on Saturday, January 31, 2009, 10:20 AM
A little Bit About Me ;
I don't care if you like me or not,
because it's better to be hated
for who you are than
loved for who you're not (:
Hello! Sorry for not posting the past 2 days. Hehehe. Thursday i couldn't use the computer as both my parents are at home. & the atmosphere at home was pretty awkward. Hmmm. Well, on Thursday after school, Natasha & i wanted to go eat KFC at whitesands, but i changed my mind. Didn't have mood & appetite to eat. Hah. So then, i went to meet B at Whitesands Macs. He was with his friend, Nicholas. We were waiting for Nicholas girlfriend to come before B sends me home. So, we waited for almost an hour. Didn't mattered to me, but i think B got impatient. Hah. When his girlfriend arrived, we headed home. B told me he WAS really getting impatient after all, but cause i said i'm not in a rush, so he had to wait with me. Haha. Well, i know I'm patient lahh. [[: After that, went home & do the usual routines then read my storybook. & this storybook of mine has a lot of explicit contents. Gosh. Hah.
Yesterday after school i went to meet up B at Elias Mall's Mac with Tassya. I had soccer at 3pm, so went to meet B first lahh, enough time what. Hah. So i used his laptop & all, though it was lagging cause of the Mac's connection or something. Hah. There were so many other Siglap students who came as well, all busybody lorr. Pffft ~ Well, nevermind. Hah. At 2pm, we left & headed to Siglap, together with B's assistant's .. We parted at the front gate, so i went in to school with Rau. She was at Mac then, so she followed us back. So had training, Coach Robert trained us. It was alright, lots of fitness. Pretty tiring. Before training begun, went to take the quipments at the storeroom. Suddenly Mr Ves asked about me & B. I just said nothing lorr. Busybody ehh? Hah, joking joking. At 4pm, the FAS girls left for their FAS training. So left 6 of us. Coach Zai trained the sec one juniors. Hah. They play match right, they like to crowd around man. That ain't good. Hmmm. So we ended at 4.30pm, then we all sat at the old detention area with Mrs Goh, She gave out the new training kit jersey! Hehe. It was green in color. Mas wanted to take my number 7, but too bad babe its mine. Hah. Seniors first mahh, get that rule juniors. [[: Anyway, after that went to wait for B outside the D&T room, then went home with him & Eva. Reached home, i suddenly felt sick. Had flu & all. Was so desperate to have B beside me ahh, argh. Just needed his hug. :DD But nevermind, hearing his voice soothes me. [: So i slept at 11+.
Perhaps today i won't be doing much, want to meet up with Huda but i still don't feel that good. Cause of the flu, & bodyache. Hmmm. Huda's having problems, & i can't be there for her, it sucks lahh. I should have gone to the same course as her, so as not to let her suffer now. Sighh, babe I'm sorry. Any problems, you can just call me. We'll meet up soon yahh? I miss you loads babe. [: If i feel better, maybe i can meet her later. If not, i'll stay home all day. Well, till here, toodles ~
&&, i Love AZRI FAIQ. (:
If you're asking if i need you,
the answer is FOREVER.
If you're asking if i'll leave you,
the answer is NEVER.
If you're asking what i value,
the answer is YOU.
If you're asking if i love you,
the answer is I DO.
((:
Labels: Missing You
on Wednesday, January 28, 2009, 4:57 PM
Call me what you want.
I DON'T CARE.
Insult my friends &
let's take a little walk.
During that walk,
I'll give you a hint.
You're going to need
an AMBULANCE. [:
Okay, so school was alright today. Lessons were as usual, boring. (: But, i got learnt things one lahh. Hehehe. During Art, Malcom & i spoke lots of things, about AZRI (: Please don't be mad okay? [: After school, had Math extra lessons. Afeeq, sorry if i keep bullying you or disturb you. :D But if you wanna get my bestfriend, you have to go through me. C: Hah, just kidding. Please take care of her heart, i don't want her to get hurt. Even her "bestfriends" can hurt her, its so unbelievable. That kind of friend, can throw away lahh. Call yourself her bestfriend? Hah, make my toes laugh only. Well, not anymore though, right babe? I ain't gonna mention names, but you know who you are. I may not have the right to interfere, but seeing my friend get hurt & cry, its lyke hurting me as well. So, just get out of her life. You're not worth getting teary or pissed off for yahh. You don't understand the whole situation, don't just anyhow blog about her. I'm not gonna say anything vulgar, because it ain't worth it [: Anyway, after school meet Azri ! ((: Gosh, your smile. Arghh, make me want to melt into water. Hah. Seeing it makes me so happy as well, lyke crazy lyke that. :DDD So, now i'm back home, gonna bathe. Brother bathing, so have to wait for hym to get out. --" Till here then, toodles ~
Be who you are,
& say what you feel
cause the ones who mind
don't matter & the ones
that matter don't mind.
Labels: what a friend
on Tuesday, January 27, 2009, 4:43 PM
I am too POSITIVE to be DOUBTFUL.Too OPTIMISTIC to be FEARFUL.
& too DETERMINED to be DEFEATED.
Hello! Monday went visiting to my Grams House & my Aunt's House. I collected a total of $170 at the end of the 2 days of CNY. Happy siols! Hah. I'm keeping them in the bank, must save okays. :DDD Well, wasn't really that happy within this 2 days, was super stressed up. Sighh..
Fendy; i thankyou for understanding. Its not that i don't wanna be with you,just that when theres no love, theres no point carrying on. Please don't mistaken me,I sincerely apologize for all the mess i've caused. Takecare.
