on Wednesday, December 17, 2008, 8:26 PM
Heyy Earthlings. Daddy bought a new computer, & I'm using it now. Hah. Anyway, its 20 inch wide. Hah. Kay2, enough. Ohh yahh, tomorrow is N level results day, I'm effing scared !!! Omg, Omg. Sigh.. I'm wondering what i will achieve, feeling so afraid what the outcome might be. I know, definitely, there will be people crying about their results. Hah. Ohh well, its natural. Can't wait to meet my friends as well. [[:
Anyway, today had training in the morining. 11 girls turned up, wow, really surprised. Hah. Just cause i told them if they never come, the chalet will be cancelled. Hahaha. :DD But i'm happy that they came. [[: Thanks girls. So after training, showered & headed for downtown's KFC. After that, went home & followed my adekk to Loyang Pri to buy his Pri6 books. Sighh.. Years pass so fast jyeahh. Hmmm.
Things are definitely not going well between me & boifyy, doesn't matter anymore. I can't tolerate further either, things will be over soon, but cannot guarantee though. If my old Khai doesnt comes back, then things will definitely change, between us. I've had enough, you're not the Khai i used to know & you're not the Khai that used to dote & love me. You're a complete changed person, & i've had it. Enough is enough. I don't care if you read this or not, i still want to say my piece. Because of you, i've been having sleepless nights & i've no mood to talk or entertain anyone. I'm not blaming you, but myself. I've been too softhearted. I'm independant enough, & i realize its okay to be single, thats for sure. Without a boifyy, i can still live. [: Just that, i can't help but still love you. Thats my mistake too. I wanna see how long you're gonna carry on this way, & how long i can tolerate. I've been happy with you so far, but everything is crashing down, because you're different already. I'm not the only whose noticed that. Thanks for everything though.
Well you see, love is fragile. Anything can happen, & things happens for a reason. Being in a r'ship is really vulnerable. I've been in that trap, & i'm trying to escape from it. But i'm still persevering on because i love the person who i fell hardest for. Toodles people. Will update soon.
Anyway, today had training in the morining. 11 girls turned up, wow, really surprised. Hah. Just cause i told them if they never come, the chalet will be cancelled. Hahaha. :DD But i'm happy that they came. [[: Thanks girls. So after training, showered & headed for downtown's KFC. After that, went home & followed my adekk to Loyang Pri to buy his Pri6 books. Sighh.. Years pass so fast jyeahh. Hmmm.
Things are definitely not going well between me & boifyy, doesn't matter anymore. I can't tolerate further either, things will be over soon, but cannot guarantee though. If my old Khai doesnt comes back, then things will definitely change, between us. I've had enough, you're not the Khai i used to know & you're not the Khai that used to dote & love me. You're a complete changed person, & i've had it. Enough is enough. I don't care if you read this or not, i still want to say my piece. Because of you, i've been having sleepless nights & i've no mood to talk or entertain anyone. I'm not blaming you, but myself. I've been too softhearted. I'm independant enough, & i realize its okay to be single, thats for sure. Without a boifyy, i can still live. [: Just that, i can't help but still love you. Thats my mistake too. I wanna see how long you're gonna carry on this way, & how long i can tolerate. I've been happy with you so far, but everything is crashing down, because you're different already. I'm not the only whose noticed that. Thanks for everything though.
Well you see, love is fragile. Anything can happen, & things happens for a reason. Being in a r'ship is really vulnerable. I've been in that trap, & i'm trying to escape from it. But i'm still persevering on because i love the person who i fell hardest for. Toodles people. Will update soon.
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