll be meeting Era at Whitesands to take the train to Lavender to meet Ezyan. Wooo, i'm so nervous about the match against Young Women later. Carya, Levis, Addiie : have mercy on us. HAHA! Jokes.. Well, wish my team luck. (: Gotta do housechores now, till here then, toodles ~
between laughing for no reason,
stupid arguments, long talks &
making fun of each other,
i fell in love with you even more
with each passing day..
2 more days ^^
Your thoughts turn to love and this is a favorable time to bring out any concerns you have in your personal relationships. Agreements and cooperation can be achieved easily during this time. You readily discuss your personal needs and desires. Also, you are more aware of beauty and may want to rearrange your decor or buy something to beautify your surroundings.
Hello once again (:
Yesterday the C girls lost to Woodlands Sec, 4-0. Its seriously a disgrace & pathetic news. I thought they could play better & all but i was wrong. Hmmm. Anyway, they did their best. However, Eva & i were extremely disappointed with their attitude. After losing, they still seem to be so happy & hyper, lyke losing is nothing to them & its something they already expected. Weird eyh? I guess different age group of girls have different thinkings, they're still very young after all. :D Well anyway, i will be home all the way till 4 plus, & i'll be meeting Era at Whitesands to take the train to Lavender to meet Ezyan. Wooo, i'm so nervous about the match against Young Women later. Carya, Levis, Addiie : have mercy on us. HAHA! Jokes.. Well, wish my team luck. (: Gotta do housechores now, till here then, toodles ~
between laughing for no reason,
stupid arguments, long talks &
making fun of each other,
i fell in love with you even more
with each passing day..
2 more days ^^
on Friday, July 24, 2009, 1:03 PM
today's horoscope : Your imagination runs wild during this time period! You are attracted to any kind of fantasy, mysticism, or imaginative work. Of course, the extent to which this affects you and the precise ways it manifests, depends largely on your own personal tastes and inclinations in these matters. But regardless of your temperament, your imagination will soar at this time.
Slow down today, you might be inclined to jump to conclusions at this time, and say and do things which you may regret later. You may suddenly decide to act on some idea or plan you have been considering, which can be good as long as you don't move so abruptly and quickly that you override other people's say in the matter.
hello earthlings.
it'll be a short post today, cause i just came back from school about 15mins ago & yeah, i immediately use the comp. :DD pathetic eyh. anyway, school was boring. only studied during chemistry period, & played some thinking game with my bbygirls during Math lessons. during english it was really slack cause Ms Leanna didnt come, so we didnt really did the assignments given. Arthur was hitting on the pretty relief teacher that took us as well but too bad, he didnt get her number. HAHA! :P Too bad for you. anyway, will be meeting Eva at 1:45pm & head back to school cause we're following the C girls for their match. okay i wanna bathe, till here then, toodles ~
& When You Love Someone,
You Never Give Up. (:
I love Azri Faiq.
3 more days ^^
Slow down today, you might be inclined to jump to conclusions at this time, and say and do things which you may regret later. You may suddenly decide to act on some idea or plan you have been considering, which can be good as long as you don't move so abruptly and quickly that you override other people's say in the matter.
hello earthlings.
it'll be a short post today, cause i just came back from school about 15mins ago & yeah, i immediately use the comp. :DD pathetic eyh. anyway, school was boring. only studied during chemistry period, & played some thinking game with my bbygirls during Math lessons. during english it was really slack cause Ms Leanna didnt come, so we didnt really did the assignments given. Arthur was hitting on the pretty relief teacher that took us as well but too bad, he didnt get her number. HAHA! :P Too bad for you. anyway, will be meeting Eva at 1:45pm & head back to school cause we're following the C girls for their match. okay i wanna bathe, till here then, toodles ~
& When You Love Someone,
You Never Give Up. (:
I love Azri Faiq.
3 more days ^^
and i miss you on Thursday, July 23, 2009, 5:41 PM
today's horoscope : You'll find yourself in topsy-turvy circumstances in which you will have to maintain some measure of self control if you are to win the day. Concentrating on the tasks at hand will require the utmost focus and therefore your ambitions may be strongly challenged by either the place you work in or the people in it or both.
Mixed emotions may be the theme of the day, and trying to sort them out verbally can be far more effort than it's really worth and ultimately an unsatisfying process. If you find yourself on the wrong end of an argument with your partner then try to patch things up as best you can and let circumstances take care of the rest.
Hey readers.
apologies for not updating the past few days. (: on monday, the C girls had their second match against Bowen Sec & they last 4-0. well, i do feel sorry for them but i guess they did their best after all. met Bby up that day & he was feeling extremely lousy & my day wasn't any better.