27th Jan ; thanks for making my day (: i'm really happy to gain what i have been looking out for, its unbelievable our horoscope's the same :DD though we might have many obstacles & difficulties to face cause we both know very well our own attitude & characters. Doesn't matter, as promised, we'll go through everything together in whatever happens. Forever & always. (:
I believe in arguing, jamming yourself out in the car. I believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful, dancing in the rain and miracles. I believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing until you pee. && i promise you won't find anyone else in the world quite like me. (:
Labels: start anew
on Sunday, January 25, 2009, 12:02 PM
Okay, Hes hot, don't you think? Some people say he's gay, well he's not. (: I want a vampire boyfriend, just like him! Arggh. Hah. Okay, crap. Anyway, i have nothing to post. So yahh, toodles ~
Labels: get like me
on Saturday, January 24, 2009, 3:31 PM
Confused ; Stressful ; Mind in a whirl ; Fickle Minded ; Depressed ;
Gosh, what's wrong with me ? --"
Anyway, didn't do anything today. Boring day. Hah.
Well, till here, won't be posting the next 3 days, will be busy due to CNY . Toodles ~
Gosh, what's wrong with me ? --"
Anyway, didn't do anything today. Boring day. Hah.
Well, till here, won't be posting the next 3 days, will be busy due to CNY . Toodles ~
Labels: i hate it
on Friday, January 23, 2009, 2:20 PM
Hey everyone! Yesterday's Sec One Orientation was super fun! Though i shouted & screamed till my voice became coarsed, i still had a wonderful time. Natasha, Hakim, Shazreena & I were the sports leaders in charge of class 1N2. I wanted to take that class as i knew some of the girls as they joined soccer. Hehe. So before i went to report to Mdm Sahrul, i went to West Plaza to meet Fendy first. He wanted to pass me the things he bought for me. Okay, i admit, I love the Book you bought! The guy is super hot. Hehe. After which, Natasha & i headed back to school. Firstly, we taught them how to say some of the camp cheers. Woah, was it difficult to teach them! They kept talking, especially the boys. They're really still small kids. Goshh! Natasha & i got frustrated & pissed off a couple of tymes, plus Hakim as well. But after all, they're kids, so we let them off. Hah. After teaching them the cheers, we played the game, Human Bridge, outside. [: Then, they went for their break. During their break, we sports leaders & counsillors had to think of a class cheer, so this was what we thought of...
Sha -- Booya, Sha Sha, Sha Booya,
Role Call ;
Our class is N2 [yeah!]
We love to cheer [yeah!]
We'll kick your butts [yeah!]
You better bring it on!
Sha Booya, Sha Sha, Sha Booya N2!
Okay right? Hehehe. Anyway, we taught them a couple of tymes before they became experts at it. Hah. Then we taught them the moves. After that, we had to go for dinner. After dinner, the campfire began. Our class rock, especially with the "bombing" part! Hehe. Then, later we performed our class cheer infront of everyone. It was pathetic, --_____-- . Cause they forgotten the words. Arrggh! Nevermind, forget it. Hah. Then, at 9pm, everything ended & we all went home, worned out. In conclusion, it was awesome & fun!
Today, Natasha didn't come to school cause she was "sick" . Mmm Hmm .. Hahaha. Plain lazybum. :DDD So i went to school alone. I survived not going to school alone okay! (: Lessons were alright, as per usual. During Chinese, Priscilia & i gossiped about so many crap! Hah. School ended at 12.30pm, so i zoomed back home. So tired. Sighh.. Till here then, toodles ~
Reunion Dinner ; Sunday
Monday & Tuesday ; Visiting !
The power of love kills humans ;
i hate & despise that . Pffft ~
Sha -- Booya, Sha Sha, Sha Booya,
Role Call ;
Our class is N2 [yeah!]
We love to cheer [yeah!]
We'll kick your butts [yeah!]
You better bring it on!
Sha Booya, Sha Sha, Sha Booya N2!
Okay right? Hehehe. Anyway, we taught them a couple of tymes before they became experts at it. Hah. Then we taught them the moves. After that, we had to go for dinner. After dinner, the campfire began. Our class rock, especially with the "bombing" part! Hehe. Then, later we performed our class cheer infront of everyone. It was pathetic, --_____-- . Cause they forgotten the words. Arrggh! Nevermind, forget it. Hah. Then, at 9pm, everything ended & we all went home, worned out. In conclusion, it was awesome & fun!
Today, Natasha didn't come to school cause she was "sick" . Mmm Hmm .. Hahaha. Plain lazybum. :DDD So i went to school alone. I survived not going to school alone okay! (: Lessons were alright, as per usual. During Chinese, Priscilia & i gossiped about so many crap! Hah. School ended at 12.30pm, so i zoomed back home. So tired. Sighh.. Till here then, toodles ~
Reunion Dinner ; Sunday
Monday & Tuesday ; Visiting !
