Gamble with Desires,

on Tuesday, March 31, 2009, 4:46 PM

Distance never seperates two hearts that really care.

Our memories span the miles & in seconds, we are there.

But whenever i start to feel sad, is because i miss you.

I remind myself how lucky i am to have someone so special to miss.

Today was as usual, nothing much happened. Was just feeling moody, cause of something, i wont mention whats it about, only my girls know what it is. (: Heh. Well anyway, Yong Liang gave me hell today, i dont know whats gotten into hym, kept annoying me & disturbing me. Getting on my nerves. Mother tongue lesson today was quite okay, everyone was feeling lively cause there were chocolates to give out. :D I think our lesson will only be lively when theres chcolates to be given out. Hah. Assembly was extremely boring. I've no idea what was going on either, all i could think of was Bby. Argh. Gosh, feel so miserable man. I'm missing hym so much. )): Sigh! Will be having training tomorrow, so wont be posting [: Well, till here then. Toodles ~

Men always want to be a women's first love.

Women have a more subtle instinct :

What they like is to be a man's last romance.

I miss Bby. ):

I'm always counting down the days

till you book out. Sighh..

I love AZRI FAIQ (:

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Right Back Up.

on Monday, March 30, 2009, 4:54 PM

Monday Blues, as usual. Pffft ~

Went to school with Tassya, had the same routine, morning assembly.

Duhh.. Then, the girls got attire spotcheck. Damn!

Kay, i know my hair's messy, but no fringe covering my forehead.

My skirts SO not short, definitely. We're at a school,

wear mini skirts for what..? Going shopping uh..?

I don't understand those girls nowadays, sighh..

Yeah, i know i'm not wearing school socks either, then..?

Almost everyone's not wearing it. -.-

In the end, i was called out too, lyke some of the girls. For what?

My fringe. -.- Stupid. Then must buy a hair pin for ..10c.

Omg, pathetic. After that, i didn't pin up, i used Tassya's scarf instead.

Yeah, i looked neat, i admit, but i feel weird. It's not even me. Hah.

After that, went back to class, & took out the scarf. Had Math test then.

Was quite alright, with alittle help from Fadli. [: Thanks dude. Heh.

Then had CME, after which was Art. After Art lessons,

was Geog lesson, gosh, was it boring! Argh. Hate it, hate it, hate it. Hmmm.

Had journal period after that went for break & back to Geog extra lessons.

Ended at 3pm, waited for Tassya, & went back together with Arthur.

I hate Mondays, i really do. Argh! Have spotcheck for what..?

Damn, tomorrow have to pin up hair again. Nerd man. Argh.

&, Once again, i changed my blogskin. Hah.

Now mine's the same as Bby's. He wanted to have same same one,

so yeah. (: Heh. Obviously i had to choose the simple one right,

can't choose a girly one, if not Bby's blog is so .. Gay. Hah.

Well, till here then, toodles ~

I MISS Bby, very very much ):

I love AZRI FAIQ (:

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on Sunday, March 29, 2009, 1:14 PM

26March ; HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, FAZLI IZHAR!

27March ; HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, SHABRINA!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, RIZAL!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, ZABIR!

Hello! Sorry, forgotten to post about those birthday babies. :D Getting forgetful. Sighh.. Anyway, 27March also marks my 2nd Month with Bby ((: . Yesterday, Shab had a birthday party going on, but i didn't went, truly sorry babe. Wasn't feeling that well, but still went to meet Bby. [: Shab, bukan aku penting kan mataer pada kawan taws, cume .. Hmmm. Kau paham lah eyh? Heh. Mintak maaf lagy skali. Well, when i meet Bby, all my sickness went away. Perhaps Marlin's right, i'm just lovesick. :D Eyh, might be true you know. Hah. Anyway, 4hours of saucy & passionate moment with Bby was super tiring. ;D Only both of us knows what is it. People, dont think dirty eyh, its not what you think it is, really. [: After 4hours of slacking at his place, Bby accompanied me to the roadside to hail a taxi back to Ehub, wanted to go to my Mum's new salon. (: Dear friends, if you want to cut hair or dye hair or do hair treatment or anything that's got to do with your hair, come to my Mum's salon eyh? My Mum will give discount & charge student price only. But, must let me know beforehand uh. :D It's not some barber or anything eyh, it's a real hairstylist salon. Not bragging or anything, just stating the facts hor. Met my parents at their salon, after that went to eat at SuperDog. After which, we took the bus home. :D Its lyke my Dad's first time boarding bus since he has a car actually. Pffft. Both my parents are working today as well, so perhaps we're not going out. (: Well, till here then, toodles ~

HAPPY 2MONTHSARY Bby!

This 2months with you has been really wonderful.

You never fail to pamper me, never fail to make me happy.

