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on Saturday, February 28, 2009, 10:39 AM

"SIGLAP IS NOTHING.."
Wow, really? Greenview soccer girls, just admit defeat yah. SIGLAP IS SOMETHING. Accept that fact. (: I know, that teammate of yours, "Baby", if that's what you all call her, wanted to make my 2 special star player out of the team, right? Kay, perhaps not just her who wants my players out, but the rest of the team.. Why's that so anyway? Cowards? Well, yeah, you did it, you provoked one of them & she got a red card. Damn. Hah. But but, doesn't matter. We're still strong. We're not a team who are cowards & want other stronger players to get banned from playing. Sorry for being blunt & unreasonable, but the greenviewans started it. My best player can't play for the next two games, & the following match is a crucial one. Now what? Hah. Nevermind, it'll be fine for sure. We ain't sore losers. (: Anyway, Siglap won Greenview 5-0. Surprised? Nahh, its nothing surprising. Won them for the past few years already, so it's not a big deal. Yesterday's match was awesome, even when Levis got a red card during the first half, we still did our best. Since they wanted to see how we'll tumble down without our star player, we proved them wrong. (: Well, I'm proud of you girls. Let's do our best for the next match alright? Heh. & Levis, don't worry, you'll get to play soon, we'll wait for you to come back stronger than before. We need you, seriously. [: Goodluck girls.
Anyway will be meeting Tassya & Zeeq under my block at 2pm, then meet Bby at Whitesands. Will be going somewhere before going for Cest La Vie. Heh. Well, i'll stop here, toodles ~
1week 4days left
I'll stay strong & persevere till the end, i promise.
I'll wait for you & be faithful till the end, i promise.
I'll be with you through out & face everything bravely, i promise.
I'll love you even when i can't get to see you, i promise.
MdAzriFaiq, ily. (:
p.s, i can't believe that jerk is doing the
same thing again & again. anna, be strong,
i know you can do it. i know
its random for me to post this, but again,
its worthless being upset over that loser.
he knows what he wants, & let hym choose
his path & let hym tumble down.
babe, goodluck.

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on Thursday, February 26, 2009, 4:49 PM

Hello (: Yesterday's training was .. Argh! Levis & Carya argued with Coach, it was so disappointing. Sigh.. Seeing something lyke that makes me feel so miserable, & i'm definitely not doing good enough as a captain. Hmmm. Well, nevermind, its my last year anyway. Finally. Hah. However, the argument was settled soon after, so everythings alright now. Heh. It has been downpouring the past few days, & its getting on my nerves. Super annoying. Next Tuesday have to hand up my 2 boards of art work, but i never bring the boards back home, cause it kept raining heavily, so i couldnt bear to bring hoem casue i didnt want it to get wait. Argh!! How uh? Stress siols. Why must have Art CA1 nie..? Pffft. Today after school, extra class was cancelled due to the Cest La Vie practice at Victoria Theatre. So, after eating, Tassya & I went to whitesands. To meet Bby & Zeeq. Then after Bby ate at coffee club, we went to search for Tassya's shoes, which i got for her as her advanced birthday gift. Heh. Cool eh? Must buy faster mah, so i wont be too muddlehead. The shoe was for Cest La Vie anyway. After that, Bby sent me home while Zeeq & Tassya went home. Greenview's match is tomorrow! YESSA! Hah. Its been so long since i played in a tournament, finally. Hah. Well, we're gonna thrash them, that i will assure. I mean, i hope to get that results, so my dear girls, please do your best & believe in yourself yah..? Heh. Win for me, its my last year. Please! Hah. Well, till here then, toodles ~

1 week & 5days left.