The power of love kills humans ;
i hate & despise that . Pffft ~
Labels: Busy
on Wednesday, January 21, 2009, 7:04 PM
Hello, this are the pictures taken during the Fieldtrip today, well, enjoy! Won't be posting tomorrow because i will be back late as i've to help out as sports leaders for the SecOne Orientation camp. Today's training was really HOT!! But at least im getting tanner. Hah. Well, till here, got to go. Toodles ~Labels: trip
on Tuesday, January 20, 2009, 4:13 PM
Is that meaningful? [: Come what may, Fendy's gonna be the first & the last, so people, pray hard for me. Hehehe. But, we'll see about that, I'm not sure what future is in stores for me arhh. God, stop playing tricks on me okay? :DD Anyway, today school was as usual, BORING. I didn't bring anything, cause of some misunderstanding. Hah. Thank god the lessons need not use much materials, except for Math. After school, there was the CNY celebrations. Goshh, it was super boring. Hah, no offence but its true what. I was reading a book during the first four performances. Get what i mean by "super boring"? Hahahaha. After the celebrations, i went straight home with Radd & Syaff. Well, thats it for today. [: I hope tomorrow's fieldtrip won't be boring, hah. Till here then, toodles ~Hakim, please don't be heartbroken.
No matter what happens, I'm here for you okay.
Get on with life, find a better happiness. (:
Leo ;
Basic Profile: Outgoing, warm, friendly, generous, loyal, likable, entertaining, likes attention, confident, cheerful, creative, strong-willed, charismatic, proud, extrovert, but can be demanding, dogmatic, controlling, afraid of rejection.
Greatest Strength: Your playful and loving nature.
Possible Weakness: Need for approval can become too important.
Labels: angelic
on Monday, January 19, 2009, 4:47 PM
Read ;
Leo, July 23 - August 23.
The Lion is considered the king of the jungle, and likewise you Leos have an air of royalty about you. Some Leos even have hair resembling the thick mane of the Lion. But Lions are more than roar, for they are truly magnificent beasts. The Lioness proudly cares for the young, hunts and takes care of survival with relentless intent and ferocity, when needed. And proud are you Lions! Perhaps that's why you often choose work that puts you in the center of stage or in the spotlight of appreciation.
You Leos are warm of spirit, eager for action and are driven by a desire to be loved for what you bring to others. You are a magnanimous leader and a faithful servant. Once scorned in love, however, you'll withdraw your affections and the light, once brilliant, can go cold.
Your motto might be "What you see is what you get." You tend to live your live straightforwardly and with a flair for drama. In fact, many Leos are attracted to the theater, the performing arts and public relations, for you truly understand the importance of putting on a good presentation. As you blaze gloriously through your life, remember to take time to acknowledge the feelings of those around you. If you forget, you could unconsciously hurt someone you love. But, if you remain aware your impact, others can benefit from your presence.
Leo, July 23 - August 23.
The Lion is considered the king of the jungle, and likewise you Leos have an air of royalty about you. Some Leos even have hair resembling the thick mane of the Lion. But Lions are more than roar, for they are truly magnificent beasts. The Lioness proudly cares for the young, hunts and takes care of survival with relentless intent and ferocity, when needed. And proud are you Lions! Perhaps that's why you often choose work that puts you in the center of stage or in the spotlight of appreciation.
You Leos are warm of spirit, eager for action and are driven by a desire to be loved for what you bring to others. You are a magnanimous leader and a faithful servant. Once scorned in love, however, you'll withdraw your affections and the light, once brilliant, can go cold.
Your motto might be "What you see is what you get." You tend to live your live straightforwardly and with a flair for drama. In fact, many Leos are attracted to the theater, the performing arts and public relations, for you truly understand the importance of putting on a good presentation. As you blaze gloriously through your life, remember to take time to acknowledge the feelings of those around you. If you forget, you could unconsciously hurt someone you love. But, if you remain aware your impact, others can benefit from your presence.
My Horoscopes interesting ehh? :DDD Theres more, but I'm lazy to post it, so yahh. Hah. Anyway, today school was boring as usual. I woke up at 6.20pm, then got ready, then took taxi to school. Hah. Pemalas ehh? Hmmm. Then, i realized i forget to bring my PE shorts. --" So i did PE with my school skirt, hah. Nothing wrong what.. Kat dalam ader pakai boxers. Hehehe. So then i had English, didn't do much. Then Geog, the teacher flared up cause no one answered his questions. Pffft ~ After recess was Chinese, i was the only girl. Pathetic. Jas & Pris didnt come. Sighh.. But it was alright, the lesson was really funny because of the joker, Kah Hui. Hah. After that was Math, learnt Standard Deviation. Hmmm. Next was journal, was damn lame. Hah. Then had lunch, before going for chemistry extra class. It was alright, sat with Mubarak & shared secrets. Hehehe. Then, zoomed home! ((:
Tomorrow there will be CNY celebrations, Wednesday got History Fieldtrip. --" Sec5's have to be marshals & lead the Sec1's. Sighh.. There might be training as well. Thursday got some workshop. So, 3 days of no lessons! Yay! :DD Can't wait for CNY, i want money people. [[: Well, till here then, toodles ~
Tomorrow there will be CNY celebrations, Wednesday got History Fieldtrip. --" Sec5's have to be marshals & lead the Sec1's. Sighh.. There might be training as well. Thursday got some workshop. So, 3 days of no lessons! Yay! :DD Can't wait for CNY, i want money people. [[: Well, till here then, toodles ~