You know i love you more than anything else in the world.

You've given me more than what i expected,

what i always wanted, what i always dreamt of.

You're like a real fairytale which came true for me.

I want nothing more but to be with you,

there will be many many months more for us,

& we'll stay this way always & forever.

We just met yesterday, i'm already missing you.

Your hug, you kiss, your attracting smile.

I'll wait, i'll be extremely tolerant.

i love AZRI FAIQ eyh (:

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on Saturday, March 28, 2009, 11:07 AM

They're Adorable together :D

Hello! Yesterday's match against Telok Kurau Sec : AWESOME, 14-0. Fantastic match, really. Though i only played in the 2nd half, cause i wasn't feeling well, having some stomach flu, i'm still very proud of my girls, they played extremely well, especially Carya. 8 goals she scored if i'm not wrong, Era was extrordinary as well. She left her boots at the school's locker, in the end she had to borrow Syaff's one, but she played really well, am proud of her. (: Azima also did well, contolling the entire game with her accurate passes & wonderful corner kicks. :D Addiie & Nadee could have scored, as they have many chances, but it's alright yah, you both did extremely great as well. I wasn't disappointed at all for only playing in the 2nd half. When i went into the pitch, it was scorching hot, i felt lyke i can get heat stroke. I felt pretty weak & giddy, but i had to carry on, i didn't want to disappoint coach & MrsGoh, plus my girls. Hmmm. After the match, i was completely worn out, feel so tired & having sucha bad migraine. Argh. Hate it. This stomach flu i'm having is also killing me. &, the puking. Blech! Well, after a night's rest, i feel much better though, except having some headache. Perhaps i'll stop here, till then. Toodles ~

i love AZRI FAIQ (:

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on Thursday, March 26, 2009, 4:14 PM

Hello! (: Anyway, today's Vector test sucks, i didn't know all the questions at all. :D Doesn't matter! Hah. Well, nothing much happened today, except Tassya cried her eyes out after knowing some things. Sighh.. Babe, dont waste your tears lahh. Please move on, don't waste your time any further. Hmmm. Today's lessons were really a bore, as usual. Then now, i heard, Ms Chin changed our seating arrangements, & i'm seated right at the FRONT. -.- Gosh, sucks lahh. Nvrmind, can focus more. Thats something good. Ermm, i think i'll stop here, got some other things to do. Will be celebrating my Mum's birthday later, so till here then, toodles ~

i love AZRI FAIQ,
wholeheartedly, sincerly,
truly & affectionately.

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on Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 5:07 PM

Hello, today didn't do much. Tassya didn't come to school once more. Everyones saying she seems to be the weakest in class, always having some sickness. Babe, please get well soon. Dont brood so much about your problem with Zeeq, everything will be fine. Look at things on the brighter note, & make the right decisions, dont torture yourself alright? &, my dearest Ziey, i'll pray that everything will go smoothly for you. Remember that we'll always be here for you, we'll help you get over the one you have to get over with, whatever problems you have, we'll always help you. Don't think you're alone, we'll overcome the problem with you, we're all supporting you yah. Don't worry about hym/her, i'm sure you'll be able to handle things singlehandlely, you'll be a great person, if you know what i mean. Don't disappoint your parents again kay, they're doing all that for your own good, do try to move on. We'll definitely help you, okay babe? [: Anyway, i was super blur during maths lesson when MrLing go through Vectors. Well, i admit, i can't absorb anymore. I'm about to explode. Pffft ~ Other lessons is fine, thank god theres no training today, i doubt i can play well, my legs really ache. Gosh, lets pray that i can kick balls again on friday. Hmmm. Well, i've got loads of homework to settle, so till here then. Toodles ~

I will never find a lover sweeter than you

& i will never find another lover more precious than you.

you are the only one i'll ever one cause you're my everything.

All my life i've prayed for someone like you.

& i thank God, that i finally found you.

I hope you'll feel the same way too,

& yes, i'll pray that you love me the same way as i do.

I promise to never love a stranger,

now i praise the Lord above,

for sending me your love, i cherish every hug.

You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.

You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down.

