Easy? :D on Thursday, April 30, 2009, 2:35 PM
English Paper One - Pretty Easy
Chinese Paper One - Average
Chinese Paper One - Average
Haha. Hello once more. Today Tassya came to school, & then went back when everyone entered the hall. Found out she has fever, so she has to go back, in case she got swine flu. Haha. Which i doubt she gets lah, shes never gone out of Singapore recently. Babe, why you so weak? Your health is deteriorating uh? You'd better takecare of your health, you need to recover soon so that you're prepared for your O's, or else its a waste you go Sec5 right? You've already been absent so many times, especially cause of your health. Sigh. Please get well soon eyh. Hmmm. By the way, apologies for speaking to you in a "can't be bothered" manner. Haha. Still dont feel any comfortable speaking to you like we used to uh. Sigh. Anyway, today's paper was pretty alright. I find that theres not enough time actually, especially for English. It was 1hr45mins, & i took an hour to do the situational writing, & left with 45mins to do the free writing. Chinese also the same, sigh. Hate it man, gosh. Ohh well, its over. Haha. After both papers end, went straight back home. & now i've got nothing to do, so i guess i'll either be reading my storybooks or go take a nap. :D Kinda sleepy. ♥Baby's booking out in a few hours time & i cant wait for hym to get out, though we're not even meeting today. Haha! I should say, i cant wait to meet you on Saturday!! Hehe.♥ Baby i'm hungry & i'm craving for you. ^^ Haha. Well, till here then, toodles ~
& when i'm with you,
thats where i belong.
& i honestly have to say,
thats the only place i wanna be..
i♥you, AZRI FAIQ! (:
Love Tree (: on Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 3:41 PM
HELLO! The weather is getting more humid & hotter each day, its killing me. Though i wanna be tan, still, the weather is too HOT! Gosh. Everywhere i go, i see sweaty people. Haha. Kay gross. Anyway, Math lesson Mr Ling just went through what topics will be tested for Math MYE Paper 2, & he expects me to get at least 30 marks, out of a 100. Haha. He knows i'm weak, so he aims 30 for me, so .. I'll do my best (: Then PE, didnt do much, just sat at the oda & read my storybooks as the girls dont want to play any sport but study, so yeah [: Art lesson was pretty boring, as usual. -.- I've no idea why, but i'm in a bad mood today. Hmmm. I mean, in school that is. During Humanities lesson, sat beside YL, & he didnt dare to disturb me as he knew i was feeling moody. Haha. So i just sat throughout the lesson, i did pay attention hor. :D Next it was Chem lesson, just read my storybook & write down notes at the same tyme. Hey, girls are better at multi tasking eyh ^^ Hehe. English period was in the library, sat beside Farah & we did disturb each other. Hehe. Still, we did pay attention eyh. [: After that, i went straight home.. So yeah, i'm back home now, & i've got nothing much to do. English exams are tomorrow, perhaps i'll go study a little, but, i'm gonna take a nap first. Till here then, toodles ~roses are red,
violets are blue,
when i'm with you,
my heart feels brand new!
roses are red,
violets are blue,
i'm counting down the days
until i can finally see you!
i miss you &
i♥you, AZRI FAIQ! (:
no matter how much misunderstandings we face,
no matter how much arguments we have to go through,
my love for you will always & forever remain the same,
cause thats how strong my love for you is..
i miss Bby on Tuesday, April 28, 2009, 3:56 PM
Woke up earlier today to fry french toast for myself, to bring to school. Haha. I was actually lazy to get up earlier, but i did anyway (: First lesson was English in the AVA room, was pretty alright, we had some worksheets to do. Where we learnt about Subject Verb Agreement & Prepositions. After which was Math, where we did filing for the 2 whole periods. After recess was Physics, YL sat beside me & we gossiped about the usual things. Haha. After that we had Mother Tongue, was really boring, but all i did was chat with YL & Kah Hui. :D Had assembly next, & it was really boringgggg. Haha. Now, i'm back home! :DD Well, heres my exam schedule ..
- Thursday, 30 April - Mother Tongue Paper 1, English Paper 1.
- Monday, 4May - Social Studies, English Paper 2.
- Tuesday, 5May - Maths Paper 1, Elective Geography.
- Wednesday, 6May - Maths Paper 2, Chemistry.
- Thursday, 7May - Physics
- Friday, 8May - Mother Tongue Paper 2
- Tuesday, 12May - Science 1
- Wednesday, 13May - Mother Tongue Listening, Art, Science Pratical.
Schedule pretty tight eyh? Ohh well, as they say, suffer now enjoy later.. Will be mugging through my exams perhaps. Haha. I'm getting sleepy, shall go take a nap now & dream of ♥Bby :D , till here then, toodles ~
i♥you, AZRI FAIQ (:
my goddaughter on Monday, April 27, 2009, 5:19 PM
Hehehe.. Jokes! :D
Well hello earthlings! Today school end at 2pm, & headed to Ziey's place, with Herdawatie, Ayin, Ameera, & Arinah. Went to visit my God Daughter. ((: Soooooooo adorable! She has the huge eyes just lyke the Mum, & she has a little chinese looks at well. Haven't chose a name for her yet, but soon perhaps. Seeing Ziey so pale & weak, actually breaks my heart, i feel so sad for her, felt lyke crying. The pain she has to go through, sighh.. Mother's love. I'm proud of her though, i'm really glad that both Mother & Daughter are healthy & strong. (: I'm so gonna love this little god daughter of mine. Hehehe! Stayed at her place till 4pm, then took bus 109 home. Now i'm back home, ♥Bby cant message with me now, he left for dinner. Knowing how miserable he feels in camp & how much he hates it in there, just makes me worry about him. Sighh. Feel so bad that i can't be there for him. All the complaints he made to me, & all i could do is just to advice him to go through it. Its factual, as i've to go through it as well, so yeah, just have to wait ♥Bby, 2 years yah.. (: & I miss you very very much already, will be waiting for you to get out. Hehe. Well, till here then, toodles ~
p.s -/ all extra lessons are stand down, yay! hehe! ^^
i♥you, Azri Faiq, & HAPPY 3 MONTHSARY baby! ((:
past 2 days on Sunday, April 26, 2009, 2:50 PM
Hey Faggots !