Tuesday, school was a bore. the maths & humanities teacher hasn't been coming & it has been total slack for us & i feel its kinda bad in a way. haha. after school, Bby accompanied me home to get my soccer stuff then headed to hys place to slack. (: afterwhich, meet Era at tamp interchange & we attended Sengkang Punggol's training together. Wasn't really that tiring neither was it that fun. After training, i was completely worn out though & Bby picked me up at Whitesands & sent me home.
Yesterday, school was a bore, as usual. Lessons were pretty slack nowadays, except certain subjects. Bby went back inside camp & i'm all lonesome, once more. I missed hym so much till my heart aches. Sighh. Had O level Chinese listening compre & i gotta admit, i find it easy but the options they gave were all tricky cause they were all pretty much being mentioned anyway. After the exams, went straight home. (:
Today everything as usual. Attended school at 8am today. During recess, Ayin said nowadays i'm different. I guess i'm not as loud & happy-go-lucky & open minded as before already. Haha. Idk why uh, i guess i just miss Bby too much till i decide to shut the rest of the world out. Sorry girls. Will get myself back asap (: Anyway, after English consultation, went straight home. Did some house chores, had some food & now i'm allowed to use the comp for awhile only before my parents get back. -.- Well tomorrow, i will not be going for Art again i guess, gonna go support my C girls as they're playing against Woodlands Sec. Hopefully, they can do better or something. Hmmm. On Saturday, the club's tournament is starting and we're playing against Young Women. Feeling excited yet nervous. Levis, Carya & Addiie will be playing for them. Oh gosh. :D And and, apparently bloggers not yet okay! Argh. Annoying. But, i'm beginning to lyke this plain color font. Hehe. Well, till here then, toodles ~
i'm the girl who worries when you are outdoors.
the girl who will stand by you through everything.
the girl who is proud to say you are mine.
And i'm the girl who loves you with all my heart,
Azri Faiq. (:
4 more days ^^
Mixed emotions may be the theme of the day, and trying to sort them out verbally can be far more effort than it's really worth and ultimately an unsatisfying process. If you find yourself on the wrong end of an argument with your partner then try to patch things up as best you can and let circumstances take care of the rest.
Hey readers.
apologies for not updating the past few days. (: on monday, the C girls had their second match against Bowen Sec & they last 4-0. well, i do feel sorry for them but i guess they did their best after all. met Bby up that day & he was feeling extremely lousy & my day wasn't any better.
Tuesday, school was a bore. the maths & humanities teacher hasn't been coming & it has been total slack for us & i feel its kinda bad in a way. haha. after school, Bby accompanied me home to get my soccer stuff then headed to hys place to slack. (: afterwhich, meet Era at tamp interchange & we attended Sengkang Punggol's training together. Wasn't really that tiring neither was it that fun. After training, i was completely worn out though & Bby picked me up at Whitesands & sent me home.
Yesterday, school was a bore, as usual. Lessons were pretty slack nowadays, except certain subjects. Bby went back inside camp & i'm all lonesome, once more. I missed hym so much till my heart aches. Sighh. Had O level Chinese listening compre & i gotta admit, i find it easy but the options they gave were all tricky cause they were all pretty much being mentioned anyway. After the exams, went straight home. (:
Today everything as usual. Attended school at 8am today. During recess, Ayin said nowadays i'm different. I guess i'm not as loud & happy-go-lucky & open minded as before already. Haha. Idk why uh, i guess i just miss Bby too much till i decide to shut the rest of the world out. Sorry girls. Will get myself back asap (: Anyway, after English consultation, went straight home. Did some house chores, had some food & now i'm allowed to use the comp for awhile only before my parents get back. -.- Well tomorrow, i will not be going for Art again i guess, gonna go support my C girls as they're playing against Woodlands Sec. Hopefully, they can do better or something. Hmmm. On Saturday, the club's tournament is starting and we're playing against Young Women. Feeling excited yet nervous. Levis, Carya & Addiie will be playing for them. Oh gosh. :D And and, apparently bloggers not yet okay! Argh. Annoying. But, i'm beginning to lyke this plain color font. Hehe. Well, till here then, toodles ~
i'm the girl who worries when you are outdoors.
the girl who will stand by you through everything.
the girl who is proud to say you are mine.
And i'm the girl who loves you with all my heart,
Azri Faiq. (:
4 more days ^^
on Monday, July 20, 2009, 5:18 PM
today's horoscope : Family and home are focuses of change now, as old familiar patterns undergo an irrevocable transformation: time flows in one direction only. Real estate investments offer lucrative rewards at some risk. A change of residence is likely.