I truly love you, Azri Faiq (:

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on Tuesday, March 24, 2009, 4:26 PM

Hello, Sorry for not posting the past 2days. Was busy. Heh. Anyway, went to Bby's house on Saturday. Watched Twilight & slacked till 5.30pm. ;) Was one of the most memorable moments spent with you, only both of us know why eyh. :D After slacking at his place, went to Tamp Mall LJS to eat. After which, Bby sent me home. On Sunday, went to Parkway Parade with my family. We saw Adrian Pang with his family there! Gosh, hes hair was as thick as a bush. Hah. But, hes body's hot. :DD Kay kay, enough. Yesterday, we had our match against Bowen Sec, sorry to say, but we lost, 1-0. Well, wasn't that bad actually, though i admit, we played lyke shit. Hmmm. However, its not anyone's fault, i know we did our best, really. I'm proud of you girls anyway, anyhow. We actually could win them, we could have played better, no doubt about that. Well, we have one more match to go, against Telok Kurau Sec, & we've got to win them, its a MUST yah? You girls have seen them play, you should know how good you are, compared to them. Not trying to be over confident or complacent, but just stating the facts eyh. Well, i'm injured. Some girl from Bowen Sec kinda kneed my left thighs, now theres a huge bruise, & i think my muscles are also affected, cause i can't walk properly. Sighh. My right calve muscles are also strained, it hurts too. Almost my whole legs in pain. Gosh, it sucks. Eyh, at least i didn't fall on the ground during the match. I still persevere, though i feel lyke breaking down. Argh. Anyway, today school was mundane as usual. Pffft ~ Didn't do much.. My legs ached, so i'm allowed to use the lift with Amirah. By the way, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AMIRAH SYG!! Heh. Although i've already wished you, i'm still gonna post it :D Back to school, Yong Liang was around to cheer me up though he annoys me at tymes. I brought my New Moon to school, & i was just too engrossed in finishing up the whole book asap, so i read it during almost any free time or any boring lessons. Well, i'm tired of posting, till here. Toodles ~

I'm craving for your kisses, your hugs.

I miss your smile, your breath when you breathe under my neck.

I miss your touch, the way it tingles me inside.

You're sunlight in my eyes, my mind, my soul, my heart.

I'm not that strong without you,

i need you every single moment of my life.

I wouldn't be able to realize what love is

if you've never entered this miserable life of mine.

I would have given up if you've never showed

me what true love is.

You're the main source of my life,

i don't want you to ever disappear.

Nothing in this world means so much more

important to me except you.

I miss you so so very very much ):

I love you, Azri Faiq (:

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on Saturday, March 21, 2009, 11:11 AM

Bby's back from NS! Heh. After 2weeks of endurance & patience, i finally get to meet hym later. (: See how good i am, tolerated without much complains. :D However, hes leaving again tomorrow, i think..? Hmmm. Doesn't matter, his away presence made me even more stonger in enduring & being patient. HAHA! But he can't be strong in endurance as me. I know you'll eventually read this, so please, please be patient. You know you can do it, but you just don't believe you can. You can whine all you want, but i'll just tell you the same things, ENDURE, TOLERATE, BE PATIENT. :D Get my point bby? Heh. I'm not being rude or whatever, but i'm just encouraging you that you can overcome it. Well, won't be doing much today, again. But the best part is, i get to meet Bby later. Hehehe. I doubt i'll post for the next 2 days or so. Will be having match against Bowen Sec on Monday. My dear girls, we can do it. Be prepared, physically & mentally yah. I know our Azima can't play, but we'll prove that we still can do it alright? I believe in you girls, so lets bring glory yah? (: Well, till here then, toodles ~

To be in love is merely to be in a state of perpetual anaesthesia:
To mistake an ordinary young man for a greek god or an ordinary young women for a goddess. (:

i love AzriFaiq eyh [:

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on Friday, March 20, 2009, 11:50 AM

I'm constantly at fault.

I'm constantly to be blamed.

I'm never right, I'm always wrong.

Everything i do goes wrong.

Everything i do is never good enough.

I'm being useless & worthless.

Theres nothing to prove my worth.

Nobody ever understands me,

that's a fact that i've realized.

Nobody should know what i have

to constantly go through.

I like bottling up my feelings cause

its the only solution i can think of.

This life is difficult, i'd like to end it.

I'm tired. But, too bad,

I have to go through it.

This sucks.

The End

Won't be doing anything much today. Will just waste my time in whatever ways i can. Realizing that holidays are such a tiring time for me, sucha boring period for me. I'd rather go to school. [: Bby will be back this afternoon. Hope i won't vent my frustrations or whatever shit at hym. Hope he won't get offended with my mood. I know it sucks, but i'll get over it by tomorrow, perhaps. Well, till here. Toodles ~

i love AzriFaiq (:

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A-Z on Thursday, March 19, 2009, 11:15 AM

Got this from Amirah Sawyer ;
A-
Available: Nopes
Age: 16 going on 17
Annoyance: everything.
Animal: rabbits (:

B-
Beer: ever had, with sprite or 7-Up.
Birthday: 03Aug
Best Friend: They know who they are.
Best feeling in the world: happiness
Blind or Deaf: Deaf
Best weather: cooling yet warm.
Been in Love: currently, yes.
Been on stage?: i think so.
Believe in Santa: Never.