Friday ;
Had training, Coach Robert took us. We had to play under the scorching sun, it really was extremely humid. We had fitness training & we had to work out a lot. But, Coach Robert requested us to persevere & do our best. So we trained for at least 1hr3omins, & at the end, Coach Robert said that our standard is as good as the U-16 Boys, we're pretty fit as them & we have a really strong will power. So after a really tiring training, we celebrated Jamie's 16th Birthday & Mas 13thh Birthday. Mrs Goh gave me 50 bucks to get a cake, so i asked Nadee to buy it since i've no time to get it. It was meant to be a surprise actually, but the entire surprise was ruin, cause i think Jamie chose the cake herself. I dont know how she knows about it, must be Nadee who told her. Haha. Ohh well. So we had a yummy chocolate cake to share amongst all my 15 girls, plus coach & Mrs Goh. Then they all bashed Jamie up with plain water. -.- Hah. They didnt want to waste the cake cause it's food ( as Carya have mentioned :D ). After having the cake, waited for ♥Bby & he picked me up & sent me home. Gosh, i missed hym. (: Well, it was a tiring day for me that day. Haha.
Saturday ;
Had Chinese Orals in the morning, reported at 9am sharp but the exams already begun. So it was a first come first served basis, & i was lyke th 20th student or something. My turn was at 11:15am, haha. I scraped through the orals, doing it randomly. Haha. When i finished, i went to meet ♥Bby at his scouts den & i changed first, before we went to Bedok Reservoir to see Marlin & Wombat, went to give them moral support as they have a dragon boat competition. After awhile, we left & took a cab to ♥Bby's place. Reached there at around noon, then we bought ice cream & we just slacked. [: At 3:30pm, we begun on my CME project. He helped me with my videos & all. Took us about 4hours! Haha. But we did stop to have our food uh. Hehe. Once we're done, ♥Bby gave me cash to take a cab home, so i did. Well, had a great time with ♥Bby [:
Today ;
Woke up at 10:30am, & got ready to go out with my family & grandparents. Went to a restaurant at a hotel, which i've still no idea where. After having sucha heavy brunch buffet, Dad sent my grandparents home. & We went home, but Mum & Dad left for work. So i'm home with my two brothers. -.- ♥Bby's booking in soon. Takecare love. Hmmm. Well, i've got some work to do, till here then, toodles ~
Perhaps every teardrop
for you is worth it ..
You made my heart turn
completely weak, only you
have the ability to do so..
i♥you, Azri Faiq.
Finally, 3monthsary tomorrow. (:
Labels: you ain't the same
NEW MOON on Thursday, April 23, 2009, 5:06 PM
Was Googling, & i found this. (: Humans, so yeah, New Moon's coming out, this year. & i can't wait for it, really. I wanna watch it with ♥Bby (: Anyway, nothing much happened today. First lesson was PC, had to do a career survey in the comp lab. &, a few careers are found to be suitable for me, such as being a Counsellor, Social Worker & Welfare Officer. Got no sports job for me, no interest man. Haha. Besides, all the jobs suited for me need such high qualifications & they need all that degree & stuff. I don't intend to go to University. Haha. After which it was Social Studies lesson, was busy reading my storybook, again. Then it was Maths lesson. Algebra. -.- Hate it. Argh. After recess was English, did a summary. Pretty easy. Chemistry, i was busy reading my storybook once more. Hahaha. Seems lyke i never really study yeah? Haha. Ohh well. Pffft. Then had English extra class, we just did a comprehension test. Was pretty okay, i guess. Hmmm. I lost my house key, so i went to Grams house first to get a spare key then walked home from there. I've been on the comp eversince then. Hehe. Will be having training tomorrow, & on Saturday morning, will be having Chinese SA1 Oral exams. After which will be meeting ♥Bby, so wont be posting. Well, till here then, toodles ~
There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters,who never did, who won't anymore, & who always will. So don't worry about people from your past, theres a reason why they didn't make it to your future (:
So theres this boy, & the way he laughs makes me smile & the way he talks gives me butterflies, & just everything about him makes me happy. (: i♥you, AZRI FAIQ!
Labels: life
Mundane! on Wednesday, April 22, 2009, 6:11 PM
When you look up at the sky at night,
since i'll be living in one of them,
since i'll be laughing in one of them,
for you it'll be as if all the stars are laughing.
Hello (: School was boring, as usual. Had one Math period in the morning, then it was PE. We just slacked around cause Mr Anwar disappeared to dont know where. -.- Went for Art after that, & didnt do anything. Haha. Wasn't in the mood to uh. After recess was Social Studies, was busy reading my storybook. Then it was Chemistry, had experiment at the lab, that was the only lesson i was interested in today. Last 2 periods was English. After break time, went fo extra Art lessons. Went to google to look for more pictures. Received the Art Mid Year questions today. Sigh. Stress stress stress! Hmmm. ): Well, tomorrow lessons will be boring too. Next Monday will have to hand up my CME project work, but my members are not doing much. Sigh. Only me & Barak are working something out to do the project. Hmmm. Next Monday will also be our CME Mid Year Exams. Haha. I ain't ready for my exams, sigh. I've no time, no interest, nor do i have the mood to study lahh. Hmmm. I'm bored of school. Haha. I'm only persevering cause of ♥Bby.. Everything i do is all because of ♥Bby.. Gosh, i miss hym. Sigh. This is so torturing & painful for me. I need to hold on, i promise ♥Bby i'll do it. Sigh, so i've no options but to do so. Hehe. Well till here then, toodles ~
The only reason i sit quietly
& stare is because sometimes
you are too adorable for words. ^^
i miss you,
i♥you, AZRI FAIQ.
Labels: come out please?
need you on Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 4:24 PM
but i've found mine ..