Labels: readddddddddd
on Sunday, January 18, 2009, 5:25 PM
Yesterday's work was alright, though i admit its super boring cause there weren't many kids around .. Pfffft ~ I did party host in the morning first, with Karen & Nisa, was awesome cause i get to play in the water with those kids! :DD Happy siols dapat main rides. Hah. The kids were the caucasian types, they were alright lahh, but difficult to handle as they were very hyper & active, Hahaha. After that, i did park hosting with Ser Lin. It was the first tyme i saw her & worked with her, shes okay but not really active in entertaining the kids. She told me many stories & all about our other members, was really interesting. I won't mention who she talked about, but i guess i understand the system at work already (: &&, Jonathan, that lifeguard knew about me & Effendy already! :DD He was really weird lahh, he said Fendy asked to change shift with hym cause he don't want to work till 10pm. So he agreed & changed the shift, he said he decided to take on Fendy's shift because of me, so i better do something productive, don't waste the chance. I was lyke super confused, cause i didn't understand what he meant by doing something productive.. I kept asking hym how he know about us & all, he said Fendy told hym & it was pretty much obvious anyway. 0___0 He even asked me not to think with my brains, think with something else. ?_? Merepek kanns? Whats he trying to say i also don't know siaa, can't he just come straight to the point. Pffft ~ Till now, i'm still thinking what the hell is going on. I know Fendy definitely didn't tell hym about us, so its either Redzuan or Nazri. :DD That stupid Fad also kept annoying me, kept surprising me from the back. Jerk, :DD . Then while i had my break with Nisa at 1+, Fendy's cousin was having her break too. Gosh, she really looked lyke a guy, no offence though. [: Not saying shes bad looking, shes alright lahh. I had to sit infront of her, & eat. Hah. Was super awkward, but whatever. Then she asked about taking leave on valentines day to Fiona, the lifeguard-in-charge. Fiona say cannot, & not many people are taking leave on that day either. Not even Fendy's request was granted. I was lyke stunned for a moment, & Nisa looked at me with a weird grin. :D I looked at the cousin. Hah. Was weird siaa the feeling. Hah. When i ate finish, i stared at the cousin. Gawd, her voice! Lyke siren siols. Hahaha! No offence once again. She asked me not to look at her in that manner & laugh aloud. Her friend asked me to ignore her as shes mad. Well, okayy.... Hah. Later on in the toilet, she asked me for ciggarettes, i don't have so i told her. She asked me when i intend to stop smoking, i didn't tell her cause i was thinking she'll definitely tell Fendy. :DDD After work, i went home with Ser Lin & Karen. I walked home with Ser Lin, & she bought ciggs for me at the minimart. Thanks ehh! I still cannot buy, pfffft ~ :DD
Today, went to Century Square with my Family. Bought all the neccessaties needed, then Mum bought two new pair of shoes for me, a storybook called " Simply Irresistable " by Rachal Gibson. (: Wanted to buy Twilight, but the bookstore didn't have, only have part two. Sighh... Fendy, remember to buy for me horr, you said so one. :DD I can't buy cause i couldn't find it. Thanks arh (: Tak tau malu ehh! Tomorrow got school siaa, boring seii. Lazy to go somemore. Haven't had enough sleep lately, sighh... Nevermind arhh. --" Well, till here then, toodles ~
Today, went to Century Square with my Family. Bought all the neccessaties needed, then Mum bought two new pair of shoes for me, a storybook called " Simply Irresistable " by Rachal Gibson. (: Wanted to buy Twilight, but the bookstore didn't have, only have part two. Sighh... Fendy, remember to buy for me horr, you said so one. :DD I can't buy cause i couldn't find it. Thanks arh (: Tak tau malu ehh! Tomorrow got school siaa, boring seii. Lazy to go somemore. Haven't had enough sleep lately, sighh... Nevermind arhh. --" Well, till here then, toodles ~
on Friday, January 16, 2009, 6:35 PM
Hello to all ! [[: Didn't do much today. Lessons were pretty alright, school ended at 12.30 as usual on friday. After school, i went home with Tassya. She changed into my shirt, then we took taxi to whitesands. Dahh sampai KFC, Tassya realized she left the handphone at my house. 0____0 Kayy, best! Then we head back to my house by taxi, then we headed back to KFC by taxi, once more. All she pay lorr, hahaha. Kesian dier.. Well, she insisted on paying. We ate at KFC, then Rohaizad, Asuka, Yanaa, Arthur, Fares, JaJaL, Azmi, Nashrah, & 3 other of their friends meet us. We chatted , ate & stuff. Was great, its been so long since i saw Fares & JaJaL, missed them you know! Bestfriend aku jugak, naseb Fares tak lupe aku. If not.... I kill you! Bluek! Hah. Then at 2.30pm, i went back to school cause i had training. Met Shabby, Ayeen & Addiie at the bustop then we went inside. Training was alright, not that fitness. Phew! :DD The sec one girls aren't really training, i guess i have to give them time arhh. Well, at least some have the potential, so jyeahh. [: Step by step lahh. After training, went home with Radd & Eva. Well, thats all for today. Will be working tomorrow from 9am - 6.30pm, so won't be posting tomorrow or Sunday either. Till here then, toodles ~
Labels: wasted trip
on Thursday, January 15, 2009, 5:08 PM