Tomorrow's our 1month, finally. Happy advanced 1monthsary Bby! Since i can't post tomorrow, i wish you today. Heh. You know we can do it, patience & tolerance is our virtue, i believe in us. MdAzriFaiq, i love you. (:

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on Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 6:00 PM


Hey Ya'll (: Just had my shower, met up with Bby just now after school. Met Shaa for awhile as well, its been so long since i last saw her. Hah. Missed her man. Sighh.. Shes still the same. Heh. Tassya & i went to C.O.A.X to get cardigans for Cest La Vie, in the end i bought the red one while she bought the white one. Heh, not really satisfied but what the heck? Hah. After that, we ate Macs with Bby then we went home. (: Now, i'm already missing bby. So fast right? Sucks lah, but have to be patient. Hah. Today's English test was alright, except i didn't do 2 questions. Hmmm. Not enough time uh. Damn! Will be having Math retest tomorrow, pffft. Won't be posting tomorrow, will be having training, so i'll post again soon. Till here then, toodles ~

2weeks & 1day left

I love MdAzriFaiq eh (:

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on Monday, February 23, 2009, 5:48 PM

Nothing better to do uh (:
Random :D
I love this retard i call my BESTFRIEND<3
Mr Fazli Izhar (:
Bestfriends do the stupidest thing together. ^^
Ignore his eyes. :D
I'm the good girl, hes not. >.<
Here, shes the princess. (:
Step cute je. :DD
Liyana's not sick okay? (:
Hannah Banana! :D



Hello earthlings, its been 6 days since i last blogged. Been really busy you see. Last Wednesday, i had soccer training. Thursday, Friday & Saturday, i had Super-Teen Workshop. One word, AWESOME! Heh. I learnt loads of things there, from memory techniques to study methods to encouraging phrases to many other things. On the 2nd day, everyone cried, cause the instructor deliberately wanted us to cry & realize how important our parents are. Though, in our lives, the most important person is none other than ourselves. Cool eh? I cried lyke siao you know, actually not really uh. Hah. My purpose in crying was different from everyone else, they cried caused they just realized how much they took advantage of their parents love & concern. For me, i cried cause i wondered why on earth i have such parents who constantly take advantage of me, my brothers too. Instead of me taking advantage, its them. Unfair right? Well, i shall face reality & get on with this kind of life. Sighh.. Anyway, i would really love to thank the two intructors, Ernest & Peter. They taught me many many things, & motivated me a lot. I'm grateful for what they've done, really. &, i miss Peter. :DD Kay kay, enough. I regretted not buying his book, maybe i'll find it this Saturday. (: On the last day of the workshop, my parents didn't turn up cause they were too busy. Sighh.. When i saw my friends hugging their parents & all when Ernest asked them too, i couldn't control my tears & i just wept, cause i was extremely disappointed & frustrated with my parents cause they never put in the effort to turn up for the parent talk, cause if they did, they would definitely understand what i'm going through, & they wouldn't constantly scold me for trivial matters. Even when i asked my dad to signed the Edusave form, he reprimanded me. -.- He questioned why secondary school still have loads of rubbish to sign, he even mentioned that turning up for such a crap workshop is a waste of time. Ridiculous right? Well, no one understands what i'm going through at home. Though i'm pretty happy outside, when i'm at home, i'm as timid as a mouse. Hah. Well, nevermind, i got to face this ill fate of mine. Hmmm. On Sunday, didn't do much but i slept longer cause i was simply too exhausted. Hah. Only in the evening, went to Tamp Mall with my family to get groceries. Hmmm. Today after extra classes, went to meet Bby at Mac. Then, we went home. (: Its been 2days since i saw Bby. Hah. Miss hym lyke hell! Argh. See how tolerant i can be? Hah, wth, 2days only. Will be meeting Shaa tomorrow, not yet confirm. Will be getting a cardigan for Saturday's Cest La Vie concert. So, lets search! Heh. On Friday, its my first Match against Greenview Sec. Bring it on Baby, you're gonna lose till you drop. (: I pray that happens, work hard girls, its my last year! :DD Well, till here then, toodles ~


2weeks 2days left

Though i really hate for you to go, i shall persevere, i shall tolerate & be patient & wait for you, i promise. (:

I LOVE MdAzriFaiq very very the much ^^


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on , 8:20 AM

Hello, i'm in school now, doing some table-tennis test. :DD Well, got to go now, blog again soon. Toodles ~

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on Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 5:35 PM

I read this from Ziey's blog way long before, & she wrote it down for me.. Now, i've decided to repost it. It's about guys 'before' & 'after. It's an illustration( is it? ) from Ziey hor. (: Heh.