Hello readers. (: Yesterday we won Woodlands Sec by a mere 3-0. I know we could have done better, but, i've no idea why, we didnt really play all out. Although it is a win, i still think we could have thrashed them even more. Oh well, the match is over & we're still qualified for the semi-finals, so it is still an honour for me. I just felt so frustrated that we didnt go all out, i ain't blaming anyone, but its the entire team that has got to work harder together. & Carya, please get well soon. Hope your head's fine. [: &, I think our next match will be against Queensway Sec, they have always been the best team ( i guess? ), but that fact wont make our confidence & enthusiasm go down right..? We'll still be able to win them if we put our heart & soul into the game, alright girls? I have faith in you (:
Apparently today is not a better day as what ♥Bby has said. Had English first, was so boringgg.. Then it was Maths, had Graph test. Yeah, i screwed it. Hmmm. After recess was Physics, did some experiments. Was quite alright, cause YL kinda cheered me up. Hmmm. Mother Tongue was mundane, as usual -.- Lastly, we had planning time. Read my storybook only. I'm really obsessed with "The Little Black Dress" books, & i'm gonna buy more. I need a new book shelves, my storybooks are piling up. Hah. Gotta murder my adek, hes getting on my nerves. Well, till here then, toodles ~
Definition of perfect : every moment that i'm with you. (: i♥you, AZRI FAIQ.
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With You on Sunday, April 19, 2009, 5:57 PM
Saaaaaaaaaap ~
Yesterday was awesome with ♥Bby. Spent my entire day with hym, only hym. ^^ Took a cab to his place at 11:30am, then followed hym downstairs to the axs machine to collect our movie tickets we bought online. We stayed at his place till 3:30pm, then took a bus to Tamp Mall. Whoa, was it crowded at the cinema theatre man. It was so difficult to move around cause it was so packed, with 'Kiasu' Singaporeans. Haha. We queued to buy our popcorns & drinks & then entered the theatre 10mins later. We watched 17 Again, & it was hilarious! Wasn't really that great but it was touching & it taught me many things. Hehe. Besides, Zac Efron's the leading actor, which girl isn't psyched by his starry blue eyes & cool hair, plus hot bod..? Haha. I'm one of them whose psyched, but ..... I love ♥Bby lah, hes WAY WAY better than Zac, in terms of character. ^^ & Thats obviously more important. People who doesnt know ♥Bby, misjudges hym, have you guys heard of, "dont judge a book by its cover"? So yah, dont misjudge ♥Bby, no one knows hym better than i do, right right..? Hehe, well, maybe i dont know hym the best, at least i still know hym well. (: Anyway, after the movies, went to eat Mac. Bumped into Ahmad Khidir & his tamp rovers teammates. -.- Pffft ~ After eating, ♥Bby sent me home. Sigh, once again, i'm sorry for giving attitude or being moody ♥B, you know why i was lyke that, i already explained to you yah. I just hate bidding you goodbye, i hate it, very very much. Argh. Well, when i got home, ♥Bby called with a public phone, i think, & he misplaced his hp. Gosh, now that made me feel even miserable. Haha. Well, people makes mistakes, so forget about it already yah. You still have a spare phone, & thankgod eveythings fine now, or i couldnt survive without being able to chat with you. Argh. Well, i had a wonderful time with ♥Bby, i mean, i always do, everytime. (: MC's over ♥Bby, time for you get back to camp & start studying your law & everything else. We'll be busy, definitely, but we've promised to understand that we have to go through this & everything will be over in no tyme. You know i'll wait for you, thats a promise yah. (: ♥Bby, i treasure & cherish every moment with you & i'm serious about this r'ship too, i assure you that i'll always & forever love you, no matter what happnes cause its just you & me in us, so lets do this together yah..? (:
Didnt do much today, Mum woke me up at 9:45am, & asked whether i wanted to go to Tamp One with them. So i drag myself outta bed & went to prepare to go. When we're there, it just instantly reminds me of ♥Bby cause hes the one who brought me there first. Sighh.. So, i was quite silent when i was with them, busy playing with my new hp while waiting for ♥Bby's text, since he haven't collect his sim card. Hmmm. Had Carls Jr for lunch, went to Eastpoint after that & roamed around with my adek as my parents are having a leg massage. -.- When they're done, we went home. Did my housechores, then texted with ♥Bby. Hehe. Spoke otp with hym for awhile, & now i'm done posting. I know ♥Bby's waiting to read my blog. Haha! &, he wants me to read his, so till here then, toodles ~
P.S -/ will be playing against Woodlands Sec tmr, wish us luck! We're gonna win girls, lets prove it! Love you girls (: Won't be posting tmr, bye! :D
God made You,
Then he made Me,
Then he whispered,
Meant To Be. (:
I♥You, AZRI FAIQ!
loving you. on Friday, April 17, 2009, 6:03 PM
Hello, its been 4days since i last posted, i know. Its pretty unlike of me eyh. Hehe. Well, i've been really busy with soccer & all. Now lets recap, shall we (rhetorical question). Haha.
Tuesday ;
Had NAPFA test. Did with my class girls. (: This was how well i did ..
