boring on Monday, June 29, 2009, 6:21 PM
time check : 6.25pm
Whats up fellas?
Well, yesterday, i was out the whole day. First, went to my Aunt's place, to celebrate my cousin's birthday. The food there were lyke all for toddlers, lyke Macdonalds lyke that. Hahaha. But, overall it was alright, i meant the food. For the people, i dont really know many of them. They were quite hostile, though some of them have the courtesy to smile, but others were lyke so aloof. Pffft ~ After having lunch there, we went to Far East Plaza, for idk what reason. We were lyke roaming around from the highest level to the basement level. Abg didnt follow along cause he slept very late, so he slept till idk what tyme. If he followed, then atleast can get to buy certain stuff, because of the words he use to make my mum buy stuff. -.- Yeah, i knw thats kinda mean. But what the heck. Hahaha. Afterwhich, we headed back to Ehub to Mum's salon, as adek needs to cut his hair. Waited at the salon for almost 3hours, then went to tamp to have dinner at some coffeeshop. After dinner, we went home. Boy, was i tired. After bathing & all, went to read Breaking Dawn while the rest of them watch Incredible Hulk. Spoke to Bby for afew minutes, then turned in.
Today, school was sucha bore. Timetable changed again. Argh. Hate it lah, aiyoo! After school, went straight to Bby's house till 4.45pm, then cabbed home. So yeah, now im back home & Bby have to leave for camp again.. Sighhhhhhhhh.. Ohh well, endurance. Till here then, toodles ~
There are moments when i love you so muchthat my chest tightens & i can hardly breathe..& others when i feel so alone without youthat my chest tightens & my heart bleeds..I love you, AZRI FAIQ.
5monthsary on Saturday, June 27, 2009, 1:08 PM
When you love someone, you pick up the little things &magically turn them into something special.
time check : 1.15pm
Welcome ~
Today's the 27th of June. Today marks my 5th month with Bby .. Heres just what i gotta say, about the past 5months .. Its been my distinct pleasure to be able to be with someone lyke you. For the past 5months, you've been showering me with all your affections & all your love, i appreciate all of it very much, you've been the one letting me have a taste of happiness, & you've been the one letting me feel whats it lyked to be pampered. Perhaps you've spoilt me too much & in my opinion, i think in getting more demanding. :D You've not complained about anything in this relationship, & i'm pretty surprised about that actually. I suppose i'm the one whose been whining about whats missing in our relationship. Due to NS, you're somewhat restrained from me, somewhat restrained from me to meet you. Well, thats okay cause i totally understand, seriously. Definitely, NS is the one whose making you tired & worn out till i begin to feel insecure. Now i suppose i understand better, & i will refrain from feeling insecure & oversensitive. I shall wait after you pass out, & i do hope by then, things will be back to before. Its not really a big change actually, its just .. I guess i'm not used to it, with all your attention away from me. :DD Well anyway, no matter what happens, my feelings for you will not change. Not now, not in the future. You know i trust you, & definitely, i will wait for all the promises to be fulfilled. I'm not giving you pressure hor Bby.. Hahaha. Anyway, HAPPY 5 MONTHS !
Well, today, can't meet Bby as he has his NDP training, i will be having training at 6:30pm, so will be meeting Era at 5pm. Right now, idk what to do actually. Till here then kay, toodles ~
p/s - i suppose i wont be posting often when school reopens,
will be extremely busy by then. [:
I'd rather have bad tymes with you,
than good tymes with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe & warm all by myself.
I'd rather have hard tymes together,
than to have easy ones apart.
Most importantly, i'd rather
have the one who holds my heart.
I love AZRI FAIQ (:
NOTHING TO POST. on Friday, June 26, 2009, 12:32 PM
The best way to love is to love lyke you have never been hurt.We attract love by the emotions we display,
we retain love by the emotions we possess.
time check : 12.43pm
Hello beautiful people.