C-
Candy: any kind.
Color: green, silver & black
Chocolate/Vanilla: both.
Chinese/Mexican Food: chinese. Mexican sucks.
Cake or pie: Both
Continent to visit: Europe
Cheese: yummy!

D
Day or Night: both.
Dancing in the rain: romantic.

E-
Eyes: black..?
Everyone's got: a heart :D
Ever failed a class?: Yes. Never passed Math my entire life.

F-
First thoughts waking up: What to do today.
Food: just had Mcdonald's.

G-
Greatest Fear(s): Lightning/Thunderstorms, Heights, Complete darkness.
Goals: A few, from academics to sports.
Gum: mint.
Get along with your parents?: okay okay uh.

H-
Hair Color: black.
Height: 160?
Holiday: nowhere.

I-
Ice Cream: chocolate, yam, vanilla, c&c, mint choc.
Instrument: I want drums.

J-
Jewelry: ...? idk.
Job: anything that's got to do with sports, anything that as active.

K-
Kids: they're alright uh.
Kickboxing or karate: Muay Thai better. (:
Keep a journal?: this blog?

L-
Love: unpredictable, & blind.
Letter: D! :)
Laughed so hard you cried: uhhuh.

M-
Milk flavor: chocolate milk.
Movies: loads of them are great!
McD’s or BK: McD's

N-
Number: 07.

O-
One wish: to gain happiness.

P-
Pepsi/Coke: both.
Perfect Pizza: hawaiian pizza.
Piercings: uhhuh.

Q-
Quail: quail eggs..?

R-
Reason to cry: anything that makes me stress or upset.
Reality T.V.: idk.
Radio station: 98.7FM
Roll your tongue in a circle: apparently, i can't.
Ring size: idk.

S-
Song: loads of them are nice.
Shoe size: 6 or 7?
Salad Dressing: coleslaw.
Sushi: YES!
Strawberries/Blueberries: neither.

T-
Tattoos?: they're fine with me.
Time for bed: Depends
Thunderstorms: my fear.
Timeshares: whats that?

U-
Unpredictable: yes, i am.

V-
Vacation spot(s): Hawaii, Spain, Melbourne, Paris, Japan.

W-
Weakness: Loads of them, like my temper.
Which one of your friends acts the most like you: None of them (:
Worst feeling: Betrayal, Anger, Jealousy.
Wanted to be a model: Nopes, thats never my aspiration.
Worst Weather?: The blazing heat. Heavy Downpour.
Why you like your favorite book: the leading guy's HOT, & the story's good & interesting.

X-
X-Rays: Can't recall taking an X-ray

Y-
Year it is now: 2009
Yellow: Bright & Happy -.-

Z-
Zoo: My favorite place to visit (: cause i love animals.

Hello! Yesterday's training was pretty tough, cause the weather's effing hot! Everyone was lyke burning fish on the field whose about to collapse anytime. Hah. So hot that my eyes can rarely open. Yesterday after lessons, Ros went home with me. I showered & everything & left for Radd's house. We meet her, together with Syaff, then we went to Whitesands Mac to eat. Ros, your annoying laughter is still in my mind you know that..? Boy was it irritating. Hah. After which, we went to school for training. A few of the girls didn't turn up for some reasons, so yeahh. After training, i was so thirsty we went to WP to get bubble tea. Wooo, refreshing man. Peach MilkTea :D . Then, i went home with Ain & Radd. Was pretty tiring yesterday. Hah. Well, won't be doing much today perhaps, just wanna read my NewMoon. Heh. Need to finish it asap, i want to get Eclipse! Hah. Bby will be back home tomorrow, & he can call me & tell me all the stories hes dying to share with me. Wonder what stories are they. Heh. Till here then, toodles ~

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BFFs on Tuesday, March 17, 2009, 4:34 PM

Nurul Huda Bte Basri, you're currently badly missed. It's been years since we meet, since we hanged out. I understand as we're both busy with school, but i haven't get to speak to you much either. You've been my bestfriend, & you'll always be my bestfriend, that fact can't be changed. So, we gotta meet soon! I miss you lyke crazy. I miss those times we used to laugh, miss those times we tell lame jokes, those times we "scold" each other, those times we always gossip (mostly about guys, heh!) & those times we used to share with each other everything, from secrets to problems. Sighh, why'd you have to go to sucha far school? If i've known right, i would definitely gone to the same course as you rather than go sec5. Hah. Well, i've already chosen this path, so i gotta live thorugh it. :D &&, finally i've a bestfriend who knows how to kick soccer balls too! Whew, thankgod you've learnt how to play soccer at your school. Besides, your course is something to do with sports, so its also good to participate in a sport, i'm proud of you babe. Well, meet up soon, can't wait to kick soccer balls with you. (: I love you Hudaa!