Romance blooms in many ways, and for you today it is likely to blossom in a very primal, lusty manner. Physical needs should be allowed to take the forefront. The more spiritual aspects of love will have there moments, but today a wild, uninhibited frolic is in order. Have fun!
well hello readers.
yesterday's match against the police sports association was awesome, though i only played during the second half. We won 3-2 and i'm really surprised yet elated. Hehe. Theres training tomorrow, but i doubt i can make it cause of my strict parents. -.- Hopefully i can convince them to let me go, cause Saturday's the tournament already. Hahaha. So excited yet nervous. (:
Anyway today, i have no mood at all & i have nothing great to post about today cause it just gets worse. I'm sorry my Bbygirls, i think i gave you all attitude. Forgive me kay? I'll be the happy-go-lucky girl tomorrow or something yes. & i love you girls, thanks for showing concern towards me. Appreciate it lots, seriously. (: & the horoscope above, just isn't making any sense to me at all cause its so untrue. Pathetic. Pffft. Maybe i'll post tomorrow or some other day. And, bloggers giving me some problems, so today's post is so dull. :D Well till here then, toodles ~
do you know how much i miss you?
do you know how much i love you?
do you know how afraid i am if you leave someday?
and i love you even more,
no matter how miserable i am,
Azri Faiq.
Romance blooms in many ways, and for you today it is likely to blossom in a very primal, lusty manner. Physical needs should be allowed to take the forefront. The more spiritual aspects of love will have there moments, but today a wild, uninhibited frolic is in order. Have fun!
well hello readers.
yesterday's match against the police sports association was awesome, though i only played during the second half. We won 3-2 and i'm really surprised yet elated. Hehe. Theres training tomorrow, but i doubt i can make it cause of my strict parents. -.- Hopefully i can convince them to let me go, cause Saturday's the tournament already. Hahaha. So excited yet nervous. (:
Anyway today, i have no mood at all & i have nothing great to post about today cause it just gets worse. I'm sorry my Bbygirls, i think i gave you all attitude. Forgive me kay? I'll be the happy-go-lucky girl tomorrow or something yes. & i love you girls, thanks for showing concern towards me. Appreciate it lots, seriously. (: & the horoscope above, just isn't making any sense to me at all cause its so untrue. Pathetic. Pffft. Maybe i'll post tomorrow or some other day. And, bloggers giving me some problems, so today's post is so dull. :D Well till here then, toodles ~
do you know how much i miss you?
do you know how much i love you?
do you know how afraid i am if you leave someday?
and i love you even more,
no matter how miserable i am,
Azri Faiq.
awesome (: on Saturday, July 18, 2009, 1:45 PM
".. and you are the only one i love in this world .."today's horoscope : You are more distressed than usual over any dissonance in your environment or personal relationships, & you are inclined to avoid serious discussions or real disagreements with others. Also, challenging mental work & concentration is difficult for you now. You may want someone so bad you can taste it, but figuring out exactly how to be seen in a favorable way can be a problem. The tendency to be too choosy and too critical of what's presented to you can leave you coming up empty handed, so if you cant have your way entirely, have it half way and enjoy what's there.
Wasssssssssssssup readers
Hehe. Anyway, yesterday school was a bore ( as usual ). Hahaha. Browsed through magazine during Chemistry lesson, & i wasn't in the mood to do Math either, so i went to sit with Arthur & we chatted almost the entire 3periods, but he did study lah. I'm the one who disturbed hym. :DD Bored mah. After recess, had English & it was a whole hilarious 3periods. We did oral preparations, & some of my friends who did the conversation part infront of Ms Leanna's class ( i'm in her class :D ) was simply being a joker lah. Especially Mubarak & Nadeem, boy were they hilarious till i laughed & get stomachache. Hahaha. After school, headed to Eva's place. She took a whole 40mins to get ready, & when i went home, i only can prepare for 10mins, before we head back to school to tag along the provided transport for the C girls match against Fuchun Sec. &, the girls are extremely funny as well, they're lyke making a fool out of themselves uh ( some only ) & i couldnt control my laughter. & I'm not the only one hor, Carya, Levis, Eyya, Addiie & Eva were all reacting the same way as i did cause they were simply hilarious. Even Mrs Goh laughed lyke hell ! Hahahaha. Till now, i still couldnt get their foolishness off of my mind. Its their first official match & its something worth remembering you know. Hehehe. Although they lost 1-0, i still think its not too bad cause its their first tyme, so i guess it isn't so bad after all. Fuchun Sec wasn't a strong team anyway, hopefully the C girls can play even better with the other better teams & beat them. Hmm. Anyway, woke up early today & left for training in school. The Senior girls that i mentioned earlier, plus myself, have to train the C girls today & eventhough i only get to train them for 45mins, they were a really fun yet awesome group, plus funny ofcourse. Hehehe. Then i attended my English Prelim Orals & after that i went straight home. So yeah, im at home now & im not going out cause i dont want to & im too lazy to so idk what to do actually. Hehe. Perhaps take a nap later. Oh yah, i finally changed my cellphone yesterday, & its the phone i wanted lah. & I loved it! Hehehe. Tomorrow, Sengkang Punggol Womens team will be having a friendly match against some police girls team & so, i have to go & Bby's sending me & then fetching me. Yay! Can meet hym, finally.. Hehe. And and, i knw when is he gonna POP & i feel even more relieved & contented now cause its getting nearer to the POP date. Hehehe. Well, till here then, will update whenever yah, toodles ~
and, i miss my soccer mates, my bbygirls, & my Bby
when i tell you i love you,
i dont say it out of a habit orto make a conversation..