I've really got nothing much to post today. Okay, basically i've nothing to post. Haha. My eyes hurt from all the crying last night, & yeah, i think Bby's right, its worthless. Eyh but its never to me lorr. So what if my eyes hurt & i've to squint when i look at things? I'll feel better later, besides, crying is my best medicine cause i feel better somehow. HAHA. Alright im talking bullshit. Argh. Oh yah, tomorrow is my 5th monthsary with Bby. Phew, finally. Hahaha... Will have training tomorrow, so atleast can vent whatever unhappiness i have on the soccer ball. I feel awesome whenever i kick balls lah kay. Argh, i lost my mood. I miss Bby so f*cking much i feel lyke tearing up again. Reading Breaking Dawn makes me wanna tear even more, cause i swear Edward Cullen is the sweetest & loving husband, in the book i mean. Its not a reality kinda thing, but if ever there was sucha reality, wouldn't it be awesome? Furthermore, hes so faithful & devoted to Bella Swan. Okay im going overboard & idk why im talking about all these also. Okay maybe i should stop. Till here then, toodles ~
Because the distance between us is so great,
my arms cannot reach you.
But because my love for you is just as great,
my heart does.
i love AZRI FAIQ.
Adriana Lima on Thursday, June 25, 2009, 1:12 PM
time check : 1.30pmWelcome readers (:
See those pictures above? Thats Supermodel, Adriana Francesca Lima. She may not be well known yet lyke Heidi Klum or Gisele Bundchen, but to me, she's the most gorgeous amongst the many models in the world. She's only 28 this year, & still, shes so stunning, isn't she? Shes so much different from any other celebrity & models, who made her own stand that sexual intercourse is meant to occur only when you're married, & i agree with that. I dont understand why teenage girls nowdays are doing it now instead, seriously. I'm not naming anyone in particular, but i know that hundreds of girls out there are influenced by all the celebrities in movies & televisions, that they wanna be lyke them, thus they follow suit. Come on girls, dont give it away unnecessarily, eventhough you might wanna try out cause you're curious. In the end, you'll regret doing it. I stand up for all the girls out there, please know what you're doing. Whats with the world now? Argh. Oh yah, furthermore, Adriana has sucha HOT body, seriously hot & stunning, whats not to admire about her? :DD Yupps, shes my role model alright.. (:
Anyway yesterday's training at Hougang Stadium was tiring but still fun, cause Ah Lu was around. If she wasn't, everybody will be lyke so hostile towards one another. Pffft ~ Well, Era joined the team, there were more players who joined actually, so everything was pretty awesome. Love the training cause i wanna improve my fitness. I'm so gonna play soccer for a looooooong tyme yo! :D After training, showered & then headed home with Era. The whole journey back home lasted for almost less than 1hr3omins uh. To training also same. Reached home, wash up the talked otp with Bby for about 15mins. Oh gosh, i miss hym.. ): Sighh. Endure. Hmmm. Well, guess i wont be doing much later & tomorrow. Saturday have training, again! (: Its to kill my boredom uh. Haha. Well, till here then, toodles ~
I've come to realize Assumptions
are the termites of relationships.
True love is when you are willing
to change everything about yourself
to make that person happy but
finding that they dont want you
to change at all.
i love AZRI FAIQ (:
pfffft ~ on Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 1:15 PM
Love is a path to the heart that knows its own ways.time check : 1.20pm
Hey Readers.
Once again, i changed my blogskin, cause i'm bored of the previous one. -.- I know this one looks the same, but idk why, i lyke it better cause its a dull & dark color. Hehe. Okay weird. Anyway, i made a fb account, cause Bby wanted me to. So yeah, people add me at anakbeylo1992@live.com , okay? Hehehe. Well, i'll be going for Sengkang Punggol's training at 5pm with Era. Atleast i have some companion. Hahaha. &&, Eva left for Vietnam already i suppose, for her AYG thing.. Babe have a safe trip & come back soon. (: && to my dearest Liyana, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! (: Miss my Babygirls sooooooooo much! ): Plus, i cant stand that f*cking bitch whose trying to show her small & fake boobies to the entire world. I wonder if you're actually trying to gain symphathy or just seeking people's attention. You're one hellov a f*cking pathetic bitch who needs to be given a huge slap on the face so that you can wake up from reality. Stop trying to be an asshole to seek some guy's attention, why not go work at Geylang better? Be a prostitute, for all i care, you're worthless anyway. Pffft ~
If a thousand people loves you,
I am in that thousand.
If a hundred people loves you,
I am in that hundred.
If ten people loves you,
i am in that ten.
If only one person loves you,
thats Me.
i love AZRI FAIQ (:
missing you again on Tuesday, June 23, 2009, 1:19 PM
The best boyfriend you'll have isn't the best looking,
the funniest, or the richest.
It's the one that makes you feel gorgeous,
hilarious, and like a million dollars.
He makes sure you know he loves you.
time check : 1.27pm
Wasssssssup readers!
