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on Tuesday, December 30, 2008, 10:04 AM

Yesterday had training in the morning, & only 9 girls turned up. Wth right? Pffffft ~ Nvrmind2. Anyway, after training i went home then meet Zamir under my block. Then we headed for work. Work was getting super boring & tough. Sighh... &&, Effendy called me last nyte! :DD Spoke for 3 hours. Its good enough for me. I'm the one whose tired, not hym. Hah. Hes super cute lah, tklehh tahan aku. Sighh.. *melts* Hes so tanned, i lyke! Kay2, enough. Hah. School's starting this friday, so fast huh? I don't want go school sia, haven't even buy books yet. Hah. If i go school already, i don't know if i still can cope to work or not, though i can work on weekends only. No work, no Effendy taws. )): Sedihh!! Grrrr.. Well, at least he understands. Its been don't know how long only, he knew me so well already. Hah. Good2. [: But, its so sad, whenever he works, i don't. When i work, he doesn't. -____- We'll work on the same days soon. (:

Anyway, i won't be posting for 2 days. Today will be having chalet with my soccer girls, & only afew wants to overnight. Pathetic or what? Nvrmind2. Hah. Then tomorrow will be having training in the morning then work in the afternoon. Well, till here then. Toodles ~

I shall move on, i can live without you.
Let's not waste tyme already..
Everythings changing. Even you.
You go your way, & i go mine.
Goodbye..

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on Sunday, December 28, 2008, 11:38 AM

I've got nothing to post today. Not going to do anything, my parents went out leaving me & my brother's alone. BORED. BORED. BORED. Grrrr.. Will be having soccer tomorrow morning, then go for work in the afternoon. Will be working with Zamir. After work, will be going out for dinner with my Aunt. She wants to treat me, but i haven't decided what to eat yet. Hmmm. Well, till here. Toodles ~

I miss Effendy! ):

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on Saturday, December 27, 2008, 8:13 PM

Effendy niari tak keje lahh seii ! Boring taws. & Know what? Yazid the hot lifeguard pierced his nipples, so now Ayeen & I call hym "Nipple Man". Hah :DDDD Redzuan mintak nombor Ayeen. Hehehe. Dektu malu ka pe..? Pfffft ~ My 2nd sayang whose name i still didn't know worked too. He saw me, & he greeted me calling me "darling". Gosh, i still don't know his name. Anyway, we didn't perform well during work just now, Adrian lectured us lyke shit. Hmmm. Anyway, i'm TIRED. Toodles ~

My Dear Soccer Girls, PLEASE come for training on Monday, its compulsory. Mrs Goh is back, & shes booking a chalet for us for Tuesday. If theres no full attendance, theres no chalet kay. So suit yourself. Training same tyme & place. Will inform through message anyway. Goodbye.

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on , 10:23 AM

Yesterday night, my Brother & Dad had a huge argument. Over what? Over the Television volume is too loud after 11pm. -_____- Stoopid right? My brother talked back towards my Dad, then they started shouting at each other. I was in the room, & was about to go out when i heard a heated argument. So i didn't went out. Hah. Then i heard that my Dad punched my Brother. My brother shouted. "KNNCB!!" twice at my Dad. Gosh! Later, my brother locked himself in the room. So i went out & ate the supper that my parents bought for us. My adekk told me that they almost hit each other, & my mum had to stop them. Pfffft ~ My Mum went into my brother's room, when she came out, she was in tears. My adekk & i just kept quiet & eat. Hah. Later we all went to bed. :DDD Funny you know. My brother & Dad never had such a fight before. My brother was nuts then. Hah. Then at 11+, Ayun messaged me. Saying he misses me & all. Pffft ~ I asked about his results, he didn't tell me but he said he took it already & now hes waiting for some letter. Hmmm. Idk lahh ehh. Then i told hym i'm too tired to text with hym, anything message tomorrow. He replied this..

; Okay Syg, love u & one more things, plz dont leave me kay. Dah lah, tkyah reply, gy tdo, gdnyte.

Surprised oi ! Hah. We'll see kay. (: I can move on anytyme, unlike .. Hmmm. Won't leave you, for the tyme being. Till here people, wanna watch movie. Toodles ~

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on Friday, December 26, 2008, 8:59 PM

Today work was super tired!! Argghh!! Those people are really stubborn you know. Typical singaporeans, pfffft ~ Anyway, Effendy worked today!! Hehe. Now we're begininng to talk lyke before, i lyke. [[: Hes so cute lahh, & his bod.. Whoo!! Tklehh tahan arhh. :D Hes so tanned, aku suke oi ! Kay2, enough. (: After work, went to eat KFC, again, with Ayeen & Zamir. After that, i walked home alone. Mum & Dad went for some dinner thing, now I'm stuck here with my two brothers. -____- Tomorrow, will be working with Ayeen again. :DD Boleh tengok Effendy. Yay! :DD Toodles people ~

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on , 10:29 AM

Wednesday night at 11.20pm, went to watched Ip Man at Century Square with my family. At first i didn't think much about the movie, but after watching, i realized its an inspiring movie, it was great! Hah. I want to learn Chinese martial Arts now. Hah, fake. :DD On Thursday, celebrated Christmas with my family & relatives. In the afternoon, my family & I went to Raffles Place. Dad bought me a black Levi's watch. (: Happy lahh seii. Actually i wanted my Adidas one, but the shop didn't have the colour i wanted. So yahh. Hah. Then Dad went to buy my Mum her Antiprima Bag which cost $459!! Gosh. Mine's only $100+. Hah. Ohh well. As for my two borthers, they haven't really decided what they wanted, a PS3 OR XBOX 360. -____- They're sharing it lahh. Hah. After shopping, we headed for my Grams house. My Aunt cooked lots of yummy food! Loved it. From spaghetti, to pumpkin soup, to lasagne, to salad & some chicken thingy. Hah. Then we stayed there till 10pm, after that we exchanged gifts! When we got home, we quickly opened up the gifts, as usual, couldn't wait -____- , hah. Well, i got two mugs, an Espirit Shirt, a Diesel Watch.. Yupps, thats all. Hah. This year is pathetic. But nevermind, i like the mug. ((: After that its off to bed. At around 2am, someone called me. Its some number i didn't know. Then i messaged the person asking who it was. Guess who? Khairul Anwar Bin Osman ; Ayun. -____-