Hi ! :DD I know i shouldn't be proud of this, but i'm still gonna post it. We lost to International Soccer Academy yesterday, 7-0. [: Well, i admit they're strong, but Arthur's right, we're not that good either. So, i'm not fed up with ISA, but disappointed in myself, not the team. I know they've done their best, so its alright. I'm super sick & tired of being the captain, this role is super tough. Please, someone just take over me, i don't care. Be it Levis or Carya, you both are the ones who are fit to be a captain, since your abilities are fantastic. Though you may not be that responsible, so what? Coach is impressed with your abilities, that is why i'm giving up my role. I know now i can't give up just yet, but i just can't wait to stand down. I'm tired already, i should focus on my O's. The tournament's are nearing, i want to see what more can happen. Mrs Goh & Mr Millath may be proud of me, but never coach. I'm fucked up by hym. (: Was super tired out last night, so didn't speak otp with Bi at all. Sorry kay. Anyway, today's lessons are alright, as usual. Everythings fine, nothing much happened, i didn't learnt a single thing during Chem. Was chatting away with Arthur, & Alfian. :DD There will be training tomorrow. 0____0 Gosh, its pointless for me to go lahh. Pfffft ~ I will be working on Saturday as well, sighh.. Malas seii. F*CK! Till here then, toodles ~
Labels: tired out
on Tuesday, January 13, 2009, 6:44 PM
Hello earthlings!! :DD Today went to school with Radd only, Tassya's sick. ): Get well soon baybeh. [: We walked to interchange, then took bus 359 to school. First lesson was English, teacher, Ms Leanna siols, i don't lyke ]:{ . Hmmm. I got 16/30 for the diagnostic test, she said shes more strict in marking. -____- Fine. After that is Maths, i lyke the topic on Cumulative Frequency arhh, other than that, i don't lyke. Hah. After Math was recess, i texted Bi. [: He was sun tanning. :DD Hes so active & sporty siols, why copycat? Hah. After that was Art lesson, all i did was read a magazine. After that was Chemistry, went to the Chem lab, sat with my Partner, Mubarak. Hah. He kind of helped me do almost everything lahh, especially lighting of the bunsen burner. Hehe. Next was CME, super boring. Did nothing. Hah. Then assembly. Pffft ~ Sat at upper gallery, so difficult to see lor. Stupid siaa. Hmmm. Then all lessons ended, went for lunch. After lunch, helped to decorate the classes. I'm sorry i didn't do anything much girls. ]: I don't know how else i could help. Anyway, at 4pm, i went home with Radd. The C & B boys had match, but i din't stay to watch. No mood to :D Adek Hakim, kak mintak maaf yg prangai kak macam sial, tapi memang btol adek dahh lupe kan kak, kak mane mau layan lagy? Adek dahh ade mataer jgk, kak malas nak kacau kay. Adek jage diri baek2 arhh. (: By the way, i won't be posting for a few days. Will be having match tomorrow against ISA at 5pm, & Fri against NUS. -_____- Thursday will be having extra lessons. Pffft ~ Well, till here then, toodles ~
Fendy, I'm sorry i've been a whole lot of crap lately :D
i'm too busy to meet you & all, please forgive me.
&&, i miss you badly. argghh!
Fendy, I'm sorry i've been a whole lot of crap lately :D
i'm too busy to meet you & all, please forgive me.
&&, i miss you badly. argghh!
Labels: school sucks
on Monday, January 12, 2009, 3:52 PM
This are the pictures taken during Ayin's Birthday Party, theres more people, but never take. Hmm, ohh well.
Hi People (: Just came back from school -____- . Anyway, yesterday i worked with Nisa, was super boring! :D As it wasn't a school holiday or the usual hols, there weren.t many people. Nisa & I have to roam around WWW, searching for children & giving them free balloons. Hmmm. Its been so long since i did parkhosting, but i haven't lost my touch of balloon twisting okay? Hah. Bumped into Nurin at WWW with her family members. She never wore specs, look total different seii, tk biase aku. :D This lifeguard, people call hym DJ[I don't know why], he spoke to me, asking for my name. I don't think hes a local, (: I asked hym why he wants to know my name, he say he was just curious, & walked away smiling. Its pathetic. 0__0 Then lifeguard Fairuz, just know that i could speak malay. Hah. Slow ka pe!! :DD In ACC office, that Muzakir, again, started calling me baby. -____- He made a balloon heart & gave it specially to me, BUT, i gave it to someone else. Haha! I don't understand why people at work lyke to disturb me, especially Yazid & Fad. Just cause I'm going 17, I'm easily bullied? What crap. :D Lastly, Nisa got to know the truth about me & Effendy, thanks to his cousin. Hah. Funny or what? :DD Effendy nak antar aku balek, tapi dier abez 1hr lambat, abehh aku kene balek siang, so aku balek ngan Nisa. [ i know you don't understand [: ] Sorry Bi! So i walked home alone, with thoughts running through my head. Hmmm.
Well, today i took my height & weight for PE, its 157 & 48kg accordingly. Not heavy right? Average right? :DD Alamakk, who cares! Pffft ~ After lesson ends at 1.30pm, we had our lunch break then headed to the hall, as we have to observe the O level students last year getting their results. Well, congrats Akid, you're really great (: . When can teach me? :D Seeing some students who scored so well for their math & humanities, really make me wonder how they can do it. I'm freaked out at first, but i think i should depend on myself. I will start studying more of my Humanities, & improve on my Chem & Math. I'll try, won't make promises though. Sighh.. For English & MT, we'll see. [: Art? Hehe, i know what to do.
Won't be posting that often, will be really busy, cause of Extra classes & soccer trainings & friendly matches. Sighh.. Till here then, toodles ~
Labels: best shot
on Saturday, January 10, 2009, 10:58 AM
Pictures during the Staff Party at Escape Theme Park, grabbed from Ayeen's blog. (:
Hello, sorry for not posting the past 3 days, was really busy lahh. Anyway, let's recap shall we? [:
Wednesday ;
I had training & it was a crap to me. I had extra classes till 3.30pm, then after which i rushed for training. We had to run 5 laps & do the ladder work. That was okay. Soonafter, i joined in the match that the girls were playing. It was total crap as i didn't really get the ball. Pathetic ehh? Hmmm. Nevermind lahh, i'll get used to it. After that, i went home with Radd. Nothing much happended then.