Yesterday, i went to school for some Chinese Oral lessons from 9am till 1030pm. -.- Pathetic right? I know. Hahaha. But, it helps actually. I did learn something at least. After lessons end, i went straight home & got ready for my date with Bby. Hehehe. After which, Bby picked me up under my block. Then, we took a cab to Tamp Mall. I know i know, its so near & yet we took a cab. We're just plain lazy kay. Haha. Went to Tamp One first, cause Bby want to look for a polo tee at Espirit but apparently, they dont have. So, we went to Times bookstore & Bby bought me Breaking Dawn!!!! Woooo ~ Finally. I have the whole twilight saga. Hehe. I'm just a big fan of the movie & the story lah kay, plus the casts of the movies. Hehehe :D Afterwhich, we went to Tamp Mall & bought tickets to the show Drag Me To Hell for the 2.30pm show. As it was still quite early, we went to had lunch at LJS first, then we went to smoke. Then went to Toys 'R' Us, & Boy, Bby was acting lyke he was 13 years old. Hahaha. Bought cookies at Famous Amos. ((: Mmmm, yummy y'know! Hehe. After that, went to NTUC to get Bby's sweets. Haha. Then we bought popcorns & entered the theatre. Y'know what, the movie scared the shit out of me! & Bby ofcourse. Haha. Should see the way he reacted whenever the sounds & pictures caught us off guard. Haha. But he looked extremely cute lahh. Haha. He cursed & sweared the movie somemore. Aiyoo. Seriously, the movie was awesome actually, but was friggin freaky yet heart stopping. Its the sound effects that kept scaring me, plus the devils face. Argh.. Creepy. After the movie ended, we went to smoke before Bby sent me home. & yeah, i begin missing Bby all over again. Another lonesome week..... ): Oh well, endurance.
Today, attended another oral lessons once more, & i went straight home after it ended. Now, im at the comp till 2.30pm where Abg will use after me. -.- Then i've no idea what i'll be doing. Perhaps .. Ah idk lah. Hahaha. Tomorrow, there will be training at Hougang Stadium again. &, NIEZA HAVEN'T GET BACK TO ME. Argh. Azhen's gonna be so disappointed ]:{ Duhh, so am i. Well, thankgod Era's going with me since she wants to join also (: Awesome eyh? Well, till here then, toodles ~
What you do to me
you melt my heart with your eyes,
you warm my soul with your voice,
you break my insecurities with your touch,
you make my head spin with your kiss,
you make my dreams come true with your love...
It takes more than a million people to complete the world,
but it only takes you to complete mine.
I love AZRI FAIQ (:
training on Sunday, June 21, 2009, 2:39 PM
tagged by Ayin(:
1. Besides lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss.?
* cheeks & forehead. (:
2. How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?
* extremely refreshed. :D
3. Who was the last person you took photo with.?
* yesterday, Eva. (:
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled.?
* nopes, i dont think so.
5. Would you ever donate blood.?
* perhaps? im afraid of needles lah.
6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex.?
* yes, always do.
7. Do you want someone dead.?
* nopes nopes, why dont i die better? -.-
8. What does the last message say.?
* lazy to check. :D
9. What are you thinking right now.?
* thinking whether i wanna go to school tomorrow or not.
10. Do you wish someone with you right now.?
* yes please, just one person.
11. What time you went to bed last night.?
* 10:50pm.
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now.?
* idk, Mum bought it for me.
13. Is someone in your mind.?
* yupps.
14. Who was the last person who texted you.?
* Bby (:
15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz:
1. Ayishaa
2. Hudaa
3. Carya
4. Azima;Levis
5. Nadee
6. Shabby
7. Syazwani
8. Ziey
9. Syaff
10. Ayin
16. Who is 2 having relationship with.?
* Abu?
17. Is 3 male or female.?
* female!
18. If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing.?
* hey, they're good good friends lahh.!
19. What is 1 studying about.?
* ohh, haha. idk, alot more than me lah.
20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5.?
* entahh eyh, dah lame uh.
21.Is 4 single.?
* Azima? I guess so..
22. Say something about 2
* Shes my best friend! Shes so tall, so beautiful. Basically, i looooove her! (:
23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together.?
* Ohh, they're great friends! C'mon.. -.-
24. Describe 9.
* She has curly hair, quite short, fair & cute. Hehehe.
25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight.?
* Ohh. I've no idea how. Hahaha.