I say it to remind you that you're
the best thing that ever happened to me.
And so, I love you, Azri Faiq (:
missing you. on Thursday, July 16, 2009, 5:20 PM
"together, eternally"today's horoscope : Throughout the day you could come into contact with individuals who think along the same lines as what you do. Given this, you may team up and make something happen that has been a dream of yours for some time.
Now could be the time to make that date and take that risk with someone you've been keeping your eye on. Also, this can be a time when you are forced to confront and deal with something which is no longer working; from old, outworn possessions to an unhealthy relationship or a deeply ingrained, self-defeating attitude.
Hello world ~
Once again, i changed my blogskin. Hahaha. Sorry for doing so cause i knw i've done it countless tymes. Hehehe. Anyway, i realize that my daily horoscope reading doesn't seem to be true, & its always full of bullshit. Hahaha. But, i lyke reading them, cause it makes me imagine stuff. Hehe. Yesterday, school was a bore. But i enjoyed myself during the afternoon PE session. Played Captain's Ball & it was awesome. My class girls are really spontaneous & fun. (: After PE, i went home with Eva. Today, school began at 8am, & i arrived school at about 7.40pm or so. & i was lyke so lost, so i roamed around with two freaks. Hahaha. Wasn't really in the mood to study today actually. During English extra lessons, had to do a test & it wasn't really difficult, but i think i wrote out of point :D &, there was some fight between my classmate & a guy from 5n2, i shouldn't mention their names cause its nothing to make fun of. Hmm. Hopefully, the guy from 5n2 doesnt get suspended or expelled, though i knw hes in the wrong. Ohh well, shit happens. Oh yah, i miss Bby sooooooooooo much. Hmm. Cant wait to meet hym on Sunday. Hehe. Well, till here then, toodles ~
& i love you more than myself..
Azri Faiq (:
on Tuesday, July 14, 2009, 3:29 PM
Cute right? :DD I know! Hahaha!time check : 3.30pm
Hello readers.
Yesterday, i had my O level Mother Tongue orals. Outcome? Duh, obviously i sucked at it. Hahaha. I think i took less than 5mins to say the passage & the conversation altogether. I think i didnt do very well for the conversation, cause i have no idea what i was talking about anyway. HAHA. After the orals, went to meet Bby for awhile. Cabbed to whitesands, accompanied Bby eat at Burger King. Afterwhich, we walked home. Now, Bby's back in camp ): But, hes taking MC i guess. Hehe.
Today, went to school with Tassya. But once we arrived at school, she was asked to go back home cause shes still sick. Haha. Funny man. Lessons were boring today, but i liked today's math lesson where we learn about the Stem & Leaf thingy. Hahaha. After school, bused to coffeeshop, get food & walked home. Now, im back home. I feel so lonely, whenever i cant get to meet Bby for a day. Its seriously torturing for me, but still, gotta endure & be strong for Bby. Hehe. Apparently, some "passer-by" tagged Bby's blog, saying she used to be in love with hym. Why can't the person just put your real name. Pathetic lah. -.- Bby wants to find out who, & so do i. Really very curious. Hehehe. Well i doubt i will be posting tomorrow cause i have extra lessons after school. On Friday, the C girls tournament begins. & in my opinion, they're definitely not ready at all. Sighh. So disappointing to see them train so pathetically yesterday. Although i've stepped down, i'll never stop caring for the team man. Hmmm. Somehow, i wish i could go for their first match this Friday, hopefully i can skip my Art extra lesson. Hahaha. Till here then, toodles ~
today's horoscope : Irritability may be present in your make-up. During this trend it may be best to avoid too much contact with close associations and family ties. Watch your health, and don't overindulge or over exercise. Oh, that goes for over-eating too!!