Thursday ;
School was boring as usual, & whats worse was we went to Temasek Poly after school. It was a compulsory trip for us. -_____- Well, none of the courses actually caught my attention because there weren't any sports course. & the tour guides were pathetic, sometymes they leave us all by ourselves! Hmmm. There were quite a number of courses, & thier criteria's are so high. I mean, all course, CCA grades are excluded. Wth right? Then at about 5pm, i went home with Zamir. [: We went to whitesands first, & i received my pay already! Yay! Hehehe.
Yesterday tyme went by really fast. [: Lessons were alright. After school, my soccer girls quickly prepare for the CCA day. We put up banners & stuffs. Even before the thing begun, 5 girls already decided to join. 2 of them were Eva's friend, Nabila & Shazreena. Then 3 sec one girls, named Nurul, Ain, & the other one i don't know her name. :DD Sorry! They were lyke so enthusiatic. Thats great. &, i get to know a bad news as well. Girls soccer team now has the B division & C division, lyke the guys soccer. Stupid right? Don't know whose idea siols, pathetic. Pfffft ~ Then when the event began,there were lyke so many girls. Dorothy & Jamie helped to go around getting girls to join our team. Soon, 12 girls signed up. Hehe. After everythings done, i went down to kick around the balls in the field. 6 sec one girls joined us as well. Later, we were asked to go to the netball court & play street soccer, so we did. At least 2 of the sec one girls were alright, so thats good. Hope they will progress fast. (: Anyway, after that we went home at 7pm lyke that. Hah. Reached home, then do the usual things. Only Bi knows, ehh2? Hah. & bi, i'm sorry i've been tired out easily for the past 2 days, i have no idea what happen lahh. Sighh.. I wasn't lyke that before, i will try to persevere kay. :D
Today will be attending Ayin's party together with Tassya. Tomorrow i will be working. Gosh! I'm lazy to, but then i can get to see Bi. :DD Will be working with Karen. Hmmm.
Dearest Arthur, please don't leave.. You know i need you, my best friend. ))))):
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on Tuesday, January 6, 2009, 4:20 PM
My Dearest Nurul Ayin, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! Wow, you're a year older now, not fair. Yo're always faster than the rest of us . :DDD Nvrmind. Well, you've been a wonderful friend, a very smart one at that. I wish you all the best in everything you do, especially your O's & may you be blessed with happiness & love. Always be happy okay? &&, I'll try to come for your Birthday party alright? You takecare (:Yoohoooooooooo! ((: Sorry for not posting the past two days, had been really busy. With school, wth right? Hah. Anyway, lets refresh my mind, shall we? [:
Monday-
Had school. Meet Radd first, then meet Tassya. School was as usual. -____- First period was PE, but in the end got no PE cause that Mr Anuar got some discipline matters to handle. 0__0After PE, was Art. Boring as well. Kene lecture again. After that Maths, kene lecture, AGAIN! Sighh... Then i don't know whats the following period arh, can't remember. Hehe. After that had lunch, then extra class again, what subject? Chemistry. -____- Wahliaw, sec5 lyfe super boring. Hahaha. Then quickly went home. At about 5.30pm, i left the house cause got staff party to attend. Those Escape & WWW people are invited. &&, the theme was scary lorr. Then must dress scary? Haha. But our department people didn't even dress up. :DD The party was pretty okay, didn't eat much. &&, now i know my second "syg"'s name. Nama dier Muzakir & hes 21. Wow ehh? Hah. So then i asked hym to buy ciggs for me & Taufiq. Then later, the games begun. Gosh, was okay lahh. But i didn't play, wasn't interested to anyway. :DD At about 9.15pm, i went home, with Ayeen, Wan & Effendy. C: Wan send Ayeen home, while Effendy sent me. ((: Ehh, naseb dier bkn matrep ker ah beng taws. :DD Bgs kanns? Effendy, i admit lahh, you're super sweet & super nice & super adorable & super gentleman. ((: Really arhh. &&, its official, today onwards, theres no more i or you, its we & us. [:
Once again, today school was boring. 0___0 As usual. Hah. Had mother tongue for first two periods, i think i was struggling. Hah. My class consists of those who failed their chinese O level exams. :D Anyway, after that was Geog period. Fazli sat beside me. Hes a really curious fella, weird. :D Then was physics peroid. Was okay. [: Then recess, after that chemistry. Went to the chem lab, partner is Mubarak, the foolish class manager. :DD Then 3 periods of English. Everyone changed seats. I sitting beside Hakim, next to hym is abg, Alfian. (: Thank god Tassya's just infront of me. Hehe. After school, went to Whitesands with Tassya, ate KFC. Then waited for Effendy to pick me up, then send me home. [[: Well, thats all i can remember. Haha. Anyway, won't be posting for next few days. Will be busy with soccer trainings & extra classes, so yahh.