26. Do you like 8?
* Yes, shes my ass partner. Love her to bits & pieces!
time check : 2.45pm
HELLO READERS.
Yesterday, i attended the SengKang Punggol Girls team's training. It was pretty tough yet fun actually. Most of the players that turned up was chinese, there weren't many people that turned up yet though, theres more to come. Apparently, i was the only Siglapian. There are 2 other players from Queensway Sec, so i guess the 3 of us are the youngest. The rest of them are above 21years old. Hahaha. Luckily, Eva accompanied me to the training ground which is at Hougang Stadium. Nieza is suppose to turn up, but after repeated attempts to get in contact with her, still, i cant get through her. Azhen wants her so badly, but shes throwing the opportunity away. Apparently, shes the only goalkeeper that Azhen is interested in, but idk where on earth she disappeared to. Hahaha. I was requested to get more players too, i did tried, but all the players i tried getting, were basically uninterested or .. cant join..? Haha. Ohh well, did my best already. I heard the tournaments next month, not sure yet. But, i guess i'll join but will stop during the O level exam month. After i end my O's, i'll focus on the club & on work then. (: Nieza, please get back to me ASAP! You dont know how Azhen tried her best to get you, but she cant get through you. -.- Please give me a call. Dont have my number, get it from someone. I need you to call me by tomorrow, Azhen needs to register players by next week. I need to inform you about the training days as well. Thanks babe. Anyway, i didnt do much today, went to Tamp Mall to have lunch with my family but without Abg as he came home extremely late. Now, i'm back home already (: I've school tomorrow, some oral lessons, but idk whether i wanna go or not. Meeting Bby tomorrow as well. (: Well, till here then, toodles ~
You give me something no one else can,
a reason to live...
i love AZRI FAIQ !
apologies.. on Saturday, June 20, 2009, 11:57 AM
I can't help but feel UN-loved.
I can't help but feel that your love for me is beginning to change.
I can't help but think that you're gonna leave me, eventually.
I can't help but feel that you're sick & tired of me.
I can't help but feel that things between us are different,
dont ask what, its unexplainable.
I can't help but imagine the worse that could happen.
I can't help but feel extremely afraid & paranoid that you'll leave me.
I can't help but feel all these emotions & insecurities appearing all of a sudden.
I'm sorry i feel this way B. My sincere apologies.
For me, nothing changes, absolutely nothing, especially the love i have for you.
Everything remains the same for me, forever.
I LOVE AZRI.
love her :D on Friday, June 19, 2009, 1:15 PM
time check : 1.17pmHi readers.
The two pictures above are taken yesterday, & thats my stunning Ayishaa. Hehe! Babe, jgn kembang eyh. :DD Anyway, i had an awesome tyme with her yesterday, with all her lame expressions & everything. Haha. Watched Ghost of Girlfriends Past with her, & the movie was awesome! I loved it Though it was kinda draggy as what Shaa has commented, still, its very touching yet meaningful. I never regret watching it, seriously. All those playboys should actually watch, it'll teach them a lesson not to be some big flirt who goes around screwing sluts. Haha. Before we watched the movie, we went to eat at KFC, after which we walked around, then headed into the cinemas. &&, I saw some people whom i dont even wanna see. Argh. Give me sore eyes. *rolls eyes* After the movie, i went home while Shaa went to meet her friend. Today, i'm staying home, not going to do anything i suppose. I wanna take a nap, but im texting with Bby too. So, perhaps no napping. Haha. Till here then, toodles ~
i love AZRI FAIQ!
movies movies ! on Thursday, June 18, 2009, 11:07 AM
Love is holding that special someone closely & realizng that is still is isn't close enough.
time check : 11.25amHello readers!
I had a wonderful tyme with my Aunt & cousins yesterday. (:
Though i would want to join my Girls to celebrate Liyana's birthday
in advance. Hehehe. My Aunt & cousins picked me & adek up at 11am & we headed
for Tamp Mall. We bought our movie tickets to Night At The Museum 2 for the
1:30pm show, then we headed to Pastamania for lunch. Y'know, yesterday was my
first tyme eating Pastamania, & i looooove the Pasta's there! Theres so many kind.