You feel highly competitive, hot-blooded, and impatient, which can cause friction or furiously emotional confrontations with others. Your spouse, children, or parents seem especially able to raise your temper at this time. Unresolved feelings and issues from the past are likely to trigger emotional outbursts now.
i love AZRI FAIQ,
& only him.
burn my hand ]:{ on Sunday, July 12, 2009, 1:48 PM
" together, hand in hand, we shall face all odds, i promise "time check : 1.55pm
well hello there.
yesterday, meet up with Eva at town park at 3:5opm. Said hello to her friends, then left for Tamp Mall. Shockingly, one of her friend cried when she left with me. Thats really scary yet weird you know. Hmmm. Anyway, went to the Guardian at Tamp Mall, bought all those things my Mum needed me to get. Bought Strawberry Milktea ( Mmmm.. ) then headed back to Pasir Ris. Went to Pasir Ris Park near Downtown there, waited there for awhile, then Fares came with his friends. I know Fares, Ibrahim & Azmi. The other two, idk uh. Hahaha. So then Eva & i watched them do their weird fishing thing. Its been so long since i saw Fares, whose just my bestfriend as everyone knows. [: Managed to chat with hym for awhile. Slacked with them till 7pm, then Eva & i went to Whitesands. Withdrew cash ( again ]: ), then went to eat Macs. Afterwhich, Eva accompanied me at the interchange. Boarded bus 358 while she went off to meet her other friends. Bumped into my Aunt & cousin in the bus. Awkward. HAHAHA. Today, apparently, i have nothing to do. Bby's napping right now, so not texting with hym. I suppose i'll go finish up my Social Studies homework, & do some revision for tomorrow's Chinese Orals. Now, im feeling nervous & anxious. Hmmm. Till here then, toodles ~
today's horoscope : You are very restless and excitable today and may do something quite unexpected and out of character for you. Impatience with boring routines and the want for freedom and change may encourage you to do something you normally consider childish or irresponsible. You are very insistent on your own needs and preferences at this time. An event that disrupts your normal schedule could also happen now.
A significant development in a close relationship or strong feelings of attraction to someone you encounter, are very likely at this time. You are very congenial and cooperative now and more interested in the similarities than in the differences between yourself and others.
You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved,
and you will never understandwhat pain really is until you have lost it.
so Bby, please, i never want to go through that pain.
i love you with all my heart,
AZRI FAIQ..
mundane once more on Saturday, July 11, 2009, 11:19 AM
Today's Horoscope : The mood to break away from the normal path and do something radical may have to be resisted but it shouldn't be ignored. Perhaps it's just what's needed, but only if you do it with decisiveness and clarity, as you probably won't be able to take it back. A peek into the unusual can be both entertaining and edifying.
A little extra romance and a healthy dose of intimate talk is exactly what you need at this time. A candle light dinner and a bottle of good wine is the ideal way toe set the stage for some serious romance. Keep everyday problems out of the conversation. Flirting and visual teasing should really get things moving in the right direction.
time check : 11.20pm
Hello Readers.
Today's gonna be a boring day. Super mundane yet dull. I feel so retarded & so restless. Today's match or training is cancelled, so i dont have any plans. I asked Azura out, she ain't free as shes meeting her guy pals. Asked Huda out, shes not free ): I miss her so much. I need to pour everything out to her man. Sighh. Asked Fares last night, he went fishing with his friends, he asked me to come along but they're going at 8am, & i can only get out in the afternoon. But, i suppose i'm meeting Tassya later around 4-5pm plus. For what? I have no idea actually. I'm just bored at home. Someone please take me away.....? ]: Anyway, i think i'm gonna finish up my tons of homework after using the comp. &, i'm gonna do some revision. I feel i'm slacking behind. My O level Chinese orals are next Monday & my Eng Prelim Orals are on next Saturday. Gosh, the exams are nearing, i know i know. But, i'm so depressed that i'm gonna explode. I shouldn't have went sec5, seriously. But ohh well, whats done cant be undone. Will face it like a strong bitch. Haha. & I miss Azri Bby.. )": Till here then, toodles ~
I Do Believe That God Above Put Me Here For You To Love.
He Picked You Out Among The Rest Because He Knew I'd Love You Best.
I love you not because I need you, But I need you because I love you,
Azri Faiq .
hurts on Friday, July 10, 2009, 6:31 PM
Today's horoscope : You need to do something innovative, daring, unusual, liberating, exciting, and challenging. You are inclined to act on some of the wilder impulses and desires you feel from time to time. You crave stimulation. If you have an inventive streak, you could make a startling discovery or breakthrough now.