Ayun ; Ni i lahh, Botak.. I rindu u.
Me ; -____- Abeh? Kite skrg kan cume kawan je? Nie nombor saper nie? Mane u menghilang ehh?
Ayun ; Psl u ckp mcm gyni? Klau u ckp gyni i tkleh buat apape, just rememeber the promise we made together kay. I love you. Btw, i baru kluar dri hospital.
Me ; Kay, i mntk maaf. Abeh u menghilang gy mane ntahh, i pikir u tknk i lagy pe. I msg2 u, tnye i maseh ngn u ker tk, abeh tk reply. Tros i ingtkn kite dah tkder pape arh. U sndiri tau i tknk break pe, tpi u buat mcm gyni, org mane tk binget kanns. Hmmm. Tgk arh, msk hospital pon i tk tau seii.
Ayun ; okay lahh, u tkmo bimbang psl i kay, i cuma kene rembat jek. Apape sim card i dah okay, i msg u kay. Tkmo nangis2 psl i kay, i love you kay. Kay lahh, i nk tdo, apape i msg u. If you miss me, just look at the moon. (:

This was our conversation, through message though. So all along, he didn't read my messages i sent to hym, about the breaking up & whether i'm still with hym or not. Gosh, what stupidity. Not hym, but me. I was over sensitive, over reacting. But what you expect, can't blame me right? Hes the one who disappear into thin air, & now suddenly he popped out of nowhere. -___- He went into hospital also i didn't know. Complete crap right? Omg, i'm so confused. Meaning, we've never broken up in the first place? Arrgghhh!! Thank god actually. :DD Guess everythings fine now? I doubt so lahh. Since he has so much nonsense up his sleeves. Pffft ~

Anyway, later will be working foam pit duty with Ayeen. Yay! Toodles ~

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on Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 10:31 AM

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Your love for me came as a waterfall
Flowin' inside me like never before
Your love for me, somethin' I didn't see
But baby, I know better now
When you walk in the room that very night

A special feelin' just burst inside
It was only you, nobody else
But baby, I know better now

Don't wanna love you if you don't love me
Don't wanna need you when you won't need me too
Don't wanna tell you this now, but it wouldn't be right
If I didn't tell you this tonight

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

And now you're back inside my house again
I'm tryin' deeper to explain
'Cause baby, I wanna get it on
And baby, you're the one for me
But now that I have got you all alone

After all this talkin' on the phone
I should be strong, there's nothing wrong
I'll tell you this is where you belong, where you belong

Don't wanna love you if you don't love me
Don't wanna need you when you won't need me too
Don't wanna tell you this now, but it wouldn't be right
If I didn't tell you this tonight
Don't wanna love you if you don't love me

Don't wanna need you when you won't need me too
Don't wanna tell you this now, but it wouldn't be right
If I didn't tell you this tonight

It was just something in your eyes
That made me realize
But now I hear voices deep inside
Tellin' me, tellin' me

Don't wanna love you if you don't love me
Don't wanna need you when you won't need me too
Don't wanna tell you this now, but it wouldn't be right
If I didn't tell you this tonight
Don't wanna love you if you don't love me

Don't wanna need you when you won't need me too
Don't wanna tell you this now, but it wouldn't be right
If I didn't tell you this tonight

Nahh, this song lyrics is for you dude! Hah!

Anyway, will be meeting Zamir at 11.30pm, go school & take my new booklist. After that we'll be going to work. Training was cancelled, hah. Thank god, i could carry on sleeping. [: Well, till here. Toodles ~

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on Tuesday, December 23, 2008, 9:17 PM

Today worked with Ayeen, was great. Though it was pretty tiring. Didn't see that guy who called me his love, so disappointed. Hah. Nvrmind. [[: Tomorrow perhaps? Hah. Anyway, that Fad guy disturbed me again, he even hit me with his towel. Hes super lame sial. Hmmm. Whatever.. Today Zulhilmi worked, so i asked for ciggs. Thank god he gave me two for free. Hah. Dah lame tak isap dokk, gian seii. Hah. After work, went home. Ohh yahh, tomorrow will be having training in the morning. I hope all of my girls will turn up. Pfffft ~ If not, hah! After soccer will be going for work. This week have to work more, cause must replace Aizad as hes unable to work. Tomorrow gonna get booklist as well! Yay! Hah. Well, till here. Toodles ~

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on , 10:19 AM

Regulations of this quiz is:- People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by them- Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.- These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.- Continue this game by sending it to other people.
Tagged by: Rahidah
Q: If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
; i want to be happy, i want to have a new handphone & a new lease of life. (:
Q: Have you ever think negative things about the person you love but in the end it turn out to be the other way round?
; ermm, guess not. hah.
Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
; yupps, kind of. sighh..
Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?
; nopes, no one can change me, accept that. (:
Q: Do you belief in Love?
; not at the moment.
Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
; till he realizes i've always been there.
Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
; heck care lorr.
Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
; yupps, that jerk leave me suffering alone.
Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
; not always, it depends lahh.
Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
; ermm, yeahh. i guess hes out already. hah!
Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
; my friends, family & my nenek. (:
Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
; yupps, definitely. [:
Q: Are you happy with your life?
; average arhh.
Q: Would you give your all in a relationship?
; at first, i decided to. but now, i won't.
Q: What type of friends do you like?
; friends whom i can trust & be there for me when i need them.
Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change?
; yupps, everything. :D
Q: What will you look at first when you first set eye on a girl/guy?
; his eyes, his physique & his attitude.
Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
; kill him. [:
people that SHOULD do this quiz ;
(1)Ayishaa
(2)Tassya
(3)AdekWani
(4)Suhaila
(5)Shabby
Hello! On Sunday i didn't replace Ayeen, :DD I went out with my family to VivoCity. [: My Mum bought me a new Forever 21 Wallet, & a River Island Skinnies. ((: Happy lahh dokk! They never buy me anything for so long already. Hah. Kay2, then yesterday i worked with Zamir at foam pit. Wahliaw, really dislike the crowd lorr. Instead of lining up properly, they call cut the queue. Lyke cb sial. Sume tktau tunggu taws, so impatient. Haiyoo. Annoying sial. Grrr. That stupid Fad annoyed me again!! I don't understand whats up with hym seii. Then got this lifeguard, whose name i don't know :DD, was doing his duty at Ular-Lar at the top there. & from the top, he shouted, " SAYANG!! SAYANG KU! I LOVE YOU!!". Gosh, i'm stunned siaa. Almost eveyone heard. Hah. Malu siols. Then i just shout back the same arhh, but i didn't shout that i loved hym arh. Hah. Tapi, dier pon cute jugak arhh. I want to know his name! Hah. I'll find out soon. (: Anyway, after work i went home alone as Zamir's meeting Ridhwan. Today, will be replacing Aizad, & i'm working foam pit with Ayeen! Yay! Dah lama tak keje sama2 ngan dier seii. Hah. So i guess i'll stop here. [: Toodles ~
Finally, its over between us.
Your silent treatment shows everything,
goes to show i mean nothing to you anymore.
Doesn't really matter anyway,
i've moved on, so should you.
I realize i still can live without a boyfriend,
& i don't need you, neither do you need me.
All those promises you made are complete lies as well,
i never trusted you that much in the first place.
For now, you're gonna be my last.
That's it. Get a life.