Well, helloo (: Today was sucha boringg day, at school. During Maths, i wanted to sleep, cause the weather was super cooling & shiok. Hah. Somemore, i was under the fan, so yeahh, was feeling extremely comfortable to sleep. However, i did not hor. I did do the questions MrLing asked us to do, but i talked about Twilight & New Moon to Tassya & Amirah. They seemed so engrossed, so cute. Hah. Well, finally i've read Twilight finished, i'm reading New Moon now. Can't wait to read Eclipse! Argh, the story's getting more & more interesting, plus touching. Heh, i lyke! Alright, back to school. Heh. During English lesson, we had to do compre. Gosh, was it effing difficult. Sigh! I think i'm gonna fail. Hmmm. I did not understand the passages at all. Stoopid man. After English, went to meet Ziey & we headed to WP to buy bubble tea, then headed back to school for Art class. Slacked with Yong Liang & Malcolm during Art, they were really wacky & fun sia. I couldn't focus on my art. Hah. But, i enjoyed their company to make me happy. (: After Art, took 358 home with Ziey. Well, now i'm home (: Will be having classes tomorrow too, after that got training at 4pm. Hmmm. Tiring. Well, till here, toodles ~

3 more days & Bby's back ^^

I love AzriFaiq ( :

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on Monday, March 16, 2009, 3:55 PM

Quotes Adapted By Me :D ;

You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved,

and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it.

To be in love is merely to be In a state of perpetual anesthesia:

To mistake an ordinary young man for a Greek god Or an ordinary young woman for a goddess.

Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, Often hot and fierce, But still only light and flickering. As love grows older,

Our hearts mature And our love becomes as coals, Deep-burning and unquenchable.

My bounty is as boundless as the sea, My love as deep;

The more I give to thee The more I have, For both are infinite

Sometimes we let affection, go unspoken, Sometimes we let our love go unexpressed, Sometimes we can't find words to tell our feelings, Especially towards those we love the best.

A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me Together forever and never apart, Maybe in distance, but never in heart.

Quotes Adapted From Famous Authors ;

Things base and vile, holding no quantity, Love can transpose to form and dignity. Love looks not with the eye, but with the mind, And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.

-by William Shakespeare

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

-by 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 ~

Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself But if your love and must needs have desires, Let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook
That sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart
And give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer
For the beloved in your heart
And a song of praise upon your lips.

-by Gibran Kahlil Gibran ~

Okay, i know its random to post such quotes & whatever craps, i just miss Bby, a lot alot. Sighh. I don't give a shit, i'm so gonna get out of the house on Saturday to meet Bby. Hmmm! Today's classes were really mundane. Gosh, i don't feel lyke going tomorrow's classes as well. Sighh.. Well, i guess i have to. Pffft ~ Well, till here. Toodles ~

4 more days & Bby's out!

:DD Can't wait!

i love AzriFaiq eh (:

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on Sunday, March 15, 2009, 4:40 PM

Heyy! Did nothing much today, just went to Ikea with my family to have our lunch & buy new furniture. My house seems to be under renovation lyke that. Hah. Dad bought a new computer desk to put our computer. Lunch was pretty alright, i only lyked the fries. Heh. Well, Bby can't text me till after 7pm, so i'm waiting patiently for his message. Sighh. Rindu nyerq.. I miss hym lyke i never miss anyone that badly & desperately before uhh. Fcuk, & theres lesson tomorrow. God damn it! Argh. Why can't we have our relaxed hols? So what if we need extra lessons cause of our O's..? Hmmm. I'd rather have more sleep man. Argh! I'm boredd, super duper mundane uhh. Heres 5 random things i swear i feel lyke doing..

Meet Bby NOW!!!
Feel lyke sleeping & never to wake up again. :D
Kick soccer balls NOW! Non-stop.. ]:
Randomly kill minah's who doesn't have eyebrows or wants to step big fcuk.
Stop studying, & practically just go to work. :D

Well yeah, this are the things i wanna do. -.- Toodles ~

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on Saturday, March 14, 2009, 1:14 PM

6years of Friendship (:

My Little Sec One Teammate

My Beloved Adekk

Once a Lover, Now My Adekk (:

Random Take Uh. :D

Random!

Lawa Tak? :D

Dreaming eh..? :D

Time for Macdonalds!

Maintain your Mouth eh. :D

"Mas Selamat" hah!

AiDiL ; Ros ; Era

Sisters Eh (:

Look Into My Eyes ...