Hehehe. However, the pizza we ordered weren't as yummy as the pizza sold
at the shop where i worked at Kallang & definitely, Pizza Hut's one better. :D
After eating, we went to Tamp One & Aunt bought me the book i wanted,
"Where Rainbows End". Hehehe. The previous book that she bought for me,
i haven't even started on it yet. Hahaha. After roaming around, we went back to
Tamp mall & went to watch the movie. At first, i thought it wasn't sucha a good movie,
but after watching, i find it hilarious yet awesome. Love the characters in the movie. (:
After watching, we headed back to Grams place. Slacked & had dinner there,
then we went to Giant. Bought some groceries for my house, since theres shortage
of food at home. Haha. Then, Aunt sent me & adek home. Showered & washed up
then talked otp with Bby! ((: Bby's sick, so poor thing.. Wish i could be there,
since im his cure. :DD See the movie above up there? I'm watching it today with
Ayishaa! ^^ Its been months since i meet her, finally can see her. Hehehe.
Wanted to meet Hudaa as well, but she going out with her boyfriend to Vivo.
Wow right? Hehe. Miss her so much.. Hmmm. Anyway, gotta do some other stuff,
before meeting Ayishaa at Ehub. Till here then, toodles ~
i love AZRI FAIQ! ^^
love droplet :D on Tuesday, June 16, 2009, 5:52 PM
Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning.When you are in love, nothing matters except that the other person is happy.
Only strong hearts can bear the burden of love long
enough to realize how much happiness is brought.
time check : 6pm
Wasssssssup ~
Attended Art class with Ziey today again. She took the same bus as me, but she didn't saw me. Hahaha! I was lyke staring at her the whole time, but she didnt even notice me. Hehe. Babe, you're funny lah. Hahaha. Alighted at the school bustop, then walked to WP to get some food & drinks so we wont starve in class. Hehe. After purchasing, we headed back to school & i guess, we pretty much slacked during the entire lesson, seriously. We were happily chatting away, & i think i managed to have 2 drawings at the end. Hehe. I cant possibly work on Art the entire tyme lah. Haha. After lesson, went home with Ziey. Wanted to meet Shaa, but apparently shes busy, she no tyme for me already. Sighh. Haha. Nvrmind, doesnt matter lah. Went home, then begin doing my English holiday homework. Phew, i've no lessons for the next few days, can wake up later! Hehe. My girls have a birthday celebration for sweet sweet Liyana, but i cant make it ! Argh. I wanna go so badly, but i've plans with Cuzzie & Aunty. I cant bail out on them since i've not spend tyme with them for many many months already. Girls i sincerely apologize yah. I wish i could be there to join in the fun ya know. Hmmm. Ohh well, i'll have to miss out then. Enjoy yrselves yes. & Yanaa, have fun! ^^ Bby's in camp, i miss hym so much lahh )): Argh!! Get out quick .. Till here then, toodles ~
i love AZRI FAIQ (:
you&me on Monday, June 15, 2009, 6:37 PM
Love is running into his arms, colliding with his heart & exploding into his soul.
If you get a chance to see hym, your heart begins to dance & your life will revolve around hym.
Life is only worth living once you've found someone worth dying for.
time check : 6.43pm
Saaaaaaap ~
Attended Art class with Ziey today, she was late! Hmpf! Hehehe. Jokes babe. :D Ms Jou helped me with my prep boards, & with all my pathetic pictures & drawing, i thought i could filled up lyke 2boards only. But but, apparently, i was able to filled up 5boards. But, the 5boards needs a few more drawings though. Now, im left with 3 more boards & i can begin on my Batik already! Wooo ~ Hehehe. After Art lessons end, took a taxi to Bby's place. Slacked there till about 5pm, then took a cab back home. Hehe. So yeah, now im back home. Dont have much housechores to do for the next 2 days cause my Aunt's maid is here to sleepover since my Aunt & her family went back to Malaysia for idk what. So, i have day off. Haha. Kay crap. Anyway Bby, i had a wonderful time spent with you today, seriously. Although you were inactive & tired.. Hehehe. Still, you never fail to make my day. You promised you wont let me regret my decision of being with you, i'm sure you'll fulfill it yes b. You're truly & sincerely everything to me, i cherish & treasure whatever time we have for each other. I know you've neglected me for the past few days, i know you didnt intentionally neglected me, as you've explained. Dont feel bad already yah, i never blamed you, i understand how busy & tired you'll get get cause of NS. Argh. I hate how they make you become so miserable. Sigh! & Bby, i hate parting with you as much as you hate it everytime we meet, but you said all these will be over in about 2months time, so lets endure okay? You know i'll wait for you, always remember my hearts belong to you, & only you. No other morons or jerks can steal it away, i assure you that. Dont feel so insecure already kay? No matter what happens B, i'm sticking with you, i'll do whatever it takes for us to last. Remember, i'll always support you yes! love you b! (:
well, till here then, toodles ~ ^^
I could never regret loving you because even if you didn't love me anymore,
I know that you once did and that is the most wonderful feeling
because I never thought that I deserved your love.
i love you, AZRI FAIQ (:
life -.- on Sunday, June 14, 2009, 3:52 PM
time check : 3.55pmH E L L O !