Sit Ups - 45 (Gold)
Standing Broad Jump - 155 (Pass -.-)
Shuttle Run - 11secs (Gold)
Sit & Reach - 44 (Gold)
Inclined Pull Ups - 15 (Gold)
i know, its not that good. Haha, well i did my best after all eyh. After the test, ♥Bby sent me home. (:
Wednesday ;
Had training , was pretty alright. We couldn't train much as we have a match the following day, so yah. Girls, you make me happy & proud of you. (:
Thursday ;
5-0
Siglap Sec vs Bowen Sec
Well, it was pretty surprising & shocking that we won them, by 5 goals somemore. Hah. I mean, previously when we played with them, we lost 1-0, but this time, we played extremely, i got to admit that. I'm very proud of my dearest Carya, shes put in all her heart & soul in the game & she played very very awesomely. :D She scored 4 goals, while one was scored by Eva. Our game was at our home ground, there were quite a number of supporters who rooted for us, was really surprised too. Haha. I'm extremely proud & glad for my team, that we've made it to the semi finals. Well Bowen, we had a great match with you girls, you girls are really awesome too, really. Our next game's on Monday, against Woodlands Sec, & i'm pretty sure that we'll play as good as how we played against Bowen, i'll be really happy if we could make it into the finals. I heard they're afraid of us, not trying to be complacent, but we'll show them what we're made of .. Of good quality & bonding, obviously. (: We'll do our best to achieve the championship this year, okay girls..? I love you girls! SIGLAP MAJULAH! ((:
Today nothing much happened. Tassya got admitted into hospital yesterday, it has been days since we saw her. Wonder hows she doing inside..? Hope you'll get well soon yah, i cant keep track neither can i remeber collecting your homeworks for you, you know im so muddle-headed right? Haha. Anyway, did graphs for Maths today, Physics we didnt do much except our practical test corrections. During chinese & humanities, it was just slacking for us as our teachers weren't around, hehe. After school, had chinese oral practice. Then went to meet ♥Bby, & slacked for awhile near school, then took taxi home. Waited for almost 3hours to use the computer cause my stupid brother was playing his goddamn game (: So pissed. Well, not anymore though. Haha. Will be meeting Bby tomorrow, headint to his place first then watch 17 Again at 4.30pm. Tickets are booked already! Woohoo! Hehehe. Well, till here then, wanna text ♥Bby, toodles ~
Hungry for you!
Cravings are burning
inside of me, cant wait!
Hehehe. I miss you ♥Bby.
&, i♥you, AZRI FAIQ.
Labels: 4days away ~
Lovely Match on Monday, April 13, 2009, 6:29 PM
SIGLAP vs YISHUN
6-0
That was the final score today (: This morning, was really screwed up fer me. Hah. I woke up at 6:50am by Jamie's phone call. She left her jersey at Bishan, so she asked for some of the junior girls number, cause she wants to borrow their jersey. Then, thoughts ran through my mind, whether i should wake up & go to school. Even if i took a cab there, i was very sure i wont be reaching on time, then i cant bring my hp that way, cause they'll spotcheck me. So, i decided to sleep in & inform Ms Chin that i was having stomach cramps. Hah! I decided i should inform MrsGoh too, or not i'll feel guilty for coming for the soccer match but not for lessons. :X Hah. But, i regretted informing her, cause she began fussing & nagging about it, saying i've to head to school now, or else i can't play for the match. So, i said i had stomach cramps till i cant move about. Hah. Then, she said i'll have to come before 12pm at the very least, so i decided to go during recess time which was at 10:30am. I told Ms Chin, &, she also begun fussing about it. Pffft. I told her i had cramps only, & i'll be fine after resting & eating panadol. She was unhappy about me still having to play the match with my stomach cramps, so she went to complaint it to MrsGoh. Haha. Well, after everything was settled, & carried on sleeping till 9:15am. I got ready to go to school, & i requested my Dad to write a letter, so he did. Heh. Took a cab to school, & went for recess with Amirah, Norsah & Een. Tassya was alone, with James in class. Oh, why's that so babe..? Loner..? Awww.. Well, when you changed, then everything will be fine i guess..? Hmmm. See, you dont need me after all, & i'm relieved ... (: After recess, i went for Art lessons only, then at 12:30pm, i left for soccer. We had our fruits, sandwiches & milo. Then, we took a small & pathetic bus to Bowen Sec. Hah. Girls, i'm extremly proud of you today! We played really well, didn't we..? Heh. I'm sure we'll be able to play this good on Thursday against Woodlands Sec, i was really amazed with the way you girls played today. Very coordinated & there was a strong bonding, we shall maintain this attitude till the very end okay..? ((: After the match, we headed back to school. Oh yah, HAPPY 16TH BIRHTDAY RAU!! ((: She took over my captain band for a mere 2minutes plus, cause coach knows its her birthday i guess, so let her be happy & be a captain. Cute lah this girl. Hah. In the canteen toilet, Carya & Era poured iced water all over her, they even sprayed water at her. Hah! Soaking from head to bottom man. Wow. :DD Went to meet ♥Bby outside school, & he sent me home. He always have lots of stories to share with me uh. Heh, so funny. So now, i'm back home, & i want to go eat. Till here then.
Toodles ~
i miss ♥Bby already.
i♥you, AZRI FAIQ (:
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days with ♥Bby on Sunday, April 12, 2009, 1:25 PM
Well hello readers! Sorry about yesterday's post, wasn't really in the mood, neither do i have anything to post, so yah. So, i'll do a proper post today kay kay? Heh. On Friday, went to Tamp One with ♥Bby, gosh was it crowded! Felt dizzy like after awhile. &, their Times Bookstore was much much bigger, with more of varieties of books! So in love with their bookstore you know! Heh.. After that, i went to his place. We had the entire house to ourselves cause his parents & sister went to Malaysia, so we did our things . Then at about 6 plus, he showered & we ordered pizza. Went downstairs together to withdraw money, & we ate our pizza's. We were really like husband & wife, i swear man. Sighh.. Woudn't it be great if it was real, right ♥Bby..? Heh. Then, ♥Bby gave me money to take cab back home. So yah. (: & Yesterday, ♥Bby picked me up under my block & as usual, we took a cab, to Changi Airport, Terminal 2. Heh. I needed hym to help me put games & songs into my PSP, however, we didnt do it cause theres something wrong with his laptop, or is it my PSP..? Hah, i dont know, it doesnt really matter eyh. Anyway, we reached T2, & i accompanied ♥Bby to eat at BK, then ♥Bby bought Pure Double Chocolate for me from Coffee Bean, & we took the Sky Train to T3. Heh. We went to Candy Empire, & choosed a variety of chocolates & sweets. Heh. Then, we headed to Mac. (: We slacked there for quite some time.. with me using his laptop & hym playing his DS Lite. Heh. We ordered a McSpicy meal, after eating, we went to smoke... & We took MRT back to WS, where ♥Bby paid for the ear studs that i bought at Aries. ♥Bby bought Peach MilkTea & we walked home. ♥Bby likes to get me things uh, using his money. Well, i'm getting used to it already. Heh. Hes just pampering me, making me happy. Right right ♥Bby..? Heh. I always have an enjoyable & wonderful time with hym, he just never fails to keep me happy uh. Sighh.. ((: Anyway, doing nothing much today, will be staying home all day i guess. Will be reading Eclipse & doing my Art coursework later, so yah. (: Will be having match against Yishun Sec tomorrow. Dismissal at 12.30pm, hehe! Girls, are you ready? ^^ Must win okay!!?? Well, till here then, toodles ~
♥My heart aches, whenever
i think about you leaving me
physically after the next 2years,
why'd you have to go..? Sigh.