Pencil Sketch

Well hello eartlings! (: Yesterday was a great day for me! Spent a lot of time with my Soccer Girls from morning till evening, had a great time with them. In the morning, we had our picnic by the beach side, while the rest of the school had to run. :D We had our macdonalds breakfast, after which we just hang around. At about 1oam, we left for whitesands Swensens where Mrs Goh treated us to a sumptous meal, which was very fulfilling for us. Hah. We were super duper full man. After that, Mrs Goh brought me to the SK Jewellery shop to get my Mum's Bday gift. Mum wants my brothers & i to get gifts for her, so i did. -.- Hah, Mrs Goh paid for me first, so i'll have to pay her back later. Heh. Thanks Mrs Goh!! At about 12.30pm, we arrived back to school, we rest in the hall for almost an hour when the Wushu people had to use the hall, so we're chased out by them at 1.30pm. Hmmm. We headed to the foyer & got prepared to leave for our match. However, we waited till 2.30pm, then the bus came! We were extremely late for our match already man. Sighh.. When we arrived at Telok Kurau Sec, boy, were we super shocked! The school was lyke.. a Kindergaten school, so small & colourful. Hah! Worse still, their field was SMALL. Damn. So the match against Ang Mo Kio Sec begun. Within the first few minutes, we were already down by 2goals. I guess we weren't satisfied, so we fought back in the first half as well & drew 2-2. We were quite surprised & satisfied then. Anyway, the second half, they scored another goal. So, we need to either draw with them or win them. So, in the end, i scored the crucial goal. Heh. I was really surprised then! Then my girls started huggin me, messing up my hair. Gosh, im contented. Hah! After 5years of playing, i finally scored a goal. Mrs Goh was proud of me, & now she expects me to score more. Well, we'll wait & see. I don't anyhow score one, o only do so when i feel its the right time for me. Hah, seriously eh. Thanks for supporting & encouraging me girls, i really appreciate you all. Lets bring glory to our school, & win the trophy for me, okay? Heh. If we dream it, we can do it! When i got home, i was extremely worn out. Waited for Bby to text me, but he didnt until 10pm he called me. Hes busy you see, i totally understand. (: Its only been 5days, & i already miss him lyke hell. Sighh.. He knows im tired after the soccer match, so he let me slept before 10.30pm, & i really fell asleep right away. Hah. Today won't be going out or doing anything, to lazy to get out. Perhaps will be using the comp till 5plus, we'll see. Hah. Toodles people ~

imysfm AzriFaiq ):

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Kiss & Gesture of One on Thursday, March 12, 2009, 4:37 PM

What Each Kiss & Gesture Means :-

Kiss on the Forehead ; Expresing love for him or her

Kiss on the Ear ; Seducing. :DD

Kiss on the Cheek ; I really like you.

Kiss on the Hand ; I'm so into you..

Kiss on the Neck ; We belong together..

Kiss on the Shoulder ; I Want you.. ;)

Kiss on the Lips ; I love you more than anything else.

Holding Hands ; We definitely like each other.

Slap on the Butt ; Hes/Shes My Property!

Hugging tightly ; I don't want to let go.

Looking into each other's Eyes ; Lets be together from now.

Playing with Hair ; Tell me you love me.

Arms around the Waist ; I like you too much to let go.

Laughing while Kissing ; I am completely comfortable with you.

Advice ; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Crap eh? I found it at one of the friendster bulletins. Hah. I don't think it's true, cause it doesn't make any sense anyway. Pffft ~ Hah. Anyway, yesterday's training was alright, quite fun at that. Bby called me too! Heh. Happy oi.. :DD Today nothing much happened in school. After school, went home straight, alone. (: Its a time for me to be alone, & its awesome. Really. Heh. It's been 3 days since i met Bby, i'm glad hes doing fine in NS, as he has told me. Glad he made friends too. (: &&, can't wait to see hym soon. Sighh... He said he lost a lot of weight due to the physical trainings, & he didn't eat much either. Wonder how he look lyke, bald as well. Hah! Kay kay, don't joke lah eh. Heh. I miss Bby a lot a lot man. Sighh.. Gosh, so torturing. Though i never really express it out, it hurts me a lot inside uh. Hmmm. Well, tomorrow theres the cross country, & the soccer girls are not participating as we have match against AMKSS in the afternoon. :D So, we might be having picnic while the others jog & run. Hah! Goodluck my 5N1! Heh. Well, heres my schedule for the March Hols .. (:

Saturday 14Mar - Visit to Grandma's house..?
Sunday 15Mar - Going out with Family..
Monday 16Mar - Physics, English, & Maths Intensive Classes, end at 2.30pm.
Tuesday 17Mar - Maths, English & Art Intensive Classes, end at 3pm.
Wednesday 18Mar - Physics, Maths Intensive Classes, ends at 12.30pm. Soccer training at 3.30pm?
Thursday 19Mar - Soccer training at 9am.
Friday 20Mar - Rest.
Saturday - Meeting Bby..?
Sunday - Rest.

Holidays still lyke no holiday right? Hah. Pathetic eh. Hmmm. Tolerate, tolerate, tolerate. [: Well, till here then, wish us luck for tomorrow's match. Toodles ~

I MISS AZRI FAIQ )): &, i Love Him eh! Heh.