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on Sunday, December 21, 2008, 10:42 AM

Hello (: Yesterday worked with Aizad. Was pretty tired. Hah. Some of the kids & parents really pissed me off, once again. Gosh, trying to get them out of the foam pit was super hard. Sighh. Don't understand simple englishh seii. Hah. Anyway, Effendy worked yesterday. But we didn't even spoke cause i didn't even want to look at hym. Pffft ~ Aku tak heran lahh ehh. Alamakk. Then that Fad, wahliaw ehh, super annoying. Don't understand why he enjoy irritating me siols. Everywhere he see me, mesti nak gurau nyer. Hmmm. Tapi dier pon gerek jugak arhh. :DD After work we went to Macs. Gosh, i've been eating junk food for a whole week. Hah! Aku mane kisah punyer, gemuk pon okaay pe, betol tak? Hah. Gy mampos. Pffft ~ After that, we meet Khai Mickey at Burger King there, then later i went home. (:
Niari Ayeen keje, tapi dier demam. Abeh dier nak aku take over, nak ker tak nak arh?? Aku betol2 nyer malas lahh seii.. Grrrr. Tapi dapat duit jugak. Tu yang best lahh. Maybe i go work later arhh. Hah.
My Super Duper Fares & my Metta Rizal is going to Ite. Sighh.. They're my ex boyfriends who became my greatest friends who i can count on, though they enjoy annoying me. -____- I'm so gonna miss you both, i just can't imagine the class without you both. Though I'm not really close to you guys, i still love you lyke my best guy friends. Really. I will never forget you guys, i hope you guys wont too. [: I know you both did well already, its okayy. No matter where you guys are, my heart will always be with you. Don't you forget me! Hah.

My dearest Edaah & Seri Yusreen.. I know you both did well too, but since you have to go to Ite, please do work hard. I will never forget you girls. Though we used to be bestfriends my dear Seri, but now we're just normal friends, i still love & care for you. I wanted you to do well, i guess you didn't study hard enough. Its okayy alright? No matter what happens, you're still somone i care for. & Edaah, though i only get close to you this year, you've been a really great partner in class. I really enjoy the laughters we shared, & the gossips we spoke. :D I love you lyke a great sister, any problems you can come find me. I promise in my heart, never will i forget you both. Takecare girls. Ily. (:
Toodles ~

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on Saturday, December 20, 2008, 10:29 AM



Watched Twilight with Azura ; Baby yesterday. &&, it was awsome!! Hah. Edward Cullen was really hot. *melts* Though he may look alittle scary, but hes still so sweet & romantic in the movie. Hes dreamy eyes caught my attention as well. Sighh.. I lyke the part where he risked his lyfe to save Bella, & eventhough hes a vampire, Bella still wants to be with hym forever & always. Isn't that sweet? If i were her, obviously i won't mind either. Hes so protective & sweet, what do you expect? Hah. Furthermore, hes a hotstuff oi. :DD Now, i raise my standards in guys. I would date any guy whose almost exactly lyke hym. (: If not, i'd rather stay single. Hah! Macam paham ehh. Kay, so jyeahh, you people should go watch it. Its really touching. i even cried. Its good for couples. Hah. Now go watch! Anyway, yesterday meet Azura under my block at 1.30pm, then we walked to Ehub. We ate Macs, then went to buy tickets then slacked till 4.30pm. Then we entered the theatre. Bumped into Jamie & Khai Bapak. Hah. After the movies, i went home. I just can't get this Edward Cullen guy off my mind sial. Gosh. Anyway, will be working foam pit with Aizad later. Work starts at 1pm. Sighh. Its gonna be boring. Hah. Ohh well, nvrmind. Hope Yazid's at work. [: Toodles ~

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on Friday, December 19, 2008, 9:44 AM

Hellooooooooooooo. Guess what people? I'm going Sec5!! Hah. Actually, i can go higher nitec, take the sports management course. But Tassya's going Sec5 as well, so i guess i'll go lorr. Yesterday went to eat KFC with Tassya, Carolyn & Diyanah. After that, Fares & JaJal meet us. Then Arthur. At 1.30pm, we went to school. Ya know what, boys with dyed hair or long hair cannot go in, while girls with dyed hair also cannot. Goshh, pissed off siaa! Then we waited for Khai Bapak to come with the black hair spray, then we sprayed & all. Then went it. Realized that those who haven't pay the school fees cannot take the results. Wahliaw, then make me even more pissed off lorr!! Merepek taws. Cb btol. But, in the end, we can take a photocopy of our results lahh. I took mine, then took my Brother's one. I scored 7pts, so unbelievable right? Hah. Here are my results...
  • English - Two
  • Combined Humanities - Three
  • Mathematics - Five
  • Combined Science - Four
  • Art - Two
  • Chinese - Four
  • Chinese Orals - Pass