Well, till here then, toodles ~
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on Sunday, January 4, 2009, 5:03 PM
Heyy earthlings. [: Yesterday went out with Tassya. Went to meet her at whitesands, then head to Ehub to do out Math homework. Semangat ehh? We didn't really did our work, instead we gossip about Ayun. 0___0 Hehe. Tassya helped me ask for a break up through her cell, he didn't reply. So i took it that its fine with hym & hes happy. It was the first tyme i experience a difficult situation in asking for a break up. Hah. Then we went back to whitesands as we're meeting Carolyn. Then, Ayun called me. I passed the phone to Tassya & she spoke to hym for me. But he insist on talking to me, so i did. I was really stunned for words, i was afraid of hurting hym. I didn't say much. In the end, he said that since i want to leave hym just lyke that, so be it. So, thats it. I feeled relieved for a moment. I was happy but at the same tyme disappointed & sad as i kind of miss hym, especially the moments we used to share. Letting go was quite difficult, but i managed to anyway. Then at about 6+, Tassya went home, so left me & Carolyn, plus Alep. Awhile later, we went home. [: Otw home, Ayun messaged me. He asked why i have do this to hym, he thought i understand but he guessed he was wrong. &, he still loves me. I explained to hym my reasons & everything, but hes disappointed, i know. Later at night, he called. He was crying. -____- Obviously i gave in lahh, became soft hearted. Sighh.. Sympathetic you know, what do you expect. I told hym we were just cooling off for awhile.Gosh, why love me so much? After how you treated me & everything, i finally gave up. I'm sick & tired of your attitude, but now you come expressing your affection towards me. Why now?? Skarang baru nk regret? I want to admit, the past few weeks my feelings for you was fading away. You knew i was soft hearted, so you cried? I know i might regert leaving you, but i already said that its for our own good, don't you think? We're going different schools already, why don't you just move on? I know myself, i can definitely move on, i will get someone way better than you, someone who really cares, who really worries, who really knows how to take care of me & who really loves me!!!! I never ever say that you're useless or anything, you changed but you don't even realize. Gosh, whats wrong with you?? You even lost your old friends, Fiqq & KhaiP. They were the ones i used to depend on whenever i can't get through you. But not anymore, you made things so difficult for me. I keep worrying for nothing. & You keep getting yourself into trouble. Maybe Shaa was right, you were pretending to be pathetic & want to gain my sympathy. She said you're a guy whose always hurting the opposite sex feelings, you always end up hurting the girl. Well, i don't want to get hurt by you, thats not gonna happen. You're just acting, i guess? Hmmm. I know, right now we're just cooling off, when the tyme comes, please let me go. Its for our own good, understand? 0__0
Told Effendy everything yesterday night. Hehe. He really understands me siaa. Why we have so many things in common arh, why arh?? Weird arh. Hah. Anyway, today went to Marina Square. Bought lots of stuff home. Hah. Great. Well, i'm tired of posting.... Waiting for someones message. (: Toodles ~
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on Saturday, January 3, 2009, 10:59 AM
Hello! Anyway, yesterday spoke on the phone with Effendy till 2am. & Finally, i know everything. (: You're naked now. Hah!! Gosh, i miss him so muchh. )): Then hes sick, poor thing. Sighh.. Get well soon. Will be meeting Tassya later at whitesands, will be doing Math homework together. 0___0 I'm lazy though, but since shes there, she can help me. Yay! Hah. I myte not be posting tomorrow, so see how first. Monday will officially start lessons. Sighh.. I'm already beginning to freak out yesterday. Well, i'll do my best, as Effendy's behind supporting me. Hehe. Well, till here then, toodles ~ (:
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on Friday, January 2, 2009, 3:44 PM
I dislike school. 0____0 Hah. First day of school today really sucks. Hah. Was super tired. I'm glad many of my good friends are in the same class as me. I can't believe Fazli naik sec5 jugak! Haha. Anyway, my form teacher is the same, Ms Chin. Co-form is Mr Haniff. My class has 44 students. Hah. Banyak ehh? Hmmm. Math-Ms Ritina Fong, today already give homework. Wahliaw. Sighh.. Geog & SS-Mr Chan. He looks lyke a psychopath. :DD . Thats what Barak & Fazli said. Guess its true. English is my own form teacher. What upsets me is, my art teacher is Ms Jo. Cb siaa! I want MR JOE, not that women. Dammit siaa. Confirm boring. -____- Physics is Mr Haniff. Chem & Chinese not sure yet. Anyway, i bought the books today. Only afew of em' were available. Hmmm. Nvrmind. Then after school, went to meet Ayisha at Whitesands. Carolyn meet us at WestPlaza bustop first. Then we went to eat at KFC. Gosh, i miss Effendy!! I don't care, i'm gonna carry on working, but only on weekends. Inform Adrian already. (: I guess i've to manage my tyme really well. Sighh.. I shall persevere. My class vision [ is it? ]. Well, tomorrow i don't think i've anything on. Wondering what to do. Lazy to go epfc training arhh. Hah. See how lahh. Till here, toodles ~
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on Thursday, January 1, 2009, 11:31 AM
Heyy, I'm back! (: Now where do i start off .. Hmmm.