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i miss you! on Tuesday, March 10, 2009, 5:46 PM

Sorry for not posting the past 3 days, have been really busy uh. (: On Saturday, we didn't went to watch Marley & Me. We watched the movie shown above. It's quite a meaningful & interesting movie, i guess only girls would lyke the show. Cause it teaches girls the right way to date..? Hah. Anyway, on Sunday, went to Kallang then to Bugis with my family. At about 4.15pm, i went to take MRT to my company department's chalet. Went to meet Ayeen at Downtown East, then headed to WWW GR office, to meet Zuhaila & Maithili. After about an hour, Maithili gave us the key to check into the chalet ourselves first. We had a couple of puffs, then Maithili came. We started the BBQ at 7pm. Ya know, i gotta admit, it was a bore. -.- Perhaps cause Ragu wasn't around. Hah. At about 8.45pm, Ayeen & i took taxi home. Whoa, was i tired. :DD On Monday, it was the last day i could meet up with Bby. Sighh.. So after school ends at 3.30pm, Tassya & i went to meet Zeeq & Bby at whitesands. Ate KFC , then went home. That time together seriously wasn't enough. Hmmm. Ohh well. I gave Bby my letter, kissed, & went apart. Hmmm. It sucks, really sucks. Today, i wasn't really in a mood at all. Hmmm. Perhaps for awhile, but not for long. After assembly ends, i waited for AdekInra. Waited till about 3 plus. Hah. Then he taught me Math at Oda there, while i had to help hym out with English, so it was fair. At 4.15pm, we took bus 358 home together. But, he alighted at interchange uh. (: So, thats about it for today. Pretty mundane today. Hmmm. Bby can't text me that much, sighh. &, now i'm waiting for hym to text me. Till here then, toodles ~

Bby, takecare of yourself while in NS yah. We'll make it through, i'll takecare of myself. You've read the long letter i wrote for you, i said everything i wanted to tell you already, now all i'm left to say here is, I'll Wait Bby, I Promise. I love A Z R I F A I Q ehh!!

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on Saturday, March 7, 2009, 10:53 AM

Hello! ((: Gonna watch Marley & Me later perhaps.. With Bby, Tassya & Meera SAB. Heh. Anyway, yesterday's training was super tough. So much fitness man. But, it's all worth it, burn all our calories away, plus improving our stamina. I lyke! Heh. Yesterday's lesson was all alright as well. Well, i've got nothing much to post today, so till here then. Toodles ~

3days left.. )):

i love A Z R I F A I Q !!

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Chocolates on Thursday, March 5, 2009, 4:38 PM

I'm craving for all the above NOW! ^^

Well, heyy earthlings. (: The weather's been really f*cked up uh, affecting my mood as well. Sighh.. Stupid shit. Anyway, today's chemistry experiment test was alright. I prefer experiments than theory cause it's more fun. Hah! But Amirah likes theory instead. Hah. The english compre test was quite difficult, why give a passage concerning robots man..? Omg. Haha. Lessons today was a bore, Yong Liang wasn't around for Maths period, cause hes in Ms Fong's class while I'm in Mr Ling's class. Pffft ~ Now got no "tuition teacher" to guide me. Sigh! However, still have Alfian, so okay uh. But but, i prefer Yong Liang uh. I understand his teaching better. Hah! Other lessons was alright, so yahh. Hmmm. Tassya didn't come to school again, cause she got luka.. -.- I still don't know whats that uh. Hah. Anyway, after English extra class, went to meet Bby & he sent me home. Miss him so much man! Sighh.. Finally get to meet hym. Heh! Went to transfer $10 to Maithili ; my manager, account at the POSB machine first. Will be attending my department's chalet on Sunday with Ayeen, cause got meeting also. Hmmm. What to do on Saturday uh? Hmmm. Not sure if i'm allowed out of the house or not. Sighh.. Anyway, will be having training tomorrow, i'll end here then. Toodles ~

6 & a half more hours to Tassya's Birthday (:

"We were given: Two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else.. for us to find."

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

5days left. I know it hurts ..

I love .. A Z R I F A I Q !

I have my reason for taking out my tagboard, i don't need spammers to write craps, i can't tolerate them. So, thankyou.

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on Wednesday, March 4, 2009, 7:07 PM

"Love means each person is free to

follow his or her own heart."

"Love is devotion based on commitment &

unselfish concern for one another,

it freely accepts another in loyalty &

seeks his or her own good."