Today was a boring day, i suppose. Haha. Woke at 10 plus, then watched tv till 11 plus, then went out with family to somewhere to have lunch. After eating, we left for Bugis, to get new undies for my adekk. Hahaha. Wanted to get the storybook, "Where Rainbow Ends" at Kinokuniya, but my Dad didnt want to get for me. Today my entire family just get on my nerves lah. Kept insulting me, annoy me. I swear i hate it, i swear im beginning to hate life. Nothings ever perfect without Bby around. Nothing goes right without Bby. I only sense happiness when im with Bby or my friends, or when i kick balls. I need to get out of this life, i need to change everything, but definitely not the love part. I want a simple life, why cant all these people make my life simple..??? Argh. I'm not feeling well, till here then, toodles ~
Love isn't all smiles & laughs for the moment ;
but crying & fighting for what you believe is right & will last forever.
i love AZRI FAIQ (:
where were you? ): on Saturday, June 13, 2009, 10:52 AM
Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time,
destroying all memory of a beginning & all fear of an end..
time check : 10.56am
Hi readers
Actually, idk what to post today. Haha. Anyway, on Thursday, i didnt attend morning lessons as i didnt think it would benefit me as both lessons are the science ones, i think i'd be doing something else anyway. Hmmm. So, i went for the afternoon lesson which was Art. I was all alone that day as Asukaa didnt come, neither did Ziey ): sad & pathetic eyh? So, i just had to pass my tyme by focusing on my artwork. Then, at 4pm, i asked Ms Jou to let me go earlier cause i had something on. She let me off & i waited outside school for my Aunt. My Aunt picked me up together with my cousins & adek, & we went to Century Square. Watched Monsters vs Aliens & it was a really hilarious movie, i loved the monster, Bob. Hes so cute! Hahaha. After the movie, we went to Jack's Place to have our dinner. Boy, was i super full ! Hmmm. Aunt sent me & adek home afterwhich. Had an argument with Bby which i guess i'll never forget. Hah. Oh well, still, i love hym lyke never before. (: Yesterday, i went to school for both morning lesson & afternoon one. Was so tired at the end of the day. Sigh. I hate school, plus myself you know. Argh. Bby cant pick me up yesterday as he was stucked at a funeral. Poor Bby. Hmmm. Ohh well, monday we'll meet. Good enough already. :D Today, i doubt i'll be doing anything. Not working, phew, thankgod! Hahaha. Too lazy & tired to go out as well, but, i wanna watch movie. Hmmm. Ohh well, i'll stay home & rot then. Haha. Bby's having his training at camp, so cant text with hym. Gosh, i miss hym till im going insane. Sighh. Till here then, toodles ~
in true love, the smallest distance is too great,
& the greatest distance can be bridged.
love is when you take away the feeling, the passion,
the romance & you find out you still care for that person.
i love Azri Faiq (:
new hp please? on Wednesday, June 10, 2009, 6:39 PM
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time check : 6.50pm
Heyy readers!