Tangles in romantic relationships are likely now. Your sexual drive is quite strong, and you may be more concerned with satisfying your own desires than in being sensitive to your partner. All interactions with people of the opposite sex are inclined to be tense right now.
time check : 6.33pm
hello everyone.
i know i said i'm not gonna post today, but i didnt attend art extra lessons just now, instead, i went to Eva's place right after school. Slacked there from 1pm to 2.30pm, then i went home while she went back to school to attend soccer training, Once again, i missed having training, with the seniors ofcourse. I rarely have training with the juniors. :D Didnt attend art lessons cause was too tired & moodless, besides, Asukaa & Ziey didnt attend either, so i skipped it as well. But will attend next week one uh. Hahaha. I'm suppose to meet Bby today after school, but he cant meet me. Sighh. Yes, i was extremely angry that i throw my stuff in my room all around. I'm crazy, i know. :D But i guess i feel better now. Hmmm. Anyway, i have lyke tons of homework, and i gotta finish them up by Sunday. I didnt attend Segkang Punggol's training today as well eventhough Era wanted me to go. But, i just cant attend cause my parents forbid me. So, jyeah ): Bby wasn't in a mood for the past 2hours, but finally, he texted me. Phew. Sometimes, i think he just forgets about me, though its not true lah as he always reminds me. Hahaha. Anyway, i've been having lots of minor tiffs with Bby, though i dislike starting it, & i do know i always start them. Hahaha. Didnt mean to B.. I'm just so weird this whole week, & yes, please return back to yrself after you pass out, you promised me that. I dislike making you worry for me unneccessarily, so i'll get off of your back & stop annoying you & keep talking crap. I just want to get over all these bullshit, as much as you want to get over it as well yes. Idk what i'll be doing tomorrow, will update again if possible yes. Till here then, toodles ~
it's so easy to fall in love buthard to find someone who will catch you.thats why Bby, you're the one who caught meso i'm gonna keep you for eternity.i'd do anything just to keep you mine& nothing will ever make me leave you.you're truly important to me &you definitely mean everything to me.i love you, Azri Faiq (:
survey on Thursday, July 9, 2009, 5:55 PM
Today's horoscope : This is an excellent time to eliminate whatever is unnecessary and outworn in your life especially if it's an unhealthy relationship which keeps you from going after what you really want in life. You are also more perceptive than usual. You can see other people's true colors more clearly and you may discover a secret or the hidden aspect of some situation. ):
time check : 6pm
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Plain water
2. Last phone call: Idk? Haha.
3. Last text message: Bby's.
4. Last song you listened to: Dream you to life.
5. Last time you cried: last night? yupps.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yupps, Khai Osman.
7. Been cheated on: yupps, definitely.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yupps.
9. Lost someone special: yupps. no elaboration further.
10. Been depressed: totally.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nopes.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Green
13. Black
14. Red?
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: erm, yupps.
16. Fallen out of love: i think so? :D
17. Laughed until you cried: yupps yupps.
18. Met someone who changed you: yupps?
19. Found out who your true friends were: err, i guess so. :D
20. Found out someone was talking about you: erm, nopes. & i dont care.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: err, cant remember.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: countless?
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2-3 is enough kay.
24. Do you have any pets: nooooooooo.
25. Do you want to change your name: somehow, yes.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: cant remember. it was last year. -.-
27. What time did you wake up today: 7am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: tossing & turning? idk lah.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: for O levels to end & the rest of the bullshit.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: yesterday night?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: idk, im born in the wrong family & country. :D
32. What are you listening to right now: the fan sound, apparently.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nopes.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: something.. hahaha.
35. Most visited webpage: blogs, friendster, fb.
36. Whats your real name: Demi. Thats all i will say :D
37. Nicknames: Idk?
38. Relationship Status: taken..
39. Zodiac sign: LEO
40. Male or female?: Female lah.
41. Elementary?: WhiteSands primary
42. Middle School?: Siglap Secondary School.
43. High school/college?: Idk, hopefully RP or NYP.
44. Hair colour: Dark Brown
45. Long or short: Middle. :D
46. Height: 158cm?
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: idk?
48: What do you like about yourself?: idk, dont ask me kay.
49. Piercings: both ears only.
50. Tattoos: none. but i want one, somehow. haha.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: long long tyme ago, on my head. haha.
53. First piercing: on my ear, pri5?
54. First best friend: Azura? Umaira? i cant remember.
55. First sport you joined: netball? but now only interested in soccer.
56. First vacation: never been on a vacation. -.-
58. First pair of trainers: idk lah.
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nothing.
60. Drinking: Saliva
61. I'm about to: finish survey?
62. Listening to: The fan sound
63. Waiting for: everything to end.
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: somehow, i do want.
65. Get Married?: yeah, i suppose so.
66. Career?: anything thats gotta do with sports.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: both can? HAHA.
69. Shorter or taller: taller.
70. Older or Younger: teens will do.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both please.
73. Sensitive or loud: Both.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship ONLY.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant?