I'm sorry for being insecure,

I'm sorry for being unreasonable,

I'm sorry for being mean,

I'm sorry for giving attitude,

I'm sorry for being restless,

I'm sorry for being sucha bitch,

I'm sorry for not being able to make decisions,

I'm sorry if i usually sound insincere about my words,

I'm sorry for my constant moodiness,

I'm sorry for not being able to convey clear messages to you,

I'm sorry for not being good enough,

I'm sorry for everything wrong that I've done.

I'm sincerely apologizing.

This is the real me, i know your tolerance ain't as good as mine,

I will do my best to cut down on all the bad things I've mentioned above.

Giving in & forgiving is what I usually do best. (:

"Love is patient, kind. It does not seek envy, does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, not self-seeking, not easily angered. It keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always hopes, always trust & always preserves."

Today's match against Bowen Sec's postpone, due to the heavy rain & lightning. Pffft ~ What a wasted trip. Sighh.. Moody cause of it. Anyway, next match will be against AMKSS next friday. [: Well, till here then, toodles ~

6 days left.
I'll miss you so f*cking much.
Gosh, unbearable or what..? Sighh..
A Z R I F A I Q ' S M I N E, G O T I T ?

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on Tuesday, March 3, 2009, 5:20 PM

"Women tend to get insecure when a man keeps silent"

I'm not on anyone's side, i just want things to be simple & fair. I don't understand why guys usually find trouble with one another over the slightest matter. I don't wanna get involve, as Malcolm has said, "let the guys settle the problems themselves, we are in no position to interfere." If that's the case, i'm left with nothing to say cause Mal's right. I ain't gonna bother, i just don't want both parties to get hurt. Nothing i say is gonna make any sense cause no one's gonna listen, so i'll just shut up. It's never too late to know whats right & whats wrong. [:

Six common abbreviated warning signals ;
1.
A Man says ; "I'm okay" or "It's okay"
A Women may respond ; "I know something's wrong. What is it?"

2.
A Man Says ; "I'm fine" or "It's fine"
A Women may respond ; "But you seem upset. Let's talk."

3.
A Man says ; "It's nothing."
A Women may respond ; "I want to help, i know something's bothering you. What is it?"

4.
A Man Says ; "It's alright" or "I'm alright."
A Women may respond ; "Are you sure? I'm happy to help you."

5.
A Man says ; "It's no big deal."
A Women may respond ; "But something is upsetting you. I think we should talk."

6.
A Man says ; "It's no problem."
A Women may respond ; "But it is a problem. I could help."

Well, its common for a man & women to make such mistakes, face it. (: Alright, i've no mood to post. Till here, toodles ~

1week left.
): Argh!

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on Monday, March 2, 2009, 4:59 PM

I swear Yong Liang is a really, super, duper funny person. Hes lyke my laughing medicine in class man, with all his jokes & his annoying faces & words. Gosh, he never fails to crack me up in class. Only in class people. Heh. Lessons were a bore as usual, i dont know why but today i feel so restless in class. However, Yong Liang made my energy came back alive, with that "moaning" story. Hah! Only we know, plus Bby & Avril. && Farah. Heh. Funny lah siols! Thinking about it makes me want to laugh till my head fall off. Omg. Hahaha. Well, today PE was super boring. -.- Why can't we run, instead of playing table tennis..? Gosh, i never even get to sweat it off. Wahliaw ehh. Then English was alright, i think theres homework, which is the Damai Sec paper. Humanities? Always boring, & i seldom pay attention, so i don't know whats going on in class, except we spoke about Venice..? Then recess. Natasha didn't come to school today. ]: Hmmm, nevermind, still survived through. Hah. Dier saket lahh. Sighh, kecianyer dier! Get well soon Babe. After recess was Chinese. Got test. Pffft ~ Was alright uh, sat beside Yong Liang, once again, he made me laughed lyke theres no tomorrow. Haha. Then it was Maths, sat beside hym again. Hes my Maths "tuition teacher" , hes been teaching me maths the past week. Thanks dude. [: Then it's journal. I wrote crap. Hah. After that was break, then went back for Humanities extra lessons till 3.20pm. After which, went out of school to meet Bby. Bby sent me home, but we stopped near PRCS there to have a puff. Ya' know, i'm not suppose to cause i have training tomorrow.. Hmmm. Nevermind, whats done cannot be undone. So, now i'm back home. :DD Well, overall, today was alright. Just restless. Heh. I won't be posting for the next 2 days, will be busy due to soccer. Till here then, toodles ~

Yong Liang, the dolphin really can make sounds mehh..?? -.-

I love you so deeply, i love you so much.

I love the sound of your voice, &

the warmness of your smile.

Your kind, thoughtful way, &

the joy that you bring to my life everyday.

I love you today as i have from the start,

& i'll love you forever with all my heart.

A true man does not need to romance a

different girl every night, a true man

romances the same girl the rest of his life..

1week & 2days left

A Z R I F A I Q I S M I N E (:

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