Bila jumpa ;
Before : Sayang, i miss you so much! *hughug*
After : Dah jom, jalan uh.
Bile lambat sepuluh minit ;
Before : Alah, tkper, lambat sekejap je.
After : You nie lambat betul uh, you jalan ker buat jalan?
Suruh angkatkan beg ;
Before : You penat ye? Mari sini, i bawakkan you, kecian my sayang..
After : Beg sendiri pun malas nak bawak, lain kali jangan bawak uh!
Pakaian ;
Before : Cute lah you pakai macam gini.
After : Ape fashion nie? Tak kene dengan you langsung seii.
Make-Up ;
Before : Cantiknyer my sayang nari nie.
After : Nie make-up hker tepung gomak? Asik nak bermake-up je.
Dinner ;
Before : Kite makan dekat restoran tu ye. Mahal pun tkper, sekali sekale je.
After : Mak oi! Punye lah mahal! Kite makan mee goreng mamak pun lagi bagus.
Manja-Manja ;
Before : Manjenya my sayang nie.. Macam i nak gigit you tau.
After : Oi ! Tak tau malu ker? Nie kan public, nanti orang tengok uh.
Terjatuh ;
Before : Sayang, you okay tak? Mari sini i tolong you..
After : Jalan betul betul lah, you potek ker? Batu besar besar pun boleh terjatuh.
Merajok ;
Before : Yelah yelah, i mengalah. mintak maaf ye? sini, nak hug tak? *smiles*
After : Eh eh, you punye salah, i kena pujuk? Ape logic nie? Sudah lah, nak majok, majok uh! Tak kuasa i nak pujuk.
Berkepit ;
Before : Sini sayang, pimpin tangan i kuat kuat, nanti mat mat laen kacau you.
After : Eh, lepaskan tangan sekejap uh. Rimas lah i. Tangan i pun nak freedom tau.
Masakan ;
Before : Sedap lah you masak ( Walaupun tak sedap )
After : Ni nasi lemak ke nasi basi? Mak you tak ajar masak ker?
Shopping ;
Before : Nanti bile i dah dapat gaji, kita shopping kay sayang? I beli ape saje you nak.
After : Tu lah, dulu tak nak blaja rajin rajin. Sekarang nak carik keje pun susah. Nie macam, no shopping for a year, paham?
Bayar dinner ;
Before : Tkper, hari nie makanan on me, i bayarkan semua kay.
After ; Eh, tolak half-half lah duit. Takkan i bayar semua? You pun makan jugak pe.
Jumpa MakBapak ;
Before : You takmu segan segan kay, makbapak i, dua dua baik.
After : Dah berape kali datang pun, masih segan? Dorang tak makan orang lah. Datang je lah.
Malam Malam Otp ;
Before : Tkper, i boleh teman you sampai pagi.
After : I penat lah you, satu hari i keje tau. Pegi telefon orang lain uh kay..
Tak reply message ;
Before : Sorry sorry, lain kali i tak buat lagi kay sayang?
After : Alah, i silencekan handphone lah. Tu pun nak marah..
Off Handphone ;
Before : Sayang, jangan off handphone lah. Nanti nak call you susah tau.
After : Oi! Suka suka pe off handphone? Jangan off lah! Orang nak call you pun susah.
Bila nak letak telefon ;
Before : Bye sayng, muacks, i miss you so much( padahal tadi baru jumpa ) i love you.
After : Ah okay, bye. ... Tak boleh, kawan i ade lah. Bye uh!

So , thats the end of it. [: Anyway, lets break down what happen the past 2 days.
Sunday, i stayed home all day, except at night which i followed my parents to Ehub's Fairprice cause Mum wants to buy groceries. -.- Abeh terserempak with Rad & her sis. Heh.
Monday, school as usual. I got 19/30 for EL common test, 12/30 for Chem common test & 12/50 for Maths common test. I got 0/15 for Geog test, cool eh? Heh. C'mon lah, its only the beginning man, i haven't really start studying yet. No time uh. Heh. Had Mother Tongue common test as well during Mother Tongue lesson. After school, went to meet Bby outside school then take taxi to Ehub, cause Tassya wants to print pictures, so i asked her to print mine at the same time. Bought my Pure Caramel at Coffee Bean, after that, we headed home. (:

Today, school as per normal. Pffft ~ After lessons end at 2pm, waited for Bby outside his scouts room. Then, Tassya & us went to Whitesands to eat KFC. Went to the shop C.O.A.X, cause Tassya wants to buy a dress to wear for Cest La Vie. I'm not loking forward to it actually, its just a pathetic concert, as Bby has said. But, its an opportunity for me to go out with Bby. :DD I haven't evern decided what to wear on that day, argh! Anyway, i helped Tassya choose her dress for almost an hour cause she didn't know what to choose. Heh. After i paid for her dress, we went home. Heh. & Babe, take your time to return me the money yah? (: No rush. Heh. Well, i'm tired & i have to do house chores, till here then, toodles ~

3weeks left!
Ahhhh! Why must time fly by so fast??
)): I'm willing to wait, trust me.

I love MdAzriFaiq eh! (:

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on Saturday, February 14, 2009, 9:26 PM

Hello! Mum & Dad went out to celebrate Valentines Day, went to clubbing. Hah. Cool or what..? First time seeing my parents going clubbing. :DD Anyway, met Bby at 5pm. Suppose to meet half an hour earlier, but he was late. -.- Nevermind, i'm not mad okay, really. Then he came pick me up in his Uncle's car, went to his house there cause he need to get his books for his Uncle. His uncle sent us to Ehub, bought my Belgian Chocolate Ice Blended at Coffee Bean then headed to Pasir Ris Park. Slacked for awhile then went back to Ehub to meet his friends. Then we headed to his friend's chalet. (: I feel so young man. I'm the youngest amongst them uh. So small. Pffft ~ Hah. Then at 8+, Bby sent me home. Had to be home early. Adek didn't bring his keys. Saw Yazid the nipple man at the swimming pool area there. When i got home, my parents were home with adek. Crap lahh, made me come home in a rush, worrying about adek but actually he at home already. Argh. Well, nothing much for today, & it doesn't really matter. (:

Bby, i know you think that you never give me a wonderful Valentines Day, but you know it doesn't matter, because i don't demand for anything. Being with you is all i care for, & that's enough for me, i'm truly happy already. No matter what happens, i will wait for you to come out from NS, i'm willing to wait. I will go through everything bravely & wait for you to come out, though it is a long period of tyme, i'm sure it will end soon. Be optimistic & positive, i know you're very worried & sad that things have to happen now, but we shall face reality okay? I know i'm being long winded, but remember everything i say is sincere & truthful. I know you're quite stressed up, but so am i. Promises we made will be fulfilled, so be patient. Trust me, everything will be over soon. You just do what you got to go through, & i will just wait & do what i got to do. I'm thankful for everything you've given me & i appreciate your affection as well.

Love is not finding someone to live with,
it's finding someone you can't live without.
Life without love is like a tress
without blossom & fruit.
I love MdAzriFaiq, very very much.
Nothing will break us apart, i don't care.

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on , 11:08 AM

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SERI YUSREEN! [[: We used to be the best of friends but we're not anymore cause of the changes & all. However, you're still a good friend of mine, & i will never forget you. Those laughters & cries we used to have, i still recall them occasionally. Well, I'm happy for you in life, as long as you are happy. Live life to the fullest & choose the right boyfriend at the end okay? Takecare of yourself & always be happy yah? Study well in your new school & goodluck in life babe, love you. (:

&&, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ASUKAA TOO! [[: Though we're not close, i still wish you all the best in life & may you do well in your O's. Takecare & have a wonderful birthday partay! [[:

Hello earthlings! Sorry didn't post much the past 2 days, no mood to post uh. Hah. Anyway, today very the kecoh uh. :DD Will be meeting Bby later after 4pm, & attending his friend's birthday party at night. :DD Got so many Valentine babies seii . Why aren't i one of them? Hah. It's so fascinating! Well, till here then, toodles ~

&&, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL!

3weeks & 3days left.

I love MdAzriFaiq eh (:

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on Friday, February 13, 2009, 5:46 PM

Met Bby for awhile today, before training. & training was a whole lot of crap. Super tiring.
SO I'M LAZY TO BLOG,
KAY, TOODLES ~
3weeks & 4days left.
must spend my time wisely,
until the day you leave.
i still can't bear to see you go,
but i have to.. (': patience then.
I love MdAzriFaiq ehh!