Tuesday -
Had chalet with my soccer girls. It was awesome! I'm really happy because they bonded really well. Feel quite sympathetic for those who couldn't make it, its alright yeahh..? Anyway, Levis, Carya, Era, Eva, Radd, Jamie, Nadee, Rau & I meet at Pasir Ris interchange at 12pm. Afew of them were late. -____- Nvrmind. Then we took bus 89 to Changi Village to meet Mrs Goh. We waited quite along before she arrived. Then we had to take a REALLY REALLY LONG walk to Changi Beach Club. Very tiring siols, cause we carry our bags & things we bought somemore. Pfffft ~ Upon reaching, Mrs Goh checked into our rooms. At first, Radd, Nadee & Rau couldn's stay overnight, but Mrs Goh spoke to their parents, so in the end they manage to stay. ((: Hah. Great! Levis, Carya, Eva & I bunked into one room. While the rest bunked in Mrs Goh's room. (: In the afternoon, we swam at the swimming pool at the club. Was great! Hehe. Then after swimming, we showered up & all. Then we headed to Changi Village by bus for dinner. After that, we head back to the club's sports complex to play bowling. Gosh, that was my first tyme, but i really enjoyed it. I played not bad actually, & its thanks to Radd. (: After bowling, we headed for the Old Changi Hospital. Rau, Nadee & i didn't went in. We had goosebumps right outside the gate already. Hah. The rest went in though. There were other people too, 3 boys & a girl. They asked my soccer girls to enter the building together, as they walked in, one of the guy shone his torchlight, & i guess he saw something. Then they all ran towards the gate. Hah! The guy said he saw something jumping up & down. Hmmm.. Then we all head to Changi Village to look at "Bapok's". Hah! We saw at least 5 of them. They were quite pretty, but their voice creeps me out. Gosh! Scary siols. Next we head back to the club, though the girls said they were tired, they didn't sleep. All the girls end up bunking into my room. Mrs Goh slept alone in her room. We stayed up till 4am, i wanted to sleep but i couldn't cause it was too noisy. Hah. They were gossiping & all. Hah. Only Eva was asleep. Rau & i couldn't cause of the noise & laughter. Pictures are all at Nadee's blog. (: Go check out!
Wednesday-
We had to wake up at 8am because we have training at 9am. After we got ready & all, we head back to school for training. We were all so tired & restless till we trained lyke shit. Hah. After training, Mrs Goh sent me home to take my work uniform then head back to school for the lunch provided. Next we all went home, but i went to work. &&, i sprained my ankle. -____- Won't elaborate how i sprained it. Hah. Worked with Nina. She very the belo2 sia. Hah. But funny. Effendy was working as well, & he gave me a bar of chocolates he owed me. Hehe. Hes really adorable, my Mr Crab! Hahahaha. After work, i went straight home. Didn't had dinner at all. Didn't went to celebrate countdown either, was too tired. Sorry Redzuan! Didn't agree to go countdown with you. :DD Waited for Effendy to call me after midnight, but he didn't because he couldn't get through my hp, it was kinda siow already. Hah. Sorry!
So today, i don't think i'm going anywhere or do anything. With my ankle lyke this, i've no mood to go out. Hah. Btw, school starts tomorrow. Will be going with Radd & Tassya. (: Well, till here, toodles ~
Tuesday -
Had chalet with my soccer girls. It was awesome! I'm really happy because they bonded really well. Feel quite sympathetic for those who couldn't make it, its alright yeahh..? Anyway, Levis, Carya, Era, Eva, Radd, Jamie, Nadee, Rau & I meet at Pasir Ris interchange at 12pm. Afew of them were late. -____- Nvrmind. Then we took bus 89 to Changi Village to meet Mrs Goh. We waited quite along before she arrived. Then we had to take a REALLY REALLY LONG walk to Changi Beach Club. Very tiring siols, cause we carry our bags & things we bought somemore. Pfffft ~ Upon reaching, Mrs Goh checked into our rooms. At first, Radd, Nadee & Rau couldn's stay overnight, but Mrs Goh spoke to their parents, so in the end they manage to stay. ((: Hah. Great! Levis, Carya, Eva & I bunked into one room. While the rest bunked in Mrs Goh's room. (: In the afternoon, we swam at the swimming pool at the club. Was great! Hehe. Then after swimming, we showered up & all. Then we headed to Changi Village by bus for dinner. After that, we head back to the club's sports complex to play bowling. Gosh, that was my first tyme, but i really enjoyed it. I played not bad actually, & its thanks to Radd. (: After bowling, we headed for the Old Changi Hospital. Rau, Nadee & i didn't went in. We had goosebumps right outside the gate already. Hah. The rest went in though. There were other people too, 3 boys & a girl. They asked my soccer girls to enter the building together, as they walked in, one of the guy shone his torchlight, & i guess he saw something. Then they all ran towards the gate. Hah! The guy said he saw something jumping up & down. Hmmm.. Then we all head to Changi Village to look at "Bapok's". Hah! We saw at least 5 of them. They were quite pretty, but their voice creeps me out. Gosh! Scary siols. Next we head back to the club, though the girls said they were tired, they didn't sleep. All the girls end up bunking into my room. Mrs Goh slept alone in her room. We stayed up till 4am, i wanted to sleep but i couldn't cause it was too noisy. Hah. They were gossiping & all. Hah. Only Eva was asleep. Rau & i couldn't cause of the noise & laughter. Pictures are all at Nadee's blog. (: Go check out!
Wednesday-
We had to wake up at 8am because we have training at 9am. After we got ready & all, we head back to school for training. We were all so tired & restless till we trained lyke shit. Hah. After training, Mrs Goh sent me home to take my work uniform then head back to school for the lunch provided. Next we all went home, but i went to work. &&, i sprained my ankle. -____- Won't elaborate how i sprained it. Hah. Worked with Nina. She very the belo2 sia. Hah. But funny. Effendy was working as well, & he gave me a bar of chocolates he owed me. Hehe. Hes really adorable, my Mr Crab! Hahahaha. After work, i went straight home. Didn't had dinner at all. Didn't went to celebrate countdown either, was too tired. Sorry Redzuan! Didn't agree to go countdown with you. :DD Waited for Effendy to call me after midnight, but he didn't because he couldn't get through my hp, it was kinda siow already. Hah. Sorry!
So today, i don't think i'm going anywhere or do anything. With my ankle lyke this, i've no mood to go out. Hah. Btw, school starts tomorrow. Will be going with Radd & Tassya. (: Well, till here, toodles ~
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