on Friday, December 12, 2008, 11:33 AM
Its the simple things you do that hurts my feelings. How can someone make me so sad, but yet i still want them to stay? Don't make empty promises anymore, please. Its worthless. How do we reverse the chemistry? Chances are fading, my patients running too. This love has taken away all of my energy. I'm tired, really tired. Feel like shutting my eyes & never waking up again.
Well Hello People. Yesterday went to the dentist in the morning, dentist took out my stitches, now its way easier for me to eat. :D After that, went to my grams house. At 12.30pm, went off to work. -___- Had to do foam pit duty with Zamir. Hah. Was pretty boring. Sleepy. Restless. As there was a heavy downpour, there were lesser people. By 5.15pm, there was no one in the foam pit. Woohooooo! Hah. So we kinda slacked till 5.55pm, then reported to DM for permission to stand down foam pit. Then we head for the showers. There was this lifeguard, i don't know his name, he called me darling, when i wanted to go to the toilet. Zamir was my witness. Then in the locker room, another lifeguard overheard me speaking Malay to Zamir, so he questioned if i was Malay or Chinese, I told him I'm a Chinese. He said thats unbelievable. -___- Then after showering, we were about to leave, then that lifeguard sang out aloud " Love, please don't go..", in Malay though. I ignored him & left. We then headed for the Class Pit. Well, i got to admit, its pretty.. Pathetic. BUT..... At least i managed to meet my classmates! Thats what I'm yearning for. So i hugged Arthur, Fares, Liyana, Shamira .. Hah. Why Shamira's still short, lyke before. Grow taller, little midget! Hahaha. Joking, joking. Fares hugged me so tight i couldn't breathe. Haha. Then they ask me to follow them go buy cigarettes. Guess what? They wanted to go to the toilets instead. -____- So i had to wait outside for them. Grrrr. I only ate hot dogs at the pit, because thats what I'm interested in only. I guess everyone there, especially Adam & Rizal, plus Ibrahim, were pretty annoyed with me, cause i kept asking for hot dogs. :DDD Sorry guys. Hot dogs are awesome you know! So, Ibrahim spared me two ciggs, & i halfed with AbgAlfian. Rais was at the pit too. [: Still hot as ever. *melts* Kay, stop it. Its past. Hmmm. So at 9pm, i went home with AbgAlfian. We walked home. He wanted to pick up Nadee from tuition, near my place there. So we chatted along the way home. Nadee, please treasure Alfian, hes a great boyfriend, i swear.. Don't argue too muchh jyeahh. Reached home at 9.30pm, showered again, then went to bed. Sorry Shaa, didn't pick up your calls. Was too tired, & moody. So sorry. Call me once you're back in Singapore aitez. Have a safe trip & do take care. Miss you..
Won't be doing anything today, i've no appetite to eat either. I'm too restless & moody. So yahh. People, don't text me either, anything call me. My prepaid's running low, & i can't be bothered to topup anytyme soon. So sorry. &&, i want my pay for November!!! Aarrggh!! KNNCB!! Will be working tomorrow from 10am to 6pm. So won't be posting. Goodbye.
Bi, balek rumahh arhh. Jangan buat hal arhh. Mak you dah risau, skrg you nak i risau. You nie dah knape..? I plak skrg kene srh you balek rumahh. I pikir you dah balek rumahh dah, dpt tau you tak balek for 2weeks. Asal ehh? I hope i can brainwash you to go home. Can't believe i only get to know today. Grrrr.
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