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on Thursday, February 12, 2009, 6:24 PM

MALAS NAK BLOG.
KAY, CIAO ~

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on Wednesday, February 11, 2009, 5:45 PM

When I don't call you, it's because i'm waiting for you to call me.
When i walk away from you mad, follow me.
When i stare at your mouth, kiss me.
When i push or hit you, grab me & don't let go.
When i start cursing you, kiss me & tell me you love me.
When i'm quiet, ask me what's wrong.
When i ignore you, give me your attention.
When i pull away, pull me back.
When you see me at my worst, tell me i'm beautiful.
When you see me cry, hold my hand & tell me that everything will be alright.
When you see me walking alone, sneak up & hug me from behind.
When i'm scared, protect me.
When i lay my head on your shoulder, tilt my head & kiss me.
When i tease you, tease me back & make me laugh.
When i look at you with doubt, back yourself up.
When i grab at your hands, hold mine & play with my fingers.
When i tell you a secret, keep it safe & untold.
When i look at you in your eyes, don't look back until i do.
When i miss you, i'm hurting inside.
When you break my heart, the pain never really goes away.
When i say it's over, i still want you to be mine.

Got this from one of the friendster bulletins. Heh. Interesting eh..? Hah. &&, i'm not referring to anyone in particular hor. Its just a random thing, cause some of it do makes sense. Heh. Anyway, Fad's presence today nearly made me wept. I mean, seeing him so blur like sotong & seemed to be so lost, make me feel so sympathetic. I hope he recovers soon uh, pray hard people. Sighh.. Now i know, how dangerous soccer is. But who cares..? Hah. Today's combined science common test was alright, quite difficult cause i didn't study much. Hah. Last minute then read through the notes. After school, meet Zeeq then walk to block 744 again to meet B. Then we went home. Suddenly there was a slight drizzle, so i had to stay under this block with B cause neither of us has an umbrella. -.- Heh. My adek saw us together, we didn't do anything inappropriate, so theres nothing to be shy about uh. Heh. B saw my adek for the first time seii. [: Now i'm back home. Sigh.. Boreddddddd. Hah. Well, till here, toodles ~

3weeks & 6days left.
I will wait baby.
I love MdAzriFaiq eh. (:

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on Tuesday, February 10, 2009, 6:18 PM

its only been 1 an a half hour. -.-
i miss bby uh ):

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on , 4:42 PM

"I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you.."
We weren't suppose to fight, but we did, cause of a stupid thing. Patrick Star, i suppose..? Hah. &, in my entire life, i've never cried my whole heart out, except last night. I didn't want to sleep early then cause i wanted to chat with you, but i couldn't cause i can't open my eyes after the repeated cries. Hah. B, i'm not blaming you. I admit, your fierceness really frightens me, but its also a good thing, cause that's your character. :D I didn't want to give in at first, but i knew i had to, if not, we'll remain cold, forever. -.- I don't want that to happen, ever. I don't want to fight again uh, cause i will lose in the end. & i don't want to lose man! :DD Kidding. This is the first time you made me cried my eyes out. Hahaha. Impressed lorr, really. I'm not being sarcastic kay. :P Your words really made me shocked & broken you know? Heh. Its so harsh uh. Argh. Nevermind, doesn't matter. You made your promises, fulfill em'. I know i made my promises too, & i will fulfill em' alright..? Please don't scare me again. If you ever want to leave, go & never come back. I mean it. But, you know how much you mean to me uh, i realised i seriously can't live with no you in my life. No matter what others say, what others insult you, what others may think about you, what others may criticize about you, i will still love you for who you are. So people, don't talk bullshit about my love okay? Don't be freaking morons & go around criticizing, unless you call your parents with that stinking asshole mouth of yours, okay? This is my blog, i crap whatever i wanna crap about, i don't need jerks or whores to tell me what to write, GET IT..? Pffft ~
B's away at Indonesia for almost 9hours already, & i'm missing him lyke some crazy bitch at the mental hospital. Argh! Sigh, nevermind, patient man. Anyway, today's English common test was alright. Wasn't that easy, neither was it difficult, so its average uh. After school, i went home, alone. Hahaha. So, now i'm super bored without B messaging me. -.- Hahaha. Tomorrow will be having training, so won't be posting perhaps. Till here, toodles ~
1month left!
Argh, can't believe time flies by so quick.
I want to stop the world,
& melt with you.. :DD
i love MdAzriFaiq eh (:

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on Monday, February 9, 2009, 5:19 PM

I cannot breathe without you,because i love you..
I only dream of you,because i can only think of you,
you're my reality, my only truth.
I should tell the whole world you
are my universe, my life, my everything.