See, pass all you know. Hah. :DDD Damn surprised & happy seii. Well, my brother's going ITE lahh, thats for sure. I just couldn't believe i passed my Maths. Really damn weird ehh. Hah. Well, my hardwork paid off. (: Now, i can play another year for my soccer team. Era, the Number 7 jersey is still mine ehh. (: When i arrived home yesterday, Azzli, Sahil & Hakim were at my house. All of them, including my brother were all so excited about their results. They went to apply immediately through the computer. Hah. The three boys also psycho me to go Higher Nitec, its much better & faster. Well, its true actually. I don't want to regret going to Sec5 like how KakJae regretted. Haizz.. But, i want an O level cert, so i guess i'll just give it a try. [: When my parents came home at night, we told them our results. Though my brother's going to ITE, he still did quite well & passed 4 subjects. [: My parents were surprised but proud as well. Hah. Guess next year it'll be a tough year for me, & i've to really focused. I don't want any distractions or whatsoever. Relationships might not be needed as well. [: Anyway, will be going to school in half an hour's tyme to pay the school fees & get my actual results. Submitting the Sec5 application form as well. I'm not semangat, but its better to do things fast, ehh? I'm glad many of my closefriends passed & did well. Congrats to you guys & girls. [: Later going out to meet Azura! Yay, finally seii. Hah. Will be watching Twilight with her. (: Toodles ~

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on Thursday, December 18, 2008, 9:43 AM

Hello! [[: Gonna receive N level results in about 4hrs tyme. Omg, Omg!! Hah. Well, if i end up in ITE, this are the courses that i'm mainly interested in. I dislike those courses that had to do with mechanics, engineering & worse, anything that got to do with MATH. Hah!
  • Nitec in Fitness Training - ITE Clementi
  • Nitec in Hair Fashion & Design - ITE Simei
  • Nitec in Nursing - ITE Simei
  • Higher Nitec in Business Studies (Sport Management) - ITE Simei
  • Higher Nitec in Early Childhood Education - ITE Bedok

You know, to me, being able to go sec5 has its advantages & disadvantages. Going to ITE, its also the same. Well, you see..

Sec5 advantages

  1. Being able to take O levels.
  2. Still can see your old friends.
  3. Still can play one more year for my soccer team.

Disadvantages

  1. Will be seeing the same people again. -____-
  2. The syllabus for all subjects is getting difficult.
  3. My studies might drop, as my math & science ain't good.
  4. Lastly, i'll get depressed. :DD

ITE advantages

  1. Learn new things.
  2. Meet new people.
  3. Won't have to study anything much in what we study in sec school. :D
  4. Move on & lead a new life. [ cheyy, wtf ?? ]

Disadvantages

  1. Might not be in the same school as your close sec school friends.
  2. HAVE TO make new friends.
  3. Learning new things is also something difficult.

See, so many things right? Its all in my opinion okay. Hah. Anyway, later meeting Tassya first at whitesands. Go makan. :DD Then head for school. I also have to go take my brother's N level results as well. Hes hair is lyke almost blonde, so he thinks that hes unlikely to be able to get into school, furthermore, hes plain lazy lahh. Hah. Ms Chin just called me, told me i haven't paid the school fees. $441.50. -____- Ohh well, i'll pay up soon.

Ohh yahh, boifyy called last night. Apologized to me. Wait, i doubt he even knows what wrong did he do lorr. Hmmm. Whatever arhh. He said he needs to cool off for awhile, meaning he needs to be by hymself for now. -___- Does that mean break up? Well, technically, no. Right? Idk lahh ehh. Doesn't matter. Hes not even sure if hes going to take his results today or not. Damn weird.

Till here then, will update again tomorrow. Toodles ~

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on Wednesday, December 17, 2008, 8:26 PM

Heyy Earthlings. Daddy bought a new computer, & I'm using it now. Hah. Anyway, its 20 inch wide. Hah. Kay2, enough. Ohh yahh, tomorrow is N level results day, I'm effing scared !!! Omg, Omg. Sigh.. I'm wondering what i will achieve, feeling so afraid what the outcome might be. I know, definitely, there will be people crying about their results. Hah. Ohh well, its natural. Can't wait to meet my friends as well. [[:

Anyway, today had training in the morining. 11 girls turned up, wow, really surprised. Hah. Just cause i told them if they never come, the chalet will be cancelled. Hahaha. :DD But i'm happy that they came. [[: Thanks girls. So after training, showered & headed for downtown's KFC. After that, went home & followed my adekk to Loyang Pri to buy his Pri6 books. Sighh.. Years pass so fast jyeahh. Hmmm.

Things are definitely not going well between me & boifyy, doesn't matter anymore. I can't tolerate further either, things will be over soon, but cannot guarantee though. If my old Khai doesnt comes back, then things will definitely change, between us. I've had enough, you're not the Khai i used to know & you're not the Khai that used to dote & love me. You're a complete changed person, & i've had it. Enough is enough. I don't care if you read this or not, i still want to say my piece. Because of you, i've been having sleepless nights & i've no mood to talk or entertain anyone. I'm not blaming you, but myself. I've been too softhearted. I'm independant enough, & i realize its okay to be single, thats for sure. Without a boifyy, i can still live. [: Just that, i can't help but still love you. Thats my mistake too. I wanna see how long you're gonna carry on this way, & how long i can tolerate. I've been happy with you so far, but everything is crashing down, because you're different already. I'm not the only whose noticed that. Thanks for everything though.


Well you see, love is fragile. Anything can happen, & things happens for a reason. Being in a r'ship is really vulnerable. I've been in that trap, & i'm trying to escape from it. But i'm still persevering on because i love the person who i fell hardest for. Toodles people. Will update soon.

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1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someone's eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into their eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
; Looking into someone's eyes when I'm telling someone how i feel.
2. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
; because i realized boifyy is changing, a lot.
3. What if you will die in 3 minutes, last call to whom?
; boifyy, my bestfriends.
4. What if you have 3months to live?
(a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
; perhaps, perhaps not?
(b) What do you do with your remaining days?
; idk, spent time with my closed ones.
(c) Would you be afraid?
; i don't think so.
5. You can have one of the following things two things, trust/love?
; trust, please!
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time, you get fired. Do you save the dog?
; erm, if there are other people on the streets, i would ask someone to save it. [:
7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other, do you tell him/her?
; guess not. hah.
8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life.. Do you do it?
; yupps.
9. Are you the kind of friend that you want to have as a friend?
; yesssssssssssssss. :D
10. Does sex = Love?
; Hell no way !
11. When & how was the last time you told someone how you feel?
; yesterday night. spill everything out lor.
12. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
; tell them that i don't love them ofcourse.
13. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
; well, idk. hah.
14. Romantic love ; when was the last time you told someone you loved them? & you meant it?
; yesterday night.
15. If you had to go back in time & change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets", what would you change?
; nothing actually. because i don't turn back to the past.
16. Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, & you hear someone around outside your window. What do you do?
; call a friend. (:
17. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
; Maybe Not. Hah.
18. You are holding on to your grandmother's dying hand & the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of the cliff. You have to let go of one to save the other, which one would it be?
; My Grandmother please. I can't live without her. So yahh.
19. Are you old fashioned?
; Nahhh, maybe not.
20. If you could do anything OR wish for anything, what would it be?
; I want to have happiness.