I know you're doing it for our sake,
but it is still heart wrenching news.
Hmmm. Well, i'll still wait for you.♥
I♥you, AZRI FAIQ !!
Labels: bites ^^
distinction award on Thursday, April 9, 2009, 4:53 PM
See that award/plaque there? Heh. I received it today, cause its Honours Day. [ ignore my full name, please ):( ] Hah. Well, its to show appreciation to those students who have done proud to the school, i think. Hah. Anyway, Fadli, Azima, Carya & I got this plaque, representing for soccer. Heh. Nice eyh? Hey, ofcourse i'm proud. After playing for my soccer team for 5years, i should get some appreciation right right? Hah. So yeah, finally. Anyway, the whole event was so boring, even during the short concert. Hah. We had to rehearse & all before the actual thing begun. Argh, waste of time. During the actual event, when we went up, we were feeling so nervous, our hearts were beating extremely fast, & Fadli kept asking me if he looked perfect & all or not. Well dude, you're always looking good okay? Hah, happy now? Hmmm. Anyway, Bby also went up to get his certificate. He looked smart, heh. I know, i have lots of compliments for hym. He always know lahh eyh ^.^ After the event ended, went to Bby's house. *kening naik naik* B, you know what i know what others dont know eyh, our little top secret. :D Then around 3.15pm, we left his place & Bby sent me home before he went to meet his scout members for soccer. ((: Heh. B seems to play more soccer nowadays, cool. :D Heh. (: Once again, i apologize my girls, that i can't go out with you girls tomorrow, i have other plans already, hmmm. Sincerely sorry baybehs ]: Not really sure what i'll be doing on Saturday, hah. Well, till here then, toodles ~
Its easy for anyone to say sorry, unless you mean it sincerely. Action speaks louder than words, so prove your sincerity. You said you're trying your best to change, alright, we'll see if you even put in the effort to. You takecare babe. [:
i love you as always, AZRI FAIQ (:
on Tuesday, April 7, 2009, 6:00 PM
Duh i love you, &
trying to explain why is lyke
trying to explain how water tastes,
COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE.
Hello readers (: didn't get to post yesterday cause my brother's friends were over at my place, using the computer & playing the PS2. Hmmm. Yesterday's Humanities extra lessons were cancelled, so went to WS KFC to have lunch with Arthur & Tassya. So yupps. Anyway, will be having training tomorrow at 4pm. I guess it'll be a pretty tiring & busy day for me. Good actually. Bby booked out of camp today, cause he had to go for a wisdomt tooth surgery. I did it before as well, & it really hurts till my cheeks were swollen. Bby was having a swollen cheek too when he meet me today. Booked out then meet me uh? Heh. Cute what. Hah. Well, he still looked adorable with a swollen cheek. Heh. Really B. Anyway, i'm really glad, plus surprised that my Girls team has qualified for the nest round, really proud of them as well. Girls, we'll be able to do it if we put our minds & souls into it yah, i have faith in you. (: Bby picked me up from school after my Honours Day rehearsal today, was really elated that i could meet hym today. Heh. :DD He'll be on MC for 6 days if im not wrong, so its a good thing. Heh. Can meet hym! :D Honours Day is on Thursday, & i'll be receiving a distinction award cause i've been contributing to the team for 5years, & i have leadership points too. Bby will be receiving some award too cause hes been contributing to his scouts even after he graduated, & being an Ex Siglapian, hes still active in contributing. Really proud of hym, cause of his dedication to the CCA. (: Anyway, Friday is Good Friday, its a public holiday, so got no school. Woo~ Heh. My class girls have planned something, but i'm sorry i can't make it, i have other plans uh. Sorry girls! Another tyme okay? Promise! Heh. Well, till here then, toodles ~
Now you've gotten back with hym,
i hope you wont regret it.
Whatever problems you have with hym,
dont you come & find me. I don't want
to get involve in your r'ship with hym, its
your life, you decide what you wany kay.
Now you need not depend on my anymore,
now thats a relieve. I dont wanna be your
replacement, since your boyfriend's not in
school anymore. I know you always feel alone
in school nowadays. Have you ever wondered
why people are ignoring you? I doubt you'll ever
realize why uh. You're a completely changed
person now, i dislike it. You're not someone
i knew, you let love take control of yourself.
I realized, you can never be independant,
well, i'm happy for you since now you have hym
to depend on. Don't worry, our friendships not
affected, just that, i need some space off from you.
Please, i'm not gonna bother much about your life
anymore, i'm sick & tired of doing so.
Thankgod i need not tell you how to lead your life as well,
cause you have hym now. So, congrats. (:
No point apologizing as well, cause you did
nothing wrong, as you will presume. So BYE!
trying to explain why is lyke
trying to explain how water tastes,
COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE.