Hey Earthlings! :D Today's Math common test SUCKS! Argh, i'm gonna fail, that's for sure yeahh. I didn't do so many questions lorr. Hahaha. Nevermind, common test only. :DD So after school, went to meet Zeeq outside school, then walked to block 744 to meet B. Then we went home (: I feel i'm so super blur lahh, everything lyke i don't know, B have to teach me. Transferring money in my bank account also idk, funny ehh..? Hah. Alaa, i admit my brain works slower than others lahh. :DD Well, thats all i guess. &&, to that 'gangster' who tagged at me, please don't be childish, you really have got nothing better to do yahh..? Go find something meaningful to do lahh, rather than go around tagging people bullshit for no reason. I don't know you, you don't know me. Your tag name is not the bit intimidating, so please, don't be a busybody. You lead your life, i lead mine, so don't tell me what to do. Don't insult what taste i have in boys, i doubt you have any guts to tell me who you are. I'm too lazy to post about you, wasting my time only, i'll stop here jerk. Well, toodles people ~ [:
1month 1 day left ]:
argh, do i have to go through this..?
hah, i shall & i will (:
i love MdAzriFaiq eh (:

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on Sunday, February 8, 2009, 5:01 PM

Hello! Hehehe. The pictures were taken on Saturday. ((: Went to meet B at Whitesands, then went to accompany him to eat Macs. I didn't have the appetite to eat, so yahh. Hahaha. Then, his scouts friends wanted to meet him, abeh tak jadi. Tak tau lahh kenape. Then we took the MRT to City Hall, then headed to Marina Square. We went to check the cinemas, to see the timings for the different movies. But, the queue was super long, so we decided not to watch movie lorr. Hah. Then we went to Starbucks, B bought the chocolate drink for me, i want to pay then he don't let me. Argh. Hahaha. Next time let me pay hor.. Then we sat outside, idk what place is that. We sat there & slacked for almost an hour, cause we waiting for Tassya to arrive. Then when she reached, we picked her up at the connection there. I'm like super lost uh, only B knows the way. Hahaha. So, we went to Times bookstore, i bought a new storybook! :DD B bought a book too. Then we went to eat LJS. After that, we headed to Esplanade. We sat at the top, & camwhored. So theres the pics uh. Hah. After which, at 7.30pm, we took a taxi back to Whitesands. B lazy to take bus ot MRT. -.- Hahaha. Then, Tassya & i followed him to meet his uncle, his aunt & his nephew & niece. It was awkward, for me actually. But,i got over it soonafter. Haha! His aunt's gorgeous you know.. Heh. Then, Tassya went home alone. B sent me home. I hate it whenever we have to part at the lift lah. Argh! But what to do..? Hahaha. :DD && Tassya, please don't worry so much yah. Wait till he comes back then you both talk things out, don't cry or be upset. I'm here for you yahh..? [: && B, thanks for everything! You're really wonderful! ((:

Today woke up at 10pm, studied alittle Math. I'll study Geog later perhaps. Hehe. My family & i went to Vivo, cause my brother's celebrating his birthday in advance. So, we ate Brazilian food, as he wanted it. Dad bought him his branded shoes he wanted for almost a decade :DD , & he bought a Dickies bag for adek & i. (: Don't worry, my bag aren't the common ones, mine's sling eh! :P Haha. Then we came back at 3.30pm. Later have to go my Grams house for dinner, without my parents. :D Hehe. Well, that's it for now. Toodles ~

1month & 2days left.