I'm able to post again today cause Abg's away for Geylang training. So, grab the opportunity to use the comp lorr. Hehe. See the handphone up there? :D Dad mihgt get that phone for me. Hehehe. But i dont really lyke Nokia actually, but if its new, still okay lah huh. Hehehe. Anyway, i woke up slightly later today again -.- My alarm clock did rang at 6am, but i carried on sleeping & i woke up 20mins later. Argh. Nowadays i cant seem to just get up immediately uh. Too tired. Hahaha. Woke up & went for lessons. Had Physics, didnt really pay much attention as i was played with Kah Hui's DS Lite the whole 1hr3omins. Haha! Apparently, im not really interested to pay attention uh. Ohh well. During English lesson, i did focus though. Did some work & had oral conversation with Ms Leanna. I think i talk to her like as if shes my friend. Hahaha. After which, went to Elias Mall's Mac with Watie, Ziey, Arina, Asukaa, & 2 netball girls whom i dont know. After eating, headed back to school together & attended Art lessons with Asukaa. At 5pm, i left with Watie, Ziey, Amira & Tassya, to get bubble tea & went home after that. Gosh, was i tired. Hahaha. Will be having Physics & Chem tomorrow, not sure whether i wanna go or not. Sighh. Im afraid i'd be more interested to play with Kah Hui's DS Lite. Haha. Well, i'll decide... tomorrow morning. :D However, will be attending Art though. Bby's busy now, i miss hym so much. Aiyoo! Hmmm. Till here then, toodles ~
p/s - I miss Nurul Huda Bte Basri. ): Yes, i agree, its been very very long since we last meet, in fact, its been months since we met up. We were suppose to meet up a few time, but the plans always cancelled due to some interferance. Sigh. Babe, i swear i miss you. Was surprised you posted about me. Hehe, you're so cute, as usual. Funny lahh. Btw, you still extremely tall uh? Hehe. I hope we'll meet up one day in this June hols yes, perhaps in the 3rd or 4th week. (: & yeah, i have loads of things to gossip & tell you about as well, miss those times so badly. love you babe! (:
p/s : Kenny, i apologize for breaking one of your favorite pencil in half. I swear i didnt mean it, i'm so sorry. Please dont be mad or upset anymore. I'll make it up to you if i have to.
Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted.
Love is a brief moment for which you hold forever.
Love is forever, and if it doesn't last forever it isn't love.
i love you, AZRI FAIQ (:
past several days on Tuesday, June 9, 2009, 6:52 PM
Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness.
Love is a dream that comes alive when we meet.
time check : 6.50pm
HELLO READERS!
Amaciammmm..? Hehehe. Apologies for not updating my blog for several days, & i made my blog look dead, i know. Hehe. Well you see, i've been extremely busy & i so hate it. My abang also used the computer till hes going bonkers & hes not letting me use for the past few days when im actually free to use the computer. -.- Yeah, hes pathetic. Pffft ~ Well, heres what happen for the past several days. [ i dont have a good memory, so i'll post whatever i recall yeah? (: ]
29 May ; Friday
ya know, i cant remember what i did that day. haha. oopps! sorry!
30-31 May ; Saturday & Sunday
Basically, i went to work at Kallang for those two days. Really was a tiring day for me. Hahaha. Managed to meet Bby on Sunday, he sent me to work (:
1 June ; Monday
Had my O level Chinese, & i gotta admit, this time round, its way easier than last year's one, seriously. I swear i already did my very best & i put in alot of effort already. i do hope i can at least get.. C5? Hehehe. Not sucha a high goal right? Its something that i shuld achieve. Haha. After my papers, i went to Bby's place. Yupps, thats about i guess.
2 June ; Tuesday
Had career seminar & it was pretty alright. The psychology talk got me interested in that course, but but, the cut off point is really very difficult for me to attain, seriously. Hahaha. But, i dont mind trying lah. :DD Bby went for his scouts camp as well, took MC from NS just to attend this scouts camp. Damn dedicated lorr. Hehehe. But its good, cause i'm lyke that to my soccer team as well. :D
3 June - 5 June ; Wednesday to Friday
Had extra lessons, everything ends at 5pm for me. -.- Argh, im not having an awesome yet fun holiday at all this year. I mean for June lahh. I'm beggining to hate school, seriously hate it. Sighh. Just need to get O levels over & done with, & then my holidays will really come. :D
6 June - 7 June ; Saturday, Sunday
Duhh, work again, at Kallang. Hahaha. Dad & Abg bought a new handphone each, unfair lor! But, Dad promised me he'll get me one thats the same as abg's one but of different color. Wooo ~ Finally, can really change handphone already. Min'es beginning to suck -.-
8 June ; Yesterday
Was suppose to attend school till 5pm, but i didnt attend the morning lessons but i came for Art in the afternoon (: Still come right right? So im not a bad girl. :D Okay lame. After i end, went to meet Bby & he sent me home.
Today ;
Duhh, lessons till 5pm. Extremely torturing for me lah. Argh. I need Bby! ):
Well, i think thats all i can think of. Haha. I mean, recall. Bad memory lahh. Sighh. I need to quicken my process for my art prep work, i feel that im still working slow. Sighh. But im tired lah, aiyoo. Wanna go text with Bby, till here then, will post again, SOON. Toodles ~
29 May ; Friday
ya know, i cant remember what i did that day. haha. oopps! sorry!