Hello readers (: didn't get to post yesterday cause my brother's friends were over at my place, using the computer & playing the PS2. Hmmm. Yesterday's Humanities extra lessons were cancelled, so went to WS KFC to have lunch with Arthur & Tassya. So yupps. Anyway, will be having training tomorrow at 4pm. I guess it'll be a pretty tiring & busy day for me. Good actually. Bby booked out of camp today, cause he had to go for a wisdomt tooth surgery. I did it before as well, & it really hurts till my cheeks were swollen. Bby was having a swollen cheek too when he meet me today. Booked out then meet me uh? Heh. Cute what. Hah. Well, he still looked adorable with a swollen cheek. Heh. Really B. Anyway, i'm really glad, plus surprised that my Girls team has qualified for the nest round, really proud of them as well. Girls, we'll be able to do it if we put our minds & souls into it yah, i have faith in you. (: Bby picked me up from school after my Honours Day rehearsal today, was really elated that i could meet hym today. Heh. :DD He'll be on MC for 6 days if im not wrong, so its a good thing. Heh. Can meet hym! :D Honours Day is on Thursday, & i'll be receiving a distinction award cause i've been contributing to the team for 5years, & i have leadership points too. Bby will be receiving some award too cause hes been contributing to his scouts even after he graduated, & being an Ex Siglapian, hes still active in contributing. Really proud of hym, cause of his dedication to the CCA. (: Anyway, Friday is Good Friday, its a public holiday, so got no school. Woo~ Heh. My class girls have planned something, but i'm sorry i can't make it, i have other plans uh. Sorry girls! Another tyme okay? Promise! Heh. Well, till here then, toodles ~Now you've gotten back with hym,
i hope you wont regret it.
Whatever problems you have with hym,
dont you come & find me. I don't want
to get involve in your r'ship with hym, its
your life, you decide what you wany kay.
Now you need not depend on my anymore,
now thats a relieve. I dont wanna be your
replacement, since your boyfriend's not in
school anymore. I know you always feel alone
in school nowadays. Have you ever wondered
why people are ignoring you? I doubt you'll ever
realize why uh. You're a completely changed
person now, i dislike it. You're not someone
i knew, you let love take control of yourself.
I realized, you can never be independant,
well, i'm happy for you since now you have hym
to depend on. Don't worry, our friendships not
affected, just that, i need some space off from you.
Please, i'm not gonna bother much about your life
anymore, i'm sick & tired of doing so.
Thankgod i need not tell you how to lead your life as well,
cause you have hym now. So, congrats. (:
No point apologizing as well, cause you did
nothing wrong, as you will presume. So BYE!
i love AZRI FAIQ,
as always & forever.
17 Again (: on Sunday, April 5, 2009, 1:16 PM
I'm craving to watch this movie. I admit, ZAC EFRON'S super HOT.
But of course, Bby's better uh, cause i love hym. ((:
Sorry about deleting yesterday's post, i find it simply too messy.
Sorry about deleting yesterday's post, i find it simply too messy.Perhaps, heres a better one :
The zodiac sign of Leo has the symbol of 'The Lion' and just like a lion; a Leo believes that he rules everyone else. Don't tell him he doesn't, it will break his big, loving, proud heart. Leos can easily go from being vigorously outgoing to plain lazy. If you want to find a Leo, go to the most dazzling places in the town. You will find him there, surrounded by people and playing his role in the limelight beautifully. He likes to live in style and hates boredom. There are hardly any introvert Leos, only those who pretend to be introverts.
- They are in love with their pride and ego and fiercely protect what they believe to be theirs. The lion loves to give advice on how you should manage your life and feels himself to be superior to others. However, his ego is very vulnerable and he will get deeply hurt if you don't respect his wisdom. It is difficult to ignore the lion for too long, he will be the center of attraction sooner or later. The best way to tame him is to flatter him; he will turn into a purring kitten. Praising the intellect will work as much as admiring the appearance will.
- He is pretty clever and will never ever bother to waste his energy on something insignificant. Leo holds back nothing, not even his approval and compliments. Infact, he is so generous with compliments that he can make you embarrassed and self-conscious. At the same time, he is equally vocal about the things he does not like. However, one thing you can be sure of - he means what he says. You may or may not like it, but it is his true opinion. Leo plays the perfect host, treating you to the best of everything, right from ambience to the dessert.
- He has a forgiving nature and is full of sympathy. Even in his love life, he easily reconciles after a split up. Leos are passionate in every aspect of their life, be it love or career or any other thing. They are rarely without a partner and life without love is a big no-no for them. They practically thrive on romance. A Leo is never the one to be dependent on someone. Rather, he loves to lead and be leaned upon. He may complain every now and then about the responsibilities, but in his heart he loves to have them. He dislikes taking help, especially of a financial nature.
- On the other hand, he will gives loan to almost everyone. A Leo may run out of cash easily, since he is anything but cautious with it. However, he will always be the best-dressed person at the party. His behavior always borders on the extreme. A Leo will either be extremely careless and sloppy or meticulously neat and orderly. He is also extremely fixed with his ideas and it is very hard to convince him against his opinions. He likes to do one thing at a time. When he is working, you can be sure, he will forget to have his lunch too.
- When he's partying, he will put the dance floor on fire. Leos turn out to be the bravest ones in a group, especially in the face of an emergency. They are very loyal, extremely possessive and highly jealous. The lion fiercely defends what he believes to be his. He is a powerful enemy, but one with morals. Creativity and originality are his fortes. Even though he has an ego, is arrogant and overflows with pride, he is extremely good at heart. Being with a Leo will mean that you always have someone to care for, though you may have to flatter him every now and then.
- Individuals born under the zodiac sign of Leo are very good looking and have a healthy physique, with a broad forehead. They are very intelligent, extremely courageous, love their freedom and live by their own rules. Indulgence and extravagance is like second nature to them and they love to roam around and explore new places. They can easily handle the toughest of situations, with their clear and clever thinking. Leo individuals are very generous by nature and find it very easy to express themselves.
- They easily forgive people who have hurt them and seldom carry grudges. However, if anyone insults them or hurts their vulnerable ego, they should brace themselves for an extremely violent temple. People born under Leo sign are very prone to anger and take some time to cool down. Most of them are theistic by nature and believe in the 'Supreme Being'. Leos have a very fiery spirit and love to indulge in adventurous activities.