This survey is really, really interesting. Don't you think? Anyway, I'm not sure what i would be doing today. Boifyy has been a BIG disappointment. HUGE, GIGANTIC, ENORMOUS, MASSIVE disappointment. I trust what Pendek say, but I'm not sure if i could trust boifyy any further. Did you really steal? You're getting from bad to worse, my dear. Why? Why?? Why do i have to go through all this crap? Shit? I've been tolerating all this while, I'm not sure if i still could or not. Sighh. Knowing that you go to work with girls, whoa, that tore my heart apart. Maybe you really do have another scandal? Idk, idk, idk ! Bullshit man. If you want freedom, if you don't mean anything you say at all, what for carry on together, right or not? You've changed, you're a complete changed dude. You forget about your real friends, to makes matter worse, you forget me. Hah. I wanted to meet you today, but you have to work till 12pm. So what? If you don't wanna meet at all, tell me! Gosh. It doesn't matter to me. I'm used to it already. I'm tired of love, I'm tired of everything, i just don't understand what is love lahh. All i want is happiness, is it that difficult? After this love, i'm gonna take a break. Now, i don't even know if boifyy's meeting me or not. Sighh. Malas, Malas, Malas. Moody, Moody, Moody. Toodles earthlings.

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on Monday, December 15, 2008, 12:58 PM

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Well, i believe in this. [:


Heyy people. Sorry didn't post for 2days, was really busy. Anyway, on Friday, i got to know that Boifyy left home. Khairul Pendek told me, & thanks a lot, really. Or not, i wouldn't have known hes already away from home for 2 weeks! Then, that night i texted hym, & he called me. He explain to me what happened. Basically, he had a heated argument with his Dad. & so he left home. I can't elaborate what the argument was about, because its his personal life ehh. Hehe. Then i was told from Pendek that boifyy's Mum wants to call the police. I told boifyy that, & he said it doesn't matter, because most to most, he ends up in Boys Home. -___- Gosh, that sentence made me cry, hard ! Hah. I was silent on the phone after he said that, & he told me i need not worry about hym, & he promise he'll takecare of hymselves. Guess he comforted me cause after awhile i laughed. -____- Hah. Anyway, Pendek wanted me to persuade hym, & ask hym to go home. Well, i really tried persuading hym to go home quick, i spoke to hym in a worried tone :DDD , but to no avail. He insist on staying at his friend's place at Yishun. Omg! Yishun siakk. Brape pehh jauh siols. Hmmph. Boifyy assured that he loves me, well, i guess he does. Wait, i don't know lehh. ]: Hah. Maybe we'll meet soon. We'll see. Hmmm. Its been 3 weeks since we meet. Long ehh? Cb btol. At least I'm patient enough. Hah.


On Saturday, i worked as Park Host. But as there is an Active Aging Carnival, 4 park host has to come down. JR, Melvyn, Sally & Me. I worked with JR at Escape Theme Park, while Melvyn worked with Sally at WWW. We had a booth at ETP, where we teach kids how to twist balloons, or we can twist balloons for them. Then at 1pm, we went for break. After that we carried on. JR is really annoying, hes such an irritant. Hah. He kept disturbing me, & he kept talking to hymself. -___- But hes really great in twisting balloon, he has such a talent at it, seriously. I'm really impressed. So, during our work, i kept asking hym to twist balloons that kids asked for which i don't know how to twist. Hah. Then he say i bully hym, & he called me "boss". =.= After work, i waited for Ayeen & Aizad. They had foam pit duty, so they ended later. Then we went for dinner at KFC. Jae served us! Hahaha!



Sunday, i was out with my family the whole day. Went to Rendezvous Hotel in the afternoon for lunch, their Nasi Padang was .. Awesome!! Hah. Really loved it. *drool* Kay2, enough. Then we went to Funan IT Mall, Dad bought a new computer. So this Laptop I'm using, hes taking it back. ]: Ohh well. After which, we went to Parkway Parade to buy X'mas gifts for my close relatives. Bought a lot of things. So tired out. Then we had dinner at some German Restaurant, next we went to the supermarket to get our necessities [ is it the correct word ? ]. Then went home.



Today, had training in the morning. As it was drizzling, we couldn't use the field, so as not to ruin it. So we did a lot of fitness. Run 6 rounds around the school, skipped ropes, step ups, & ladder work. Omg, my legs are hurting. Sighh. Well, thats all for today. Won't be doing muchh arhh. So jyeahh. [:
&&, Thanks Fiqq, for telling me the whole story about Boifyy .. Appreciate it. I only trust you both as his real friends. Hah. Do persuade boifyy to go home aitez, counting on you. ((: Anyway, won't be posting for 2-3 days, cause new computer arrives on Thursday only. -___- So, have to fix it up & all. :DD &&, we'll be receiving N level results on Thursday as well !! Aarggh, I'm so scared. Hah. * heart beats faster *. Wish me luck. Well, till here, toodles ~


Maybe Fiqq's right,
you've changed.
I want the old you back.
Period.

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on Friday, December 12, 2008, 11:33 AM

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Its the simple things you do that hurts my feelings. How can someone make me so sad, but yet i still want them to stay? Don't make empty promises anymore, please. Its worthless. How do we reverse the chemistry? Chances are fading, my patients running too. This love has taken away all of my energy. I'm tired, really tired. Feel like shutting my eyes & never waking up again.