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: nopes. i ain't cheap lah -.-
77. Drank hard liquor: nopes nopes.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: i dont think so..
79. Sex on first date: no sex please.
80. Broken someone's heart: ermm, yes.
82. Been arrested: Nopes.
83. Turned someone down: Yupps.
84. Cried when someone died: yupps yupps.
85. Fallen for a friend?: apparently, yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes.
87. Miracles: sometimes also.
88. Love at first sight: nopes nopes.
89. Heaven: yupps yupps.
90. Santa Claus: nopes nopes.
91. Kissing on the first date: errm, definitely not. its scary.
92. Angels: yupps yupps.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nopes. o dont believe in betrayals or cheating kay -.-
95. Did you sing today?: nopes. i dont sing.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nopes.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: errm, one year ago? haha.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: idk lah, cant remember what happened last year. -.-
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: sometimes, yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yupps, guess so.
Hello earthlings.
Long post eyh? I got this from Carya's blog. Was bored, so went to find something to do. I found this survey thingy, so just do lor. Apologies for nt asking your permission Carya. Forgive me? Hehehe. Anyway, school was a bore today, thats for sure. Although we begin school at 8.30am today, it still sucks for me. I have completely no mood today, only one person knows why. Heh. Well, theres Sengkang Punggol training tomorrow but i cant go cause lessons end at 5.30pm. Besdies, i cant attend weekday trainings. Argh. Boy, do i miss playing soccer with my girls.. Sighh. I really cant wait for the chalet that Mrs Goh will organize for us after our O's & N's, so exciting. Hehehe. They're lyke my little angels whom i love so much, cause they always make me happy, no matter how annoying they get with all their weird & funny noises & attitude. Hehe. They're so cute. Gosh, i miss them all so much.. Sighh. Well, i end school late tomorrow, so wont be posting. Till here then, toodles ~
To find someone who will love you for no reason,
and to shower that person with reasons,
that is the ultimate happiness.
i love AZRI FAIQ.
i hate school on Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 6:23 PM
time check : 6.30pm
"If you love someone, let them go & if they come back
then they are yours forever."
Muhammad Fazli Izhar quoted this today. &, yeah, it sounds so true & so right. I'm not saying anything or i have some motive in posting this, i just feel it makes a lot of sense. Sometimes in relationship, we shouldn't give our all or give everything unless you feel that its sincerely true love, cause sometimes, people take things for granted in the end. Well apologies for not updating for the past 2days, have been really busy. I will just shorten what i did for the past 2days in bullet points (: ..
- Monday ; 6July - Went out with my Aunt & cousins, watched Transformers2, & it was an awesome movie, i loved it! Its a muct watch blockbuster of the year, my recommendations to all [: After movies, went to my Grams house. Played badminton, had dinner then went home.
- Tuesday ; 7July - Went to school with Tassya. School was a bore, as usual. I'm too engrossed with my storybook that i cant be bothered to study. :D After school, went to Tassya's place. Meet her friend, Faz, slacked at her place till 4plus, went to Tamp Mall, Faz treated to Pizza Hut. I didnt eat, just eat ice cream. Waited for Bby for almost 3hours plus, he picked me up at Tamp Mall there, sent me home. The End.
Today school was a bore, AGAIN. End school at 4pm ( its so torturing -.- ), cabbed to Bby's place. Slacked for 45mins or so, then went home while he went to Temasek Poly to look at courses. Now i'm back home, i have completely nothing to do & i'm bored to death. I'm tired, sleepy & moody. So leave me alone, thankyou. Toodles ~
Today's horoscope ( Leo ) :- An unexpected word from someone that you hadn't noticed lets you know they're watching you, and not always when you're expecting it. You're entering a period of emotional change now: feeling two ways at once without getting too deep into either polarity is possible. You're likely to feel a bit withdrawn during this period. Practical considerations concerning your day to day life may supersede your emotional needs. Those close to you may be perplexed by your distance and wonder what they did that made you retreat from them. An honest conversation about your current state should clear up any misunderstandings and may get you some help addressing your life's secular challenges.