Neater or not? Hah. Anyway, Leo readers do read & find out more about yourself eyh, some of it seems to be really factual. Hah, surprisingly. :D Yesterday, i had a worthwhile & memorable day with ♥Bby. He left a light mark on me, so yeah, its also to make me remember yesterday. :D I know my mark's clearer though. Hah! Well, went to his place at 12 plus, after which went to meet his scout members at WS Macs at 2.30pm. (: Then Tassya & Zul met us. Left for Tamp Mall at 3.30pm lyke that, ♥Bby treat us all to Fast & Furious 4. Its a sneak preview, its actual date to come out is on 9 April. People who love fast action & cars should watch, its really awesome. (: Then at 7pm, we went home. Zul sent Tassya home, while ♥Bby & I headed to WS to get Peach Milk Tea. I love it luhh! :DD So we walked home after that. ♥Bby, thanks for spending your last Saturday with me, really. It was really memorable enough for me, i enjoyed myself everytime i'm with you uh. You're the best i've ever had & will always have. You've given me the happiness i always wanted. Always remember you're good enough for me, thats for sure yah B. Sighh. Need you badly you know.. Hah. You should know what i miss & crave for lahh eyh, posted it at your blog already. Heh. Guess we'll meet on Mondays from next week onwards. Hmmm, ohh well, we shall face it bravely. (: Takecare love.
i♥AZRI FAIQ !! ^^
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on Friday, April 3, 2009, 5:30 PM
Well hello readers. (: Today i woke up at 6:15am, i was late luhh kay. Have to meet Radd actually, sorry adekk. ): Was just simply too tired, after last night's cries. Won't mention why i cried uh. Heh. So, i quickly prepare myself for school & headed to the bus stop at central there, wait for bus 358 for almost 20mins man. 7am, i took the straight bus, & i arrived school at 7.23am. -.- yeah, i was late. I hate it man, i was never late you see. But now, i broke the record. Fcuk. Hmmm. So had to stand at the pathway to school while the rest of the school sang the national anthem & all. Entered, then had to do some stupid shit, wont mention what is it. Pffft. Then went back to class with Jasmine, & Maths lesson begun. Sat with Aizad at the front, & i did study kay. I mean, i did the graph questions that MrLing asked us to uh. Aizad helped me a little, thanks dude. (: After math was Chinese. -.- Was feeling extremely sad cause of last night, so went to chinse class with YongLiang while i complained to hym why i was feeling down. He consoled me a little but Malcolm made me teary eyed a little. Thanks eyh. -.- After awhile, i feel better, cause YL talked to me & i sorted things out in my mind. [: After chinese was recess, ate with my girls, then it was Physics lesson. Faz & Barak had some arguments with Shafiy at 3rd level, they almost fought, but luckily they did not. I didn't witnessed the whole things, so i don't know much details. Wanted to see uh, but Mdm Chan asked us to go to our class. In the Physics lab, kept texting with Bby, Mr Haniff almost wanted to confiscate my hp. Well thank god he didn't or i'll cry. Hah. After Physics was Social Studies, was just busy staring into space. Hah. Bored lahh seyh. Hmmm. After that was break, went to the 2nd level above oda there with YL & we slacked there for 20mins, then went to attend chinese extra lessons at the canteen. ♥Bby supposed to meet me outside school, but he said he was lazy to, so never mind, then meet hym at WS instead. Board the bus with YL, Kenny & Jason, then seperated with them & went to meet ♥Bby. Roamed around WS looking for my 2nd month gift, &♥ Bby bought me a necklace. B, i love it, really. (: Thanks love. Heh. Went to Popular, then we both became so engrossed in looking at books lyke as if we were in our own world, really. Hah. I picked a book which i forgot what was the title, then ♥Bby almost paid it until we saw Eclipse, so he bought for me. Once again, thankyou love. ((: Heh. So, after that, ♥Bby bought Peach milk tea & we walked home. (: Heh. Hes smile, goshh .. *melts* Hah. Went to smoked at the block, then we reached my place. So now i'm back home (: Heh. Anyway, will be meeting ♥Bby tomorrow, elated lah eyh! Heh. Well, till here then. Toodles ~
Finally you read what i post about you.
I thought you were never gonna read it,
since you never log in one. :D
You said you understand, you better do.
You said it knocked some sense into you,
i'm glad it did. Well, i'll always be here
for you babe, remember that. (:
I used to hate kissing,
but not anymore. :DD
i ♥AZRI FAIQ (:
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on Thursday, April 2, 2009, 4:59 PM
My girls understands me so well, love them man. :D
Today, i'm in a really jovial mood, & they know why.
Bby should know why too. Heh. Right right..?
Went to school with Radd in the morning, gossiped a lot of things
with her. Shes sucha a good listener uh, she understands me pretty
well too. Heh. My adek mah. People call her my sister, cause we look alike.
Hah, i doubt so luhh, wahlau. In the morning, had Honours Day rehearsal.
Fad, me, Azima, Carya & Addiie are only ones representing in soccer,
as in we're the ones who achieved a distinction. (: So, the practice was lyke...
-.- Hah. I mean, it was practically a waste of tyme uh. Took us half an hour
only though, Why not practice longer..? Then can don't go for lessons mah. Hah.
Well, after rehearsals, went back to Humanities class with Fad.
Was busy texting Bby all the way, didn't really paid much attention. Hah!
After that was Maths, was busy smsing Bby & chatting with Mubarak. Hmmm.
Then recess, then English. Cant text with Bby cause Ms Leanna
kept walking around in the library. Very vigilant. Hah. Did some work,
then it was Chemistry. Busy texting Bby again, then slept for awhile till ZH
woke me up. Idiot. Argh! Went for break with my girls, then went back to class
for English extra lessons. Did a compre test which was pretty alright for me.
After which, meet Bby! Surprised eyh..? Bby took MC cause he had a very
bad toothache which will cause hym to have a bad migraine as well.
Poor thing. Heh. He went to the dentist in the morning, & he got to know he got
4 wisdom tooth he had to take out. Gosh, thats really gonna hurt a fucking lot.
