i shall concede defeat on Thursday, May 28, 2009, 12:20 PM
You're My Happy Ending.. ^.^time check : 12:25pm
Hi readers.
We lost to Bowen Sec yesterday, 1-0. I gotta admit, i'm utterly disappointed & disheartened, cause after all the hard work we've put in, after all the tough trainings we went through, we still lost to them, when all along we conquered the game yesterday. &, i admit, i haven't admit defeat, yet. Cause, i still think we should have won if not of some certain reasons that brought our spirit down. Though i didn't wept as badly as a few of my players, my heart still ached really bitterly. I know winning is not important, its the journey that brought us to the finals that is something to be proud & happy about. Its just that, its my last year in Siglap, last year to be able to play soccer with my best & favourite team, & i still could not achieve what i've been waiting for this 5 years. I just want to bring glory for my team & my school as the captain, & hold the champion cup, but we failed to. I know i have not accepted this fact, but eventually, i will. I never blame my teammates, cause it pointless. No use crying over spilled milk cause whats done cant be undone, that i definitely know. I just need tyme to let go of this disappointing fact, & i just need tyme to learn to accept this fact. The team means so much to me, the tournament this year also means a lot to me, which leads to these feelings. I wont let this feelings overwhelm me, i will get over it, soon. Girls, dont apologize again alright, i wont blame you. I understand that you girls did your very best, & i'm proud of how far we were able to reach. I treasure every single moments, from those happy times, to those angry & upsetting times, really. Cause of you girls, i love this sport so much i'm never gonna give up on it. All those moments with you will always be a beautiful memory etched in my memory & my heart, that i promise. Thanks for making me love soccer & for everything else as well. Eventhough we're not the winners, you girls will always be the best team & winners in my heart. SIGLAP MAJULAH! ((:
Anyway, didnt went to school today, cause i was extremely worn out & moody due to yesterday's match. Hahaha. Asked Dad if i could skip school, so he allowed me. Now that theres no more training & all, school will be absolutely much more mundane. Hah. Ohh well, gotta endure it for O levels. Hmmm. Will be heading for work later around 3:30pm. Will have tyme to brood over some matters & get my mind to sort some things out. Haha. Till here then, toodles ~
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice,falling in love with you was beyond my control..I♥you, AZRI FAIQ!