Well Hello People. Yesterday went to the dentist in the morning, dentist took out my stitches, now its way easier for me to eat. :D After that, went to my grams house. At 12.30pm, went off to work. -___- Had to do foam pit duty with Zamir. Hah. Was pretty boring. Sleepy. Restless. As there was a heavy downpour, there were lesser people. By 5.15pm, there was no one in the foam pit. Woohooooo! Hah. So we kinda slacked till 5.55pm, then reported to DM for permission to stand down foam pit. Then we head for the showers. There was this lifeguard, i don't know his name, he called me darling, when i wanted to go to the toilet. Zamir was my witness. Then in the locker room, another lifeguard overheard me speaking Malay to Zamir, so he questioned if i was Malay or Chinese, I told him I'm a Chinese. He said thats unbelievable. -___- Then after showering, we were about to leave, then that lifeguard sang out aloud " Love, please don't go..", in Malay though. I ignored him & left. We then headed for the Class Pit. Well, i got to admit, its pretty.. Pathetic. BUT..... At least i managed to meet my classmates! Thats what I'm yearning for. So i hugged Arthur, Fares, Liyana, Shamira .. Hah. Why Shamira's still short, lyke before. Grow taller, little midget! Hahaha. Joking, joking. Fares hugged me so tight i couldn't breathe. Haha. Then they ask me to follow them go buy cigarettes. Guess what? They wanted to go to the toilets instead. -____- So i had to wait outside for them. Grrrr. I only ate hot dogs at the pit, because thats what I'm interested in only. I guess everyone there, especially Adam & Rizal, plus Ibrahim, were pretty annoyed with me, cause i kept asking for hot dogs. :DDD Sorry guys. Hot dogs are awesome you know! So, Ibrahim spared me two ciggs, & i halfed with AbgAlfian. Rais was at the pit too. [: Still hot as ever. *melts* Kay, stop it. Its past. Hmmm. So at 9pm, i went home with AbgAlfian. We walked home. He wanted to pick up Nadee from tuition, near my place there. So we chatted along the way home.
Nadee, please treasure Alfian, hes a great boyfriend, i swear.. Don't argue too muchh jyeahh. Reached home at 9.30pm, showered again, then went to bed. Sorry Shaa, didn't pick up your calls. Was too tired, & moody. So sorry. Call me once you're back in Singapore aitez. Have a safe trip & do take care. Miss you..


Won't be doing anything today, i've no appetite to eat either. I'm too restless & moody. So yahh. People, don't text me either, anything call me. My prepaid's running low, & i can't be bothered to topup anytyme soon. So sorry. &&, i want my pay for November!!! Aarrggh!! KNNCB!! Will be working tomorrow from 10am to 6pm. So won't be posting. Goodbye.


Bi, balek rumahh arhh. Jangan buat hal arhh. Mak you dah risau, skrg you nak i risau. You nie dah knape..? I plak skrg kene srh you balek rumahh. I pikir you dah balek rumahh dah, dpt tau you tak balek for 2weeks. Asal ehh? I hope i can brainwash you to go home. Can't believe i only get to know today. Grrrr.

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on Wednesday, December 10, 2008, 11:07 AM

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SHAA!! You're a year older now, be more matured & live your life to the fullest, alright? You've been a wonderful friend all this while, advising me, encouraging me, really appreciate it. I'm sorry though, i couldn't make it to your Birthday Party. Suppose to go with Pantat, but i couldn't get out of the house. So sorry darlx! Since you're 15, I'm sure you know how to make the right decisions for yourself, & don't live your life because of others, but for yourselves okay? Although we can't be as close as before, you're still my great girlfriend, always & forever, thats a promise babe. I'm telling you, that guy has moved on, you should to jyeahh? Don't stay at the past, learn to move on to the future. Isn't there a great guy who wants you so much? Go for it babe! Love you!
Its been 3months only.. Seems lyke 3years, really. Anyway, HAPPY 3MONTHSARY baby! Being with you has made my life filled with lots of happiness, though there are some times which I'm disappointed in you which caused a lot of unhappiness in me. I don't know if I'm right or not, but you seemed to be different than before. I want my old Khairul back. No matter what happens, you know I will definitely love you, thats a promise I'm assure of. But those promises you made, can you really fulfill them? All i want between us is trust & happiness, is it hard? No, i don't think so. Everything i do, i would let you know. I don't hide anything, whats the point anyway? I trust you, a lot, don't disappoint me. Throughout this 3months, we've not officially argued :D , I'm wondering if thats a good thing or not. Anyway, i guess I'm being too patient & tolerant. Ohh well, the power of love. Hah! You said you'll change, you said you won't be the Casanova you were once before, prove it to me, & those who think you're just a sweet talker. [: Well, you know how muchh i despise sweet talkers, hope you're not really one of them. You promised, you will take care of me, forever, we'll see. [: I don't expect anything. We'll just wait & see the outcome jyeahh. I love you, forever & always.

Okay, won't be doing anything much today. Have to stay home. -___- Later i guess i'll be playing the PS2 all day. Hah. Tomorrow I'm gonna take out the stitches ! Aaaahhhh ! I'm afraid i can't eat.. Grrrr. I'll try to come for the Pit jyeahh, i miss you girls alot. Well, till here. Toodles ~
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on Tuesday, December 9, 2008, 11:46 AM

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This fool is just curious. :DD

Helloooooooooo!! [[: Anyway, woke up early today, had to run some errands for Mum -__- . Went to the market, bought the tomatoes & the chilli she wanted. Went to collect Dad's Shirt at the laundromat, then bought milk & strawberry yogurt drink home. So, now I'm here, with nothing to do. Stoopid MSN is kinda screwed up, now have to use Ebuddy. Lameshit.


Baby always goes MIA. Whats up with that?
You know what i miss about you..?

  1. The way you always insist of hugging me.
  2. The way you always gives me that adorable & pity look on your face, pouts your lips & expects me to kiss em'. -__-
  3. The way you always sing those meaningful songs to me *melts* :D, even though i ask you to stop it.
  4. The way you always make me laugh, be it on the phone, or when we're together.
  5. Lastly, the way you always express your feelings, to assure me.
You said you're at home & all, then why can't you text me, i have to text you? How am i suppose to know when you're busy, & when you're not?? I'm always feeling paranoid, though i know its not needed. -__- . Just realize that certain guys are really petty & egoistic[not anyone in particular], I'm not lyke those girls out there, who can't live without a guy, or whatsoever.. But for my case, i know i can't live without Baby & best guyfriends.. Other than that, it doesn't really matter. I'm sick & tired of all these craps jyeahh. I need my Arthur, so badly. Grrrr. Till here, people. Toodles ~

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on Monday, December 8, 2008, 5:44 PM

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Kids, don't try this. Haha! :DD


1. The person who tagged you is ?
Ayishaa!

2. Your relationship with him/her ?
My great listener, my great friend whom i can count on. [:

3. Your 5 impression of him/her ?
Funny, Loving, Sweet, Forgiving & Honest [:

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
Ermm, always giving me advices & stuff.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you ?
Entahh ehkk. Hehe.