I love MdAzriFaiq eh. (:

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on Saturday, February 7, 2009, 10:38 AM

Hello! Yesterday's training was alright, pretty boring. Had to do a few push ups if we did a blunder, now my arms aching. Hah. Yesterday's lessons were as usual too, boring & tiring. School ended at 12.30pm supposedly, but we had Math extra class immediately then i left at 1.30pm with Kah Hui to go for Mother Tongue class. But its for awhile only, roughly about 20mins or so. When i ended, no soccer girls were around. Was wondering where they all disappear to, haha. Anyway, a few of the juniors didn't turned up cause of some stupid excuses the others gave me. Hah, nevermind, not really my business. Pffft ~ Well, perhaps Radd will be the vice captain, & she will take over my responsibilities when i stand down. That'll be great man! Can't wait for that day to happen. Hah. After training, waited for B under his scouts room. Then he came down, saw Mr Ves at the foyer & i walked away. Hah. Later he disturb lahh. >.<>

Will be going out later with B. ^^ Well, that's it for now, toodles ~

I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you,
& sacrifice myself for you if need be.
Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart, no matter
what length of time it's for & regardless
of the distance. Enough to believe in our relationship,
to stand by it through the worse of times,
to have faith in our strength as a couple, &
to never give up on us. Enough to spend the rest of my life with you,
be there for you when you need or want me,
& never, ever want to leave you or live without you.
I love you this much, MdAzriFaiq (:

1month & 3days left.
Its super unbearable,
but i know its a must.

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on Friday, February 6, 2009, 7:01 PM

I just want to be the girl you talk about,
the only one you couldn't live without,
to be the one who makes your heart beat crazy,
the one you will always miss & think about,
& for you to say to your boys,
"she's my baby" ((:
When i tell you i love you,
i don't say it out of habit,
or to make conversation..
I say it to remind you that
you're the best thing that
ever happened to me.

I'm having migraine, no mood to post today. :D Had training just now, pretty tired as well. Sighh.. Will post tomorrow if possible, toodles ~

Tomorrow's Saturday (:
Hehehe.
1month & 4days left.
& Baby, thanks for your gift.
I love it, a lot, really.
& i love you, MdAzriFaiq (:

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on Thursday, February 5, 2009, 5:20 PM

P.S -
Do you know that i love you? I probably already told you,
but I'm going to keep saying it. There are no lies in these words,
not one bit. Your smile keeps me alive, & is one more reason
to keep fighting. I would give you my soul & my comfort,
even if it leaves me dark & cold. & when i hold you close,
i can feel your heart beat fast, & i think to myself...
I've found that 'someone' at last. ((:
I love you, MdAzriFaiq !

Today was alright. I don't like having PMS, i swear. Moodswings, moodswings. Argh! I'm sorry baby for my foul mood, though i admit it's not that bad, right? Hehe. Anyway, lessons were okay. I'm really freaking pissed with my hair, i wanna cut em' off. Hah. Rimas lahh. Sighh.. Mother tongue lesson after school, had an actual mock test. Whoa, was it difficult. Hah. Well, went to meet B at block 744 with Tassya & Feeq. Then took 359 to interchange, then walked home with B. While Tassya & Feeq went to whitesands for awhile. B has lots of jokes ahh, especially about Dicks & Cocks. Hah! I can't take my eyes off your smile lahh. Sighh.. *melts* :DD Your laughter always brings joy to me as well man B. ^^ I miss you so much lah, just meet you an hour ago. Hah. Kay, kay, enough. Will be having training tomorrow, hope i don't have cramps. Argh! I so wanna kick balls. I will be prepared for the tournament, i don't care! I will do my best, so bring it on. *eyebrows moving up & down* Hah. Kay, lame. I have PMS lah people, so I'm crazy today. Hah. Well, till here. Can't wait for Saturday!! :DD Toodles!!

1month & 5days left.
You know B, if possible,
i would definitely don't want
you to go for NS, what more
overseas. Sighh.. I can't
imagine myself without you man.
Persevere lahh.. [:

Love you Dude (:

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on Wednesday, February 4, 2009, 5:48 PM


Just had my shower. Today school ended at 2.30pm. Lessons were alright, Mr Joe came during Art period, spoke to him, telling hym i really need hym. I need his help. Argh. He siad he'll help me for sure, just give hym a call. (: So yeahh, hearing that makes me feel alittle relieved. So after school, headed to whitesands to meet B. Then took taxi to Tassya's house. Waited for her under her block with B for almost an hour..? Hah. Joking, joking. After that, we took taxi back to whitesands. We went to KFC, B ate while Tassya & I did our homework. But, in the end, we didn't do much of our homework, but kept chatting instead. Hah! Nevermind. So, after that, Tassya headed to school to meet Feeq, then B & I went home. ((: Well, Math extra lessons for girls will be on Fri instead of Wed. That's why we ended early today. &&, i got news about our soccer group already. Theres 3 groups. This is ours ;