I've been through it as some of them know, & i only took out 1 wisdom tooth
& it already hurt lyke cb. Imagine 4..? Hah. I pity Bby luhh. Sighh. Nvrmind,
he said he'll tolerate the pain. Cute lahh B nie. Hah. Well, i guess he'll be in pain
for almost .. 2-3weeks? Depends on his surgery uh. I mean, the tooth surgery.
So yah. Bby's on MC tomorrow as well, & i can meet hym! Yay!! So elated man!
Going out with Bby & Tassya on Saturday too. Bby gotta talk some sense
into that girl. Hmmm. Well, goodluck to her uh. Hah. Anyway, theres nothing
on tomorrow, no soccer or whatsoever,
except that there'll be extra chinse lessons.
Argh! Stupid man. Hmmm. Well, till here then. Toodles ~
You seriously need a life babe.
& Please refrain from calling me Darlink
can..? My hair on my hand rises
whenever you call me that.
You call almost everyone that,
but please don't call me that even
when we're bestfriends.
You know i don't like girls who are so girly,
so yah, stop it kay? I'm being straightforward,
thats it. &, I know you need me,
but you gotta lead your life as usual.
I don't want to be the one to teach you
how to lead your life. Its your life,
your body, your mind, you decide babe.
i love A Z R I F A I Q (:
Within you, i lose myself.
Without you, i find myself
wanting to become lost again.
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on Wednesday, April 1, 2009, 7:02 PM
Hello! Today was quite a moody day for me. Went to school by taxi, cause i think i woke up slightly later than usual. :D Reached school, then reported for TAF duty. After which, had one period of Math. Was chatting with Amirah Syg all the way, about some private stuffs between us. Heh. Then, had PE. 2.4 test. -.- Gosh, i jogged all the way, stopping a few times cause my stomach hurts a little, but, i wasn't that tired as last week's practice. Heh. Well, i passed, 13.45sec, & i got A uh. Heh. Proud uh, cause besides, i beat Kenny! Hah. By 5secs only, but at least im fitter than hym!
Hah. Malcolm kept disturbing hym uh, saying that he brought disgrace to the guys, cause I beat hym. -.- Mal, stop bringing his confidence down lahh, so evil seyh. Heh. I was really happy, cause i need not retest again next week. I think all the girls passed their 2.4 test uh, so good job girls! Heh. &&, i was very impressed with Fad! Gosh, he managed to get 8min plus for his 2.4! Amazed right..? Hah. Well, i know hes fit uh. Hah. After PE, everyone was like so tired. Hah. I know, i was too anyway. So, i went for Art, gossiped with Amirah Syg, & did very little work. Hah. Then, recess. Ate a little only. After which was Social Studies, didn't really paid much attention, was busy texting Bby. Heh! After which was Chem, i just copied notes from Fad. Thanks dude. (: Then, it was English. Did some work, after that left for break, then back to Art extra lessons. Hmmm, didn't really did much either, was busy chatting with Malcolm. Hes funny lahh, wahlau. Hah. After that, i went for my training. I screwed up during training, wasn't really in a good mood & coach kept picking on me. Pffft~ Cant you just keep your comments to yourself..? Nobody will say you're a mute if you keep silent you know. Argh. After training, went home with Radd & Ain. Radd planned to go to school with me tomorrw! Heh, finally! I've been going with Tassya, but i miss going with Radd, so i agreed with her. Heh. I need some tyme off from Tassya too, occasionally. Hmmm, well, theres nothing much tomorrow i think. On Friday, there might be a match cause we're not sure whether we've qualified to the semi-finals or not. Hmmm. Will, till here then, toodles ~
Tassya ; I hope you'll read this eventually. Hmmm. I understand it's really difficult for you to move on after the biggest heartbreak you've got, but, you have to try to move on. I always say, "Go get a life!" Right..? So yah, i wanna tell you the same too. Ever since the break up, you've been very clingy towards me. I know cause i'm lyke the only friend you can turn to & count on, but, you need to give me some space too, you know..? I'll suffocate if we're always together. I'm a human, i need freedom too. I know, you'll tend to feel alone cause you're so used to having someone whose always there for you.. Well, now, face the fact, you don't have hym anymore! So what, now you're sticking so much to me..? Babe, its not like i'm your only friend you know, you still do have other friends you can turn to.. You've changed, you're not as independant as before, you can't seem to make up yor mind, you can't seem to decide what exactly you want. I know, now its quite difficult for you, but you gotta try harder! You're not putting enough effort to let go of the past. I dislike looking back to the past, you should know that. I already told you, if you want to lead a carefree life, then you have to decide how to, i can't decide for you, can i? I know, bestfriends do everything together, & will stand by each other too as well. I have been doing that, i have been helping you to move on, but i'll get tired if i never see you putting in much effort to change. You seem to let your past take control of you, i also know he used to be your entire world. Well, face it, hes not anymore. I know, i may seem harsh & blunt, but i want you to realize, that you're not the Tassya i once knew. Sigh. Don't let love take over your mind, your soul, your everything. I want you to be happy, i want to you to be like before. I want the old Tassya back. You must be honest with me, dont' keep anything from me. I know sometimes i scold you which might be quite harsh, but its for your own good. I mean, i don't want to see you suffer you know. Everyone's saying you've changed, don't ask me who say cause i'm not gonna tell who yah. :D People are also telling me that they sympathize with me cause i have to go through what you feel as well, you're like dragging me into your life, now that hes gone, you stick with me like glue. -.- Babe, i want my freedom you know. I'm not saying i mind entirely, but you have to learn to be independant, i want you to try to do things on your own. Its not a big deal to be alone right..? Please, i hope whatever i say make sense to you. Don't give attitude or whatsoever kay, you know i can't stand that. & don't get people to sympathize you as well, people might dislike that. I don't want to teach you how to lead your life my dear girl, its your life, please decide yourself wisely. I've said what i want to say, i hope you'll understand. I'm not mad at you or anything too kay.
I'm missing Bby,
very very much! ):
I love you B! :D
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