6. If he/she become your lover, you will ?
Siow arhh? We're straight girls. (:

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
Wth. -__-

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
Never will be enemies, how can siols? Hah.

9. If he/she dies, you will ?
Mourn, Cry.. Can't believe i lose a great friend.

10. What is it you want to tell he/she now ?
Forget about hym, move on babe. (:

11. Your overall impression of he/she ?
Awesome!! (:

12. How do you think people around you will feel ?
Why should i care?

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
Happy-Go-Lucky, Patient, Love to joke & irritate others. [[:

14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?
Ermm, too forgiving, too sensitive & paranoid, fickle-minded. -__-

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
no ideal person, its just, me, myself & i, okay?

16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them.
Terima Kasih okay? -__-

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.-

1. Tassya
2. Hudaa
3. Ayishaa
4. Adekwani
5. Azri
6. Nadee
7. Nieza
8. Shabby
9. Suhaila
10. Ziey

18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
AbangArifian !! ((:

19.Is no.9 a male or a female?
Female. -__-

20.If no 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Gosh, never will it work out. Siow arhh. Haha.

21.What is no.2 studying all about?
Her stuff at school lorr.

22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3?
Chat?? In what way..?

23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
ermm, ntahh ehkk. :D

24.Does no.1 have any siblings?
yupps, 2. (:

25.Will you woo no.3?
nooooooooooo. siow arhh? hahahaha!

26.How about 7?
nopes. we're good soccer mates. (:

27.Is no.4 single?
nopes. i think she with luqman.

28.What is the surname of no.5?
moffe lorr. hehe!

29.What is the hobby of no.10?
photography, & she lykes drawing! (:

30.Does no.5 & 9 get along?
i doubt they know each other.

31.Where is no.2 studying at?
ermm, Siglap .

32.Talk about something for no.1?
besties forever & ever & ever . never will we part . (:

33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8 ?
:DD Nopes. We're great soccer mates, thats it.

34.Where does no.9 live in?
Pasir ris, near Meridian Pri.

35.What colour does no.4 likes?
Thats easy, Pink lorr! :DD Btol takk?

36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends?
No. -__-

37.Does no.1 have any pets?
Nopes.

38.Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Shes awesome, thats that. [:

39.What is no.10 doing now?
ntahh ehkk.

Okay, Ayishaa asked me to do this quiz. So, i did. [: Anyway, yesterday went out with family to City Plaza, had Arnold's Chicken for lunch. Omg, their Fried Chicken's WAY better than KFCs, seriously! Even though i didn't eat much because of my stitches -__- , my Mum peeled some of the meat for me, so that i could chew easier. They have more variety of food as well ! They served potatoes in different methods.. from wedges, to criss cut, to the normal ones, & mashed one. Hahaha! But they are not found anywhere in S'pore, means they don't have much franchise. -__- Pathetic ehh? I really recommend it to those chicken lovers! Hah. Mum bought new slippers for me & adekk, she bought many snacks home too. Its getting easier for me to chew, I think I'm getting used to it. I hope the swelling subsides, I'll try to come for your bday partay this Wednesday, okay Shaa? && theres my Class pit, i doubt I'll can make it. Cause before i come, i have an appointment at the dental clinic, to take out the stitches. Mum says if it hurts & i can't eat, its best i don't go. So... Yahh.. Well, didn't go anywhere today. Haha. &&, Selamat Hari Raya Haji !!! ((: Till here, toodles ~


You just don't love me.
Admit it ..

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on Saturday, December 6, 2008, 2:18 PM

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Aren't this "condoms" cute? Imagine if these flavours exist. Haha! :DD It'll be effing cool jyeahh? Hah. I lyke the KFC one. :DD Anyway, didn't do muchh today. Boredd lyke hell. Can't go for epfc training, cause my left cheek is swollen, haven't subside yet. -__- Then, cause of the swollen & the pain, i fell sick. -__- Stupidd right? Nvrmind lahh. Sabar aje. I'm suppose to work, but i told my manager that i can't leave the house for a whole week, he got disappointed. -__- Wait till I'm better, I'll begin work as per normal yeahh. Sorryyyyyy... Then i don't know if i will recover fast or not, & my swelling will disappear by next week or not. I want to go Shaa's bday party! ]: &&, on the 11Nov got clas BBQ pit. Wahlau ehh. Bingit siols. Nnty pergi pon tklehh makan, mcm babi ehkk? *rolls eyes* Sighh.. Ohh well, maybe i just go & slack with them, need not eat lahh. But girls, i only go when my swelling subsided taws! Hehehe. I wanna meet my girls, AbgArifian & Arthur as well. Hmmm. Wonder, if Rais going or not..... >.<


4 more days to

3monthsary.. [:

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on Friday, December 5, 2008, 11:23 AM

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:DDDD Hello! I doubt I'll be able to go out for a week, my left cheek is kind of lyke swollen. ): Because of the surgery i had yesterday, & it still hurts ofcourse. Last night, i didn't even had dinner. I can't really open my mouth to eat. Hmmm. I can't eat anything spicy nor hard. Grrrr. Fed up siaa. Hmmm. Ohh well, have to bear with it then. I'm doing nothing much today as well, so I'll be just slacking at home.. -__-

Boifyy, I miss you, i really, really do..
It doesn't matter if you call me or not,
i understand that you're busy, so nvrmind..
But I wanna meet you, soon..
Even during yesterdays surgery,
i thought about you..
I need your hug & comfort to soothe my pain..
5 more days baby,
3monthsary.. Iloveyou.