AZRI FAIQ .... i love you :D
Jordyn Taylor! on Sunday, July 5, 2009, 12:16 PM
This is Jordyn Taylor. Gorgeous right? She's a new female artiste & i love her music, her song. & everything else. Her songs are so soulful & meaningful, i just love it. (:time check : 12.20pm
Saaaaaaaaaaaaaap ~
Yesterday's training was alright, we had to be put into our positions & stuff & i'm put to play left back. Apparently, i dislike that idea & the position cause i dont know how to play defend, but have no choice so what the heck, just play lor. Training ended 3omins later, afterwhich i went home with Era. Cant take a shower as the shower room was closed already. Took bus 72 to tamp interchange, then take MRT back to pasir ris. Went to get some food then we went home. Slept at midnight cause i wanted to chat with Bby. Well today, the friendly match is not on i suppose, so i have nothing to do. Not sure whether i will be going out with my family later, so i guess i better find some things to do before my family members start finding fault with me again. -.- Today can't meet Bby as well, thats very heart wrenching for me & very painful. I swear i need to somehow just see hym, even for awhile. Sighh, oh well. Endure. [: Anyway tomorrow's Youth Day & i will be going out with my Aunty, my 2 cousins & my adekk. Will be going to watch Transformers 2. Yay! Thankgod i still can get to watch. So, i doubt i will be posting tomorrow. Will be out all day with them, might be going swimming too. Hehehe. Well, till here then, toodles ~
i love AZRI FAIQ more than anything else (:
everythings okay (: on Saturday, July 4, 2009, 1:07 PM
time check : 1.20pm
Hello readers,
apologies for the previous post i posted, which i deleted already (: I was having a rough time with Bby. But, we've cleared everything already. I think i should stop being so paranoid & insecure, cause its always unnecessary. Just that, somehow, i feel Bby's changed, that was why i had those imaginations. However, things between us are better than ever, & our feelings are stronger & deeper. (: Bby cried yestersday & i was so shocked, it was his first tyme crying, for a girl actually, thats what he admitted lahh. :D But, its nothing to be embarrassed about, i understand exactly how he feels being quarantine in camp. But, thankgod the plans are changed, hes booking out tomorrow. Yay! Hehe. But, booking back in on Monday morning. -.- Argh, yeah its really pathetic, i know. Hahaha. But, oh well.
Anyway, i had a bad mood & bad day on Thursday. Yesterday, lessons were a bore as usual. Seating arrangements changed already, im seated right at the front, just next to the class front door, with Hannah & Herda. Wooo ~ After lessons, went to Whitesands with Ziey, Arina & Tassya. Roamed around & all. Had some food at KFC & then headed home. Today will be having training at Hougang Stadium, so will be attending it with Era. Mum's coming home from ShenZhen today as well. Wonder if i have to quarantine myself. Abg says we have to, but i dont want, i need to get out of the house. Staying at home will drive me nuts, omg. -.- Its not that im irresponsible or what, but asking me to stay home all week, with my entire family around, & doing all the house chores & getting insults from them & get provoked by them, you ask me to die better. Argh. But but, we'll see how though. :D Tomorrow will have friendly match as well, but not sure about the details lyke where is at & what tyme is it. But, Bby will be sending me to the match tomorrow & fetching me too, thats the happy part. Hehehe. Can meet mah ^^ Well, till here then, toodles ~
Distance doesn't matter if you really love the person.
What matters most is your honesty
& trust for that relationship to work out.
Just the thought of being with you tomorrow,
is enough to get me through today.
I love AZRI FAIQ, always & forever will.
i trust you on Wednesday, July 1, 2009, 4:04 PM
time check : 4.05pm
" Maybe Hes Just Not That Into You Anymore? "
Yeah, maybe. Maybe not. Perhaps, true. Idk for sure, i just know i trust Bby & i really cant imagine hym to be the mean guy to do all the mean things towards me. I never want hym to deceive hymeslf neither do i want hym to deceive me. I really have no idea if i did anything wrong, perhaps cause of my high demands, my annoying ways, my possessive ways & all my constant unnecessary insecurities that will annoy hym, sooner or later. I NEVER EVER want this relationship to be the same as every other relationship i had before in the past. I dislike my past, & im not looking forward to go back to the same starting line all over again. Everyone knows i dont look back to the past, i always do my best to move on no matter what. But what happens will happen, so if anything happens, i suppose i have no choice but to face reality & the fact. Right now i'm not feeling insecure or paranoid, i understand how much guys dislike girls to be paranoid for no reason. I never want to think about giving up because i can never ever bring myself to give up on someone who means everything to me. I just need Bby lyke right now Sighh.. )':
Yesterday school was sucha bore, work was sucha bore as well. No customers, no nothing. Hah. Today school was definitely a bore too. I swear im beginning to hate school, but starting to like a few lessons for idk what reason. -.-
Okay i'm feeling extremely moody, listless, tired & upset. Not in the best mood now. So leave me alone. I will update again when i feel lyke upadating OKAY? TOODLES ~
p/s - I Miss My Bestfriend .. Fares Superman ):
Although we are not able to be with one another
right now, don't give up, for the words 'I Love You'
has true meaning & holds all of my feelings..
Just have faith & hold on for love conquers all things.
i love you with all my heart, AZRI FAIQ.