  • Bowen Sec
  • Telok Kurau Sec
  • Siglap Sec
  • Ang Mo Kio Sec
  • Greenview Sec
  • Katong Convent

so girls, now you know. [: First game will be on 27Feb, Friday. We will be playing against either Telok Kurau or Bowen. Sighh.. Its nearing already ehh. Well, thats it for today. Toodles ~

1month 6days left. ]:

MdAzriFaiq, ily hor. (:

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on Tuesday, February 3, 2009, 4:00 PM

I would take a bullet for you
because i would rather die
than live one day without you.

Know what, i need Mr Joe! My Art's not gonna survive, if he isn't around. Argh! Ms Jou & Mdm Chan are super useless, I'm not saying they're not good art teachers, but they're just not doing a good job. Today, they never turn up cause they have some course to attend. Everytime they're around, they do nothing much. Wahliaw, i doubt i can survive arh. Only Mr Joe understands what to do. Sighh.. Today's lessons were alright, i'm really getting sick & tired of school. Even PE lessons are boring. Hah. Gosh.. Anyway, didn't meet B today. Its just a day, & i miss him lyke crazy already. Hah. How to survive when he's gone..? Sighh, nevermind. Persevere, tolerate & be patient. ((: That's what i promise to do, & i will fulfill it okay B..? :DD Theres extra class tomorrow, & will be meeting B after that. Yay! Hah. Well, thats it for now, toodles ~

1month & 1week left ]:
MdAzriFaiq, ily hor. :D
Its amazing how you
always seem to
make me smile ((:

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on Monday, February 2, 2009, 5:37 PM

We take different paths in life,
but no matter where we go,
we take alittle of each other everywhere we go.

Hi to all, yesterday i went to Jurong Point with my Family. From Pasir Ris all the way to Jurong, weird ehh. Hah. Cause Mum's sick of the other shopping malls. :D So we ate at some food court, then went shopping. Saw the Adidas watch that i wanted for almost a year, but didn't get it. Argh. Now even got green color somemore! Cb siaa. I don't care, i'm gonna get that watch. Though it costs $94+, & my parents are not gonna get it for me, nevermind, i get it myself. Hah! Went to a bookstore as well, wanted to buy the 2nd chapter of the twilight saga, New Moon. But i haven't even begun reading Twilight yet. Hmmm, so never buy lorr. Another time ahh. My parents wants me to get my whatever things that i want by myself, only if i cannot afford, then they get it for me. Must be independant already. Hah. Went to The Box shop, Mum bought this top for me. Actually, i didn't really like it. Hah. But, i just buy lahh. Her money mahh. Hah! :DD After that we went home (:

As for today, lessons were boring as usual. PE was quite fun, the ping pong balls keep falling downstairs. The Math topic we're learning now, Inequalities, was quite difficult for me. Though everyone says its easy ): Nevermind, Alfian teach me ahh. Argh. Mother Tongue was alright, & so was every other lessons. After school, went to meet B at whitesands with Tassya. Chilled for awhile, then headed home. (: Can't meet B tomorrow, sigh.. Nevermind, patience. Hehehe. && Wednesday got no training, yay! Hah. Tournament's starting soon, & it kinda sucks lahh. Argh. Not really prepared yet, hah. Well, thats all for now. [: Toodles ~

Ohh yahh, i don't go around bitching about my friend's life. I mean, if you assume that i'm the cause of everything, think again. Face reality man, things happen for a reason. I don't wanna ruin my friend's life, i just want her to decide on what is right. I can put myself in her shoes, & i would definitely face reality. Though it might be really difficult, but eventually we can face all odds. I believe in that. I just hope you don't accuse the wrong person.

I can't wait for 7Feb! ((:
&, its 1month & 8days before B goes for NS.
-__________- Sighh ..
Patience is the key.
MdAzriFaiq, ily hor. (:

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