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on Thursday, December 4, 2008, 4:04 PM

Yesterday at work was super BORING. ]: Was quite tiring as well. Met Shaa first, then we eat at Ehub KFC, realized that Jae was working there. After which, Aizad met us & we reported to work. In the ACC office, lifeguard Fad was inside, he blocked my way on purpose & pushed me. I pushed hym back, he said I groped his.. breast?? Hah! Kay, whatever. I slacked with Aizad till 3pm, chit chat with hym & all, then we started work. There were lots of people siaa. Then got 2 Siglap Sec2 boys came, & they played lyke small kids, throwing the foam at me & all. -__- We ended work at 6pm, we showered & all, then went to Macdonald's to buy Mcflurry. Qai meet Aizad, then i went home. Upon arriving home, i played my PSP, then slept at 10+. Was super knocked out ahh. Hmmm. Anyway, didn't see Effendy at work today. ]: Ohh well ! Hahaha.

Anyway, today went for soccer training in the morning. Meet Radd first, then she was 10mins late. -__- Nvrmind. Haha. Only Levis, Era, Dorothy, Nadee, Radd, Addiie, Lyana & I turned up. Thanks ahh, to the rest who cannot come! -__- Lots of excuses, only some are reasonable. Hmmph. Nvrmind. After training, went to my grams house. Had lunch there, then at 1.30pm, she followed me to the dental clinic at Loyang Point. Well, my surgery was a success. I also get to know, theres 3 other wisdom tooth at my upper right & left tooth inside, & at my bottom right tooth inside. Gosh! Must go for more surgeries ahh? During the surgery, the dentist drilled my tooth & all, then had to pull out the wisdom tooth. Did lots of things lahh, i was just sitting there, listening to what they are saying, &.. doing. Hahaha. Made another appointment, for next Thursday, they have to take out the stitches. Right now, I'm at home, with lots of blood flowing at the operated corner. -__- Hah! Well, i guess i can't eat anything much now. ]: Ohh well.. Hmmph. Till here, toodles ~


You don't have to know, where am i, what i do, who i'm with, & whatever stuff not, because I ain't bothering about you either.. If this is how you want things to be, so be it..
[ not referring to anyone in particular jyeahh. (: ]

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on Wednesday, December 3, 2008, 10:06 AM

Hes hot, ain't he? Some people say he looks gay, well, fyi, hes SO NOT !!! He just have a pretty boy face alright? Don't judge anyhow. Hmmmph. Okay, i know he belongs to Vanessa Hudgens, so? I still can adore hym what, right? Haha! Hes just someone I'm crazy about. Someone whom i idolize & respect. Hes multi talented siols. He makes a great BOYFRIEND as well, don't you think? Hes blue eyes, hes starry stares, hes hot bod, hes everything makes me melt. (: Hes simply, wonderful. Wouldn't it be great, if i could date hym? Well, that dream ain't coming true for sure. Hahaha. BUT... I'll carry on dreaming, Hes worth the dream. :D Can my boifyy be lyke hym, please? Sweet, Loving, Caring, Gentlemanly, & Truthful? Hah, lyke that would happen. Pfffft ~

Yesterday met up with my soccer mates at Pasir Ris MRT station, then we took the train to Dhoby Ghaut, then to Farrer Park. Then take a bus to Balestier Khalsa Association. We played 5-a-side against JC girls, some of them were quite good, while others were just average. We separate our team into 3 teams, & played 10mins, & then rotate teams. After everything, some of us showered at the soccer washroom. Ya' know what? The shower cubicle, has no doors. -__- So, we had to take turns to bathe. :D Next, we ate the pizzas that Mrs Goh ordered for us, & the "otahs' that Mr Millath bought for us. Pizza was yummy, but the otahs were tasteless. Haha! After that, we all went home together. (: Nieza, Shikin, Rau, Radd, Addiie, Shabby & I took the train to the Punggol side, while the rest took to the MRT which goes to Pasir Ris side. Then, Radd, Nieza & i alighted at Hougang, from there, Radd & I took bus 89 home. Once i arrived, i showered & all & went straight to bed. Total knock out. :DD &, Guess what? I'm working today!! Yay! Hahaha! Will be working with Aizad. I replaced Zamir cause hes sick. Get well soon alright? Rest well, dude. (: Later will be meeting Shaa first for lunch at 12pm, then go to work! Finally.. Hahahaha. Well, till here, toodles ~


7 days to 3monthsary baby.
Wow. I'm surprised. :DD
ILYSVM. Sighh....

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on Tuesday, December 2, 2008, 11:18 AM


I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS SO MUCH !! ): Its been.. 2 months..? Since i last saw them.. I miss those crazy tymes we had, miss those laughters, miss those cam whoring & miss those tears we shed.. I hope to see you girls soon, on the class BBQ pit jyeahh? Wani, Edaaah, Ziey, Watie, Farahh, Mia, Herda, Ayin, Liyana, Seri & hopefully, AMERA !! DD: Girls, always & forever we'll be friends, thats a fact that will not be forgotten. (: i miss Mr Hawtstuff too. Hah!My dearest, greatest best friend, Arthur, i definitely miss you the most. Those tymes we shared are always reminiscing in my mind,which makes me miss you even more. :D I miss those tymes you always try to cheer me up when I'm upset, those tymes where you always bully me( stop it :D),those tymes you spent with me at school, those tymes we argued which helps our friendship grow stronger,those tymes where people mistaken that we're together but in actual fact we're not :D,& definitely those tymes where we always talk crap & laugh lyke crazy people. I miss everything about you. You're a great best friend one would treasure,but you gotta learn how to curb your anger at tymes. Both you & i are pretty hot tempered,but i think you're worse,haha! So, anyway,anyhow,i wish & hope to see you soon,hope to hang out with you soon. I want your friendly hugs. I hope you won't replace me as your best friend after we get our N level results & maybe,go our separate ways. Hahaha. Takecare friend.


Well,Hello Earthlings,Aliens,Whatsoever..I'll be having a friendly match later on at 6+, will be meeting Radd at 4.30pm first,then meet the rest of the girls at Pasir Ris MRT station. MrsGoh will be buying Pizza's for our dinner -__-, so i guess i will be home at 9-10+? Anyway,I miss boifyy so muchh lahh! Bile lahh bolehh kite jumpe ..?Hmmph. Well,toodles ~
; anakbeylo

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