30-31 May ; Saturday & Sunday
Basically, i went to work at Kallang for those two days. Really was a tiring day for me. Hahaha. Managed to meet Bby on Sunday, he sent me to work (:
1 June ; Monday
Had my O level Chinese, & i gotta admit, this time round, its way easier than last year's one, seriously. I swear i already did my very best & i put in alot of effort already. i do hope i can at least get.. C5? Hehehe. Not sucha a high goal right? Its something that i shuld achieve. Haha. After my papers, i went to Bby's place. Yupps, thats about i guess.
2 June ; Tuesday
Had career seminar & it was pretty alright. The psychology talk got me interested in that course, but but, the cut off point is really very difficult for me to attain, seriously. Hahaha. But, i dont mind trying lah. :DD Bby went for his scouts camp as well, took MC from NS just to attend this scouts camp. Damn dedicated lorr. Hehehe. But its good, cause i'm lyke that to my soccer team as well. :D
3 June - 5 June ; Wednesday to Friday
Had extra lessons, everything ends at 5pm for me. -.- Argh, im not having an awesome yet fun holiday at all this year. I mean for June lahh. I'm beggining to hate school, seriously hate it. Sighh. Just need to get O levels over & done with, & then my holidays will really come. :D
6 June - 7 June ; Saturday, Sunday
Duhh, work again, at Kallang. Hahaha. Dad & Abg bought a new handphone each, unfair lor! But, Dad promised me he'll get me one thats the same as abg's one but of different color. Wooo ~ Finally, can really change handphone already. Min'es beginning to suck -.-
8 June ; Yesterday
Was suppose to attend school till 5pm, but i didnt attend the morning lessons but i came for Art in the afternoon (: Still come right right? So im not a bad girl. :D Okay lame. After i end, went to meet Bby & he sent me home.
Today ;
Duhh, lessons till 5pm. Extremely torturing for me lah. Argh. I need Bby! ):
Well, i think thats all i can think of. Haha. I mean, recall. Bad memory lahh. Sighh. I need to quicken my process for my art prep work, i feel that im still working slow. Sighh. But im tired lah, aiyoo. Wanna go text with Bby, till here then, will post again, SOON. Toodles ~
i love AZRI FAIQ (:
SORRY! on Sunday, June 7, 2009, 9:58 AM
Hey readers!
Sorry i've not been posting lately, really very busy
with work & school.. Argh. I know i'm torturing my body. Ohh well.
I'll do my best to update asap yeah? Hehehe.
I know i know, my blog's about to die already.
Well till here then, gotta prepare to go work.
Toodles ~
p/s - Bby, when you gonna update your blog huh huh? Hehe :D
i love AZRI FAIQ!
pffft. on Thursday, June 4, 2009, 7:37 PM
to me, promises mean everything, but once they're broken, sorry means nothing.action speaks louder than words. never give up on someone
you can't go a day without thinking about.
well hello readers.
now, bye readers (:
i love you Azri Faiq ^^
apologies on Wednesday, June 3, 2009, 7:04 PM
True love is when you shed a tear & still want hym.
It's when he ignores you & you still love hym.
It's when he loves another but you still smile & say "i'm happy for you."
When all you really do is cry & cry..
Sometimes you just have to smile,
pretend everything's okay,
hold back the tears & just walk away.
In dreams & in love, there are no impossibilities.
Life has taught us that love does not consist of in gazing at each other,
but in looking outward together in the same direction.
Love is something eternal ; the aspect may change, but not the essence.
You come to love not by finding the perfect person,
but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
There is no remedy to love but to love more.
Someday, if your love fades away & you want to leave..
I'll let you go, cause if you'll be happier without me,
then its best to let you off. Cause as long as you're happy,
i'll be happy for you. No matter what happens,
my love for you never changes & it'll always remain the same.
Bby i love you, i'm sorry for all the wrongdoings i did.
I want you lyke before, though i understand you've been
pretty busy lately, i'm okay with that. I just hope
you'll understand my feelings too. Note that i'll never
regret being with you, seriously. No matter
how many times you hurt me, i'll never leave you.
Please put in effort not to hurt me if possible.
Please have more faith in yourself, & in me, im begging you love.
I love you AZRI FAIQ.
Apologies readers for not updating my blog for several days already. Been extremely busy with extra lessons at school, & work during the weekends. But but, i'll try to do a proper post on Saturday yes. (: I'll stop here, i lost my mood cause it went down the drain. -.- Toodles ~
